Xiao Zhen watched Ding Qing have nightmares on the hospital bed, unconsciously talking nonsense, her tone was full of despair and fear, and her pale face was sweating profusely, so she looked extremely fragile.

He pulled out a tissue, leaned over to wipe the beads of sweat, and held her swinging hand tightly with one hand, lest she unconsciously hurt herself and the fetus again.

"I don't want it!" An exclamation startled Xiao Zhen, "Ding Qing, wake up, wake up, I'm a senior brother." ”

Xiao Zhen shook Ding Qing's shoulder, feeling that her whole body was trembling, he quickly patted her face with his hand again, regardless of the sweat or tears in his palm, he must pull her back from the nightmare.

"Ding Qing, don't be afraid, wake up quickly, senior brother is here, don't be afraid."

I don't know why, he suddenly wanted to tell him, yes, with him, don't be afraid of anything! This is what she needs most at this time!

Ding Qing, who was curled up in a dream, seemed to hear a familiar voice ringing in her ears, she looked up, a beam of light shone down, she saw Xiao Zhen's gentle and worried face, she couldn't tell whether this was in reality or in a vague meaning, she instinctively reached out and held the warm hand he stretched out.

In a daze, with a familiar voice, concerned words, and a warm palm, she finally woke up from her nightmare and slowly opened her eyes.

The trembling eyelashes were crystal droplets, Ding Qing suddenly held Xiao Zhen's hand tightly the moment she saw Xiao Zhen, as if she had found the light to move forward in the darkness, Xiao Zhen saw her open her eyes, and her heart was greatly relieved.

"Ding Qing, you're finally awake, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay to wake up!"

Ding Qing's consciousness became clear little by little, the desperate horror in the dream was still echoing in her mind, her heart was still painful, hearing Xiao Zhen's voice, her eyes widened suddenly, looking at him in horror, almost at the same time, she let go of her hand.

Looking at the concern between her eyebrows, she couldn't help but think of everything that happened in the dream, she knew that she had returned to reality, she in reality was not much different from her in the dream, everyone's reaction was the same, everything told her that it was true!

Why didn't she die, why save her, it's worse to live like this than to die!

Since he has entered the doctor, he must have known about his pregnancy, but he didn't say a word or ask, did he care or did he think he felt ashamed and silent?

Either way, she didn't have the face to face him again!

Xiao Zhen frowned involuntarily, her frightened and guarded eyes, even he pushed him away, such a feeling made him a little unhappy, but he was helpless, she could have such a reaction, she should have expected it, didn't she?

"Why don't you let me die?" Ding Qing struggled to sit up from the bed, Xiao Zhen saw this and wanted to step forward to help, but she pushed her away and asked again, "Why do you want to save me?" "Why let her suffer again!

"Do you want me to watch you die?" An uncontrollable anger flashed in his eyes, and if it weren't for her special circumstances, he would have been eager to go up and slap her twice.

What is more difficult than living, since you are not afraid of death, are you still afraid of living? Why is she so different from the only one, if the same situation happens to the only one, she will definitely not seek death and life, and make the people who care about her worry and sad.

In fact, the only thing is not much better than her now, although her heart hurts to death, but she still faces everything with a smile after crying, which may be the only thing that attracts him the most.

Ding Qing sneered, "It's a hundred dead!" She didn't miss the anger in his eyes, but why should he be angry, isn't he the one who should be angry?

If she was hit by a car and died, there would be no pain at all, why bother to live better than die like now, she still has palpitations in her dreams to this day.

Xiao Zhen's sideburns and muscles were all around, and he gritted his teeth and said angrily: "Do you think you will be liberated when you die?"

"What else would you let me do?" Ding Qing suddenly roared, "Do you want me to live in the shadow of this matter every day?" Do you know? The man still had my handle in his hand, and it was better to die than let him continue to threaten. He wouldn't have understood her pain.

"What?" Xiao looked at her in shock, "What's the handle?" Why don't you call the police? ”

"He ......" Ding Qing suddenly hid her face and cried bitterly, which made her speak.

Her heart is like a leaf that is about to be blown down in autumn, without a trace.

Seeing her like this, Xiao Zhen seemed to have guessed what the handle was, he got up and sat on the edge of the bed, and held her in his arms, "Discharged from the hospital, will I accompany you to the police?" Don't let them continue to go unpunished. ”

"No, you can't call the police." When Ding Qing heard this, he pushed him away in horror, "You will only be known to everyone like this, then I might as well die." "Besides, once this kind of ugly thing is called to the police, it will definitely make a big fuss, and before it is his turn to make a move, Ding Shusheng can kill himself.

