Searching for Memories (Part I)
A year later, Cong Xinyue returned to Lanzhou City because of a transnational theft case. Originally, he came from Xin Yue alone, but Luo Sihan was always a little worried about going to Lanzhou City from Xin Yue alone, so he insisted on going to Lanzhou City with Xin Yue.
After Xin Yue arrived in Lanzhou City, she immediately went to the police team, and she wanted to get in touch with Xue Mufeng, the captain of the criminal police team in Lanzhou City, and get the clues of those thieves as soon as possible. When Xin Yue walked into the police force, he found that many people were staring at him with suspicious eyes, and some even obviously wanted to say something to him, but he restrained himself, which made Xin Yue feel very strange, he had never been here, why did these people react clearly that they were acquaintances here and had often come here before.
This feeling was even stronger after Xin Yue walked into the police hall, because many people took the initiative to greet them, but left disappointed after hearing that they were not coming back to the police force but came to their captain to assist in handling the case.
From Xin Yue naturally walked to Xue Mufeng's seat and sat down, her subconscious action even startled Xin Yue herself, wondering if she had really been to the police force?
Luo Sihan, who was following her, never said a word, as long as Xin Yue didn't ask him, he just didn't know. She knew very well in her heart that this place was the beginning of all her experiences, the center of her eight years of life, and the place that she could not part with.
Because here, in that seat in front of her, the person who used to sit is the one who makes her love, makes her hurt, and makes her willing to give everything for it, but in the end it is this person who gives everything for her.
From the time when Xin Yue was waiting for Xue Mufeng, she kept looking around, she wondered why she had an indescribable sense of familiarity in every corner of this place, obviously she had never been here in her memory, but why did she know the location of every item in this hall.
She knew where the water dispenser was, where the coffee was, and even what each room was about, as if she had worked here before. Xin Yue frowned and thought about it carefully, but she couldn't think of anything, and her head was buzzing again, which made her have to stop irritably.
Seeing that Cong Xinyue clenched his fists irritably, Luo Sihan couldn't help but speak, "Don't think about it if you can't think about it, anyway, it won't affect your work, why do you have to embarrass yourself so much,"
From Xin Yue, she keenly grasped the meaning of Luo Sihan's words, "What do you mean by this?" Do you know I'm amnesia? ”
"It was the doctor who said it, I didn't say it, didn't the doctor say it, you have amnesia because of a strong impact on your brain," Luo Sihan was secretly nervous in his heart, he knew that Cong Xinyue was a very sharp person, and he must be careful when he spoke.
"Then tell me, have I been here before?" From Xin Yue stretched out his hand and pointed to the police hall.
"I've said it many times, I won't say anything, unless you think about it yourself, if you can't think about it, it can only mean that these memories are not important to you," Luo Sihan once again forcefully pushed back from Xin Yue's words, but he was a little timid in his heart, he didn't know how many times he could go back like this.
"But I don't like this feeling very much," Cong Xinyue was very displeased, she didn't like the feeling that her brain was not under her control.
"But if you forget, you forget, even if I tell you, you just listen to it as a story, it doesn't mean anything to you, you yourself are this professional, don't you know this truth?" Luo Sihan still strongly pushed back from Xin Yue's words.
Xin Yue was speechless by Luo Sihan's words, but she also began to realize that the memory she lost must have something to do with Lanzhou City and the police force in Lanzhou City. From Xin Yue, she thought that she must take this opportunity to handle the case in Lanzhou City, and she must figure out why she has amnesia and what the lost part of her memory is.
After talking about the case, Xin Yue thought of the scene in Lanzhou City Hospital half a year ago and asked Xue Mufeng, "Captain Xue, let me ask you one thing, half a year ago, when I was in the hospital, you asked me a lot of questions, all of which I didn't know, I didn't know the situation at the time, and now I know that I have amnesia, so what I want to ask is whether you know why I had amnesia at that time?" ”
Xue Mufeng didn't expect Cong Xinyue to ask this question, he was obviously stunned, and glanced at Luo Sihan who was standing beside Cong Xinyue, and Luo Sihan was also shaking his head at him invisibly. Xue Mufeng sighed secretly in his heart, "I went to the hospital to look for you because I wanted to ask you about a case, and I learned that you were in the hospital, and I didn't know that you had amnesia at that time, let alone how you lost your memory,"
Cong Xinyue nodded and didn't ask anything more. She saw Xue Mufeng's glance at Luo Sihan, and also saw Luo Sihan shaking his head at Xue Mufeng, and Xue Mufeng's eyes dodged when he spoke later, all of which showed that the two of them knew the inside story of the matter but hid it from her alone. From Xin Yue, she felt that there must be something strange about this matter, and it was necessary for her to check it privately.
At night, Xin Yue dreamed of a dream that she had often done in the past six months, a man who couldn't see clearly, sometimes accompanied her to talk to her, and sometimes shouted at her far away from her. This time she dreamed of eating with this man in a restaurant, and there seemed to be a child beside her, and she couldn't see it at all, but Xin Yue subconsciously felt that this child was hers. In an instant, everything was gone, her ears were full of popping sounds, and her eyes were full of flames, burning and devouring everything she remembered.
Xin Yue woke up sweating profusely and picked up her phone to find that it was only four o'clock in the morning. As a professional psychologist, Xin Yue knows that one situation of dreams is a reflection of her usual life, and the other situation is a part of her memory that is buried deep in her memory.
I have been having similar dreams, the same person, appearing in different scenes, and this person is not the person around me now, then there is only one possibility, that is, that person is the person I knew before, and it is very likely that it is the person in the memory that I lost.
At first, Xin Yue didn't realize that there was anything wrong with her memory, until two months ago, she kept dreaming of the same person and constantly appeared in the same scene, and these scenes had nothing to do with the United States where she lived, and Luo Sihan was secretive about herself, and Xin Yue became more and more sure that there was a problem with her memory.
Everyone I saw when I went back to Lanzhou City this time looked like I knew myself but didn't want to say anything to myself, and the doubts in Xin Yue's heart were even greater. What is the missing part of the memory, why is everyone suspicious and sad, did you really experience something sad, and let your brain actively isolate that part of the memory?