When I first met him, I was about to graduate from college and was on the road to submit my resume every day. At that time, I was full of enthusiasm, thinking that I could change the world by my own strength, so that one day in the future, I laughed and laughed at myself, in this black society where I can't see my fingers, dreams can only be failures eliminated by reality in the end.

I still remember that day, my mother was sick and asked me to help her go to work for a day, and I was reluctant in my heart, but the final result was that the resistance was ineffective, and I still went.

The wind was blowing on my cheeks that day, and it was a sunny autumn afternoon, and I was wearing my mother's overalls, with short hair that reached up to my ears, and was crisp and crisp.

I always thought that scumbags should be far away from me. However, when I met him, it turned out that scumbags can really be seen everywhere, and what is even more terrifying is that I have been entangled with him for so long, even at the moment when he handed me over to other men in a wedding dress, I was still thinking about him in my heart......

I, Chen Han, have never regretted anything in my life, the only thing I regretted was falling in love with him, that kind of torture still makes me think of it and still have a faint pain in my heart, that feeling like being eroded by thousands of ants, disgusting, but numb not to resist......

Gu Yu has always given me the feeling that he has always been a child-in-law image. It's like the first time we met, after he kicked over the water I used to wipe the floor, he swaggered and blamed me for soiling his pants.

Of course, I'm not the master who swallows my anger, I scolded him regardless of his image, and his character at that time was like that, daring to say and do, I couldn't stand a little grievance in my heart.

The result of the argument with Gu Yu was that both of them looked at each other unpleasantly, and it seemed that from that time on, he called me a rough woman, and I called him a tasteless man.

The unpleasantness of the first meeting has been extended to many times later, and it has been unpleasant......

The few times we met after that, I didn't pay much attention to it, and it seemed to be a habit to stumble and lose my temper when we met. Anyway, I can't go with him.

In fact, I knew from the beginning that I was not from the same world as him......

Gu Yu made me the most memorable time, Momo said to go out to celebrate together, we went to the bar! I met a few scoundrels, and when I was about to fight with those people, Gu Yu actually saved me.

He punched me in the face......

I never thought that this kind of thing would happen to me when a hero saves beauty, not to mention whether the other party is a hero or not, just like me, I am not a beauty, so the probability of this kind of thing happening is zero.

But when Gu Yu blocked that punch for me, I was still a little excited in my heart, and the strong feeling of being protected spread to my whole body, and I actually had a trace of nostalgia......

Gu Yu at this time made me feel a little strange, he was not like the tasteless man who only quarreled with me and liked to pick thorns and find faults all day long, he was a lot brighter in an instant, there is wood!

But what made me even more curious was another thing, the man who was with him, I didn't know at the time, he was the president of our company, he was so nervous, especially when I saw his focus when he protected Momo, I was very touched!

Maybe this person will be the one who will protect Momo!

Later, I passed the interview by mistake and went to work in Ailayi, where I met my boss Yang Gang, who was the first man who was particularly good to me.

How good is it? I told him I wanted to eat sizzling squid, he would run streets to buy me the best one, he could accommodate all my unreasonable requests, and more importantly, my mom liked him.

Later, I was also moved, but I know that this is not love. But how much of a marriage is purely for love together?

Finally, one day, we discovered a secret, Momo and the president were together, and I was really happy at that time, and I fantasized in my heart about when my true destiny would appear......

Maybe every girl retains the most primitive desire in her heart! We always think that the princess in our castle will have her own exclusive prince to free herself from the loneliness of being alone.

However, we are really wrong, as we grow older, we are slowly suppressed by reality, entangled by all kinds of trivial things, and finally forget that original wish......

Momo always doesn't tell us what happened in the past two years, why she suddenly dropped out of school, why she didn't show up, where she has been all these years, these are like one mystery after another.

I have always felt faintly that after she disappeared for two years and came back, she seemed to have hidden a lot of things, and even her personality seemed to have changed a little, although I was very confused, but I didn't ask her, because I felt that even my best friend had the right to protect her privacy.

I don't have the right to tell it all in front of others, and I don't have the right to ask others to tell it all in front of me, because it's impossible.

