916 You Don't Deserve to Be a Mother
People are alive and sometimes really tired.
Ling Shifan looked at the snow-white ceiling with his eyes open, his eyes full of exhaustion.
His father died when he was very young, and his mother raised him with hard work, and the deepest childhood memory in his memory is that the family was poor and did not have the next meal, and his mother always meant two mouthfuls at the dinner table in order to feed him, and then went to fill his hunger.
When he was six years old, he got up at night and saw his mother gulping water, and he knew that it was impossible for him not to be filial to her in this life.
His mother spent her entire youth for him, remarried only when he went to college, and found a childless wife to live with for him, and he knew that he could not leave her in this life.
As he gets older, his mother's paranoia and control become stronger, and he knows very well that his mother is not as she says, Wei Shanshan is more capable than him, and will make him ridiculed for relying on women to eat soft rice.
It's that his mother has a sense of crisis, she won't accept him marrying someone she puts on the tip of her heart, she will feel that this woman has robbed her well-behaved, sensible and obedient son.
Otherwise, how could she know that he was driving, on the way to find Wei Shanshan, and say such things to him?
Thinking of this, Ling Shifan closed his sore eyes heavily: "It's me...... I'm supposed to tell you I'm sorry......"
knew what kind of person his mother was, and knew that she would not accept Wei Shanshan, but after he was deeply attracted to Wei Shanshan, he couldn't resist it, holding on to luck, wanting his mother to wake up as soon as possible.
Reality gave him such a crisp slap in the face, and it also made the people he liked deeply wronged.
A person like him is not qualified to pursue love and happiness in this life.
"Don't say that......" Wei Shanshan shook her head like a rattle with tears in her eyes.
Ling Shifan pulled out a light smile at her: "Go back, I can't be a good man, I can only sincerely wish you happiness." Don't have any burden, in fact, there is no such thing, you should also know that we are all about to burn out, but we are unwilling to let go of our fate, and now it is actually very good, at least keep the last bit of my heart in your heart. ”
Being able to do this, Ling Shifan is already very satisfied, he was born in such a family, and he should bear his responsibility.
But no good woman should accompany him into this quagmire.
He was greedy, and in exchange for the good times of falling in love in the past two years, it was enough to reminisce for a lifetime.
Since he can't guarantee her happiness for the rest of her life, let her be cared for by someone who can take care of her.
"Shifan ......"
"Go back, don't feel guilty, don't be sad, we are destined to have no future and results, ending it early will make us recall our achievements in the future, and feel that there is only sweetness and no pain." Ling Shifan closed his eyes tiredly after speaking.
Wei Shanshan looked at his appearance, and tears burst out of her eyes again.
Yun Xiangxiang walked over and patted her on the shoulder: "Let's go." ”
Wei Shanshan walked to the door of the room step by step, and Ling Shifan didn't look at her again from beginning to end.
It wasn't until the door was closed that clear tears slipped from the corners of Ling Shifan's eyes, and he still refused to break free with his eyes closed.
She put on her mask and walked out of the room, and Ling Shifan's agent, mother and stepfather got up from the rest chair.
Wei Shanshan looked at Ling Shifan's mother, and endless hatred burst out in her eyes.
She can understand how this woman could stop so much, and she didn't call her to settle accounts, it turned out that she was weak-hearted.
Yun Xiangxiang felt her anger and forcibly dragged her forward.
Wei Shanshan bit her lip, tears rolled down in large pieces, they all walked out of a distance, and seeing that they were about to reach the nurse's table, Wei Shanshan broke away from Yun Xiangxiang's hand, rushed back, and grabbed Ling Shifan's mother who was standing at the door talking to other doctors.
She stared coldly at Ling Shifan's mother, who was a little overwhelmed, with those red, swollen and bloodshot eyes.
"You don't deserve to be a mother!"
Her voice was like a knife scraping bones, and she couldn't wait to penetrate Ling Shifan's mother's texture, scrape off the flesh on her bones, and let her taste this unforgettable pain.
After saying that, Wei Shanshan shook off her hand, turned around and strode away, tears splashing out of the corners of her eyes as she trotted.
Yun Xiangxiang can understand her current mood, she is saying goodbye to a love she is in love with.
What is the most desperate love.
It's not about meeting someone who can't ask for it.
It's not about meeting someone who is empathetic and don't fall in love.
It's a person who clearly loves each other deeply, but can't be together.
"Cry." After getting into the car, Yun wanted to hug Wei Shanshan.
Wei Shanshan lay on Yun Xiangxiang's shoulder, crying heartbreakingly, Yun Xiangxiang could even hear from her crying what was a broken liver and intestines.
She cried so much that she felt a little sad when she thought about it, and she couldn't help but feel sour at the corners of her eyes.
Song Mian drove the car out of the hospital, after all, although Wei Shanshan didn't show her face just now, Ling Shifan's mother definitely knew about her.
Driving to a quiet place where no one could park, he took off his white coat, consciously got out of the car, and left space for them.
Wei Shanshan cried for a long, long time before she stopped sobbing, still lying weakly on Yun Xiangxiang's shoulder.
Yun Xiangxiang gently smoothed her back, feeling her emotions calm, before asking, "You and Nanzi, what's going on?" ”
Obviously, the person Wei Shanshan loves so far is still Ling Shifan.
If it weren't for this incident, even if he knew that Ling Shifan's mother was not easy to get along with.
For the sake of Ling Shifan's good, she still chose to ignore it, and they continued to entangle until Ling Shifan let go.
"He called the chairman in front of me and proposed this plan to protect me, and the chairman agreed." Wei Shanshan's voice was hoarse, and her moist eyes drooped.
The company's top management has decided, what qualifications does she, the person who caused trouble, refute?
Even if she is against it, who will listen to her?
Whether she knew about Ling Shifan's car accident or not, she could only follow the arrangement.
Because of the same plan, Ling Shifan couldn't do it for her, this was stabbing his mother in the heart.
Moreover, Ling Shifan's popularity is not as high as Fang Nanyuan's, and the company will not agree.
In fact, Yun Xiangxiang had already guessed and confirmed it with his own ears, but Yun Xiangxiang still didn't know what to say.
After hesitating for a while, Yun thought about it before saying: "Shanshan, you know why Nanzi did this, I hope you will let go of the past that you can't go back to as soon as possible, give him a chance, if it still doesn't work, then talk about your relatives as soon as possible, don't be impulsive because of gratitude." ”
She didn't want the tragedy of Qun and Hua Xiangrong to happen again.
Yun thinks that the two people who are together either don't love each other, or they need to love deeply.