"What? How so? Hearing He Beichen say this, Yan Yu became more and more anxious, and saw that the eyebrows were crowded together.

"How can this be? So what are you going to do? He looked at Bei Chen's eyes, and there was a feeling of hesitation at a loss. Beichen, who was sitting opposite the eucalyptus, seemed very calm, as if nothing had happened.

"It doesn't matter, I've had enough of it."

After a while, the young man spit out a sentence quite helplessly, he couldn't help but shake his head, and drank the beer in front of him into his stomach with his head, Yan Yu didn't know how to comfort him, just flicked Beichen's wine bottle with his hand.

"Okay, Beichen, you drink less electricity, and drink too much and feel uncomfortable." Those eyes looked at him a little sadly, as if they had never seen He Beichen look so low.

"Drink less?" He didn't pay attention to what he said, just smiled at him stupidly, "Do you think I won't feel bad if I drink less?" It's ridiculous. ”

He Beichen sneered in a frustrated manner, and saw that he poured the bottle of beer into his stomach again, "I'm not happy today, you just let me drink it, just get drunk." Bei Chen said and pushed him away almost suddenly.

He's here to get drunk, so if he doesn't get drunk today, he doesn't plan to go back, so he pushes him away. Now Xie Lan doesn't care about him, it's okay.

He probably won't be bound by her, which may not be a relief for He Beichen.

"And what do you want? Are you going to go back and take care of her? ”

Not long after, Yan Yu asked such a sentence helplessly, and he was afraid that he would hurt Beichen, so he was just cautious and didn't dare to say too much, lest He Beichen would go crazy drunk.

"Impossible, why don't I go back to take care of her? Let me take care of her and that man's child, go on a dream, you don't know, I want to strangle him to death. ”

He Beichen said more and more viciously, it seemed that he was not the same person as the fat eucalyptus he saw on weekdays, he was too crazy, and the crazy peace was like two people.

"I want her to have a miscarriage." He Beichen said leisurely, those black eyes were like a ball of dead ashes, losing their former brilliance.

"I'm happy when her baby drops." He Beichen was waving a wine bottle, and his mouth was drunken and talking nonsense. Yan Yu didn't know if Beichen's consciousness was awake at this time, he only felt that he was in a cold sweat.

It was the first time in his life that he heard Bei Chen say such cold-blooded words, but it really startled him. Eucalyptus's expression was a little obviously flustered.

"Beichen, don't drink it, you can't drink it, you're drunk." Yan Yan said, snatching the wine bottle from He Beichen's hand, not allowing him to continue to mess around like now.

"You go away, I'm not drunk, you let me drink."

He Beichen's eyes widened, unlike usual, at this time, he not only looked cold, but also made people feel terrible.

"I'm going to kick the baby out of her womb tomorrow." His words became more and more intense, and his expression seemed to have a sense of lifelessness.

"Eucalyptus, you say, you say how good it would be if the child in her womb fell, and how good it would be if it didn't."

Beichen was chattering nonsense, Yan Yan knew that Beichen was in a bad mood, and he didn't know that he would say something out of line. "Beichen, you're drunk, let's go home." As he spoke, Fat Eucalyptus wanted to pull He Beichen up from the chair.

However, Bei Chen couldn't listen to him at this time, and the strength on his body was very strong, so he pushed him to the side hard.

"I'm telling you, I'm not drunk, I'm still sober. I'm telling the truth, isn't it scared of you? As he spoke, his eyes staring straight at him, but there was some inexplicable sadness on his cheeks.

"Oh, no. I know you're talking angry. Eucalyptus tried to calm herself down, but a few drops of sweat appeared on her forehead.

"I know you're sad, but you really should quiet yourself now, Beichen, don't make any more trouble, there's no point in continuing to make trouble like this."

He was calm, although most of the time Yan Yu was like a child, but today it was clearly not like that.

"You make me quiet? What do I have to be quiet? He smiled distractedly, but this expression was inevitably a little sad in Yan Yan's eyes.

"Why do you think she did that? Why?" The boy cried as hard as he could, like a wounded little beast, of course, before today, He Beichen hadn't realized that Xie Lan's meaning in his life was so important.

"Isn't she being too selfish to do that? Did she consider my feelings? Even a little. ”

The boy's tears poured out of his eyes silently, he thought that he was really an outcast in this world, and said without any emotion that he came to this world to perceive love is really rare.

