121 Bedridden
I don't know how long he was in a coma, He Beichen gradually gained some consciousness, and he tried hard to open his eyes. My head still hurts, but the pain is passing away little by little. He was still lying on the bed, feeling like his limbs were limp. I wanted to sit up, but I didn't feel much energy, and I wanted to save some energy, so I simply continued to paralyze there.
His body was still covered with a thick quilt, which covered him with sweat and was extremely uncomfortable. He lifted it hard, trying to remove the quilt. At this moment, the door of the bathroom opened, Bei Chen was a little surprised, and his eyes immediately looked over.
"You're awake." Yu Fan walked out of the cubicle and shook the water on her hands, her cheeks still had such a gentle smile, warm, and sunny.
"Xuanfan, why are you ......" Bei Chen opened his mouth, his eyes brightened, it was a self-evident surprise. As he spoke, he was about to turn over a corner of the quilt, and when Xiao Universe saw this, he hurriedly stepped forward to stop him.
"Beichen, what are you doing? Cover it and don't get cold. As he spoke, he put down the corner of the quilt that He Beichen had lifted slightly, and slowly shaped it.
"Xuanfan, I don't want to cover it, it's really uncomfortable." He Beichen spit out his inner thoughts unabashedly, he has always been reluctant to show weakness to others, but with the exception of Xuan Fan, he is willing to tell her his true feelings.
"That's not going to work, you're still having a fever. If you get cold, it's fine. She comforted him, as if she were comforting a wounded child, and slowly sat down in the small chair in front of his bed.
"Okay then." He obediently listened to her words, and the sweat on his forehead kept falling. Beichen looked around, the surrounding environment was very unfamiliar, the small room, the snow-white walls, and the pungent smell of disinfectant water, made him feel a little disgusted, "Xuanfan, where is this?" The boy asked curiously.
"This is the school infirmary. During your morning reading class, you fainted. So, you need to get some rest now. Tan Yufan said and hurriedly got up to get the paper cup on the cabinet next to him, "Do you want to drink boiling water?" I'll pick you up for a drink. As she spoke, she was about to turn around, but her slender arm was grasped by Bei Chen's gentle hand.
"I'm not thirsty, don't go, just sit here and stay with me." He Beichen pouted, his tone was full of pleading, and he held her hand and didn't let go. Tan Yufan's whole person was stunned, she had never seen such a childish He Beichen, in her eyes, he was arrogant, and he didn't even need anyone to accompany him. Therefore, the first time she heard him coquettish, she was a little unaccustomed to it.
"Sit down, just sit there and stay with me, don't go anywhere." Bei Chen's hand on her arm shook gently again, and she felt his temperature. With a high fever, he must need her very much. Perhaps, she doesn't need to do anything by herself, just sit quietly beside Beichen and accompany him.
Thinking like this, Tan Yufan unconsciously put down the paper cup again, "Okay, I'm not going anywhere, I'll sit here with you." She smiled at him with some distress. Beichen looks weak now, and she no longer has so many edges and corners, but she likes it just as much. All of his appearances were delightful to her in her eyes.
She sat down and stuffed his outstretched arm into the quilt, the smile on her face was natural, kind, and gentle. She smiled at him like that, her bright eyes like angelic eyes giving him hope. There is such a girl in his He Beichen's life, she is not outstanding, and she is even so ordinary that she can't be more ordinary. But she is his sun, the girl who stands on the tip of his heart.
"You, aren't you going to class?" Although He Beichen didn't want to ask this, he still spit out such a sentence so inappropriately, he looked at her eyes very sincerely, the more he wanted Yu Fan to accompany him, the more afraid he was of losing her. Instead of telling herself that she was going back at some point in the future, it would be better for Beichen to take the initiative to ask her. He Beichen looked at those eyes so intently, her eyes were full of expectation, perhaps, she would say, she would be back in a while. But even so, Bei Chen had no reason to stop her, he just wanted to know how many minutes they could stay and how long she could be with him today. He Beichen is not a greedy person, except for his attachment to Tan Yufan.
"I'm not leaving." Yu Fan gently opened her cherry mouth, her words were very simple, but in exchange for He Beichen's long-lost smile. He doesn't like to laugh, but he can always be amused by her. He laughed like a heartless child, and Beichen really enjoyed the feeling. How long had he not laughed like this, and Beichen himself didn't know. If he could, he really hoped that he would never grow up, and that it would be nice to be a child forever. But no, the world has to force him to grow up and mature. Forcing him to bear the fatigue and helplessness of adults, he is like a deserter who has been forced into a corner by this world, and there is no way to escape, so he can only choose to be strong.
