Chapter 82: Thinking about killing people every day

"I'm asking you if you believe that there are ghosts in this world, and you actually said this!"

I don't want to talk to Xu Zhimo about this problem again, I'm afraid that I will be emotional again when the time comes, which will affect me, and I will be soft-hearted when the time comes.

"Ghosts, this is not good, I haven't encountered it, I don't believe it, but I can't say for sure, after all, there are too many weird legends in our China, although it is a legend, but there is such a wind blowing, there will be grass movement!"

This sentence is very objective, and it cannot be denied if you have not seen it.

For this topic, I remembered one of my classmates, I originally thought she was a very good person, everyone talked about some topics, and I also regarded her as a good sister.

But many times when I talk to her, she is always very negative, she is an extreme person. Say anything as long as she hasn't seen it, she won't believe it, and tell her that she hasn't seen it, don't deny it, but she always maintains that extreme idea, just don't believe it.

Chatting with her, I directly had a feeling of madness, hated such a person, gradually, I got farther and farther away from her, I didn't want to say a word to her again, always with a high-profile look, but not much.

Something to say to her is always something to be said with a point.

Xu Zhimo is a highly educated person, and it is indeed rare to be able to speak like this, and he was not killed with a rod.

"Do you believe that a wife is a threat to her husband's life?"

"What?"

Xu Zhimo looked at me strangely, as if he didn't believe that this sentence would come out of my mouth.

"It depends on who the husband is to her wife, whether he is good or not, whether he does everything for her good, and whether he takes responsibility for her."

Xu Zhimo turned his head and didn't look at me, he seemed to be thinking about something when he said this. I don't know why he said such a thing, as if he had experienced it himself.

"Sister Manman, I'm here!"

The next day, when I was eating, Bai Ruoshui pushed the door and walked in, she was carrying a small suitcase in her hand, and waved to me when she came in.

"What are you? Heading back to Beijing? ”

I pointed to Bai Ruo's suitcase, if she really wants to go back to Beijing, it will be a good thing for me, so that I can take the opportunity to attack Xu Zhimo in the next few days.

"Hey, who said I'm going back to Beijing? Didn't I tell you yesterday, I'm going to come to stay with you for a few days and catch up with you, why, you don't welcome me? ”

Bai Ruoshui stuck out his tongue and looked at me with round eyes, if I said I didn't welcome it, I would definitely be killed by this girl with her eyes.

"What are you doing here? Of course you are welcome! ”

I stepped forward and took the suitcase for Bai Ruoshui, and suddenly felt a little troubled in my heart, so how should I do it to Xu Zhimo? This is my last chance!

"Are you duplicitous? If so, then I'm not leaving! ”

Bai Ruoshui directly picked up the kettle and took a big gulp of water and began to drink water, as if he had just come out of the desert, Xu Zhimo looked at it with straight eyes, but he didn't speak, Bai Qing had already explained everything.

"Drink a little, but don't get sick."

I stepped forward and took down the kettle in Bai Ruo's sailor, why didn't she know how to cherish herself so much?

"You're still good to me!"

Bai Ruoshui leaned on my shoulder, and I didn't know what to say about her. For the rest of the day, she was almost always by my side, inseparable.

As for Xu Zhimo and I, the two of us have nothing to say, no matter what we say, Bai Ruoshui can interject and say a few words.

Xu Zhimo was also quite speechless, probably because he came back this time mainly to accompany me for a few days, but he didn't expect that a Bai Ruoshui would come halfway.

He felt uncomfortable in his heart, but seeing that Bai Ruoshui was my good sister, he couldn't drive people away, not to mention that Bai Ruoshui still moved all the suitcases.

"Xiaoman, why don't we have a child?"

At night, Bai Ruoshui said that she wanted me to sleep with her, or explained to her that Xu Zhimo had to accompany him in the past few days.

I want to laugh myself when I say this, and I feel like something, to accompany you today, and to accompany him tomorrow.

But after all, Bai Ruoshui was done, although she was full of displeasure, but she was finally done.

In fact, my main purpose is to live with Xu Zhimo and see if there is a chance to start.

"No, it's not like you don't know, every time I do, I faint, and when I wake up, my whole body will be weak, and I can't stand it."

