After Ding Qing closed the door and walked into Xiao Zhen's room, she carefully looked at his room, this was the first time she had approached his life up close, his room was very simple, a bed, a wardrobe and a desk, the colors were all light colors that he usually liked, just like his people, simple!

She threw herself on his bed, sniffed hard on it, and even felt that she was a little perverted, she closed her eyes and took a deep breath, the whole room was filled with his smell, the corners of her mouth spread slightly, she got up and went to open the closet, there were only a few sets of changes of clothes in it, simple and neat, and it could be seen that he did not live here very often.

Ding Qing picked out a white shirt from inside, she dreamed that one day she was walking around him in his clothes, and today finally her dream came true, just ...... Her smile slowly retracted, but the dream was destined to be shattered.

took his clothes and walked into the bathroom, took off his clothes, Ding Qing looked at himself scarred in the mirror, and let out a cold and sad smile, these scars will accompany him for a lifetime, just like those two nights, which can never be gotten rid of.

Turning on the shower, standing under the shower, boiling hot water, drenching down from the head, her skin was red, she didn't even feel hot, but felt that the hot water made her more sober, she wanted to make those scars never heal, she wanted to remember those shames.

From the discrimination she received when she was a child, to everyone's stuttering when she grew up, to Ding Shusheng's indifference to her, to everything that Ding was only lucky, until those two nights, Ding Qing recalled it all from the beginning, the more she thought about it, the more she hated, why did all this happen to herself, why......

She punched the slippery wall, looked at the scarlet hand, sneered, and added some wounds, she put her hand under the hot water to rinse, the stimulation of the pain, brought her a trace of pleasure, but the tears quietly flowed down with the hot water.

After taking a shower, she looked at the red skin and didn't care about Xiao Zhen's shirt and looked at his clothes, only he let himself love and hate, and finally love defeated hate, Ding Qing felt a little better in her heart, her head was lightly on the side, she closed her eyes and leaned on his shirt, enjoying rubbing back and forth, as if he was gently stroking his face.

Ding Qing can imagine how disgusting her expression is now, and she also knows how disgusting her current behavior is, she knows how perverted she is now, but she can't control it, this is the only trace of comfort she has left, she doesn't want to lose.

Just walked out of the bathroom and suddenly ...... She frowned, squatted down with a painful expression, sweating like rain, and secretly said that it was not good, the drug addiction was attacking, damn it, why did it happen at this time, her heart was like thousands of ants biting, and the pain was unbearable.

Ding Qing walked to the desk and sat down, lying on the desk, shaking her body constantly, yawning one after another, snot and tears falling straight down, she knew that this was a symptom of drug addiction relapse.

It's so uncomfortable, it's really uncomfortable, she can't stand it anymore, Ding Qing shouted in her heart, with a wave of her hand, all the things on the table fell to the ground, she looked up in horror in the direction of the door, but fortunately Xiao Zhen didn't hear it.

She bit her lip to prevent the painful sound she made from being heard by the people outside the door, "Liu Cenhui, you will not die well!" Ding Qing endured the pain caused by the drug addiction and cursed in a low voice.

This was the day he took herself to the "colorless" bar, and took advantage of her to go to the bathroom to make a phone call, she thought it was just an ordinary addictive drug, not only let herself be forced by someone that night, but also made her never dream that the drug would be addictive, without her thinking too much, she knew that the drug was the white powder they smoked that night.

She still remembers the first time her drug addiction relapsed, she almost committed suicide to see her mother by cutting her pulse, but she hasn't taken revenge yet, and she can't die yet, it's this ** that keeps her last trace of sobriety.

In order to prevent herself from biting her tongue and committing suicide, she used a knife to hurt herself little by little to stimulate herself, in order to alleviate her unbearable drug addiction.

She didn't know how she spent that day, only that when she woke up from the edge of Hades, her hands were full of knife cuts, and the ground was full of blood.

Later, every time she relapsed, she spent it like this, so she was left with countless scars.

It's just that...... What is she going to do today, how is she going to get through it, is she stabbing herself with a knife here? What if Xiao Zhen finds out that he hasn't been out for a long time and suddenly breaks in? How should she face him!

No, he can't find out! It's just that without the stimulation of the knife, she was in unbearable pain, worse than death, she thought to herself, just sleep.

Thereupon...... She trembled and quickly climbed onto the bed, curling her body, trembling all over, she tried to close her eyes and try to make herself fall asleep, and when she woke up, she would be fine.

As soon as she closed her eyes, Xiao Zhen's rhythmic knock on the door like a talisman came from inside and outside.

Ding Qing opened her eyes suddenly in fright, and accidentally rolled off the bed, at this time she couldn't control herself anymore, and looked at a wall in front of her with a distracted gaze and hit it, hit it hard, and again and again, and couldn't hear the knock on the door and the concerned inquiry outside.

