Chapter 52: The Last Days and the New Life (4)
Spring Dawn? The Myth of the Stars
Chapter 52: The Last Days and the New Life (4) [Page 1/1]
The four brothers of the An family sent several female politicians outside, and Yang Zhaolin and Xing Ruomei, who were standing outside, heard the bad news that Liu Yan was dead, and their faces were immediately like ashes, and they were supported by their subordinates, so that they did not fall completely. The door was ajar, Tan Jue and Zhuo Zhiyun both saw this scene, if they were in the past, they would think that this was a kind of performance art that was dissatisfied with their ruling policies, but now they are both a little depressed, it can be seen that Liu Yan's death also has a certain impact on them, and they have not spoken for a long time.
Zhuo Zhiyun remembered the thrilling scenes when they fled together in Tiexiang's off-road vehicle, at that time Liu Yan was the first man to really break into her heart, and he was a veritable hero. Even if he followed Ren Pengfei at the beginning, it was an expedient measure. Later, even if Ren Pengfei did not join the gang, his status was far from being comparable to Liu Yan. Zhuo Zhiyun knows very well that she loves power and money more, otherwise she would not have resolutely chosen to climb up after seeing through Liu Yan's lack of power and political ability, and finally married Tan Jue. But she knew very well in her heart that Tan Jue could not compare to Liu Yan except for power and money, and even far from it.
Seeing that Tan Jue was also so silent, she really couldn't figure out what the latter was thinking? Is it really painful for Liu Yan, the so-called sworn brother, to sacrifice? It seems that Tan Jue is by no means this kind of person, is he not a person who is about to die, and his words are good? She can indeed see that Tan Jue is about to die, that is, in the past few years.
Suddenly, there was a fierce, piercing long scream from Yin Xinshui's house, full of despair, fear and endless pain, although the distance was not close, but Yin Xinshui was the one who lifted the ban after all, and it was normal to have such an excessive reaction after hearing such bad news. It's just that this scream has been dragging its long tail, echoing in the valley endlessly, and it has not disappeared for a long time, and the fallen leaves are carried up by this sad wind, fluttering around, making a strange whining sound, covering the sky and the sun. This not only made the people of the capital who were already infinitely confused even more panicked, and could only look at Tianyu sluggishly, but also made Tan Jue's facial muscles twitch violently, his eyebrows drooped, and his eyelids covered his sockets in pain.
There are no outsiders in front of him, Tan Jue doesn't need to act in front of him, is he really sad for Liu Yan's death? Zhuo Zhiyun was puzzled, and wanted to tentatively ask him if he wanted to take some supplements, but Tan Jue covered his face, only showed a mouth, and said lightly: "Okay, you can go out too." ”
Zhuo Zhiyun didn't dare to be disobedient, nodded and hunched back, and then slowly led the door.
Tan Jue wanted to close his eyes and recuperate, but he always felt that the past clips were like hundreds of times fast-forward movies constantly invading and smashing his brain, stirring up a ball of egg yolk paste. He suddenly felt a little nauseous, covered his chest, snorted, and made the quilt filthy, especially to his horror, there was a lot of blood in the filth, could he ......?
Suddenly, a ray of clear sunlight gently poured into the room, Tan Jue realized it, he didn't expect that such a faint halo that seemed to break off at the slightest pinch actually broke through the layers of haze, gale wind and dead leaves in the sky, and smoothly pierced his curtains and shone into his room, and a soft and extremely warm feeling suddenly rose.
At this time, he completely opened his eyes and mouth, and looked directly at Liu Yan in astonishment.
"You...... You ......" Tan Jue kept closing his eyes and opening his eyes, shaking his head at the same time, and then looking again, but he could still see clearly, the person in front of him was really Liu Yan!
"You...... You're not dead...... Tan Jue suddenly remembered, this is impossible, the three of them saw it with their own eyes, how can it be fake? Besides, according to their status, they will never and do not need to lie to themselves! Liu Yan wants to kill himself who is terminally ill, and he can kill him directly when he enters Sun City, and there are not many guards around him, so there is no problem of deliberately supporting the guards around him.
He understood a little, coughed a few times, and barely laughed, but his expression was more ugly than crying. He thought of the visions that had kept coming to his mind over the years, from Dingo and Hellpure trying to kill him, to Selena's bloody eyes and tears of rage, to the hundreds of millions of green souls who had starved and fought to death in his hospital bed......
"You...... Do you think you were killed by me? Tan Jue asked helplessly. He understood that he was asking the air, and no matter how real Liu Yan was in front of him, it was an illusion that did not exist.
"My death was my own choice, and I will not hold you accountable."
Tan Jue didn't expect Liu Yan to answer himself vividly, and his demeanor and tone were vivid, no different from a real person, and he was stunned for a while. He was still not sure, was this his inner self-question, or did Liu Yan's soul really appear? It is said that the soul is the so-called brain waves, but the explosion of Liu Yan and the Mother of Red Bodies is enough to reshape a corner of the universe, not to mention brain waves, any matter and consciousness on the scene will cease to exist.