He didn't know what love was, he just felt his own pathos, and the grief buried in his heart would stay with him for the rest of his life.

"Perhaps, she also wants to make her life more comfortable."

Yan Yu said, the color in those dark eyes dimmed, he didn't want to see him so sad.

But I don't know why, after such a small episode, He Beichen is not so strong in Yan Eucalyptus's eyes, it turns out that he can cry, he is also fragile, and even, now, he needs to comfort himself.

"She has her own choices, and maybe, by doing so, she can be a little happier."

Yan Yan didn't know how to comfort him, so he just said helplessly.

"Did she think about me? Did she ever think about how much pain I would have? He Beichen really let himself go, the young man didn't want others to feel his vulnerability on weekdays, but today, he really couldn't stand it.

"Probably, she." Eucalyptus just wanted to say something, but was coldly interrupted by He Beichen.

"Growing up, I didn't know what mother's love was." He Beichen said and bit his lip hard, trying not to cry out loud.

"I don't think she's ever hugged me or had any intimacy with her. She beat me all over the place. ”

When Bei Chen said this, he stopped making a sound, he was crying, but it was a silent cry as usual.

"I really hurt and I really wanted her to be a little more lenient with me. But what about her, she never felt my sadness. ”

"I kept patient, lying to myself that she loved me and that I was her own son. But you know what? I didn't feel her love at all, only gratuitous reprimands and scoldings. ”

Bei Chen's voice was very low, and it seemed to be a little hoarse.

The boy's tone was calm, but the tears in his eyes were still falling uncontrollably, and he held back, trying to hold it back.

It's just too difficult, these words seem to have been suppressed in his heart for too long, and if he doesn't say it today, he will really make himself feel suffocated.

Yan Yu sighed, he didn't speak, just looked at him quietly.

"So, you can't forgive Xie Lan, because she has hurt you again and again, and you don't want to forgive her anymore." He looked at him very seriously, and at this time, he was willing to sit quietly next to Beichen and be a listener.

"That's right." He Beichen nodded, a wry smile on his cheeks.

"She doesn't deserve my forgiveness at all. Because she never thought of me, she has always been cruel to me, and she can be cruel to me at the slightest trivial. If, so many times, she could have made it a little lighter. If, she knows to give me a pill. Or be lenient with me when you have a fever and rain. I'm still willing to forgive her. ”

Bei Chen said, those eyes inadvertently became red and swollen.

"But you know what? I'm really tired and I don't want to forgive her anymore. The boy's eyes sank into an incurable pain.

"Let's go, go as far as possible, and if she's willing to provide me with education, I'll go on, if not. I'll leave here and go to work wherever I want, so that I won't starve to death. ”

His voice was low, as if he had figured out his way back.

"You're really not going to see him." Seeing He Beichen's heart as if he was dead, Yan Yu seemed to want to comfort him again.

"Perhaps, what she did before, she did not do it right. But Xie Lan is pregnant now and really needs someone else to take care of her. What's more, this is the only chance you can get him to stay, and you don't plan to. ”

Eucalyptus was a little anxious, but before he could finish speaking, He Beichen interrupted him.

"What if she needs someone to take care of her? That person shouldn't be me? He Beichen's eyes looked at Yan Yu fixedly, which was uncommon and ruthless.

"I don't need to keep her, if she wants to go, she can go, it's not a big deal. Why do you want to give in again and again and let her play me like a clown? ”

His voice was calm, and it seemed that he had returned to his usual appearance.

"Okay, no matter how big you do, I support your idea. What's there. It's not a big deal. Yan Yan said and patted He Beichen's arm gently, wanting to give him some comfort.

"I don't ask her, and I don't need her to raise her. Whichever man she wants to go with, she goes. Let me take care of their children, he also thought of it, it was disgusting to me. ”

He Beichen said, his voice rose higher again, and he even had a state of going crazy. "I'll tell you Yan Yu, my tears are almost dry, I can't cry anymore." His face was getting haggard.

"It's okay, Beichen, if you want to open something, just open it. You are as dazzling as Beichen Xing, nothing can be difficult for you. ”

Eucalyptus patted the boy on the shoulder again, he had never looked at him like he did now, warm and powerful.