189 Truth
Yan Xin behind Yan's mother was also a second monk who was confused, just now they were shopping, and just walked outside, her mother said that she wanted to come and have a cup of tea. ET
As a result, as soon as he saw Yan Ke and Gu's mother here, his face changed immediately, and he looked like the mountain rain was about to come and the wind was full of buildings. Without saying a word, he strode over and grabbed his sister's hand.
Now looking at Gu Mu's guilty and embarrassed look, I have doubts in my heart, what is going on?
Seeing that her sister's hand was red by her mother, she couldn't care so much, so she nodded politely at Gu's mother and persuaded: "Mom, you let go first, you have something to say!" You see my sister is all scratched by you! Hands are red! ”
Yan Mu looked down, guilt flashed in her eyes, and she let go of her hand slightly, but obviously refused to let go of Yan Ke. His eyes glared at Gu Mu opposite, turned sideways slightly, and protected Yan Ke and Yan Xin behind him.
As soon as Gu's mother saw her affectionate appearance, she knew that her illness had happened again. At that time, she was too, Yan Ke was lost, so she hugged Yan Xin all day and night to find Yan Ke, looking for it all over the street, not letting go of any corner, like a headless fly.
Ordinary people want to get close to her and help her hug Yan Xin, she will become violently intense, treating everyone as bad people, except for her and Yan Huairen, and Gu Jifeng, who was still young at that time......
The pain and guilt in her eyes continued to increase, and the remorse in her heart was not enough to make up for her friend's scars, she knew that her sins were hard to atone, and if she hadn't listened to slander, they would never have become what they are now!
She knew that Yan's mother was full of anger, but after all, she couldn't bear to discard the sisterhood of more than forty years, and she wanted to explain, "Amei, I have no malicious intentions!" You don't want to be so excited every time, okay? Watch your body! ”
As soon as the sincere words fell, Mother Yan had already pulled the corners of her lips, snorted coldly, and sneered: "You have no malice? Do you think I'm going to believe it? Do you think I'm still the same Han Yumei who let you play before?"
"I tell you, don't dream! Your son, I'm not rare, and neither is my daughter! You Gu family don't have a good thing! Don't think I don't know anything! Whether my body is good or not has nothing to do with you, and it has nothing to do with your Gu family! Less in this cat crying mouse fake mercy! ”
The sharp cursing made Gu's mother look ugly, and Yan's mother's quarrel regardless of her image caused the people drinking tea and chatting on the side to turn back frequently, and many people looked over with curious looks.
Gu's mother's heart ached, and she explained with difficulty, "Amei, listen to my explanation!" Why do you believe Gu Guorong's words? Gu Guorong is an old bastard! The two of us have been friends for so many years, can't you trust me again? I know I've hurt you, but I'm also ...... for you."
She didn't even take care of her son's illness for her sake; In order to find her who was mentally disturbed, she ran all over the street in the middle of the night; In order to cure her illness, she accompanied her day and night and enlightened her, can't these efforts be worth the hatred in her heart?
Mother Yan clenched her fists tightly, her eyes were scarlet, and she seemed to see that she was not a sister for many years, but an enemy with a bitter hatred!
She knew that she should be rational, but as soon as she saw her and Yan Ke together, she would unconsciously appear in her mind that afternoon she smiled and said to herself that she wanted to see the appearance of the child, so sincere, but also so false!
She can't be quiet, she really can't be quiet! She was hidden in a daze for more than twenty years, and she felt like a fool! Like a madman! Everyone was watching her perform, and she was saying thank you to them!
She didn't want to hear her, she didn't want to hear her talk about the past, it was hell for her! When the once beautiful memories were ruthlessly torn apart, leaving her with only unrecognizable scars, how could she still face it calmly?
She's sane! But it's crazy!
She will no longer trust a person who wants to forcibly separate her from her daughter, nor will she trust a bad person who runs a train with his mouth full!
She used all her strength to compete with herself, and against Gu's mother opposite, glaring at her angrily, exuding an uneasy aura all over her body, her hand unconsciously clenched Yan Ke's hand in her hand, tightly, even her nails were deeply embedded in Yan Ke's flesh, and she didn't know it!
Yan Ke was in unbearable pain, but there was no way to call it out, her mother's abnormality made her frightened, not afraid, but surprised, her mother's demeanor at this time was too crazy, almost becoming a demon.
Mother Yan couldn't detect the strange eyes of the people outside, in her opinion, the current Mother Gu was her enemy! She's going to take on the enemy with all her might!
