Chapter 177: Gathering and Dispersing

He kissed her desperately until she couldn't breathe, she pushed him away so hard that she said softly, "It's time for dinner!" ”

She helped him with his slippers, carried his luggage, brought out the rice, and handed him chopsticks.

He just looked at her quietly, and he was convinced that she really belonged to him, that this was their home!

In these days of wandering, I was worried all the time that she would not be able to hold on, worried that she would be abducted, but fortunately, fortunately, nothing happened.

- She's been waiting for herself all the time, waiting for me to come back!

- This is the home I longed for, and home was just a person waiting for me to come home.

- No matter when you come back, you will have a hot meal, a hot soup, and a smiling face, this is home!

She smiled slightly and said, "Why are you still stunned, try my craft!" ”

He took a chopstick dish, put it in his mouth, and his eyes were full of stars, and he was moved: "It's good to have a wife!" ”

Lin Mengxue raised her head, only then did she find that he had changed, from single eyelids to double eyelids, and the pair was very charming, these big eyes with double eyelids were simply bright and moving, amazing!

The dish she was holding had fallen on the table, her sexy red lips opened slightly, and she said in surprise: "You put double eyelids?" ”

Xiao Yunxian snorted, and it took a long time to enter the door before he realized that he really didn't care about himself at all, and he was a little disappointed, and said, "I just found out!" Look again! ”

Saying that, he leaned his face closer, Lin Mengxue looked left and right, and saw no traces of the tape, blinked his eyes, and said in disbelief: "You...... No...... Let's cut my double eyelids! ”

Xiao Yunxian originally wanted to surprise her when she entered the door, but she didn't expect to see it after a while, but with her amazing observation, she should have discovered it a long time ago, it seems that her wife still doesn't care about herself so much.

He sighed and said, "Otherwise, is there any other possibility?" ”

Lin Mengxue put down the rice bowl in her hand, touched his eyelids, and asked distressedly, "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt anymore."

"When did you do it, and you never mentioned it in your email?"

Xiao Yunxian pursed her lips, took her hand, and said softly: "I just want to surprise you, I got off the ship when I was in the United States, so I went to make an appointment with the doctor." ”

The two had an agreement early in the morning that there was something that could not be hidden from each other, and Lin Mengxue was a little angry while being overjoyed, and said, "No matter what you do in the future, you have to tell me, what if there is an anesthesia accident?" ”

Sure enough, he is a medical student, and such a thing as an "anesthesia accident" can be thought of, he scraped her nose with his index finger crooked, and said: "I will tell you everything in the future, and it is good to report to you!" ”

Lin Mengxue is also a smart person, knowing that everyone needs an independent space, and everyone has their own little secrets, and said: "It's not everything, but I still have to tell me about something as big as surgery." ”

"Okay."

Xiao Yunxian looked at the well-behaved and sensible wife in front of him, who was not coquettish, did not make trouble, did not check the post, and was not jealous, he felt a little bad in his heart, he really wanted her to use all her little temper with him.

Then it should be a kind of happiness!

……

September is the most important month for Lin Mengxue, she is going to take the medical practitioner exam, and with Xiao Yunxian by her side, everything is going well for her.

Although the exam went well, a heart is always up and down, Xiao Yunxian comforted: "I believe that as long as my wife doesn't take the English test, she will be able to pass!" ”

She muttered, "I'm not sure! ”

After the medical practitioner exam, she took him back to his hometown, and he went to her town, and sure enough, he was the same as he dreamed.

It's just that the crowds on the streets are much less!

She took him back to his hometown again, and sure enough, it was the same as in her dream, but the people who stayed in the village were old, weak, sick and disabled, and there was no longer the excitement of the past.

Lin Mengxue naturally has a sigh in her heart, in the past 20 years, the old street has become more and more dilapidated, and small houses have emerged in an endless stream, leaving behind some people who miss their hometown.

She deeply understands that the happy times of her childhood are gone, and all she has left is that memory.

In 20 years, China has developed too fast and people have become richer, so young people have gone out.

However, people always have to move forward, and everything will eventually become better, and parents will no longer oppose it, which is a good thing.

This time he accompanied her back to his hometown, and the heart he was hanging on finally let go and he was relieved.

He pulled a thatch on the hillside, knitted it into a ring, and said affectionately: "Wife, marry me!" ”

Lin Mengxue has been very busy recently, and she will be admitted to graduate school in 3 months, so she doesn't have the heart to hold a wedding, so she said: "Raw rice is cooked and cooked, don't be in a hurry!" ”

Xiao Yunxian was rejected by her several times, resentful, and said, "You don't love me!" ”

Unexpectedly, she said "um", so angry that he turned his head and left!

Lin Mengxue shouted anxiously: "Xiao Yunxian, I like you!" ”

With joy in his heart, he turned around and ran back, picked her up, rippled in the air, and asked, "What did you say?" Say it again! ”

She stopped, gasped, her forehead next to his, looked at each other, tender, and said, "I like you, I like you, I like you......"

"Who do you like?"

"I like Xiao Yunxian! I like Xiao Yunxian! ”

Xiao Yunxian was ecstatic, her stone heart was finally warmed by me!

……

Sure enough, in December, she passed the doctor's exam.

A few days before the graduate school entrance examination, Dan IELTS couldn't help but come to stay with her daughter for a few days, and when she arrived in Chongqing, she went home.

Light IELTS has been taking care of his younger brother all these years.

The light collar has become thinner and thinner over the years, leaving only skin and bones, and he doesn't know where the backbone comes from, so he rarely goes to his sister's house.

Therefore, all these years, I went to see my younger brother and sent him food to cook......

