367 Let's fly a kite
"You know Beichen, I like this kind of sky the most." As she spoke, she couldn't help but hold up the camera she was hanging around her neck.
He Beichen, who was standing on the side, raised his head and looked at today's clear sky, there seemed to be nothing special, and even such a vast sky did not even have a cloud, I really don't know what makes the small universe like it so much.
"There are no clouds today, it's a sunny day." The boy said that the corners of his mouth inadvertently rose, and when he was with her, even if he was tired, he would feel very happy.
"But, to be honest, I haven't seen a sky like this for a long time, and it's really rare to see a clear sky without clouds like this." He Beichen couldn't help but shrug his eyebrows as he spoke, as if he was thinking about something.
"So, I like it." Yu Fan smiled, and at the same time, two small dimples inadvertently appeared on her cheeks.
"There's nothing to be happy about cloudy weather, and that's what no clouds are worth cherishing, don't you think?"
The girl's words are very light, but they seem very light. Bei Chen, who was standing on the side, looked at today's sky very carefully.
"Maybe you're right." The boy opened his lips slightly, "In the past, I always liked that kind of heavy clouds, and I thought that the big and big rolls looked beautiful, but now, I am more inclined to this kind of cloud light and breeze." ”
In the spring light, he couldn't help laughing, "Xuanfan, you know what? After getting to know you, you have changed me a lot. He Beichen's words were leisurely, and they sounded like they were organic and careless.
"In the past, I always liked the kind of life with big winds and waves, as if I was always bored with the calm and watery life, and I was constantly looking for excitement."
"I keep challenging myself, and I used to think that that is the meaning of life, but now, I don't think so, but I feel a little more relieved, but this thing is quite strange, after I changed my mind, I feel that this life is a lot easier unconsciously."
He smiled at her in the sun, and it seemed that in that moment, he had regained his youthful nature.
"I've found that being with you makes me feel very relaxed, and no one can give me such a feeling, only you." The boy couldn't help but look at her affectionately as he spoke.
"Really, Xuanfan, if it weren't for you, I don't know what my life would have become like now, and whether I would have collapsed because of a little thing, I really can't say."
Bei Chen said and inadvertently pursed his lips.
Yu Fan looked a little embarrassed, she obviously didn't believe what He Beichen said, how could such a strong heart as a boy collapse when he said that it would collapse, and the small universe felt unrealistic.
Isn't He Beichen a very motivated person, he will never give up on himself because of some small things that are big sesame, even if he doesn't appear in his life, there seems to be nothing to say about this matter.
"Impossible, Beichen, even if I leave you one day, you will be fine, and besides, without me bothering you, you may be stronger than you are now."
Tan Yufan said that she was more and more sure of her thoughts, she was very confident in He Beichen's ability, and even more desperate than Beichen herself.
may confirm that sentence, the bystander is clear, how strong his own strength is, maybe even he doesn't realize it.
"Powerful?" Bei Chen smiled when he heard Tan Yufan's words, and there was a smile similar to self-deprecation on his cheeks.
"Where am I strong, I'm just a machine that can take exams, I can't make myself happy, you say I'm strong, I don't even know where I'm strong?"
Obviously, He Beichen does not agree with Tan Yufan's statement, the young man has his own views on the world.
"I think you're very strong, you live a breezy life, as if you don't care about anything."
"You don't want to go through any kind of wind and waves, but no matter what happens, your mind will become very peaceful, and it is a calm attitude."
Bei Chen couldn't help but smile on the corner of his lips as he spoke.
"What's more, you don't care what others think of you at all, you have your own rhythm of life, and besides, you don't want to disrupt yourself because of anyone's interference, as for what they say and think, it doesn't seem to have anything to do with you."
He Beichen couldn't help but pause when he said this, "This makes me admire you very much, because you are unique in my eyes, and you are different from other girls." ”
Bei Chen said that his eyes inadvertently became brighter, and it was a hidden love from the bottom of his heart.
