Lin Jiufu glanced at him and muttered a few words in his mother's ear, and her mother looked up at Lin Mengxue strangely.

Lin Mengxue's heart trembled, and the guilt surged up again.

Light Ya sighed: "Xue'er, Huang Hui was shocked to be hurt by you!" ”

Lin Mengxue was indifferent.

The moon was bitten and hung in the sky, as if to say pain!

A person who often wanders around, he has long been a part of life, and he disappeared so suddenly, everyone is a little unaccustomed.

Lin Mengxue is naturally not used to it.

But she can still tell clearly, it's just habit, not love.

The person he loved so much had disappeared, like evaporating from the world.

What's even more strange is that he hasn't dreamed of Meng Yuan in the past 2 months, no matter how much he misses him on weekdays, he will never fall into his dream.

Could it be that he will disappear as he said!

This is probably God's punishment for her!

She sneered, desolate.

Open the diary, one horizontal and one vertical, the flying shadow is oblique, deep and shallow, write down these absurdities, write down these thoughts, write down these sorrows.

One drop or two drops, crystal tears fell on the diary, rippling layer by layer, and the ink rhyme was gone, and he had long since lost his face.

???

"Mengxue, what's wrong with you?" Zeng Ziqiong looked at her blank and lonely, she was silent, and continued to ask, "Are you okay?" ”

Lin Mengxue nodded and was silent.

Zeng Ziqiong took Lin Mengxue's hand and said with concern: "What's wrong?" ”

Lin Mengxue glanced at Zeng Ziqiong, not wanting to talk about those unhappy topics, so she changed the topic and said, "I'm fine, I haven't seen you and Xiyan for a few days, why have you been there lately?" ”

Zeng Ziqiong was still puzzled in her heart, but seeing that she didn't want to talk, then don't talk about it, and said, "I'm going to Xiyan's hometown, and my sister is also going with me." ”

Xiyan's hometown, as if she had heard them mention it, she forgot about herself, and at that time Xiyan asked herself if she was going.

Every summer vacation, she has to go back to her hometown, and she thinks that watching the clouds roll in the mountains and watch the sunrise and sunset is the most beautiful thing.

Pick up the camera and capture those images, leave them in the album, and also stay in the memory.

For the mountains, Lin Mengxue doesn't want to go back, her hometown is in the mountains.

There is also a winding river in front of the house, especially in the winter morning, which day is not full of fairy fog, dense clouds, just like a nine-day cloud river.

If the morning glow does not go out, the sunset will travel thousands of miles.

The sun rises at the temple and the sun sets in front of the door.

Look up is the sky, lie down when the earth.

Starry fighters, sun-rhyme stars, but they are all ordinary things.

Only people like Xiyan who were born in a town and have never experienced it will feel that it is a joy.

Lin Mengxue naturally felt that it was normal, but the most terrifying thing in the mountains in her memory was each

Planting mosquitoes, big bags and small packets, itchy and incomparable, who loves to experience who feels, they just want to go out of the mountains, to a place where there are no mosquito bites.

Lin Mengxue said lightly: "Is it still fun?" ”

Zeng Ziqiong thought for a while, as if recalling the experience of this trip, and said: "It's fun, but it's not as fun as the quiet hometown." Of course, it's also your hometown, where you can catch fish, carry crabs, catch loaches, climb stone steps......" she smiled at the corner of her mouth, "I spent all my happy childhood there." ”

Lin Mengxue tried hard to squeeze out a little smile and said, "It's good if you're happy." ”

Zeng Ziqiong said sweetly: "My biggest gain is that I met you there, my best friend for life." ”

Lin Mengxue's heart warmed, leaned on Zeng Ziqiong's shoulder, and muttered: "My greatest luck is also to know you!" ”

The two snuggled together, like a pair of lovers.

The two sat on a bridge between husband and wife, and they frequented it.

The stream under the bridge is tinkling, the affection on the bridge is continuous, and the white clouds are fluttering in the sky.

- How nice it would be if you were a man!

It's a pity that things in the world are so unpleasant, the person you love doesn't love you, the person who loves you is not suitable for you, and the person who suits you is a woman......

Lin Mengxue was poisoned very deeply, and it had already spread to her internal organs, and she could daydream to comfort herself before, but she was ruthlessly quit by herself; Then he dreamed to comfort himself, but unfortunately the man did not know why he did not enter his dream; All that was left was the poor diary, full of lovesickness......

After a while, Lin Mengxue suddenly asked, "Why didn't Xiyan come to me with you?" ”

Zeng Ziqiong said quietly: "Do you miss her?" ”

Lin Mengxue slowly slept on Zeng Ziqiong's shoulder to her lap, like a baby looking for comfort, prostrate on her body.

Zeng Ziqiong took advantage of the situation to hold her in her arms, patted her shoulder gently like coaxing a baby to sleep, and knew in her heart that this person must be injured, since she didn't want to say it, she would accompany her as a friend!

These people who like literature just like to be sentimental and like to chant poetry and make the moon, which is really incomprehensible.

