Lin Mengxue thought that it was too painful to be at home, so she had to go out for a walk, so she and her younger brother went to her aunt's house.

After two days at her aunt's house, Lin Mengxue's heart was always up and down, and sometimes she would have palpitations.

She vaguely felt something, but she wasn't sure.

She thought to herself that Meng Yuan had come to find her, but she laughed at herself, how could that be, it was just a fool's dream.

So she said goodbye to her aunt and cousin and went home.

As soon as I got home, I ran into my mother.

Dan Ya said with a little regret: "Xue'er, you're back!" It's really unfortunate that your teacher Meng and classmates came to you yesterday! ”

Lin Mengxue's eyes widened in disbelief, her mouth opened wide, and she let out an "ah"! It turns out that the sixth sense is real!

My heart sank to the bottom all at once.

It turns out that his hunch is accurate, why did he miss him?

She knew that this miss could be for a lifetime!

Lin Mengxue calmed down and said, "Mom, did Teacher Meng say something about me?" ”

After thinking about it, she said happily: "I said that you did well in the Chinese exam, please eat!" ”

It turns out that he didn't lie to everyone, he would really invite everyone to dinner!

Is he just there to fulfill his promise?

Not because you miss yourself?

Hmph, it seems that I am thinking too much about it again.

Suddenly very lost, he whispered: "Oh, Mom, go get busy!" ”

Lin Mengxue slowly walked up to the attic, lay on the table, looked at the string of beads in front of the window, and tears flowed down!

She felt deep self-blame and chagrin, thinking that it would be good if there was a phone at home, at least she could contact Teacher Meng and say sorry to him.

Qiong Yao is the person who poisoned the post-80s generation the most! Her drama, the girls at that time were crazy infatuated, what "Huanzhu Gege", "Old House Happiness", "Ghost Husband", "A Curtain of Dreams", satisfied a girl's dream.

Who doesn't want to have an unswerving lover to death, who doesn't want to have a vigorous love, who doesn't want to love me is also the person I love, and they are happily together.

But reality is reality, not fiction! If you see too many of these things, you will get sick, and the princess will be sick, and it will be formed in the personality! Of course, Lin Mengxue is also very sick, and she belongs to the kind of person who can't afford to be sick for a long time.

Without the company of parents, without the teaching of elders, in addition to the knowledge instilled by teachers, more is from these TV series.

When I was young, I didn't form a correct view of right and wrong, I didn't form an independent personality, and I was easily swayed by some bad things.

The novel "A Curtain of Dreams" seems to Lin Mengxue to have three wrong views now, but at that time she was crazy obsessed.

also wore a string of crystal beads in front of his window, and sat in front of the window listening to the song "I Have a Dream" over and over again:

I have a dream

I have you in my dreams

Your eyes, your smile

Hug me tightly

I have a dream

In the blink of an eye, it became nothing

Your eyes, your smile

It turned into a hazy eye of tears

I have a dream

Who is in the vast sea of people

In the dream, spring goes to spring and comes again

There are people who are deeply affectionate

Pack up a dream

Locked in your heart

The past is like smoke, and you can't keep it

The ends of the earth are precious

While listening, I occasionally sing, and when I sing, I burst into tears.

Aren't those lyrics written by himself and Meng Yuan?

Lin Mengxue muttered to herself: "Your eyes, your smile, have all turned into my teary eyes!" Everything we have is empty in the blink of an eye! And who can I share with this dream? ”

Crying and crying, she fell asleep, and in her dream, Meng Yuan became Fei Yunfan, living happily with herself.

A thunderclap sounded, pulling Lin Mengxue back from her dream.

She didn't know how long she had been asleep, but she felt a sore arm and tears in the corners of her eyes.

The rain in July rained for seven days and seven nights, and it didn't stop for a moment!

Lin Mengxue looked at the road halfway up the mountain stupidly for the past seven days, but she had never seen the slightest shadow of Meng Yuan!

Where did he go? What is he doing? Ever thought about yourself?

Lin Mengxue kept asking herself, stupid, stupid!

She kept asking herself if she had been at home that day, maybe the outcome would have been different.

This rain is all your own tears?

Even God knows his sorrow?

What she is shedding at this moment is no longer tears, it should be dripping blood!

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For those who were born in the city, there is a kind of nobility and self-confidence in their bones, which is incomparable to people like Lin Mengxue who were born in a small mountain village.

Until now, I have not changed the lack of self-confidence and inferiority in my bones, and I will never have the confidence to do things, and the reason is that the hole cards are not as good as others.

Nothing in the world is absolutely fair, so for such a child without an umbrella, only run desperately, don't care if there is wind and rain in front of you, and no regrets in your heart!

For a person born like Lin Mengxue, he may have exhausted all his strength when he ran to the starting point of others, how could he go farther and see more beautiful scenery than others?

Even if there is, it is rare!

