These are the heaviest pains that Shen Xianhe hid in his heart, back then, he was forced to accept those life and death, and he had no desire to survive in his heart, coupled with the last blow of Su Nianjun's deception, she couldn't bear it at all, so she fled the capital in embarrassment.

Now, she can come back here because she has been able to face all this, sort it out, and reconcile with herself at that time.

"Have you figured it all out? Are you sure you want to overturn everything all over again? After such a long time, even if there will be any clues left back then, it will be more difficult to find out with the passage of time, you are forcing Chu Xi in the court today to agree to you to reopen the case, it is too risky, you should not admit your identity at this moment, but reveal it in the hall after secretly checking it out, so that you can turn defeat into victory, and it will not be as dangerous as now. ”

Huo Biao really couldn't understand that Shen Xianhe was such a smart person and shouldn't have made such a mistake, so he was very puzzled and worried about her.

"Back then, I cowardly escaped with your help, and threw all these disturbances here regardless of right and wrong, it was a very selfish performance, I escaped so embarrassed back then, and now, I am no longer the Shen Xianhe who couldn't stand a little frustration before, I let the dignified appearance and make all of them helpless against me, I want to pick up the lost self-esteem little by little."

Shen Xianhe's eyes were firm, and his momentum was like a river.

Looking at Shen Xianhe like this, Huo Biao's heart that was forcibly suppressed by him beat rapidly again, and it rang in his ears again and again.

"Sure enough, it hasn't changed, the more brave Shen Xianhe has always been there, although he became a deserter halfway, but he finally came back, I still remember the first time I saw you, because I heard a lot of bad rumors about you, I had a preconceived impression of you, and then every time I intersected, I knew that you were a strange woman who dared to love and hate, brave and strategic, and now, you have returned to the capital to face the pain of the past, no matter what you do, I will always be on your side, always stand by your side to support you, for you to send."

Huo Biao's eyes were too hot, and Shen Xianhe couldn't help but worry, she really cherished Huo Biao's friend, although there was a misunderstanding at the beginning, but after the dismissal, she became a partner and became today's best friend.

Along the way, the affection between them can no longer be measured by anything.

"Huo Biao, just like you said before, we are best friends, I won't say thank you, thank you for always standing by my side to help me support me, I am very grateful, I can have you as a good friend, now, I have found my own happiness, I hope that the people around me can also be happy, so, if you don't have any affection for Gu Rongrong, no matter how much role she has, I still hope that you will seriously consider it, don't treat marriage as a child's play, because one day, you will meet a girl who is full of you, You will make her different and willing to do anything for her. ”

Hearing this, Huo Biao lowered his eyes, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of his mouth.

The whole person revealed a dejected atmosphere, and in Shen Xianhe's invisible eyes, a sad mood swirled in it.

As soon as the words came out, Shen Xianhe knew that she was speechless, but as soon as the words came out, she couldn't take them back, she could only secretly regret it in her heart.

She admits that she is selfish, but Huo Biao's status in her heart is different from others, she doesn't want Huo Biao to waste too much time and pay too much on her, and she doesn't want to build her happiness on Huo Biao's pain.

In this life, she owes Huo Biao too much, and she can't pay it back, so she hopes that Huo Biao can meet a good girl who is full of him and can bring him happiness, instead of using her marriage as a bargaining chip.

Of course, there is also a selfish reason that the happier she and Su Nianjun are, the deeper the guilt for Huo Biao in her heart, so only when Huo Biao finds her own happiness can she feel less guilty.

It was only after she had just said that there was silence between the two of them, except for the occasional sound of candles, as if there was no one in the room.

When Shen Xianhe racked his brains to find a way to transfer, Huo Biao spoke, but his eyes never looked at her.

"Xianhe, although I have never expressed my heart to you, but I think, you are so smart, you should also see it, for fear of hurting my self-esteem, you have been pretending not to know, I want to say, hard work for you, originally I planned to completely rot in my stomach these words, never tell you, but, I still want to tell you, although I don't have any chance now, I still want to tell you ......."