Lin Mengxue said, "A little bit!" ”

"She's still in her hometown, and every year she stays until she's almost at school and comes back."

"Oh."

The wind ruffled Lin Mengxue's hair and the words in her memory.

Recalling it repeatedly, I always feel that the ear "me too" is always an illusion.

Her tears flowed down again, soaking Zeng Ziqiong's legs.

Zeng Ziqiong shook her head slightly, thinking that she must not fall in love with anyone like Lin Mengxue in her life, this love is not a good thing, but it is just venom, which makes people abnormal, poisonous and stupid.

???

Since then, Lin Mengxue's temperament has changed greatly, she has become more taciturn and loves to learn more.

Xiyan and Lin Mengxue were quite strange, but they all saw that she was injured

I don't care about her, but I still accompany her.

Lin Mengxue is at two points and one line, either studying or at home.

She often locked herself in the attic all day and didn't go out all day.

Lin Jiufu naturally saw the changes in his daughter, and he was very clear about what she and Huang Hui were shocking, and the injured person could not be her, there must be other things that he didn't know.

Under the dim light, Lin Mengxue opened the diary and wrote down her endless thoughts about Meng Yuan again.

- Where are you? Where are you?

- Have you come back from Beijing?

- Do you miss me?

One stroke and one stroke, one short and one long, the wind shadow dreams back, how much love.

A smile, a tear, holding the end of the world, how crazy it is.

The Tao is full of youthful injuries, and sorrow is endless suffering.

You can't catch up with the people in your dreams, and you can't get the ambition to pursue.

The book is frivolous in life, and the dream is sad in life.

The fate is endless, and the hatred is endless.

Closing the diary, a page flew out, but Lin Mengxue didn't know it.

It's late at night, leaning alone on the small window.

Looking at the bright moon, what is the night.

I can't get enough of it.

Close your eyes and look for your dreams.

Still no, he fell asleep.

The sun has woken up, and the alarm clock has not yet gone off.

Outside the window, the autumn colors are getting thicker, and the fog turns into clouds and changes in the sky.

Lin Mengxue went out and went to school, but the usual day began.

Mathematics, Chinese, English, Chemistry, Geography, Physics, and Biology were bombarded in turn, but they were still refreshed and calm.

I can't see any joy or sorrow on her face, but I always feel that she has endless sadness.

Dan Ya limped into the pharmacy again, always with a basket on his back, and did not forget to carry something in his hand.

There were a few gray hairs on his head, and a few more wrinkles on his face.

Lin Jiufu helped her take the basket and said, "The millet has been harvested." ”

Light Ya chattered and complained about farm work.

Lin Jiufu said helplessly: "Do less, do less." ”

She looked sweaty and tired, and said, "My daughter hasn't graduated yet, and she still needs a lot of money to go to college!" ”

The two of them were speechless for a moment, and each did his own thing.

At the beginning of this semester, Lin Mengxue used her busy studies to eat at school at noon and did not return home.

After the light IELTS finished lunch, the two of them ate, and after eating, she cleaned up again, sweeping, mopping, and wiping the table, and was very busy.

When she swept to Lin Mengxue's room, she saw a piece of paper lying on the ground, she didn't know how to read, and she didn't dare to throw it, so she took it down and said to Lin Jiufu: "Dad, look at what she wrote?" ”

Lin Jiufu saw that it was his daughter's diary, as if he had broken the five-flavor bottle, which was very unpleasant.

Dan Ya looked at his wife's flickering expression, and secretly felt that something was wrong, and said hurriedly: "Dad, what's wrong?" ”

Lin Jiufu snorted coldly and said sharply: "Your aunt."

My mother likes her teacher! The female university is not staying! ”

Dan Yasi's face changed, and she said, "Nonsense, she is focused on studying." ”

Lin Jiufu looked at the piece of paper, shook it a few times, and shook it in front of the light Ya and said, "Look, this white paper is written in black and white: Teacher Meng, do you know that I am thinking about you?" You said you liked me, why did you suddenly disappear? Where are you? Where are you ......"

Lin Jiufu looked disgusted while reading, and goosebumps fell to the ground for both of them.

Lin Jiufu was furious, he never thought that his daughter would fall in love, he thought that she would study hard, but he didn't expect to be so uncompetitive.

glanced at the light IELTS again, and scolded: "You don't know how to read, what do you see, it's in vain." ”

was roared by her husband like this, and she felt very uncomfortable, but fortunately she had two children, otherwise she might as well die.

I endured it again at the moment, she was always like this, silently bearing the negative energy of others, and accumulating the Tao to a certain extent, she would vent it again, torturing herself and others.

And that someone else, none other than her husband.

Lin Jiufu ran upstairs and rummaged through the cabinets to find Lin Mengxue's diary, one after another, full of everything about this Meng Yuan.

Only then did he suddenly realize that the changes in his daughter in recent days were all because of this person, and he was really hateful!

He clenched his fists, gritted his teeth, and remembered Lin Mengxue's throwing into the river again, his body trembled, and he put these diaries back in their place.

With only the falling page of paper in his hand, he went downstairs and placed it carefully on the table.

(End of chapter)