"What's different about me, I'm just one of the vast crowds, and I don't have anything to do with other people, but well, I have my own way of life."
"And, even if I feel fulfilled, I don't like the kind of life that is so busy that I lose myself, I find it particularly boring, and I am even more reluctant to wait until I grow up to repeat the meaningless work day after day for that meager salary, which makes me feel particularly uninteresting."
Xiao Universe seemed to be more firm in his thoughts, "If people live just to live, and have to repeat worthless labor, and are forced to overdraft their lives, then what's the point of living in this world?" ”
Yu Fan said and shook her head thoughtfully, she didn't need this kind of life, she seemed to know better what kind of person she wanted to be in the future.
Because no one told her what kind of adult she should become, then what she longed for was the best life for her.
"What you say makes sense, but you have to know that it is very difficult to do this, because not everyone is like you, they are too much to pursue fame and fortune, to pursue some empty things, but in fact, their lives are not happy."
"All the good things are just that they live well in the eyes of others, but is it really that good? Only they know that in their own hearts. ”
He Beichen said as if he was self-deprecating and picking on himself, of course, when such words came out of the young man's mouth, it was inevitable that he would be a little sad.
"Then be brave and be yourself, why care about other people's eyes, you have to learn to please yourself, you know Beichen, just make yourself happy, you don't have to worry about other things, and you don't have to think about it."
"Just be yourself and live your role in this world, and you really don't need to think about the rest."
"Even if you think about it, you can't think of a reason, in this case, you might as well save some energy."
Tan Yufan comforted him the same as she did on weekdays, she didn't want him to live as hard as he did now, of course, all this depends on He Beichen's own thoughts.
"Hmm." The young man didn't answer Yu Fan's words, but just answered softly, and the young man in the sun seemed to understand something, and he smiled, it was the kind of relieved smile that he had never had.
"I remember what you said, I'll do it, I'll do it, Xuanfan."
When Beichen turned his head, he suddenly found that the girl was gone.
The boy pursed his lips, inevitably a little anxious, his dark eyes searched restlessly in the crowd, and then found the figure of the small universe in the department store not far ahead.
He Beichen was angry and funny, this Xuan Fan was real, he saw something new, and he left without saying hello to himself.
The boy licked his mouth and didn't speak, but walked silently to Yu Fan's side, only to find that the girl was picking a kite. In her hand, she held a Peppa Pig pattern.
The girl's white fingers kept stroking it as if she liked it very much, "That's it, boss." As he spoke, he took out a bill from his wallet.
At that time, they had already come to the empty square, and when it was almost noon, there were very few people on the field, and the more empty it was, the more interested Tan Yufan became, "Beichen, why don't we fly kites." ”
As she spoke, the girl loosened the kite string in her hand, looking very brisk.
"Me." Bei Chen pursed his lips, the expression on his cheeks seemed to be a little difficult, he didn't know that Yu Fan would think about flying a kite in the square for a day, the boy was not ready for this after all.
"I won't." He Beichen rarely said such words, when he was in school, he always gave others the feeling of omnipotence, of course, he was not good at such entertaining things.
"Oh, it's okay, I'll teach you."
As she spoke, she pulled the boy over, this behavior was obviously a bit unexpected by He Beichen, but the young man didn't say anything, just walked in her direction very obediently.
"You see it looks like this." Tan Yufan said while giving a demonstration to He Beichen, she was still willing to teach him to fly a kite, if she could, she hoped that he could play like herself, heartless and heartless for a morning.
"The main thing is to control the kite string in your hand, but I don't think it's a difficult thing for you."
Yu Fan was jogging as she spoke, and He Beichen was chasing her briskly, the girl in the sun was smiling happily, and the kite in her hand flew higher and higher, watching it go farther and farther in the sky.
"See, it's like this, it's actually very simple, and it shouldn't be too difficult for you."
"You try."
Xiao Universe said and handed the kite string in his hand to He Beichen, and the young man took it over and kept shrinking it like a fan, and the kite flew higher and higher, gradually becoming a small dot in the canopy.