I looked at Xu Zhimo with a bitter face, I really don't want to live as a man and a woman. I fainted every time before it started, I was thinking that Xu Zhimo needed to find a chance to start when he was crazy, but every time I fainted by myself.

If Xu Zhimo's interest is gone, I can't stand it.

"Well, well, then sleep!"

Xu Zhimo shook his head helplessly, and replied speechlessly. He rolled over and fell asleep, not knowing what he was thinking.

In the next few days, Bai Ruoshui was glued to my side, where she was when I was there during the day, and even asked me to go to the toilet, I was very speechless, could anyone be peeping at her?

Really.

I was speechless, but I couldn't say anything, this situation often happened in our school, and female classmates would take a girlfriend to go to the toilet together.

I didn't expect this trick to be popular in this Republic of China for a long time.

But in this way, Xu Zhimo and I have no chance to talk, and we have almost no time during the day outside of the night.

Xu Zhimo was speechless directly, and he talked about it several times when he was eating, but Bai Ruoshui seemed to have no idea what the situation was.

When it was time to eat, she ate, and she ignored what Xu Zhimo said, saying that she couldn't understand it, and she needed Xu Zhimo to explain, so Xu Zhimo simply didn't say it.

I'm speechless about this situation, but it's hard to say. I can't tell if Bai Ruoshui is pretending to be or really can't understand, because she usually looks like this.

A big grin, in this case, it's normal to look like this. But I always felt a little weird, as if none of this was a coincidence.

I carefully observed Bai Ruoshui's appearance and behavior, and even I noticed every word she said, and I paid attention to it very deliberately, but I didn't find anything wrong.

At first, I suspected that she was here to sabotage my plan to kill Xu Zhimo, after all, she was making trouble every time before, and her suspicion could not be ruled out.

But after a few days of contact, I began to rule out this idea, because she didn't know who I was, and the nightmare I had that day didn't quite match.

"I'll have to go back to Nanjing early tomorrow morning."

At night, lying in bed, Xu Zhimo said to me.

His mood was a little low.

"So fast?"

I suddenly felt nervous, and I had to go back? When will I see him, and when will I have a chance again?

"Hmm!"

Xu Zhimo replied angrily, and then didn't speak, feeling that he was weird.

"What's wrong with you? Get up on the wrong side of the bed? ”

"Is it okay?"

Xu Zhimo said angrily, and suddenly felt that his tone seemed to be wrong, and he said something serious, so he eased up and said: "I will leave tomorrow, it is indeed very annoying!" ”

I don't think he's talking about it, he's referring to something else!

"Are you because of Bai Ruoshui?"

Thinking of the fact that he hid his phone from Bai Ruoshui when he spoke these days, it was very likely that it was because of this incident.

"I just think things are too mixed, and I finally stayed with you for a few days, and she's here these days, which does affect my mood a little. But the main thing is that I can't bear you, and I feel that I have to suffer you again. ”

Xu Zhimo sighed, it has already happened if it didn't happen, what can I do now, it's useless to chase Bai Ruoshui out now.

"But your sister is really good to you, her personality is more extroverted, I went to Nanjing, you can talk to her at home alone, she can help you relieve your worries, so that you don't even have someone to talk to."

Xu Zhimo thought very thoughtfully, and when he said this, his tone was not so impulsive, and he faded a lot, and it seemed that he was really worried about me.

"It's okay, I'm not bitter at home, it's just that you're alone outside."

I don't know what to say to comfort Xu Zhimo, it's really annoying. I'm used to being at home, but when will I be able to go home?

In fact, in this case, I can go back to Beijing directly, but this place seems to be my home again, I am a wandering person here, and in Shanghai, I may have a more intimate feeling.

Because my home is in Shanghai, I feel more at home and secure here.

This night, I didn't think about killing Xu Zhimo anymore, I felt as if I had been controlled by the killing of Xu Zhimo.

It was my idea to kill Xu Zhimo and go back, but my original intention was not to kill, not to live for the sake of killing.

But I feel that after I came to the Republic of China, I didn't think about how to kill people, and I was thinking about killing Xu Zhimo every day, especially after marrying him.

I thought this every night when I was lying in bed with him, and the knife had been under the bed for five or six years, and for five or six years I was thinking about how to kill him every day.