178 Lies

"Mom, you're back." It was late at night, He Beifan sat in front of the piano bench and thought for a long time, and saw He Yulei walk into the hall and hurriedly greeted him, today he changed into pajamas, for fear of making his mother suspicious again. But He Yulei still looked very puzzled, and the woman looked at the baby son in front of her, "Fanfan, why haven't you slept so late?" You won't ......."

He Yulei looked at He Beifan's dress with some confusion, fortunately, her son is now wearing loose pajamas. It seems that Fan Fan didn't go out, but he was a little worried. The woman looked extremely tired, and the long hours of toiling today had left her without any respite. Sometimes, He Yulei feels like a spinning top, constantly being whipped by reality, and she is covered with scars.

Seeing that his mother was sitting in the hallway and taking off his shoes, He Beifan walked into the kitchen with interest, he took out a clean cup from the cupboard, and rinsed it with water. After that, the boy carefully poured warm water into the cup. Then he picked up his glass of water and walked towards his mother in the foyer. I saw that He Yulei had already changed her slippers, but she was still sitting motionless on the chair, as if she was resting.

Thinking like this, Beifan silently walked to his mother's side, and the boy blew the warm water in his hand, "Mom, drink some water." Fan said and handed over the glass of water in his hand. But He Yulei was very surprised by her son's behavior, and the woman was stunned for a second, and then took the glass handed over by Beifan.

He Yulei lowered her head, and was about to take a sip when she was interrupted by He Beifan, "Mom, drink slowly, be careful of burning." At some point, he learned to be meticulous and considerate, and he felt a sense of pleasure from the bottom of his heart when he looked at his mother's satisfied look. Seeing that He Yulei drank a few sips, still holding the water cup in her hand, but her cheeks were slightly raised, He Beifan took the cup in his hand knowingly, "Mom, you have worked hard today." ”

As the boy spoke, he walked towards his kitchen, which made He Yulei feel a little inexplicable. He Beifan would never say such things to himself, not that the young man was usually not filial, but he had never been so meticulous as he is now. Is he going to say something to himself? He Yulei's strong sixth sense made her more determined in her thoughts.

Seeing her son come out of the kitchen, He Yulei decided to speak first, "Fanfan, didn't I let you go to bed early?" Why are you still waiting for me at home? He Yulei complained rather distressedly, and the child standing in front of her looked a little haggard. The ruddy mouth that used to be no blood at this time. The eye sockets were sunken, but the look in the eyes was as sincere as ever. Why did she only work part-time for a few days, and her baby son became so embarrassed. He Yulei naturally didn't know that He Beifan went out to work without telling herself, otherwise, she would definitely not be able to accept it.

"Oh, Mom." There was some obvious dodging in He Beifan's eyes, but he couldn't find a suitable reason to perfunctory He Yulei, "That." Bei Fan rolled his eyes and continued, "That, today's repertoire is a bit difficult, and I haven't practiced it yet." And ......," the boy pouted, and then added, "I am not sleepy, and I do not intend to go to bed so early, so I will wait for you at home." He Beifan lied, so he couldn't help blushing a little, but such words made He Yulei sound very awkward. It's not that she doesn't know Beifan, this child has been sleepy since he was a child, and he will say that he is not sleepy. He Yulei naturally wouldn't believe He Beifan's nonsense, but she didn't expose him to his face, but let the boy continue to say this, and she was also kind enough to advise her.

"You're going to have class tomorrow." The woman pretended to be angry and said, "You stayed up so late tonight, and you will be sleepy in class tomorrow." He Yulei looked very worried again, "Tell me about you, even if you practice the piano, you shouldn't go to bed so late." You're still growing up, and if you continue like this, how can you afford it? "Sure enough, it's my mother, maybe he is the only one in this world who can talk to himself like this.

Beifan smiled, although he still didn't want to tell his mother the truth, he was inexplicably moved, "Mom, it's okay for me." He waved his hand, looking unconcerned, "It's you, you work so long a day, you should pay attention to your body." The corners of his mouth rose slightly, and his eyes were filled with an indescribable warmth.

"Alright, I don't care about your mother." He Yulei was not surprised that He Beifan said such a thing, her mother's attitude towards herself has always been so indifferent, the woman looks very old, and the corners of her eyes are wrinkled when she laughs. But He Beifan thinks that such a mother is very beautiful, and she seems to be the most loving person in the world.

"As for you, as long as you practice the piano hard, I will be very happy." He Yulei seems to be very content, and this is just her simplest and purest wish as a mother, hoping that her children can do what they want to do and get happiness from it. Her expectations for Beifan are so low and full of love. Speaking of this, the woman seemed to remember something again, "By the way, Fanfan, how are you doing in your piano class today?" How is the fingering practice? "She cares most about Beifan, this is a woman's heart and her baby bump.

"Huh?" He Beifan looked very weak-hearted, and the young man opened his mouth but didn't say anything. But He Yulei refused to give up, and her mother patted her head as if she remembered something, "Oh, by the way, did I forget to give you tuition today." Her face flushed a little, and she pursed her lips helplessly, "You told you Teacher Tao that you didn't, and you will pay it in next week." He Yulei looked a little embarrassed when she said, "That, Mom's salary hasn't been paid this month, and I'll give it to you next week." The woman said with an inexplicable sense of guilt, she didn't look at the child's face. But he didn't know that Beifan was also as embarrassed as himself, and the young man realized that it was time to have a showdown with his mother, but he didn't know how to tell his mother.

