In everyone's heart, there is an ulterior story that makes you feel painful, or sinks, or drives you crazy.

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"Brother Dabao, open the door! Open the door! ”

I walked into the room, slammed the door shut, leaned against the door, and listened to Xiao Xin's shouts again and again.

I know, she was leaning against the other side of the door as well.

I don't know why this happened, as soon as I heard her say that she was going to kill Ye Qiumeng, I went crazy in my heart.

Perhaps, as I said, I also hope that when I am helpless, someone will stand up and say a word for me.

Maybe......

Xiao Xin kept shouting, and I couldn't help but get upset.

I lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and when I came back to my senses, I realized that my computer was gone.

Even the arrangement and arrangement of the items in the room have changed in a different way.

A nameless anger arose!

In my life, I hate it when others flip through my things without permission, and even the computer on which I write novels has been taken away, bastard!

I opened the door.

The first time I saw a pair of red eyes.

My anger was then extinguished by her tears.

"Xiao Xin, you ......"

"You're finally ignoring me......"

Xiao Xin looked at me, pitiful, and then laughed miserably, walked to the sofa step by step, crunched, and trembled.

"Last night, when you were taken away, I was actually watching from a short distance, and I thought, what a good man, not chaotic in the face of danger, mighty and unyielding...... I immediately rushed home, hid your computer, and your murderous knife, and then Liu Xingyu rushed in with someone and completely turned over your room, after they left, I will clean it up for you, I know, everyone has secrets, you don't like others to touch your things, I also know, no matter how I clean up, I can't restore the original state, just like some scars in people's hearts, the more you want to forget, the deeper the pain......"

"You ......" I couldn't calm down.

Xiao Xin saved my life.

The knife was a murder weapon, and after the killing, I never cleaned it, and I wanted to reminisce about the intoxicating feeling, and the computer, which recorded my murder process in detail, although I changed my name and expressed it in the form of a novel, it was enough to convict me.

No wonder Liu Xingyu appeared last, it turned out that I was first asked for other police officers to torture me repeatedly, but she copied my lair, this woman is too terrible.

If it weren't for Xiao Xin, I'm afraid I wouldn't have been able to get out of the Public Security Bureau, and there was no other way for me except for the trial of death.

Her words pierced me like a sharp knife into my heart.

Oh, yes! In everyone's heart, there is an ulterior story that makes you feel painful, or sinks, or drives you crazy.

It turns out that I am the same person as her, so every word she says can ripple in my heart, and I can't calm it for a long time.

She also has secrets.

In fact, who in this world does not have secrets? It's just that we are all exiles, surrounded by pain.

Suddenly, I wanted to kiss her.

Walking over slowly, I held her cheek and kissed her lightly on the forehead, and then, I lay down and rested my head on her lap, I wanted to be close to her body fragrance.

At this time, Xiao Xin stopped crying, stroked my head, and showed a far-fetched smile.

"That's great!" She whispered.

I grinned, "You like, we can do that in the future!" ”

"Brother Dabao, how did you kill your father?" Xiao Xin suddenly asked.

"Huh?" I was shocked.

"Director Liu came and said that you were very dangerous, she said, your father was killed by you, you are in a kind of happy and guilty contradiction, she persuaded me to be her informant, I refused, and then she advised me to leave, stay away from you, so that it is safe...... I know that she is a person, a legendary director, and I know that she has good intentions, but she doesn't know who I am, where is it safe for people like me to go? It's better to wait for you to come back at home, although we rarely talked before, but we have the same heart, with you at home, I won't be so scared! ”

"Actually, I love my father very much!" I said, trembling all over, "Really, he is an honest man, conscientious, and does his duty, but he is too cowardly, I hate his compromise everywhere, my mother is gone like this, I don't want to be cowardly, I ......"

"Shh Xiao Xin's fingers suddenly pressed on my mouth, and said softly, "Brother Dabao, I know, I know...... Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Xiao Xin is here, Xiao Xin is with you! ”

Xiao Xin said, hugging my head tightly, until my emotions slowly calmed down, she relaxed and let go.

Xiao Xin smiled, curled up a strand of messy hair, and pinned it behind her ear.

She said, "Brother Dabao, let me tell you a story, do you want to hear it?" ”

"Hmm!" I nodded.

"Yunnan Lijiang City, there is a family, this is a young couple, the husband is diligent and honest, just like an uncle, the wife is gentle and considerate, at the beginning, they are not rich, so they work hard, they spent all their savings, in Lijiang City to set up a stall, get up early every day, sell some ethnic minority clothing, slowly, the days gradually get better, not long, they gave birth to a little girl, they are even happier, so the little girl named Xiaoxin, I hope this girl, a happy life...... Brother Dabao, are you listening? ”

"Well, you say, I'm listening!"