Screamed: "I can't see it! I can't see anything! I just saw how you took my daughter back then, and how you deceived me! You made my daughter suffer so much, lose so much weight, and let us be separated for nearly ten years! Do you think I'm going to believe you? ”
After finishing speaking, without waiting for Gu's mother to speak, she continued to taunt: "Yu Qiu, the mistakes you made with Gu Guorong and Gu Guoguang brothers, God will come to punish you!" For the sake of fame and fortune, you Gu family people will do whatever it takes to die on the word 'fame and fortune', and you deserve it! I'm going to watch how your son and Gu Guorong's uncle and nephew fight now! ”
Yan Ke and Yan Xin sighed in their hearts, looked at Yan's mother in disbelief, and then looked at Gu's mother who didn't say a word, and it was not difficult to read some information between the lines.
Could it be that her/her sister's disappearance back then had something to do with Gu's mother or even the Gu family?
Yan Ke suddenly felt like he had fallen into the ice cellar, a chill emanated from his heart, his brain was dizzy for a while, his ears were buzzing, and his steps became sour and weak.
She really couldn't believe that if, if she was really taken away by the Gu family or Gu's mother back then, and because of this, she was in an orphanage, living a life of starvation, and eating and drinking, then how would she face Gu's mother and face ...... in the future Gu Jifeng?
Seeing that the eyes of the two of them suddenly became foggy, she couldn't recognize the reality clearly, and she couldn't distinguish the false. The scene of Gu's mother holding her and Gu's father making her laugh broke into her mind, and she remembered their relationship that was closer than her relatives.
Even if she used a little trick to make Gu's mother unhappy just now, then the "surprise" they gave her now is inevitably too big! Did they know how much she hated her! She hates them as much as she loves them!
When she was beaten by the old dean, she was hating; She hated when she was locked up in a horrible little dark room; She was hating when she was robbed of food by a rat in the corner...... She hates those who abandon her, hates those who gave birth to her but don't want her, hates those who bully her!
No one can understand the darkness in her heart, she is like a wild lily blooming in a stone crevice, obviously so delicate, but she must bear the baptism of wind and rain alone. Without anyone to protect, she must learn to protect herself!
She struggled to survive under their whips, grew up painfully under their bullying, and may have thought about death at a young age, but after all, the hope of life triumphed over the desire to die!
She survived! With her own skills.
One afternoon, she ushered in a turning point in her life. A man named Father found her in the orphanage, and he brought her back, gave her plenty of food, beautiful clothes, warm embrace, and affection, and taught her what it means to be reluctant!
Because of reluctance, she pretended to be happy; Because of reluctance, she pretended to be well-behaved; Because she was reluctant, she pretended to be chic!
Yes, everything she has is a disguise, and the disguise is painful, but it also makes people happy, at least they are reluctant to make her sad, reluctant to let her suffer a little bit of harm, but at this time, her biggest hurt still comes from the people they love her so much......
She used to want to know the truth about her exile, and after she learned about it after returning to the Yan family, she knew that her parents would not really want her, but she never thought that the truth would be so cruel!
If everything was done by the Gu family, then what was her intimacy with them before? Confessing to a thief?
So what is their kindness to her? Glancing at Gu's mother's guilty look, her heart suddenly became miserable and desolate, and a wry smile appeared on the corner of her mouth, when did she Yan Ke need to live in their pity and guilt?
Yan's mother's angry words not only shocked the two Yan Ke sisters, but also made Gu's mother embarrassed, and Yan's mother's repeated accusations made her unable to raise her head.
Although there are not many people in the tea hall, there are also a lot of them, and the fierce quarrel here has long attracted people's attention, mocking, curious, watching jokes, and shocked...... The look is different.
Yan Ke sniffed, suppressed the churning in his heart, and saw his mother's crazy look, scarlet eyes full of hostility and vigilance, like a female beast that was injured but still tried to protect her cubs.
The heart beat irrepressibly, it turns out that the mother is always the mother, and the blood is thicker than water! Under the fierce pursuit of reason and emotion, she once secretly blamed her for not protecting herself well, and now it seems to be her fault!
She and her are relatives, but she used to be closer to Gu's mother, not because Gu's mother loved her more, but because she couldn't completely let go of the blame and hatred for her mother in her heart! In her opinion, protecting children is a skill that every mother must learn! And her mother was derelict in her duties!
But now, seeing the hurt look she had never seen on her mother's face, and seeing her arrogant posture of defending herself, she could no longer say anything to blame. That's a mother's gesture, and she understands it as a mother!
The mood was complicated and unspeakable for a while, while feeling guilty for the childish hatred he had had, he endured the pain, gently hugged his mother, and comforted softly, "Mom! Don't get excited, okay? I'm not going anywhere! It's true! No one can take me away from you! ”
Leaning on his mother's body tightly, absorbing the warmth that he had never had the opportunity to feel back then, he wanted to bury his head, rubbed on his mother coquettishly, and muttered in a low voice: "It's my fault, I shouldn't have left you for so long!" I'll stay by your side honestly in the future and not go anywhere until you bother me, okay? ”