186. The tide rises and the tide goes out
Even if you have a friend who is particularly good before, once you are not in the same time and space, there will be fewer and fewer common topics between the two people."
Those who voluntarily or unwillingly withdraw from your life are doomed to leave as the rising tide must have its ebb and flow.
"In a new environment, you will meet new friends, experience the same things at the same time, and have the courage to share the same hatred and the joy of rejoicing.
And friends who are far away, even if they are intimate and understanding, can only be a listener, and it is impossible to completely replicate the feelings of life.
The relationship that can only be maintained through video or phone calls, why not cherish the person in front of you? Human beings are lonely souls, and they are also groups that must depend on each other. Zhang Xiaojie and Lin Jiayi's alternating words made Lin Motian speechless.
"I have never recognized your unique and novel ideas, and you still have the same ideas as before, and you will be good friends for life! What a dream of youth! Lin Motian lamented that his thoughts were outdated, and he also knew that the two of them no longer contacted Shen Xinjing's true thoughts.
"The two of us will be good friends for life! We also believe in deep and pure friendship! "Shen Xinjing, listen, people believe in friendship, but they don't include you.
"Do you still miss your best friend a lot?" Lin Motian still didn't give up.
"Anyway, I think about it once in a while, but ...... I wish you all the best! Yes, I wish you well, I hope she is well, but she won't bother. Lin Jiayi said with a touch of glasses.
"We're going to work, I'm sorry!"
"Oh oh, thank you two for your thoughts, it's very teachable, thank you, thank you!" Lin Motian looked at the figures of the two people leaving, and then turned around and got into the car.
Shen Xinjing saw that he didn't mean to let himself go down in the end, so he knew that everything was over.
"Ah Jing, you have to learn to look forward and be relieved of the past! That college time is your most precious time, and your friends are the best, but it's all gone, you know? Lin Motian sat in the car and began to say to Shen Xinjing.
"You see how good the mentality of the two of them is, how comfortable they are now, who will rest assured of you! You just value feelings and friendship, so you can't get out on your own! Lin Motian's words had already made Shen Xinjing understand what Zhang Xiaojie and Lin Jiayi meant.
"They're fine, Mo Tian, you're right, I should look forward and be relieved of the past!"
"That's right, cherish the people in front of you, like me! Like my brother! Lin Motian's words made Ye Yinli's face red, as if he had wiped rouge.
"We're leaving Thailand! Where to go next? Ye Yinli asked.
"Go to Qingcheng!" Shen Xinjing said decisively.
"Okay, then let's take the highway and try to get to the place by noon!" Shen Xinjing nodded, looked out the window and was melancholy, goodbye Taicheng, goodbye to my youth, goodbye to my enlightenment teacher, goodbye to the place where I met and fell in love with Lan Lan, goodbye to my best partner.
Lin Jiayi and Zhang Xiaojie, you must live well and go on together! There is no more self in time.
There are deliberate departures in this world to love you! There are also inadvertent dissociations, so that love does not continue. Letting go in time is also an option.
When they arrived in Qingcheng, it was noon, and the three of them were looking for a restaurant to eat, and they were hungry along the way.
"Let's go find a hotel and rest first, right?" Ye Yinli was worried that Shen Xinjing was too tired.
"No, let's go to a place first, I can do it, it's fine." Shen Xinjing must go to this place, otherwise he won't be able to do anything well and he will definitely not be able to sleep.
According to Shen Xinjing's navigation, the three of them finally came here, Qingcheng Martyrs Cemetery. Holding the orchid, Shen Xinjing felt very heavy, and chose to be buried here, Lan Lan must have thought about it a long time ago.
Next to the cemetery is Meihuayu, where two people have been together, this place is quiet and beautiful, it is the most secluded place in Qingcheng, Lanlan chose Qingcheng because there are two people with the best memories.
Shen Xinjing looked at the sign at the door and fell into deep thought, Ye Yinli had already gone to the administrator to ask for the place.
"Shen Xinjing, let's go over and see Xiao Lanmo." Shen Xinjing came back from his contemplation and walked behind Ye Yinli, his mind blank.
Although mentally prepared, Shen Xinjing couldn't help the grief in his heart when he saw Xiao Lanmo's tombstone, and Shen Xinjing couldn't hold it anymore with the handsome and good-looking face on Xiao Lanmo's ID photo.
"Lan Lan, I'm coming to see you!" Shen Xinjing knelt down and put the orchid in front of the tomb, Ye Yinli bowed, and Lin Motian saluted to show his respect, and they all shed tears.
Ye Yinli pulled Lin Motian away and went to the place next to him, hoping that Shen Xinjing could tell Xiao Lanmo what was in his heart alone.
That long afternoon, Ye Yinli felt that he had a long time, and kept watching Shen Xinjing leaning against Xiao Lanmo's tombstone, as if he was leaning on Xiao Lanmo's chest.
Shen Xinjing's sad heart recalled the past with Xiao Lanmo, and also talked about the current situation, just like Xiao Lanmo was beside him.
"Lan Lan, why don't you take me away? You're reluctant, aren't you? Qingcheng is our common good memory, but you make me never dare to step here again! ”
Tears flowed silently from the corners of Shen Xinjing's eyes, "The person I love the most is buried here!" Lan Lan! Why do you say that you are always so cold and deliberately keep your distance from me, but in fact you love me so much! Didn't I know about it yet? ”
When twilight fell, Ye Yinli walked over, put a coat on Shen Xinjing's body, and helped Shen Xinjing, who was already numb, "Lan Lan, I'm leaving, I'll come to see you next time!" Lan Lan, don't worry, I will live strong with your love! ”
"Brother Lan Mo, I won't rob Shen Xinjing with you!" Shen Xinjing didn't expect Ye Yinli to speak, "I admire you, there is no one who can replace the love you gave Shen Xinjing, and Shen Xinjing will always keep it." You are a true man, a good son of our country.
Brother Lan Mo, can you let me take care of Shen Xinjing in the future? I swear in front of you that I will take good care of her, not let her suffer half a point of grievance, and let her have the brightest smile! ”
On the way back, Shen Xinjing sat in the car and passed by the Athenian Palace, and saw it at night again after many years, and the night scene of the Yichu Lotus next to it was even more magnificent, with the flowing galaxy and sea.
Shen Xinjing still remembered that he let go of Xiao Lanmo's hand in the taxi and wanted to take out the camera to take a picture of the beautiful night scene outside the car window, Xiao Lanmo looked at Shen Xinjing, smiled and said to the driver: "Master, you drive slowly, my daughter-in-law takes a photo of the night scene of Qingcheng!" ”
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