Of course, you can't choose for your birth, you can't choose your appearance, body type, and even genes, you can only choose to work harder than others! Even if it's climbing, you have to climb to the starting point of others!

When she was a child, her parents always joked that Lin Mengxue was picked up in the river in front of the door, and many times she believed it to be true, and how much she wished it was true!

In this way, Lin Mengxue can get rid of such a strange family and live a normal life, she can be coquettish in her father's arms and cry in her mother's arms!

It's a pity that this joke is not true, Lin Mengxue can only change the fate of this family if she gets stronger and stronger!

Lin Mengxue has always wanted to go to the city to have a look, and her brother once promised her to take her to see if she got good grades in the exam!

Lin Mengxue and Dan Ya got up very early in the morning and walked a long mountain road to Qianshui Town, which has a small railway station.

Before leaving, I called my brother at the commissary and told him to arrive in Chongqing around 12 noon and asked him to pick them up at the station.

Lin Mengxue, who went out for the first time, didn't know how to buy a ticket, and her mother wouldn't know.

Lin Mengxue later met Zhang Qing, who came to this town after graduating from junior high school and worked here with her uncle.

Zhang Qing's job is to come and go here to sell all kinds of snacks and snacks in the crowd, and he can also earn some living expenses, and his life can be regarded as okay.

Zhang Qing took Lin Mengxue to buy a ticket and sent her to the car, after graduation, everyone was kinder than before, maybe Lin Mengxue had always been prejudiced against her before!

This is the first time Lin Mengxue has taken a train in her life, but Light Yalts said it was the second time, but no matter how small the memory is, it does not exist in her mind.

G8656 is the oldest green train, with rows of seats, crowded crowds, emitting all kinds of stench, and the smoke can be suffocating!

But for Lin Mengxue at that time, it was a kind of luck to be able to board this train!

Such a train never arrived on time, and they got off the train.

She didn't know if she and her father had ever come to pick her up, and she didn't know where to find them in Ruoda City.

Walking out of the train station, a strange attack came, accompanied by fear.

"Teacher, you can't stay in a hotel!" A group of middle-aged women ran over and asked, and while asking, their hands still want to pull you over.

Lin Mengxue is very sensitive to such physical contact and is so scared that she avoids it! Immediately pull your mother behind you and protect her!

The title of being called a teacher when you see someone is also a feature of Chongqing, but to this day Lin Mengxue doesn't know why, maybe it's just like her surname, it's just a convention and a habit!

Chongqing is a place with a particularly large population, close to 30 million! The most densely populated place should be this railway station, dense, difficult to walk, and finally out of the station.

A group of mountain city bangbang soldiers swarmed over, and enthusiastically said, "Teacher, where are you going?" I'll get it for you! ”

Talking about the action, I accidentally thought it was a robbery!

Seeing that they were very ignorant and in a state of confusion, this group of people guessed that the mother and daughter came here for the first time, and it was estimated that they couldn't find the way, and they enthusiastically showed them the way, they were a group of very good people!

I got out of the train station, found a commissary, spent 5 cents, and made a call to my brother!

Lin Mengxue said anxiously: "Brother, where are you pulling?" I didn't see you! ”

Lin Haoze works in a ceramic town far away, and it takes about 1-2 hours to drive from the city. Although I asked for leave to come out, I was also blocked in the middle of the road.

"I'm still on the road, stuck in traffic!"

"How long will it take you to get there?"

"You think it's the village, it's just 2 steps away, I work in a pharmaceutical factory, it takes 1 hour to get to Lijiatuo from work, and it takes an hour to get to Caiyuanba from Lijiatuo, I don't want to!"

"Did you tell Dad we were coming? Daddy hasn't come here yet!? ”

When you go to a strange place and don't know how to go, there will be some resentment!

"Dad is also at work, and he may not be able to finish his work until the afternoon! You wait there, don't go anywhere, I'll be there in a while, big cities are like this, it's far from anywhere, and you'll understand later! ”

"Okay!"

After making the call, Lin Mengxue and her mother sat on the stairs waiting for her brother to come, and they were afraid that their mother would run away, so they deliberately looked at her.

At that time, communication was really inconvenient, unlike now, no one who doesn't have a mobile phone!

Speaking of which, I sometimes wonder if at that time, if Lin Mengxue had a mobile phone, would the ending of her and Meng Yuan be different?

But there are no ifs in life, only the facts that have happened!

Lin Zehao finally found the mother and daughter, he touched his sister's head, and said with a smile: "Mom, Mengxue, are you all hungry?" “

Light Ya said: "I'm not hungry, I'm not hungry, let's go find your dad first!" Find your dad and we'll eat again! ”

In fact, Lin Mengxue was already hungry, but because of the shyness in her pocket, the two of them didn't even buy a bottle of water on the road.

Naturally, they don't care, they think they are poor and deserve to be starved.

The three of them continued to endure their hunger and went to Baimatai to find Lin Jiufu, and it was already 2 o'clock in the afternoon.