You don't understand the real loss, because you can only experience it if you love others more than yourself, and I guess you don't dare to love others like that.

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"Huan'er!"

In Xiamen, in a room, there was a person who woke up from a dream.

Taking a deep breath, she glanced at her phone, it was already three o'clock in the morning, and it was already late at night.

Her eyebrows were deeply locked, she uncovered the quilt, and her slender and perfect figure was undoubtedly revealed.

Casually draped in a thin shirt, she stepped out of bed, sat down at the window, looked around, outside, the lights were shining.

She, light a cigarette.

The moonlight is like a flower, which happens to be reflected on her, and at this moment, she is like a midnight elf, silently pouring out her thoughts.

The night breeze blew away the smoke exhaled from her red lips, her long hair rose with it, and her face was delicate and flawless.

She kept looking into the distance, but in the light of her eyes, there was a vast sea, and I heard that on the other side of the sea, there was the Golden Gate.

But she couldn't see her home.

Her home, far southwest.

"Sleep, you're having nightmares again!" At this moment, a majestic voice interrupted her thoughts.

There was a man who got up from the bed and walked up behind her.

He hugged him, but she was unmoved.

"I'm worried about my little sister, it's been a month, I don't know what happened to her!" Mianmian said casually, but it was difficult to hide the worry in her eyes.

"I can share it for you! As long as you ask! He whispered as he put it to her ear, sniffing her hair.

"It's just a show, are you serious?" Mianmian gently pushed, and the man behind him actually took a few steps back.

"You!" The man was angry, "You are always like this, I said, I love you, for you, I can do anything, you are obviously by my side, but I always feel that you are so far away from me!" ”

"Love?" Mianmian shook her head, "You don't understand! You don't understand the real loss, because you can only experience it if you love others more than yourself, and I guess you don't dare to love others like that! Don't promise what you can't do easily, love, not just casual words! ”

"You're only seventeen, how can you have so many ideas!" The man was frustrated, "You shouldn't be on guard against everyone all the time, it's very tiring!" ”

"So, you don't understand!"

Mianmian took a deep puff of cigarette and exhaled again, "What I've experienced, you can't imagine, I knew how to make a living when I was ten years old, and I know how cruel this world is!" You told me to let go, if this was the case, I would have died a long time ago, I am different from you, I still have a little sister to take care of! We sisters have only one to rely on each other! ”

"Money, I have it!" The man said.

"I slept with you, not because you have money, I don't need your alms!" Mianmian said, stepping on the cigarette with one foot, "It's just that you are more pleasing to the eye, you are not bad!" ”

The man was silent.

"The day after tomorrow, I'm leaving!" After a long time, Mianmian said.

"Where are you going?" The man frowned, "I heard some rumors, the police are searching for a gang of drug traffickers, this gang of people, often trade with the other side of the sea, set up several times, but no one was caught, one of the leaders, is a woman, I heard that one can fight ten, marksmanship is extremely good, several times, if she didn't have the heart to let go of a few policemen, someone would have died......"

"Huh!" Mianmian smiled.

She stood up, walked to his side, held his face, and said softly: "My little sister, as simple as a blank sheet of paper, I hope she can be admitted to a good university, after graduation, have a stable job, live happily for a lifetime, some things, I have to do!" ”

"Is it really you?" The man asked.

"When my grandmother gave birth to our sister, it was a winter, it was very cold that day, I cried very much, my grandmother said, born at this season, I am afraid that the future days will be very hard, so I named my little sister Huanhuan, I hope she will be happy and happy in her life, and I am called Mianmian, she hopes that I will have no quarrel with the world in my life, peaceful, but a person's happiness, there must be someone to fight for it......"

As she spoke, she stood on her tiptoes and kissed him lightly on the lips.

"You are really handsome, gentle and considerate, and understanding, meeting you is the biggest surprise of my life! However, we are always people of two worlds, you, let's go! ”

"No!" The man shook his head and wanted to hold her, but again, she pushed him away.

"What are you?" The man roared, "Let me come, let me go?" What did you think of me? ”

"I said at the beginning, don't take it seriously!"

Mianmian walked to the head of the bed and threw his clothes on him, "Seriously, you are in pain, I am in pain!" ”

"No, I'm not leaving!" The man pounced forward, but was kicked several meters away by Mianmian.

"Get out! Otherwise, go out naked! Mianmian's face was slightly gloomy, and he said in a low voice.

"In the middle of the night, where did you tell me to sleep?" The man spread his hands and sat straight on the ground, "Why don't you talk about it tomorrow?" Don't think that one is one out! Big deal, I'm ...... I'm not going to ask you about it anymore! ”

"You ......," Mianmian sighed, "why are you doing this?" ”

"I don't care!" The man suddenly got up and suddenly hugged Mianmian in his arms.

This time, she didn't struggle, let him hold him, feel his body temperature, his breathing.

"Well, keep a memory!" With a low murmur, she hugged him tightly.

Her lips sealed his.

The wind blew gently, stirring the curtains, and a ray of moonlight swayed into the room, and the night was hazy.

……

Anseong, West Gate, a deep alley, a small building, the lights are still on.

At the window, Huanhuan held her chin and looked at the half-dead plane tree in a daze.

There are cicadas chirping, poignant, just like her heart at this moment.

A month has passed, and her face has been restored to its original state, delicate and flawless.

But the scars in my heart have never been cut off.

This month, those people did not come to harass her or bully her, but they were like strangers, and they did not say a word to her.

What they did as if it hadn't happened.

In that so-called top class with excellent character and learning, she was isolated, isolated, and out of place.

But this is already the best she can strive for.

However, it doesn't matter, it's already April, and in two months, take the college entrance examination, and you can leave there.

She will look forward and work hard, and she believes that one day, she will live a good life.

Sister has paid too much for her, she can't change anything now, she can only strive for self-improvement, persevere to the end, and change everything in the future.

In Dawn School, someone once said to her: life is a big dye vat, we can change into any color at any time, black and white are difficult to distinguish, we always do things we don't like to do, we always feel lonely, feel miserable, feel hopeless, but life is like this, the more desperate we feel, the only thing we can do is to be strong!

This person is her role model, the principal of Dawn School; This man has given hope to countless children; This person, although he has bad legs, always keeps smiling, walks forward, and is steadfast.

"Sister, don't worry, I won't let you down!"

Huanhuan muttered and gently closed the curtains.

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