Chapter 36: Uncontrollable Pain!

Even if Xiao Ling had a grudge against Meng Tian in his heart, he was not happy to be criticized by others, even a little slander against Xiao Ling. ＥＴ

It's just that she didn't expect that Meng Su would use this opportunity to ask herself to take a concubine for Meng Tian again, and she could rely on Meng Tian's love for her to refute her before, but now Xiao Ling felt that she no longer had the right to say no to this matter.

Looking at Meng Su's smug expression and the excited and eager appearance of those noble ladies because they had received Meng Su's answer, Xiao Ling was very heartbroken, and this pain came from the fact that he was about to give up his beloved man to one or even several women.

When he returned to the Meng Mansion, when he was about to separate from Xiao Ling, Meng Su stopped Xiao Ling, didn't care about Xiao Ling's inner feelings, and said straight to the point: "You and Tian'er haven't been together for a while!" ”

Yes is definitely not a question, and the Meng Su clan did not give Xiao Ling a chance to answer, and continued to speak: "You also know that our Meng family now has two bloodlines, Tian'er and Yi'er, and your father-in-law and I have always been looking forward to holding our grandson, so I don't have any opinion on Tian'er taking a concubine, right?" ”

？？ Since you can't give birth, let's give way, and I'll find a few women who can give birth to grandchildren to replace you!

This is Xiao Ling's interpretation of Meng Su's still subtle words in her heart, now she does not have the slightest right to speak, what she has been able to rely on all has been Meng Tian's favor and love for her? If she loses all of this, she loses the right to dictate his life.

"Everything is arranged by my mother, I don't have any opinions!" Xiao Ling didn't know how she said this, but she knew that when she said this, her heart felt like it had been cut open by a knife.

Meng Sushi was naturally satisfied with Xiao Ling's answer, she had always spared no effort to place her own eyeliner beside Meng Tian, and the best eyeliner was not Meng Tian's pillow person? Who knew that the first eyeliner she planted didn't work at all, and she even made small moves behind her back, almost humiliating the Meng family and making her angry.

But she still didn't give up this idea, although Meng Tian was defending it without leaking, but she still believed that one day she would succeed, but she didn't expect to kill a Xiao Ling halfway and interrupt all her plans.

But now it's okay, the peak has turned around, and Meng Su thinks that as long as Xiao Ling doesn't get in the way, his plan can be completely realized, and now Xiao Ling agrees, how can Meng Su be unhappy if he has no opinion? It's as if I've found a daughter-in-law I'm satisfied with.

"In that case, I think the maid named Bo Yun next to Shu Ji is not bad, and now she gets along well with Meng Tian, so let Meng Tian take her in first, and as for the rest, we will slowly arrange it for him!" Meng Su immediately happily talked about his arrangement, not noticing that Xiao Ling's face was as pale as paper.

？？ Bo Yun and Meng Tian get along very well now! This is the only trace left by Meng Su's words in Xiao Ling's heart, although he has not seen with his own eyes how well Meng Tian and Bo Yun get along, but after listening to it, Xiao Ling still can't help but feel heartache.

"Why don't you speak? Is there any opinion on this idea of mine? Meng Su pretended not to see Xiao Ling's pale and painful appearance, and was not ready to give Xiao Ling a relief, cruelly asking her to give an answer that was enough to make her feel painful!

"No...... Nope! Xiao Ling finally found his own language, and pretended to be calm and said: "I don't have any opinions, just do everything according to my mother's opinion!" ”

"Good! Since this kind of work is going to be arranged as soon as possible! Meng Sushi was finally satisfied with Xiao Ling's answer, she believed that as long as she persevered like this, one day she would squeeze out Xiao Ling, a daughter-in-law who made her feel how dissatisfied she was.

Meng Su has always been the master who wants to control the overall situation, but she didn't expect that Meng Tian gradually began to get out of her control when she grew up, in order to control her, she thought about arranging Shu Ji as a pillow person by her side for surveillance, but she didn't expect Shu Ji to be so useless, and she didn't achieve her goal at all.