"Huo Biao, you ......."

"Don't interrupt me, in my life, since I was born, I can't help myself, every step I take, I am carrying the expectations of others, I have never been in accordance with my own wishes, I have never wanted anything in particular, life for me, there is not much meaning, I always feel that life is boring, but, from the moment I met you, I think this boring world, there are people who make me feel interesting, at that time, I was only interested in you, and there were no other ideas, Later, the more I came into contact with you, the more I felt that you were very different, until later, when the eldest princess died, when you came out of the prison to worship, you knelt on the street without any scruples, at that time, my heart actually hurt because of your actions, I was very strange, I had a strong idea in my heart, that is, I must help you, and then all kinds of things were just getting deeper and deeper, and when I sent you away, I already understood my mind, but I still weighed the pros and cons and let you go, Not being able to show my heart in your most difficult time, being by your side, is the biggest mistake of my life, when you were hunted down, I couldn't worry about chasing, at that time I really wanted to tell you, don't leave, I'll protect you in the future, okay? However, such a simple sentence has never been able to say, I am afraid that we will not even be able to be friends after saying it, at that time, I naively thought that I still had a chance, and after I unloaded the responsibility of the Huo family, I would come to look for you, but I found that the Huo family was a shackle that I could not escape in my life, so I knew ...... at that time. ”

After listening to Huo Biao's words, Shen Xianhe felt even more guilty in his heart, but there was only guilt, and there was nothing else.

"Xianhe, I said this today, not because I want anything, I just want to tell you that being able to see you happy is my greatest happiness, liking you is my own business, it has nothing to do with you, you don't have to be burdened, of course, how to do it? It's also my own business, I just hope that you can still treat me as a good friend, so that I can do what I can for you, so that the regret in my heart can be better. ”

Shen Xianhe was silent, she was in a mess now, to be honest, she was most afraid of owing others favors, especially those that had nothing to do with returning, so she didn't know how to answer Huo Biao.

Seeing that Shen Xianhe was silent, Huo Biao's anxious heart quickly sank, and the sadness in his eyes became stronger and stronger.

He spoke again with difficulty.

"Xianhe, I say this, not to embarrass you, nor to get anything, to break these up, just to make us more honest with each other, and it is also a reason for me to let go, but if you feel embarrassed, in the future, I will not appear in front of you, and I will not do something to make you embarrassed......."

"Huo Biao, I'm not embarrassed, I know, you can confess all this to me, it means that you have decided to let go and start over, thank you for liking me, and, help me in the most difficult times without asking for anything in return, I am grateful to have you as a good friend, it's just that your affection, in this life, I can't give it, but, when you need it, no matter how wind or rain comes, I will come to you, you are a good man, one day, you will meet the girl who really belongs to you."

Huo Biao's heart shrunk into a ball in distress, his eyes were extremely sour, and the clenched fist under the table was weakly released.

"Okay, there will be a day."

It's a pity that there will never be that day, he is the only person in his life who has escaped from everyone's expectations, the only thing he wants, he can't touch it, in this life, he can't want anything anymore.

Shen Xianhe got into the carriage with a relative, and when he saw Su Nianjun coming from the carriage at some point, he said with some surprise.

"Why are you here?"

Su Nianjun's expression was calm, and he couldn't see joy or anger.

"It's been a while."

Shen Xianhe sat beside him quietly, knowing it in his chest, sighed helplessly, and rested his head on Su Nianjun's shoulder.

"Did you hear it all?"

Su Nianjun "hummed" twice, indicating that he heard it all.

"Now that you've heard it, why are you so weird? I was innocent with him, I didn't cross the line, I just was honest about the things that lay in each other's hearts, we have made it clear, in the future, I don't have to avoid him, and he decided to let go of me and live well. ”

Shen Xianhe explained in a muffled voice.

"I know, I'm outside the door while you're talking, so you don't have to explain anything."

Although he knew their conversation, Su Nianjun was not happy in his heart, especially when Huo Biao talked about the past, he couldn't help but be secretly afraid in his heart.