"Bells...... I really understand, I have been unable to understand the things I have been thinking about before, after hearing the outpouring, I have figured it out...... But why does my heart hurt so much...... I regret it...... Why? Why did I know ...... now. ”

The bell girl looked at Shen Xianhe's grief-stricken appearance, she didn't know what to do, she moved to Shen Xianhe's side with difficulty, sat on the ground with her, grabbed her hand, and asked puzzledly.

"Miss, what's wrong with you? What the hell did you figure out? What the hell is going on? ”

Shen Xianhe cried breathlessly, like a lost child.

"I know, I understand the reason why my mother did this, because she is the same as Mo Han, she has always had different feelings for Shen Wei, so after her death, she hated the person who killed her so much, she adopted me, married a bastard who couldn't be on the table, and did everything she could to protect the Shen family, and she made up for everything on me, because she ...... She loves Shen Wei...... That's why she loves Wu and Wu to do this, and even traded her life for my life...... I'm so sad...... I don't know anything...... I hate myself...... Why do you understand so late...... I've seen it all...... When she was a child, every time she saw Shen Wei's tablet, she was sad...... I feel so sorry for her...... I hated myself for why I was still alive...... Didn't care much about her...... Spend more time with her ....... ”

Shen Xianhe's words of remorse made the bell girl also think of Mo Yu, who lost everything in order to protect her, and in the end used her life to continue to protect her.

She also burst into tears, but it was calmer.

"Miss, you see, how similar we are, we have all experienced the destruction of our families, and we have all experienced the last relatives to use their lives to save us, but we can't live up to their sacrifice like this, I know you regret it, but, maybe the eldest princess has been reunited with your biological mother underground, and my uncle should also be reunited with my father, so we have to live well with their wishes, this is what they want to see the most, isn't it?"

The bell girl's words made Shen Xianhe slowly calm down, although the tears continued to flow down, but people also began to accept the reality, she wiped the tears on her face and said with a smile.

"Yes, you're right, I can't let go of her, I can't be immersed in those griefs, I want to live as she expects, well, happily, and happily."

The bell girl nodded and helped her up.

"So, I can't let these bastards hurt us, whether it's you or me, we are all people who live in place of our loved ones, we must be good and not live up to their expectations."

The bell girl said firmly.

Shen Xianhe looked at the bell girl's firm eyes, the girl who didn't understand anything in the past and could only be stupid and happy has grown up and become stronger, after going through so much, they are no longer their former selves, and now they are braver and stronger than ever.

Su Nianjun sat on the stone outside the door, although he was driven out, but he was strong in force, his ear power was amazing, and he listened to the conversation between Shen Xianhe and the bell girl word for word.

When he heard Shen Xianhe's grief-stricken cry, his heart hurt so much that he couldn't breathe, but he still chose not to go in to disturb them, because he couldn't go in, the matter of the eldest princess, in fact, he already knew about it, but he hid it from Shen Xianhe, so in this matter, he felt guilty and didn't dare to face Shen Xianhe, so he could only let her vent.

When the maidservant came to call him, it had been a long time, it was already dark, he pretended not to know anything, helped Shen Xianhe and said goodbye to the bell girl, along the way, the two of them walked quietly towards Shen Xianhe's courtyard.

It's just that as soon as he stepped out of the bell girl's courtyard, Su Nianjun squatted in front of Shen Xianhe.

Shen Xianhe, whose eyes were red and swollen, looked at him inexplicably, and said suspiciously.

"What are you doing here?"

Su Nianjun still maintained that posture, raised his hand and patted his back.

"Oops, why are you so stupid? Can't you see this? Come up, I'll carry you. ”

Shen Xianhe looked back at her surroundings, and although she didn't see anyone, she still hesitated shyly.

"You get up quickly, I can go by myself, get up quickly, ......."

It's a pity that Su Nianjun is not the one she gave up when she refused, as if she had eyes behind her back, she took two steps back, hugged Shen Xianhe on her back, and got up and walked.

Shen Xianhe was frightened by his sudden move, and while asking him to let her down quickly, he was afraid of falling, so his hand firmly grabbed his shoulder.