Xiao Zhen, who was almost pushed off the hospital bed by her, blurted out, "Isn't it me?" ”

"Are you there?" Ding Qing withdrew her tears and sneered, "Can you stay with me as if nothing happened?" ”

"I ......" Xiao Zhen didn't expect her to ask so suddenly, and he was suddenly speechless, and his eyes didn't dare to look at her.

Ding Qing sighed and said, "I know."

The answer is already very clear, and if you ask again, it's just a shame on yourself, he is not a saint, how can he accept such an unbearable woman on the premise of not liking himself, it is estimated that a man is unwilling!

Xiao Zhen pulled the corners of his mouth, lowered his eyes, did not speak, helped her up and sat down and walked out, and when he came in again, he was followed by the attending doctor.

Seeing the doctor come in, Ding Qing seemed to have found a life-saving straw, and when the doctor approached, she grabbed the doctor's hand and pleaded in fear: "Doctor, please help me remove the evil seed from my stomach." "This child is a nightmare of his own, and he must not stay.

"What's going on?" The doctor was taken aback by Ding Qing's sudden move, and couldn't get rid of Ding Qing's hand for a while, seeing that she was excited, he had to look at Xiao Zhen and ask, "She means a child who doesn't want a belly?" ”

Xiao Zhen nodded helplessly, hesitated for a while, and asked, "Doctor, take out the child now, it's no problem, right?" ”

"You young people are so irresponsible, since you have the courage to steal food, but you don't have the courage to bear it!" The doctor was somewhat indignant.

"We have a last resort." Xiao Zhen sighed.

He didn't bother to explain, and he didn't want to explain the origin and problem of this child, but this child really couldn't ask for it, and if it was solved earlier, Ding Qing would be able to get out of the sea of suffering as soon as possible.

"No matter how hard adults go, they can't joke with children!" She is a doctor, a doctor, a parent, and welcomes the arrival of every child, how can she bear that they give up so easily.

Ding Qing heard that the doctor meant that she didn't want her to kill the child, but she couldn't explain her problem, so she had to get up from the bed, knelt on the bed, hugged the doctor's hand like crazy, and cried: "Doctor, you don't understand, you don't understand, please, I beg you."

"I don't know what you young people think now." The doctor shook off her hand angrily, "I'm going to have surgery in the afternoon." ”

Xiao Zhen sent the doctor to the door, "Excuse me, doctor." He was stared at by the doctor with a bit of self-pity, as if he really regarded him as a heinous villain.

Sitting back on the edge of the bed, Xiao Zhen watched her lie on the bed after being shaken off by the doctor, without saying a word, he didn't know what she was thinking, and he didn't know what to say for a while, and the atmosphere in the ward was embarrassing.

This silence was directly silent until the afternoon operation time.

When Ding Qing was pushed out of the operating room with a pale face, she looked at Xiao Zhen, smiled weakly, closed her eyes, and said weakly: "Finally removed this time bomb." The tone revealed the relief after relief.

She is liberated, and the child who has not yet been born is also liberated, I hope that this child will find a good family to reincarnate in the next life, and not come to herself again.

When the doctor was operating, she deliberately begged the doctor to inject a little less anesthetic, although the whole process was painful to death, but she didn't even snort, not even frowning, she must always remember this pain, remember this pain deeply.

So much so that after she came out and said that, she fainted.

When she woke up again, it was already noon the next day, and the sunlight shone in through the window, making her frown, and her eyes searched around, but she didn't see Xiao Zhen's figure.

Ding Qing stared at the ceiling with blank eyes, her hand on her stomach, and a burst of pain from under her body told her that the child was really gone, her first child was gone, and tears were quietly dripping down her cheeks on the pillow.

It's the best ending, isn't it? Why did she have heartache? She asked herself, if it weren't for the drug addiction, would she have left this child behind?

When she is not sober, she will definitely answer "yes" without thinking, and she wants him to disappear immediately. But now calm down, will it really? She didn't know, she hesitated......

She can't tell whether she is reluctant or not, but Ding Qing is sure that the departure of the child can make things easier!

It is said that miscarriage is like confinement, the next thing is to take good care of the body, only when the body recovers, can you do the next thing, at this time a trace of ruthlessness flashed in her eyes, she will never let those people be satisfied.

At this moment, the door of the ward was pushed open, and Ding Qing didn't even lift her eyelids, closed her eyes and pretended to sleep. The sound of this footstep was too familiar to her, and there was no one else except Xiao Zhen, "Get up and drink some porridge, I just went out to buy it." ”

After Xiao Zhen came in, he put the porridge on the table, looked at the person on the bed, knew that she had woken up, walked to the head of the bed and began to adjust the height of the bed so that she could sit up and eat something.

"In the future, you don't have to worry about my business." Ding Qing sat up and said this coldly.

Xiao Zhen didn't look at her, put the eating shelf, brought the porridge to her, and said lightly: "When you get well, I have something to tell you."