In fact, I also hid a lot of things from them, not because I don't trust them, but I just think that those hurts that stay in the past, let them continue to stay there! For a long time, I didn't dare to look back, I could only keep telling myself to move forward......

I never told them, I didn't have a father, I grew up with my mother, and when I was a child, the most common thing in my ears was to pay off the debt, and to this day, I don't know what happened, where the huge debt came from.

My mom swept the streets, picked up garbage, worked as a nanny, worked as a maid, and later worked as a cleaning aunt in an entertainment center to get me to school.

When I was a child and when I was in junior high school, I didn't use a schoolbag to hold books, but a cloth bag that my mother sewed with a needle and thread, and the bag was so strong that it could last for several years. Thinking about my mother, she is also a hard-working woman, if she hadn't suffered the helplessness of the bottom of society, she wouldn't have forced me like that.

But the good thing is that the debts of the family are basically clear in my junior year of high school, and after college, my mother has not worked as hard as before.

I've always felt sorry for my mother, but life is like this, it's not that if you work hard, the money will come, I have been working and studying part-time for four years in college, and I want to make money more after graduation, so that my mother will work less hard......

On the day of the party, I was actually wearing an evening dress for the first time, and I didn't expect that I could be so beautiful!

Growing up, I didn't have a single non-androgynous from my dress to my hairstyle, and when I was in high school, I was once treated as a buddy by a boy in my class. After a month of getting along, he once saw me and went to the girls' bathroom, and finally accepted the fact that I was a girl.

On the night of the party, I saw Gu Yu and Lulu dancing, and I felt a little inexplicably lost, I didn't believe that I would like a tasteless man, and laughed at myself for drinking too much.

A small bet that I was forced to become free labor for no men, and I was so tickled at the time that I just wanted to shout, why!

Now that I think about it, it's good that I didn't shout it, why? Hehe, just because people have money, I have to accompany me to be willful!

The homeless man is the same as his own, from the door to all the areas that can be seen, there seems to be no piece of land that people can see, and a certain man can still cross his legs at the moment, sitting leisurely on the sofa in the living room and eating lollipops.

I held back the raging fire burning inside me, and tried to kill him with my eyes while helping him clean up the foreign objects on the ground.

But for the veteran ignorant maniac, he didn't notice my distorted face.

A careless, the touch of the clothes is a little strange, I instinctively bowed my head, scared not to scream the whole building, what I was holding in my hand was a black sexy bra, the visual size should be D! Forgive me for the limited scope of my understanding, D is already big in my heart and indescribable, but later I learned from Momo's mouth that there seems to be E!

Well, the flat-chested girl paper is so simple and cute, and she smiles.

Gu Yu's strange expression stinged my eyes, I thought, we are impossible after all, I want someone who is physically and mentally consistent......

The days passed like this, and in a blink of an eye it was the last day to complete the agreement, I sat on the balcony with Gu Yu, the sun was very warm that day, and the light shone obliquely from the visor, I clearly remember the light that shot down, and it seemed to be beating in the air.

Gu Yu sat in the place where the light came from like that, his eyes narrowed slightly, I found that his eyelashes were so long, and the sunlight was beating on that thick layer, I couldn't help but reach out and want to find out.

The result can be imagined, my poor little hand was beaten by Gu Yu not lightly, a man without a product is really a man without a product, and he is very quick and ruthless.

I covered my injured hand in pain, Gu Yu opened his eyes, and when he saw me looking so embarrassed, his eyes seemed to tremble slightly, he got up and entered the room, and when he came out again, there was already a medical kit in his hand.

I always remember what he told me while he was bandaging me, saying that he had spent some time abroad with his mother, and that he had been hunted by countless people every day, and that he had become more defensive from that time on.

After saying this, there was a faint smile on the corner of his mouth, his blue eyes were as deep as the sea, and his golden hair shone in the sun.

I think it's really amazing to be able to talk so openly about the pain you've suffered. After all, as far as I'm concerned, I don't have that courage.

I'm afraid, afraid that everyone will look at me in a strange light, I'm afraid, I'm afraid, I'm afraid that those unsightly past will invade my nerves again, and even integrate into the blood of my whole body......

I can't imagine the pain, and I can't convince myself to try.

Therefore, I admire Gu Yu, he is really powerful......