"I'm almost in a situation where I'm isolated now, but Sister Wu Min, you tell me, you tell me, you tell me, what is wrong with me? What was wrong with me? Sister Wu Min, Sister Wu Min, I really don't know, I really don't know, what's wrong with me, what's wrong with the world? Have I abandoned the world, or has the world forsaken me? Who is abandoning whom? And who is sorry for whom? ”

I leaned on Wu Min's shoulder and said weakly, but Wu Min still patted me on the shoulder, "Yaya, don't look like this, you look like this, I really feel very distressed, you know?" In my impression, you are really a very happy girl! "Wu Min looked at me, am I fast? That's it, I'm happy, I'm wool! The inside of the small garden exudes a breeze and a sea of flowers, I think this moment is really good, as this early summer season, you are in the sea of China, feeling the breeze and Huichang, but just when I was in this small garden, I felt an unprecedented disappointment and despair, it turned out that Su Xiaoyu and I still came to this point uncontrollably, to the point of almost turning against each other, who is right and who is wrong in these things? Is it all my fault, or is it all hers? If not, if we are not to blame, then who is to blame?

I forgot how I got to Happy New Village, I felt that when I sat on the bus, my body was like a completely hollowed out mouse hole, I felt that my internal organs seemed to be nothing, I also felt that my step-by-step insistence and compromises again and again seemed to have become very complicated, I felt that sometimes I was really mixed in my heart, I was like an empty balloon, when following the bus to go out, I was also bobbing back and forth with the shaking of the car, and I also felt that I was really tired at this time, and I thought I had reached a limit. I closed my eyes and slowly leaned my head against the car window, but when I closed my eyes, I was still Su Xiaoyu in my mind, she still existed in my mind as always, I could still look at her very clearly, watching her being beaten to the ground, watching her scolded by the "panda", watching her being kicked by Boss Tao, all of which I remembered in my mind...... It's just that when I look back on it now, I still don't know what kind of mood I have!

I lay groggy in bed all day, without eating, drinking, going to the toilet, and certainly not going to bed. But I really didn't fall asleep, I could clearly perceive the food around me, the sunlight shining in from the window in the morning, the slight hot wind blowing from the window, the fine dust floating from the tip of my nose in the sea, I could clearly feel it, but I just didn't have the strength to open my eyes again, or I didn't have the courage to open my eyes to see the world again, there was a sentence scrolling back and forth in my heart, It's like a sentence playing back and forth on an LED screen, "You ruined everything about me, you ruined everything!" "It turns out that I am a great sinner, my sin is comparable to an atomic bomb that can destroy an island, am I really such a bad person? I can destroy other people's seasons with my own hands, I can crush other people's happiness with my own hands, if that's really the case, then I'm really a heinous person, Hai, Su Xiaoyu, is your life really buried in my hands as you said?

Me, what else do I have to say...... Maybe you're right, even if I don't mean to harm others, but sometimes, some things are caused by me, if I really rejected Li Yunxiang at that time, what would the relationship between Su Xiaoyu and me be? It's just that I felt that I was also in love with Li Yunxiang at the time, and I felt that Li Yunxiang also loved me very much, but what was the result? Where have we come now? I feel like we've come to a point where we're at the end of the road, and then the price I've paid is that I've lost my friend, and in a way, I've pushed her life into an abyss from which I can't recover. But is that really what it is? And who can tell me who is right and who is wrong.

When Tang Mimi took Kang Hui to the house, I still lay on the bed and fell asleep, I suddenly felt that I was really strange at this time, in the scorching noon, I still lay on the bed, with a towel covered to sleep with my head. "Look, I'll just say, she's sleeping here, and she's living like a pig now......"

I haven't opened my eyes before I heard Tang Mimi's voice, the sea has Kang Hui's laughter, before I opened my eyes, Tang Mimi's slap slapped on my face again and again, "pop pop ......" again and again, my eyes were hit by her hand and couldn't open them, my eyes couldn't open anymore, this time and again, it made me very irritable, "Yaya, get up, look at what time it is, Sister Kang Hui is here, you open your eyes and see, what's wrong with you, You can't be lying here......" Although I didn't want to open my eyes, I still had to open my eyes, so when I opened my eyes, I saw Tang Mimi's face and Kang Hui's surprised face, and the two of them looked at me with their heads down, looking very surprised.

"Huh, you're okay, you're okay, it's so good, you're okay, I thought you were ......" Tang Mimi pointed at me, I understood that after the next second, there would definitely not be many good words, and spit out from her mouth, but Kang Hui bumped her arm, "Hehehe, what do you want to say?" Don Mimi finally didn't say the nasty words that I thought she would say.

"Tang Mimi, I said when you asked me to get up, can you be gentle, why do you still call me like that? I'm not dead, I'm still alive, don't I want money with this face? You still want to be beaten like this......" I pointed to my face and attacked Tang Mimi. Tang Mimi smiled, "Don't kill me anymore, I know you're in a bad mood, Sister Kang Hui came to see you, and I want to tell you a good news, that is, Sister Kang Hui wants to invite us out to play, you get up quickly, clean up, you don't want to stop here anymore, let's hurry up and plan it, okay?" ”

Tang Mimi lifted my quilt as she spoke, and I was immediately exposed in front of them. "You're going to die, what are you doing, you're such a crazy woman!" I said and pulled down my pajamas, don't expose it, don't expose it! Damn, why does this dead girl still do this without talking about the consequences? Look at her virtue, look at her like that, it's really annoying, it's really infuriating, this Tang Mimi, have you made a mistake, you, you girl, there is no bottom line!

"Hahaha...... It turns out that you are still wearing pink Miffy panties......" This Tang Mimi, her second stupid mistake is really committed again, I glared at her fiercely, "You are sick, you, shut up!" "Seeing that I was a little angry at this time, Tang Mimi could only close her mouth, and I glanced at her." Okay, okay, it's not too early now, you don't have to lie in bed anymore, you get up quickly, let's sit together and talk about things! I went to the toilet and solved my physiological problems, and I went to wash my face with cold water, so I felt that my brain was a little better. At least it's not as chaotic as when I first woke up, and now I feel pretty good.

"I came to you for something ......" Kang Hui said and paused, took the water handed over by Tang Mimi, and took a big sip, "Isn't it the weekend the day after tomorrow?" This look, I want to find you to climb the mountain the day after tomorrow, damn, I'm always in a bad mood these days, I feel that I have a lot of bad luck in my body, and I think the two of you have been in a bad mood recently, so let's go there together for a while, throw away all the bad luck on your body, and I'll drive you two to ha! Kang Hui said and patted my face, I didn't react, go climb the mountain, I feel that I don't know my physical condition at this time, I don't know if I can go to the top of the mountain.

"I'll go!" Tang Mimi's hand was raised high, and then when she saw that I didn't react, she immediately twisted my arm, "What's the matter with you, why don't you take a stand, what are you doing?" I glanced at her, and then I turned my gaze to Kang Hui's body, "Sister, I've not been in good health recently......" Kang Hui didn't react yet, Tang Mimi first stretched out a "pause" gesture, "Are you energetic?" Do you have energy? Do you think you can do it? Do you think you're okay? You're doing this kind of moth all day long, aren't you too much? "Oh my God, I haven't spoken yet, but she keeps talking.

"You're sick?" I glared at Tang Mimi, and saw that Tang Mimi wanted to fight back against me again, but Wu Min gestured to her, "Go, Yaya, let's go together, go well, do you say it's good, Hai, we are all good young people, why do you want to be so aggrieved by yourself?" ”