(Girls' Literature)

I just stood here, looking at Xu Hu's mouth, this dry mouth, just like that, his eyes were extremely sloppy, I couldn't even see if he was looking at me, Xu Hu was lying on the bed now, dying, I saw that he was covered with muddy water, and there were stains of blood, all the sheets in the hospital emergency room were dyed red, and he looked withered, as if he could leave the world at any time, "Xu Hu ......" I held his hand, It's like holding a block of ice, oh my God, it's cold! This may be the feeling that you hold a piece of ice in your hand like this, the most real.

I couldn't hold back my tears anymore, "My time is running out, Ai Xiaoya, my time is really running out......." Xu Hu's voice was slowly getting lower at this time, I nodded, tears streaming down, "I understand, I understand everything, Xu Hu, I know everything, you wait for a while, you hold on, I'll go find Guo Ziying for you now, I'll go find her now, I'll let her come to you, okay, I'll let her come to see you......" I said hard, But Xu Hu grasped my hand firmly, like a vigorous eagle grasping a weak lamb, and grabbed my hand like this.

I also grabbed his hand with my backhand, it was also tight, at this juncture, I was really afraid, as soon as I let go, Xu Hu would leave me immediately, I was really, really worried, Xu Hu, don't leave like this, my hand and Xu Hu's hand, maybe because we both shook it harder, so at this time, our hands were trembling violently, I think now in Xu Hu's heart, the most wanted to see her is her.

I looked at Xu Hu's eyes, and I was sure that Xu Hu was also looking at me now, but I couldn't find the so-called focus in his eyes, but I still looked at it so fixedly, looking hard, Xu Hu seemed to be searching for something, and then, I saw a light in his eyes, it was such a light, which shone directly into my pupils. "Ai Xiaoya, don't go, don't go to her, I don't want to see her......" His voice was so small, I only put my ear on his mouth that I could hear clearly what he was saying. I also heard it really - he didn't want to see Guo Ziying.

What the? He didn't want to see her? I was even more confused, "So you want to?" I asked with some hesitation, and for a while, I couldn't quite figure out what Xu Hu meant. Ai Xiaoya, I like you! Although at this time, his breath was already relatively weak, although at this time, Xu Hu was so weak that he was almost speechless, but this sentence, I can still listen to it almost really, yes, that's what he said, yes, he really said this, at this time, I feel that I am now shocked by the speed, no less than a big thunderbolt above my head, Xu Hu's hand held my hand, I obviously felt that the strength in his hand suddenly increased a large layer, I felt my hands tremble involuntarily, "You, what are you talking about......" I still couldn't believe my ears. Is his current mental state normal?

"Ai Xiaoya, you are the stupidest and stupidest girl I have ever seen, really, thank you, at that time, did not give up on me, thank you, has been by my side in the most difficult time, just by my side, thank you, Ai Xiaoya, you bought me the fruit, and helped me tidy up the room......" Xu Hu's words kept floating in my ears, I was shocked, he knew, he remembered, he really, really, remembered everything, he didn't forget, he really, really didn't forget. I hope he really hasn't forgotten.

I held his hand, "I know, Xu Hu, I really know everything, it's okay if you don't go, you really don't want to go, okay, you're just with me like this, I'm going to clean up your room and buy you fruit, okay, you'll be fine, we'll all be fine......" I couldn't cry, Xu Hu's hand slowly stretched out, just touching my face like this, "Ai Xiaoya, you're still so stupid, even if I was rescued this time, but what about next time?" It's like I'm carrying a time bomb in my body, it could explode at any time, don't cry, anything we can't change if we want to......"

I grabbed his hand and put it on my cheek, "Also, Ai Xiaoya, you save Su Xiaoyu, even people like me, you can be moved, you can help Su Xiaoyu...... My nerves were immediately tensed by the three words "Su Xiaoyu", my God, what's wrong with Xu Hu, why did he suddenly mention the three words "Su Xiaoyu"? I was immediately so shocked that I could barely close my mouth.

"You said 'Su Xiaoyu'?" Now that Xu Hu has brought up this sentence, I still can't figure out why this sentence came out of his mouth? Did something happen between Su Xiaoyu and him? "Anyway, you save her ......" After saying this, Xu Hu's hand hung down from my cheek so weakly, yes, it hung down so slowly, my hand tightened, but I didn't grab his hand, yes, I heard the very harsh sound of the ECG monitor at the bedside, and I also knew that this was a warning, a meaning. I looked at Xu Hu's eyes, his eyes were completely dilated, and his pupils were like a big ripple, slowly expanding.

"No—" I understood what that meant, and I knew what it meant, and then a large group of doctors walked in, and as usual, I was pushed out. The door to the rescue room was just closed, and I understood that when the door of the rescue room was closed again, it didn't make any sense, even if it seemed to be the start of the rescue now, but it was actually a routine operation. Nothing makes sense anymore.

I crouched down, and the footsteps around me didn't seem to reach my ears. I slowly crouched down, burying my head deep in my lap like a chick sleeping in the sun. Finally, the feelings I had been accumulating for a long time could no longer hold back at this time, and I cried like a helpless child. One year, only one year, my mind repeats these people back and forth: Dad, Kang Hui, Xinxin and Xu Hu. These four people have left me in turn in this year's time, even from Kang Hui to Xu Hu, in just this short period of three months, these people, all of them have left, really left, why, let me witness the life and death of so many people more than others? Why am I facing so many such things.

Why did I go through so many things that others didn't? Why? There are people around me and people are noisy, this has nothing to do with me, I just squatted here quietly, burying my head so deep and deep, I understand, now I do something almost meaningless, Xu Hu's departure is just inevitable, but this must happen too suddenly, so that I don't have any room to maneuver, Xu Hu, you still have to go after all, but I suddenly remembered.

Xu Hu just told me when he was dying, he wanted me to help Su Xiaoyu, yes, that's what he said, but how could he mention Su Xiaoyu all of a sudden? That's what I can't figure out! At this time, a warm big hand grabbed my arm like this, and when I looked up, I saw an old acquaintance - Officer Huang! Well, I just wanted to say that I've been meeting with Officer Huang too often lately.

I was stunned, "Officer Huang! "Yes, I admit that although I studied medicine, after graduation, I did not engage in medicine-related majors, but only engaged in this kind of writing work, I thought that it would have nothing to do with medicine in the future, but now I suddenly found that this year, I had contact with doctors and police, which was quite a lot, and even exceeded, the years when I went to college, the relationship around me was too complicated.

"Miss Xiaoya, I know, in this case, you definitely don't want to see me, but now I want to meet you, this is also a matter of no way, Miss Xiaoya, come, let's talk here......" My heart began to "poof" and jumped wildly, I looked back, the glass behind me had already pulled the curtain, I couldn't see clearly, what was going on inside, "Don't worry, your friend's affairs, just leave it to the doctor, you follow me here first, I have other things to ask you!" ”

My heart chuckled as I thought about what was going on inside his mouth. Officer Huang and I walked upstairs from the emergency center, and we came to an observation room on the second floor, and Officer Huang motioned for me to step forward, "Look, do you know this person in the room?" "Officer Huang motioned for me to go.

I took a deep breath and walked forward slowly, I adjusted my breathing, I hadn't reacted from Xu Hu's side just now, this side, I was about to come to this scene, my brain hadn't eased up yet, but I still tried to move forward, through the narrow glass of the ward door, in the room where the sunset was diffused, I saw Su Xiaoyu's lonely silhouette.