"Slowly, Xiao Xin grew up and began to go to elementary school, the family was happy, and the couple were ready to buy a house in Lijiang, so that it would be convenient for her to do business and for this little girl to go to school......"

"Unexpectedly, there are unforeseen circumstances, my father suddenly fell ill, got terrible leukemia, in order to take care of him wholeheartedly, my mother couldn't set up a stall, she thought that her husband would get better soon, but I didn't expect that her husband's illness was getting worse and worse, chemotherapy again and again, tortured to no human form, the most terrible thing is that this disease has to take an imported medicine, very expensive, in less than a year, the couple's savings were all spent, Xiaoxin also dropped out of school, and later, my father, died in the torture of illness......"

"This originally happy family, with the fall of that pillar, all changed, Xiaoxin's mother became more and more haggard, slowly crazy, became hysterical, she began to drink, smoke, play mahjong, and came to the house with different men for three days to spend the night......"

"The nightmare began, my mother finally married a man, I didn't expect this man to be a scumbag, he beat his mother if it didn't go well, and even took Xiaoxin to vent his anger......"

"In the torment, Xiao Xin gradually grew up, young and beautiful, the stepfather of the beast, seeing that his mother was already old, actually played Xiao Xin's attention, he lost money outside, borrowed loan sharks, and wanted to force Xiao Xin to go out to sit on the stage to pay off the debt, Xiao Xin didn't comply, he wanted to insult Xiao Xin, that day, just happened to be discovered by his mother, she beat her mother again, just when he pounced on his mother and pinched his mother's neck......"

Xiao Xin...... I took out a pair of scissors from under the pillow and plunged them into his neck......"

As Xiao Xin spoke, she suddenly burst into tears, her hands pulling at my hair.

I could feel her body shaking.

"It's okay, it's over!" I grabbed her hand.

It's strange that all of a sudden, Xiao Xin calmed down completely, biting her red lip and wiping away the tears on her face.

"My mother died soon after, she said she was sorry for me, sorry for my father, and she hoped that I would be happy, clean and self-loving, and not fall like her...... I remember that day, it was raining so hard, I was walking in Lijiang City with my mother's urn, I couldn't find a place to bury, and later, I dug a pit next to my father's grave and buried the urn...... On that day, I heard the name Ye Qiumeng, and she said a famous saying, she said, weakness is the original sin! ”

"I believed it and decided to run away from home and work hard to make money, and when I got rich, no one would dare to bully me...... However, I didn't even have a fare to work in the coastal area, and in the end, I came to Qianzhong, and became a lady sitting on the stage, I wandered among all kinds of men, if I was about to leave, I knew the nature of men since I was a child, if they let them get it easily, they will abandon it and will not cherish you, the more they can't get it, the more itchy they will be, and they will regard you as a treasure......"

"Just a month after I arrived in Anseong, I heard that a female student committed suicide by jumping off a building, and later, her sister killed many people in revenge, and then she was shot and killed by the police...... I understand a truth, women can also break out of the world......"

"On the day Mianmian was beaten to death, I found a book, I liked it at first sight, at the beginning, it was written that the male protagonist was holding the urn, wandering around the streets of Tokyo in despair, and the person in the urn was called Blue Button...... I know, it turns out that Miss Sitting, you can also have love! ”

Xiao Xin said, suddenly silent, I got up from her, and all of a sudden, hugged her tightly.

We are all the same, we are all exiles.

She's worse off than me, but she's always been strong.

"You don't want to kill Ye Qiumeng, we can change someone......" Xiao Xin whispered in my ear.

"Huh?" I was shocked.

"Our field was seized by Liu Xingyu, but some people can do it, there is a person who also likes to wear red skirts, is domineering all day long, has a husband and children, and is still hooking up outside, I don't know how many men I receive every day, and more importantly, she has been bullying Xiaoxin, Brother Dabao, can you help me? You're right, I'm not a blue button, I'm going to resist! ”

"Liu Xingyu let me out, just waiting for me to commit another crime so that I can arrest me!"

"Isn't that more exciting?"

Xiao Xin raised her head and looked at me with big eyes without blinking, full of anticipation.

"Isn't it more exciting to kill people under the nose of such a legendary director? Brother Bao, if you want to write your handwriting well, you have to have a high tide! That's a wedge! What's more, you have a real reader, and that's me! ”

My heart fluctuated, and I have to say that Xiao Xin piqued my interest.

Yes, readers, I have readers!

After a moment of silence, I muffled and said, "Okay, let's do it together, kill her!" ”

Xiao Xin smiled.

All of a sudden, she pressed me under me.

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