When she wanted to make another plan, a Xiao Ling suddenly appeared that she was not very satisfied with, in order to squeeze Xiao Ling away, she could be said to spare no effort, and now that the goal is finally achieved, how can she not be happy?

Meng Su left Xiao Ling and stood in place in a daze for a while, knowing that a long time had passed before he took a step to leave, and when he walked to the door, Ah Jing, who had been following Xiao Ling, finally couldn't help it, obviously Xiao Ling and Meng Tian both loved each other very much, and they also cared about each other, although she didn't know what kind of misunderstanding there was between them, but she couldn't accept them going on like this.

"Madame......" When Xiao Ling pushed the door open, Ah Jing finally opened her mouth, Xiao Ling stopped, although she didn't look back, but Ah Jing knew that she was listening to her words, so she continued to speak: "You shouldn't promise the old lady, in fact, the son has always been ...... to you"

"Ah Jing......" Ah Jing was intercepted by Xiao Ling only halfway through his words, "I'm very tired now, I want to rest, don't talk about other things!" ”

After Xiao Ling finished speaking, he walked into the house alone, not giving Ah Jing a chance to continue, Xiao Ling could only helplessly look at the door closed from the inside, worried about the future of the two of them.

Xiao Ling may not know what Ah Jing wants to say, but she guessed that there is no problem with ** not leaving ten, that is, she doesn't want her to say anything after knowing what Ah Jing is going to say, or more precisely, she herself doesn't have the courage to listen to it anymore.

This is Xiao Ling's inertia in the past seven or eight months, she will always subconsciously avoid everything about Meng Tian, she always thinks that as long as she doesn't think, know, or hear everything about him, she will be better, although this is just her wishful thinking.

But this wishful thinking has successfully made her develop the habit of naturally avoiding things related to Meng Tian, just like now that Ah Jing just wanted to speak, she subconsciously began to escape, which is also a way for her to protect herself!

In fact, when the incident first happened, Xiao Ling did not have the slightest resentment towards Meng Tian, even when he killed the children of the two of them by mistake, Xiao Ling never really hated him, and even now Xiao Ling has not hated him.

But not hating does not mean that she treats him the same as before, it can be said that Xiao Ling's love for Meng Tian still exists, but this love is not like it used to be now, this love has already begun to be consumed in Meng Tian's evasive behavior when it happened.

The loss of the child is the eternal pain in Xiao Ling's heart, at that time she was the most helpless and urgently needed Meng Tian to give her some support and comfort, but Meng Tian just blindly avoided herself because of guilt and worry, and let Xiao Ling face those indelible scars alone.

Xiao Ling looked forward to Meng Tian being able to erase those pains with her, but what she looked forward to again and again was disappointment, one day, two days, a month, two months passed, but Xiao Ling didn't wait for Meng Tian to come to comfort her and brush away her scars.

Whenever Xiao Ling was awakened by a dream with tears streaming down her face, she would habitually squeeze to the position next to her, wanting to absorb the temperature that was familiar to her, but every time she was waiting for her was a cold bed without the slightest temperature and the silence of a room.

No warmth, no comfort! Faced with such a situation, Xiao Ling couldn't help but cry bitterly, desperately rubbing his body against the position that did not belong to him, delusionally thinking that he could use his own temperature to warm this place, so as to create the illusion that he was not alone and that Meng Tian had always been by his side.

This night, Xiao Ling dreamed again about the little girl who asked him not to abandon her, and when he woke up, he looked at the emptiness beside him, Xiao Ling cried loudly for the first time, no matter how much he couldn't stand up in such a night, Xiao Ling was also suppressing his pain.

Xiao Ling has never indulged herself in crying loudly like now, because she has always believed that people who don't love her, who don't care about herself, will make her appear more sad if she is fragile herself, and she doesn't want herself to become so sad!

But now after being suppressed for so long, Xiao Ling finally broke out, the tears could no longer be suppressed, the crying could no longer be suppressed, all the sadness and grief had completely erupted at this moment after accumulating for a few months, which seemed to indicate that Xiao Ling was making up his mind to make some decisions and wanted to make some separations from the past.