But this day

She went to visit her brother again, but what she didn't expect to see was a cold corpse! Just like when she found her father's body many years ago, she didn't cry or make a fuss, but felt relieved, and he was relieved!

Sure enough, there are some hatreds that cannot be lifted except death!

Lin Mengxue did not attend her uncle's funeral, but Xiao Yunxian went to work before and after, contributing money and efforts.

She didn't dare to look at her uncle, it must have been a very tragic picture, I heard that he was so thin that only bones remained!

She was only angry with him and mourned his misfortune!

She deeply understands the sadness of this original family, and she needs to spend a lifetime to heal; Some people can't be cured even if it takes a lifetime, so they just dissipate with the wind!

December is a month of fulfillment, the end of the year, some people have reaped joy, some people have reaped rebirth, and I hope that in the next life he will not experience these sorrows!

After the exam, I began to wait anxiously for the days, and the days were like years.

In February 2011, the results of the postgraduate entrance examination came out, Huang Tian paid off, and Lin Mengxue was admitted to the graduate school.

Just after the New Year, Xiao Yunxian left again, and before leaving, he took Lin Mengxue's hand and said softly: "Wait for me to come back and marry me, okay?" ”

Lin Mengxue had just been admitted to graduate school, and her mind was not on the wedding anymore, and she said, "Let's talk about it then!" ”

She is actually a very clingy girl, she likes to be coquettish in the arms of her lover, she likes to rely on others for everything, but she is afraid that once that dependence is established, she will be unable to extricate herself.

It's like she wants to forget that phone number, but that number is in her mind all the time.

It was a terrible feeling, and she didn't want to lose herself because of anyone!

All she turned into a turtle, hid in her own tortoise shell, and lived in her own world.

She's serious, she's independent, she's strong, she's sensible......

Just her way of protecting herself!

She didn't want to be sleepless and unable to eat for anyone.

For weddings, every girl desires, and she is certainly no exception.

Even in his dreams, he walked into the auditorium with Meng Yuan countless times, and I don't know how many times I did that daydream.

If only he were the one who proposed!

It seems that everything in the world except him has become a confinement, a lost color.

All that she thinks is a nice-to-have!

Of course, she is not wood or stone, Xiao Yunxian's hot heart touched her.

She did like her, but ......

……

Xiao Yunxian sat on the plane, looking at the colorful clouds outside the window, as if it was within reach, but in fact it was out of reach, was it just like his wife.

She is obviously her wife, but she loves others in her heart, is this a great sadness.

He was really disappointed in his heart, and for that certificate, he couldn't say that she was his wife, because there was no one but himself

Knowing that she is married.

There has never been such a sense of powerlessness, how can she drive the person in her heart away.

Although he promised her, he didn't care, he didn't force it.

But for a man, a strong possessiveness fills his heart!

However, he is confident that one day she will fall in love with herself!

He looked out the window, and the sun at the end of the clouds was shining brightly, as if to say to himself that hope was within reach.

He believed to himself, and after a slight loss, he returned to normal.

……

In busy days, time always flies quickly, and in April, Lin Mengxue successfully passed the postgraduate entrance examination.

It seems that there is no moment to dare to stop yourself, and when you stop, the empty room is really a little scary.

In the dead of night, I will always curl up in bed, the bed is cold, without a person's body temperature, without that person's hug, without someone's breath, I will fall into loneliness.

Loneliness, boundless loneliness, will fill the air, embracing yourself!

This year, the medical trouble became more serious, and Lin Mengxue was physically and mentally exhausted, so she simply resigned in May.

Heaven is unfair, just hide and study! Maybe everything will be fine after grad school!

I wanted to go around after quitting my job, but I was helpless and shy, so I could only stay at home.

……

Xiao Yunxian has only been away from Lin Mengxue for 2 months, and he has already been sick, and he only hates that he can't travel home in time and space.

He sat on the deck, looking at the boundless ocean, looking at the vast starry sky, looking at the full moon, and his heart was extremely lonely, but fortunately, his thoughts could be turned into mail and fly to her.

Without her, the world has no color, without her life is lonely, without her everything is meaningless!

Wife:

See the letter and open your face.

You should be safe when you are home alone, and if someone knocks on the door, do not open the door. When you go out, you must check whether the doors, windows, water and electricity are closed, and you must pay attention to safety!

I'm really happy to know that my wife has been admitted to graduate school, and now there is a long time to leave school, you can go on a trip and don't worry about money, your husband has money.

I know you're a very thrifty person and never spend my money. But this makes me feel like a useless man, and men make money for their wives!

Actually, I really want you to be coquettish to me, be unreasonable to me, check the post every day, and worry that I will cheat. But you don't, are you too relieved of me, or trust me too much, or ......

Wife, really, you will always be a little girl in my heart, you don't need to be sensible, you don't even need to grow up!

I love you, I love you very much, and I really want to be with you all the time, forever, and never separated.

I know that because I'm not with you and you're insecure, it's all my fault, so I decided to quit and come back to you.

You're going to study in Chongqing, I'm ready to do it

Buying a house in the city is with you!

Oh, my dear wife, you may not know how much I love you!

I'll tell you a secret, you're the girl in my dreams, and I've never told anyone about it.

I don't know when I had a strange dream about a girl and that girl was you.

At first I thought that this dream was fake, how could there be such a person in the world, so perfect!

Dreams, sometimes clear, sometimes blurry, so much so that I don't know where you are and how I can find you!

So I've been looking for you, looking for you, and finally seeing you, and at that moment I felt like the happiest person in the world.

Wife, let's have a wedding when I get home, I want to give you a perfect wedding, I want to give you a beautiful memory!

……

Love your husband!

(End of chapter)