Volume 1 Chapter 17 Fearless Entanglement
"I know, I also want Liang Ze to let go of those resentments and coexist peacefully with Moxi," Xin Yue actually still has expectations for Liang Ze in her heart, she feels that Liang Ze is a criminal police officer after all, and he will not go on like that forever, and his resentment will definitely dissipate slowly.
"Cong Xinyue, you are still holding such unrealistic fantasies," Mang only felt that Cong Xinyue's temperament was also very stubborn, and what he believed was that he must do it, no matter how much it cost her, but Mang felt that he must break Cong Xinyue's illusion, "Do you think Liang Ze can really accept the existence of the boss?" Would you really like to live in peace with the boss? If he could accept it, he wouldn't have driven into a traffic accident at the beginning, he was a cowardly person, he would always leave the pain to others and hide himself, now everything is over, and he blames the boss with righteous words, he doesn't know how much pain the boss has endured for him, from Xin Yue, you touch your conscience and say, is the boss really a shadow that should disappear? ”
"I didn't say that Moxi should disappear, I just hope that Liang Ze can not resent Moxi, accept Moxi, and the two consciousnesses can coexist peacefully, instead of suppressing each other like now, consuming the energy of their own bodies," Cong Xinyue didn't understand Mang's words, but she still held on to the last hope, hoping that Liang Ze could let go of his resentment and accept Moxi, "If Liang Ze can accept Moxi, I am willing to do anything for them, no matter what, I hurt the two of them first,"
"Cong Xinyue, you better wake up," what Mang couldn't see the most was Cong Xinyue's self-blaming expression, looking like he was going to be martyred for Liang Ze and the boss, "If your sacrifice can be exchanged for the peaceful coexistence of the boss and Liang Ze, then forget it, but now, will Liang Ze be willing now?" I think you know this better than me, from Xin Yue, don't deceive yourself anymore, what we have to do now is to minimize the probability of Liang Ze's consciousness appearing, so that this body can at least be cultivated, as for what the boss will do after recovering his memory, I think I will also respect the boss's decision,"
"Mang, I know, your words are really enlightening, let me understand a lot, I won't hesitate anymore, I will do my best to help Moxi, if Liang Ze is willing to give up resentment, it's the best, if not, I can only choose Moxi," Cong Xinyue had to admit that what Mang said made sense, it was that he wanted too much, and he suffered too much, and many things could not be both, and he had already made a choice when he was pregnant, and now he is meaninglessly entangled.
"From Xin Yue, the relationship between you and the boss makes me admire and move, if something happens in the future, I am willing to bear it," Mang knew that the next thing to do was to walk on the edge of the law, and if he didn't get it right, he would go to jail, "I will definitely not ruin you, I believe that the boss will do the same if he knew, Cong Xinyue, please don't refuse, or I will leave now,"
"Mang, why do you have to do this, you are a high-achieving student who graduated from a medical university, you can find a decent job in any hospital, start a family in the future, and live a happy life," Xin Yue understood that Mang said this to protect himself, but he did this for Moxie, but Mang didn't need to involve himself at all, "I asked you to come over to help, not to ruin you, otherwise why did I have to ask you to leave in the first place,"
"From Xin Yue, I found out that you have a problem," Mang pursed his lips and smiled, a little helpless, he knew that Cong Xinyue was for his own good, but this kind of good imposed on himself was not what he wanted, so he wanted Cong Xinyue to understand that it was problematic for her to treat others so self-righteously, "You are always self-righteous and doing things for others, thinking that doing this, or doing that is for the good of others, but have you ever asked the person concerned, does he think this is the best?" You drove me away like that, thinking it was for my own good, but you know what, you made me feel frustrated for the first time, made me feel like I was a useless waste, discarded, I saw you do a lot of things and you couldn't help, do you know the powerlessness in my heart? ”
"Mang, I'm sorry, I just thought I couldn't ruin your life, I didn't know you were so entangled in your heart," Xin Yue knew that his self-righteous behavior at that time actually made Mang so entangled, "So you didn't go back to your hometown at all, but chose to continue to stay in Lanzhou City, waiting or one day Moxi will think of you, right?" ”
"At that time, I was holding my breath in my heart, I didn't want to go back to my hometown, I just thought that if something happened to you or the boss, I might be able to help you, but you and the boss never came to me, I was like an outsider who was isolated, if I didn't have some contact with Ainoer, I probably wouldn't even know what happened to you later," Mang smiled self-deprecatingly, looking at Xin Yue's eyes with some helplessness.
"It seems that I am arbitrary and self-righteous, I should at least ask your opinion first," Xin Yue understood what Mang actually wanted to tell her was that there were many things that should not be done by relying on her own self-righteous ideas, which might hurt others.
"From Xin Yue, I'm not telling you this to make you apologize to me, I just want to tell you that you must objectively examine the pros and cons of the matter itself before doing anything, and ask the parties about their own wishes, rather than relying on your own subjective assumptions, you are a human being, not a god, no matter how advanced your professional skills are, you will make mistakes, understand?" Mang hopes to understand from Xin Yue that many things cannot be judged by her own alone, and she must look at the problem from an objective standpoint, so as to find the most suitable solution.
"Understood," Cong Xinyue smiled apologetically at Mang, "Thank you, you taught me an important lesson today, I won't be so subjective in the future, if I make this mistake again, you have to remind me in time, and you don't want me to stay out of this matter, we will bear it together if something happens, so decided,"
"You're still so strong," Mangjian Cong Xinyue had a resolute, unquestionable expression, but smiled.
"I've always been so strong, did you just find out today?" From Xin Yue also raised her eyebrows and smiled, and an instant tenderness flashed in her eyes,
"Okay, let's get down to business, I think you still have to pay attention to the implementation of psychological hints to Liang Ze, don't hurt Moxi, you should be careful when you implant psychological hints on him, don't become Moxi when you implement the hints,"
"I'll pay attention, this is also a difficult point, I'm afraid that I can't do it well, if you can guide on the side," Mang was still not sure about the implantation of Liang Ze's mental hints.