"But, Tan Jue, in the decades since I left, you know what has happened to the human world under the rule of Green Garden. I'm not going to hold myself accountable, but I want to ask you, are you responsible for so many tragedies? You...... Have you ever been ashamed of this? ”
Tan Jue's eyes suddenly widened, he would never allow others to say that he was not, even if he was afraid of Liu Yan in his bones, his bottom line would never allow anyone to be tempted, so even if he was facing the person he felt he couldn't face the most, he couldn't help but retort sharply: "I'm not wrong!" What's wrong with me? I am the greatest hero in the history of mankind from ancient times to the present day! Who overthrew the rotten Ganggu regime and drove the blind man and Tie Xiang out of their new homeland? Who is working every day for the food, clothing, shelter and transportation of hundreds of millions of survivors on the New Home Planet, day and night? Who is it that has torn between the two giants of the Justice League and the Peace League, ensured the independence and autonomy of the human race in Green Park, and won countless economic development projects for mankind? Who saved food and water for all mankind during the terrible natural disaster, so that they could survive the famine, and now more than double the population? Who is ......?"
"Tan Jue," Liu Yan suddenly interrupted him, "I don't want to refute you one by one. You're tired, I'm tired, we're all old. ”
Tan Jue suddenly felt a burst of intense heartache, accompanied by sadness, helplessness and madness, he only felt that his throat was blocked badly, he didn't vomit or feel unhappy, and he couldn't help but raise his voice: "Liu Yan, let me tell you clearly, in my life, I am frank and open, for the country and the people, I have done my best, and after I die, I have a clear conscience, a clear conscience!" I don't understand, why do you and everyone around me never mention so many of my earth-shattering achievements? Why do you only see in your eyes the slightest mistake that I have made occasionally, and I have expanded it infinitely, and kept accusing? Is this how you repay me for being a great man like me who has made such a great contribution to mankind? ”
Tan Juegang has been stubborn all his life, he has suppressed all public opinion with a tough policy, and all he heard were extremely numb praises, if he knew that these praises were the effect of his tough methods at the beginning, then after so many years, he has fully adapted to this mainstream evaluation and thinks that it is justified, and now he has not been terminally ill for long, and he is even more convinced of this, so that when he asked these words, he did not think about how true these words were, but was extremely sad and angry, He even shed tears of grievance.
"Big brother......" Tan Jue's shoulders trembled violently, and he couldn't cry and said, "Big brother, you are the only person I admire in my life, I don't know what you have been doing all these years, let alone how you have won the favor of so many people, I have to admit that your methods are much more clever than mine......"
Liu Yan shook his head and said faintly: "Tan Jue, you are still the same as before, you have never understood what I mean. ”
"I understand! I know! You people, pretending to be sanctimonious, actually want to drag me down from my current position, not counting, but also want to make me stink completely in history books and social allusions, and then step on my corpse, so that I can't turn over for hundreds of millions of years! Why? Why? ”
He roared hysterically for a long time, snorting and panting for a while, but Liu Yan didn't say a word, only looked at him calmly. Tan Jue was furious by this seemingly quiet look, and he knew very well that he still couldn't hide his weakness when he shouted so indiscriminately. The guards outside could actually hear it, but they still didn't dare to break in without permission, otherwise they would inevitably be killed, and only when Tan Jue clearly shouted "Someone" did they really dare to rush in. Tan Jue has been full of illusions all these years, shouting nonsense, and the guards outside have changed a few times, at first they were surprised, but later they all got used to it.
"You know very well why this is."
Tan Jue's heart was smashed by his unhurried words, and he couldn't help but raise his head sharply and asked, "You...... Are you dead or not? Are you still alive? ”
Liu Yan replied calmly: "Whether I am dead or alive, you will still follow the current trajectory to complete the road of your life." It's all yours, not me. ”
Yin Xinshui ...... I'm very good with her...... Although she often scolds me behind my back with those anti-thieves, I have never punished her for your own sake! ”
Liu Yan finally smiled a little teasingly, and said, "Tan Jue, Selena's eyes are blinded, and the creator's face can not be given, right?" ”
Tan Jue suddenly woke up, he understood that if he asked and answered himself in his heart, the illusion of Liu Yan created in his heart would never ask such a question, so he shouted angrily: "Her blindness was caused by the students who were messing around underneath, and it has nothing to do with me!" Why does all the bad things have to be blamed on me? Why do you never mention so many great contributions? ”
Liu Yan shook his head, smiled away, slowly paced from the end of the bed to the head of the bed, and said lightly: "All the sins have nothing to do with you, and all the credit is your selfless dedication." Tan Jue, I didn't come to see you to force you to recognize your mistakes, and I don't report this hope. ”
Tan Jue was stunned, his shoulders trembled violently, and he asked sadly in a cat-like cry: "You...... Are you here to kill me? ”
Liu Yan looked at him for a long time and said, "You are about to die." I'm here to see you. ”
When Tan Jue heard this, tears burst out of his eyes, his snot and saliva flowed down together, he couldn't suppress it, the corners of his eyes and mouth spasmed, and the fingers of his hands were shaking wildly.
"I'm not like you. I feel sorry for many people, including the hearts that have been waiting for me, and also all the people who have died due to various abnormal causes after I left......" Liu Yan looked out the window and said meaningfully, "Although there are so many regrets, fortunately, I have finally completed the one thing I need to do most in my life." Since I'm dead, let's die...... I have experienced the end of the world, but I have been reborn, and I hope that you will be the same, and so will the rest of my fellow human beings......"
The color of his figure changed from dark to light, gradually fading in the faint stellar light.
Tan Jue's last string of tears fell to the ground, and his hand also hung down.