"Xuanfan, it's good that you can always be with me." Beichen was happy, and even a little out of breath. His body was still hot, and he still had a hanging bottle in his hand, but he didn't feel bitter at all. The fever is so good, how long has it been since he had a fever, the last time he had a hanging injection should have been a few years ago, think about it, it's been a long time.
No one knew how eager He Beichen was to get sick and collapsed, so there was no need for him to force himself to overdraw his physical strength. If you fall, you can have a valid reason to sleep steadily. When he falls, he can be with his beloved and share his suffering. Think about it this way, what's wrong with being sick, what's wrong with having a fever. If he could, he would rather collapse a few more times to get a temporary rest.
Everyone thinks that he He Beichen is a strong man, but no one knows how eager he is to be a weak man. Because the weak can get the sympathy and pity they deserve, the weak can cry and laugh unscrupulously, and they can take care of their hearts when they are hurt, these are all things that Beichen can hope for.
Now that I think about it, what's so good about the strong, it's just that they can carry it. It's just that the ability to bear pain is beyond ordinary people, except for poor strength, there is really nothing. Because he is a strong man, he is tired but he can't give himself a vacation. His injuries sometimes hurt him so much that he grinned and felt pain, but he had already lost the courage to shed tears.
If he could, He Beichen really wanted to cry recklessly, but he couldn't cry, his tear ducts had dried up, and he couldn't squeeze out a single tear. He Beichen didn't have so much time to cry, and there were so many hurdles in front of him waiting for him to cross, so he could only pretend to be an emotionless animal.
"You can rest well today, I gave you a day off." Yu Fan said and stood up again and touched his forehead, "Why are you still so hot, why haven't you had a fever yet." She said a little anxiously, "Beichen, what if it's still burning tomorrow?" Her smiling countenance was replaced by an indescribable melancholy.
"I don't want to get rid of the fever." He Beichen must have said, "It's good to burn, so I can feel a little better." He swallowed his throat, very strange, he was saying this very calmly, not even the slightest bit sad.
"Look at you, what stupid things you say." Tan Yufan didn't think so, she felt that Beichen must be burnt up, but she didn't know about Beichen's complex emotions. He was a young man, and she didn't want to see him sad, she didn't want to see him lying on the hospital bed with a hanging bottle in his hand. She asked him to tell her that he was okay, and then stood in front of her with a confident face.
"You're not going to burn like that. You're going to be fine tomorrow, you will. Yu Fan grabbed Bei Chen's hand and interlocked her fingers with him, her tone was firm, with a beautiful expectation for tomorrow.
He smiled, his originally pale face a little more bloody, "You're so worried about me?" But, you know what? How I wish I could just be in bed and watch you all the time. Even if you don't say anything, I feel very happy, and that feeling is like falling into a honey pot and never wanting to come out again. He had never looked at her so seriously, just as he had never asked himself so seriously, "Do you like Xuanfan?" Another voice told Bei Chen that he liked it and that he was happy with Yu Fan.
"Ouch, look at what you said, when did you become so numb. I got goosebumps all over my body, and it was unbearable. Bei Chen's two words were enough to blush.
"I'm already very numb." He rolled his eyes, and looked a little scoundrel again, "Besides, I'm going to keep being so numb." As he spoke, the corners of his mouth curled up in an almost smile arc.
"If I had known, you would burn like this, we should have gone back to work a long time ago. I still have to shoot some meteor shower, it's really brain-dead. Seeing that Beichen had been lying on the hospital bed, Yu Fan kept blaming herself in her heart. But He Beichen didn't think so.
"When I'm ready, I'm going to accompany you to see the meteor shower. Yufan, I have a little wish, I want Meteor to help me come true,
So, I'm still going. He pouted and looked at her playfully.
"No, lest you fall ill again next time." The tone of the small universe was firm, and there was no room for negotiation.
"Xuanfan, you just let me accompany you. I've never seen a meteor shower before. Bei Chen suddenly looked very aggrieved again, "Then if you don't let me go, I will have gray hair this time." Unexpectedly, his nonsensical explanation worked here in Xuanfan.
"Okay, okay, I really can't help you." The tone of the small universe was full of helplessness, "However, you have to wear thicker clothes next time, don't freeze yourself again." She looked at the young man on the hospital bed, and there was indescribable tenderness in her eyes.