But it is not a matter for the mother and son to continue to stalemate like this, not to mention that He Yulei spoke again, as if she had forced He Beifan into a corner, "What's the matter, Fanfan?" Are you angry? Seeing that her son was slow to react, He Yulei began her cranky thoughts. Beifan was really helpless, "That." He clenched his fist, trying to look as calm as he could, "Well, Mom, I want to tell you something......" The boy pursed his lips, and stopped talking like this.

"What's wrong, you say." He Yulei looked at her son, her cheeks were serious, it seemed that her premonition today was right, He Beifan really had something to say to her. And He Yulei was also mentally prepared, but at the same time, Beifan looked a little cowardly, he opened his mouth, but he didn't spit out a word.

"What's wrong with you, talking?" He Yulei, who had been tired all day, looked a little impatient at the moment, and her son's hesitation and hesitation made the woman feel even more upset, and she looked directly at Beifan's eyes, as if she wanted to see him through. But the emotions in those eyes were too complicated, so He Yulei couldn't see why.

This sentence seemed to have been held in Beifan's heart for a long time, and at this moment he finally spit him out, "Mom, I won't go to piano lessons in the future." His voice was very soft, but it sounded very painful, the young man covered his head and didn't look at his mother's expression, he naturally didn't know how distressed He Yulei was, "Why?" She asked him loudly, but He Beifan did not answer her question.

"Tell me why? Why don't you want to go to piano lessons? He Yulei's whole person became extremely depressed, she didn't understand why He Beifan would say this to herself. She tugged at her son's sleeve, "Didn't you say you like to play the piano?" So why don't you want to go to piano lessons? He Yulei looked more and more excited, she even felt a long-lost anger, and He Beifan in front of her disappointed her. Beifan seemed very embarrassed, he really couldn't tell the truth to his mother, he was afraid that she would be sad, and he was even more afraid that his mother would cry in front of him, so silence seemed to be the best choice for He Beifan.

"Are you talking, are you dumb?" He Yulei has always been gentle and almost doesn't yell at He Beifan, but today is an exception. Because the child's current performance is really puzzling to her, she doesn't understand why she is working hard outside, He Beifan actually doesn't cherish it at all, let alone appreciate it, which really makes He Yulei very cold, so she is eager to know He Beifan's true thoughts in her heart, but she can't understand the child's hard work at all.

Seeing Beifan's silent appearance, He Yulei felt even more angry, "What do you mean by asking you?" She yelled at him, He Beifan didn't show anything on the surface, but he was extremely uncomfortable in his heart. But He Yulei looked unusually indifferent, "If you don't say it, I'll say it for you, okay?" She sobbed, "Because you don't have the perseverance." Maybe because she really couldn't understand Beifan's behavior, the words in her mouth became more and more ugly, and she spit out without thinking about it, "You like to give up halfway in everything you do." The woman looked more and more distressed when she said this, she still didn't want to say that her child was so unbearable, but the facts were in front of her, so she had to explode.

"So, I shouldn't have believed you in the first place." Her words became more and more ruthless, "You said you liked music, and you begged me bitterly. He Yulei's tears flowed down uncompetitively, "Okay, I promised you, I will let you learn art." You said you like the piano, okay, I've got you a piano lesson for you to learn. The woman covered her mouth again as she spoke, not wanting to cry out loud, "Am I not righteous to you?" But what about you? How did you repay me? You said again that you don't want to take piano lessons anymore, Beifan, you really disappointed me. He Yulei shook her head in disbelief as she spoke.

And He Beifan, who was standing on the side, was even more heartbroken, and his mother's tears and numbers were like sharp knives stabbing at the young man, making him unable to dodge. His heart was very bitter, but he couldn't reveal it at all. And this is what makes He Yulei the most painful, how she hopes that Beifan can refute herself and tell her that this is not the case. But the boy did not do this, on the contrary, he stood there silently, as if acquiescing to the fact that what he said was all right, that he was so unbearable.

But He Yulei was still unwilling, she had to ask He Beifan to tell her what he thought in person, "You said, are you reluctant to go to piano lessons because you feel tired and unwilling to endure hardship?" Her words hit the nail on the head, and it is good to understand what the child really thinks. Hearing his mother scold himself like this, He Beifan felt extremely lost. The young man practiced hard every day, and he didn't dare to slack off at all about the repertoire he learned, and his mother actually thought of himself like this.

But Bei Fan didn't defend himself after all, he sighed, looking serious and calm, "Yes, that's right, I'm not willing to endure hardship." His tone was very firm, and he couldn't see the slightest hint of unspeakability, but he couldn't bear to look at He Yulei's face.

"You ......" The woman looked very excited, she raised her palm, and she was about to pull it towards Beifan's body. The young man subconsciously closed his eyes, even if he was slapped by his mother now, he He Beifan was willing and would not have any complaints.

But what Beifan didn't expect was that He Yulei's slap didn't fall on him for a long time. The mother's hand was raised in the air, and then retracted, the expression on her face was painful, and her eyes were soaked with tears.