"What are you doing! Hurry up and let me down, it's not good to be seen, let me down ....... ”

Su Nianjun shook mischievously, so frightened that Shen Xianhe slammed his back tightly.

"If I were you, don't say anything, let me carry it quietly, otherwise, I would be happy to attract other onlookers for a while, but I'm afraid you will be unnatural."

I have to say that Su Nianjun's threatening words are very useful, and Shen Xianhe really closed his mouth, not daring to make a sound, for fear of attracting other people's attention.

Seeing that Shen Xianhe was not refusing, quietly hugging his neck and lying on his back obediently, Su Nianjun was extremely satisfied, and his pace became slower and slower, and he couldn't wait to carry her on his back like this.

But in the end, no matter how much he slowed down, he still came to Shen Xianhe's courtyard, but Shen Xianhe on his back didn't know when, he had already fallen asleep.

After returning to the courtyard, the maidservants saw them come back and saw Su Nianjun carrying Shen Xianhe on his back, their eyes widened in surprise, but they still quickly greeted him and said to him respectfully.

"Childe, leave the holy woman to us to take care of."

Su Nianjun saw Shen Xianhe, who didn't have the slightest reaction on his back, and smiled at them.

"No need, I'll put her to bed."

After speaking, he bypassed those maids, and then strode towards Shen Xianhe's bedroom, put the sleeping Shen Xianhe on the bed, covered her with a quilt, and instructed the maidservants who were guarding the side.

"Take good care of her."

"Yes."

After the order, he reluctantly left.

On the second day, after waking up, Shen Xianhe was extremely happy, this was the most comfortable sleep she had slept after waking up from her injury, so after waking up, her mood was extremely refreshing.

After the maidservants had served her and freshened up, she hastily had breakfast, and then ordered her to be carried by her and the bell girl to the library in Miaojiang.

Because no one came to the library all year round, only an old man guarded it, and I couldn't help but be happy when I saw someone coming.

"No one has been here for many years, but today is good, not only is there someone coming, but also a saint has come."

Seeing that the old man was so happy, Shen Xianhe also had the heart to inquire, so he started talking.

"Old uncle, how many years have you been here?"

"Me! It's been so many years, so long that I can't remember how many years, but since I took it over, I haven't left. ”

"That's really been a long time, by the way, old uncle, hasn't anyone been here in all the years you've been here?"

"I've been here, but it was many years ago, I don't remember it clearly, anyway, it's been a long time, and young people don't like to read and study anymore, I remember when I first came here, there were some people who often came, and then, gradually, no one came."

Shen Xianhe looked at the tattered library in front of him, and remembered that the bell girl had found the new library of those files before, it was not that the current Miao Jiang people didn't like to read, it was because with the new one, the old nature was eliminated.

Looking at the old man in front of her, she was so happy to see them coming, she only felt sad.

"Old uncle, that's right, we came here today to find some books related to the Holy Maiden, so please make it convenient for us to go in and find them."

Hearing that they were looking for books related to the Holy Maiden, the old man's face changed drastically, and his attitude immediately became fierce.

"What are you looking for those books?"

Such a reaction was expected by Shen Xianhe.

"Old uncle, that's the case, although I am a saint, I was not born in Miaojiang, and I am not very familiar with Miaojiang, plus, I only know the identity of my saint, but I don't know the reason why I am a saint and how I can protect Miaojiang."

"Well, I can testify that the saint really didn't know because no one told her what to do? That's why we're here. ”

The bell girl quickly chimed in.

After listening to Shen Xianhe's explanation, the old man looked at the bell girl again, so he sighed and said.

"In that case, then you can go in, but the library is a confidential place, and these entourages will stay outside the door with me, so you can go in and find it."

"In this case, thank you, uncle."

After getting the permission of the old man, Shen Xianhe hurriedly took the bell girl into the library pavilion, because the injury had not fully recovered, the two of them were not very convenient to move, so they could only help each other in.

While entering, the bell girl also asked Shen Xian Dao in a low voice.

"Miss, why are we here in this library? Is there something we're looking for? ”

This library pavilion was sent by Shen Xianhe to inquire, and then came over, this library pavilion is in the wilderness of Miaojiang City, because it is far away from the place where the people live, so, slowly, plus after the new library pavilion is built, no one comes here.