178. Hometown timidity
Here, I can finally tell you, Jing, I don't want to break up with you, but I have to leave you.
I'm about to go on the most dangerous mission, and I can't afford to have any weakness, let alone put you in danger.
What do you know? You are the only person I love most in my life! You are the only one! You are the only one! You are the sun in the sky! A dazzling light shining into my life! Shen Xinjing covered her mouth and cried when she saw this.
"I'm lucky that you've made me warm, not just a fighter! The four years that you have been there have made up for what was missing in my heart for more than 20 years.
I love your running figure at five o'clock in the morning, I love your gobbling up when you eat, I love your stubbornness when you are punished, and I love all you have!
I am willing to protect your peace, including my life, with everything I have! So, Ah Jing, you must be happy in this life! ”
After Shen Xinjing read the letter, it was not early, Shen Xinjing raised his head and looked at the corner of the wall in a daze, Xiao Lanmo is a cold person, and he has always hidden his feelings.
The feelings in this letter are frank and straightforward, but they are like a hot fire, roasting Shen Xinjing's heart and making Shen Xinjing uneasy.
This night, Shen Xinjing tossed and turned, half-asleep and half-awake in his mind was Xiao Lanmo, the encounter that started from Taicheng, the relationship in Nancheng, the dependence on each other in a foreign country, experienced life and death rescue, until the final parting, Shen Xinjing's heart hurt so much that he couldn't breathe.
The next day, Shen Xinjing waited for Ye Yinli's call with big dark circles under her eyes, hoping to go to Nancheng earlier and figure everything out.
While waiting, Shen Xinjing arranged the affairs of Lin's enterprise, and called the school to ask for leave, even with Ye Yinli.
Although he didn't get Ye Yinli's consent, Shen Xinjing still wanted to go to Nancheng with Ye Yinli, and from now on, he had to face Ye Yinli calmly.
When Ye Yinli called, Shen Xinjing had already climbed on the table and looked at his mobile phone for an hour, and after explaining the situation, the three of them discussed and immediately set off for Nancheng.
Hearing that Lin Motian was about to leave, Grandma Ye was very reluctant, and Lin Motian also wanted to stay for a few more days, but Shen Xinjing's matter was important, and Lin Motian wanted to go back.
The three of them drove over together, taking turns to drive to avoid fatigue driving, Shen Xinjing held the box left by Xiao Lanmo, drowsy. Shen Xinjing is always like this, as soon as he gets in the car, he will be sleepy.
Shen Xinjing sat in the back row and took a nap, and Ye Yinli and Lin Motian in front chatted about the past.
"Brother, thank you for taking care of Ah Jing for me." Lin Motian was dressed in casual clothes, and his face under his short hair looked so good when he smiled.
"It's okay, Mo Tian, it's me, I want to thank you for letting me know such a good girl."
"Brother, are you going to like Ah Jing? Hee-hee......"
"I ...... I also helped you at first, but the more I got to know it, the more I felt that Shen Xinjing was different, and it was really the opposite of other girls, but I couldn't help myself from being attracted to her.
You don't know, when she first returned to school, she had a look of no one approaching every day, and she was also fierce to me, and she wanted to clench her fists and want to hit me at every turn. Haha......" Lin Motian also laughed when he heard these words, "Can you think of it, can you think of ......"
"Later, I always tried my best to prevent Shen Xinjing from thinking about Xiao Lanmo, and after getting along for a long time, I realized that she was a person who really valued feelings, whether she was a person or a personality, and was attracted.
Slowly, a lot of times she would ask me and talk to me. Ye Yinli leaned on the steering wheel and glanced at Shen Xinjing back, and continued with a smile, "It feels good to be relied on and trusted by her, but she still always likes to act alone, dares to work hard for her friends, and makes herself scarred." ”
"Yes, Ah Jing is like this, friends are bigger than the sky, but, brother, I can see that Ah Jing is still very interested in you, no matter what Team Xiao is, I hope Ah Jing can be happy in the end!" Shen Xinjing's happiness is the most important thing! This is what Lin Motian cares about the most.
When Shen Xinjing woke up, it was already Lin Motian driving, looking at the soft wind blowing outside, Shen Xinjing felt refreshed.
"Where have we been?" Shen Xinjing said with his arm moved.
"We'll be in Nancheng in two hours." Lin Motian drove intently, and replied to Shen Xinjing's words with a smile, "I thought you wouldn't be able to sleep!" ”
"Alas! It's not that you don't know, I was sleepy as soon as I got in the car, and I didn't expect to arrive in Nancheng so soon. Shen Xinjing looked out the window, and his mood began to become complicated.
"What's wrong? Scared? Ye Yinli looked at Shen Xinjing and stared out the window and asked.
"It's just a little homesick." Shen Xinjing remembered the first time he took a train for more than ten hours to find Xiao Lanmo, and the second time he came to Nancheng as a recruit.
In the two years that they have been here, except for the time when they left Nancheng to perform tasks, Shen Xinjing and Xiao Lanmo have always stayed here, delicious food, fun, and memories of Xiao Lanmo.
"I heard that the duck neck here is particularly delicious, and I especially like to eat crayfish!" Shen Xinjing looked out the window and muttered.
"This is not your style, Shen Xinjing, in my mind, you are a person who is not particular about eating at all, and your mind is full of training yourself." Ye Yinli said with a smile when he heard Shen Xinjing's words.
"Yes! It's not my style. Shen Xinjing remembered that he always liked to eat secretly and always felt hungry, and when he was on patrol, Xiao Lanmo would buy a duck neck when he saw it, and then secretly stuffed it to Shen Xinjing.
The squad leader of the cooking class makes the best lobster, whether it is garlic or spicy, it makes Shen Xinjing obsessed, this is a delicacy that cannot be eaten outside, every time Shen Xinjing can eat two or three catties, Xiao Lanmo sat next to him and gave Shen Xinjing two hands to peel shrimp.
When there was no one, Shen Xinjing would secretly call Xiao Lanmo, "Lanlan, don't you eat?" ”
"Don't eat it, you eat it quickly!" Shen Xinjing likes to watch Xiao Lanmo's action of peeling shrimp, clean and neat, like Xiao Lanmo's style of acting, after peeling, the whole table is also neat, and there is no mess at all.
If someone came over and saw this scene, they wouldn't think much about it, just with Xiao Lanmo's strictness in Shen Xinjing's usual training and indifference in punishment, no one would have thought that Xiao Lanmo was Shen Xinjing's boyfriend.
Shen Xinjing used to be angry with Xiao Lanmo's cold expression and sporadic language, but now he can feel Xiao Lanmo's fiery heart under the appearance. Shen Xinjing was greedy for the warmth at that time, and wanted to feel it again but couldn't.
After returning to school, Shen Xinjing no longer had the pleasure of eating, just the effect of hunger. is getting closer and closer to Nancheng, but Shen Xinjing's heart is getting tighter and tighter.
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