After Xiao Zhen came out of the meal, he glanced in the direction of the room, Ding Qing hadn't come out yet, thinking that the girl would take a longer bath, so he went to the kitchen and took a few plates out, and covered the prepared meal so that the meal would not be cold.

In fact, there is no dish, he didn't know that he would wait for her today, usually he is too lazy alone, rarely cooks and eats, today's dish is still this morning I bought and didn't do, a bowl of scrambled eggs with tomatoes, a plate of vegetables, a fish, and it was ready in half an hour.

Xiao Zhen waited for more than ten minutes, and saw that the door of the room had not yet opened, he didn't know what she was doing inside, and he was worried that something would happen to her, so he walked over and knocked on the door, "Ding Qing, have you washed it?" Washed up and went out to eat. ”

No response? Xiao Zhen wondered, after all, there is a difference between men and women, he couldn't open the door directly, so he had to put his ear on the door and listen carefully to the movement inside, but he didn't hear the sound of water, that is, it should have been washed, why didn't he answer him?

Xiao Zhen thought to himself, knock again, if you don't open the door, just take the key to open the door and go in, just when he raised his hand and was about to knock, he heard a "knock" sound from inside, like the sound of impact, accompanied by a painful moan.

His heart suddenly tightened, and he shouted "not good", and directly took the key to open the door and entered, and the scene after entering surprised him, the room was messy at this time, and she herself was disheveled and hit the wall one by one, and her head was already bleeding......

"Ding Qing, what are you doing?" Xiao Zhen hurriedly walked up, didn't care about her undressed body, hugged her tightly, and didn't let her hit the wall again.

As if he hadn't heard, the person in his arms broke free from his embrace and slammed into the wall, still muttering in pain: "Woo...... I can't stand it, let me die. ”

Xiao Zhen couldn't understand why she suddenly became so crazy, she was abusing her body, what was wrong with her? She is like a drug, addicted to drugs, and her body is uncontrollable. This thought made him chuckle in his heart, and he shook his head and denied the idea in his heart, it was absolutely impossible!

Seeing that she was about to hit the wall, he had to hug her tightly again, not letting her move for half a minute, and kept comforting softly: "Ding Qing, I'm a senior brother, what's wrong with you?" Calm down, what do you have to tell my brother......

At this time, Ding Qing's eyes were cloudy and unconscious, and he raised his eyes with difficulty to look at him, and said in his mouth, "Senior brother, save me...... Senior brother, leave me alone...... Senior brother, I can't stand it anymore...... "It's better to live than to die!"

Ding Jing, who was in the chaos, saw that he couldn't rush out and hit his head to relieve the pain, and began to keep hitting Xiao Zhen's chest with his head, he was almost knocked to the ground by her, and his elbow was propped up to the ground in order to support the bodies of the two people, Xiao Zhen frowned, and snorted in pain, his hand was either dislocated or fractured.

"Ding Qing, sober up!" Xiao Zhen held her with his right hand, and wanted to raise his left hand to shake her awake, but his hand was no longer able to raise it, so he had to give up, "Ding Qing, what's wrong with you?" ”

Xiao Zhen looked down at her whole appearance, and couldn't tell what it felt like in her heart, whether she was distressed, pitiful or pity? He didn't know, he just knew that he had to bring her to her senses as soon as possible.

And the person in her arms seemed to be getting more and more uncomfortable, tears and snot were playing together, pupils were dilated, her face was pale, her hands were pulling her hair hard, the sound from her mouth was getting more and more painful, and the whole person was in a distorted state, and she began to look for something to bite with her mouth and bite him.

"Ahh Xiao Zhen didn't have time to dodge at all, Ding Qing's mouth had already bitten towards his right arm, and although he was separated by two pieces of clothing, he was still bitten by her so that tears almost fell out, and he screamed in pain, "Ding Qing, let go quickly." He didn't know if his flesh would be bitten off by her.

Seeing that Ding Qing still couldn't calm down and sober up, Xiao Zhen was already sweating at this time, he raised his injured left hand in pain, gritted his teeth, and slammed into her face, "You sober me up!" After a slap, he said countless sorry in his heart.

Maybe this slap was too hard, maybe she had tossed enough, maybe she couldn't stand the torture that was more painful than an ant bite, Ding Qing finally quieted down, she slowly raised her eyelids, said weakly "Thank you, senior brother", and fainted directly in Xiao Zhen's arms.

Xiao Zhen slowly came back to his senses, looked down at the person who fainted in his arms, his brows were furrowed, after her toss, he was also exhausted, sat on the ground for a while, helped her unconscious with one hand, helped her to the bed and lay down, he looked at the large and small scars on her arms and legs in amazement, is this what she got in the past month or so?

What the hell happened to her? He sighed, covered her with the quilt, and walked out of the room, returning with an extra first-aid kit.