132 A thousand cups are not drunk, but they are drunk
has always been a person who has never been drunk for a thousand cups, and finally he is still drunk......
Yan Xin's eyes were empty, listening to his low and deep words ringing in her ears, obviously so gentle, so affectionate, but she felt like ashes.
After a long time, she stretched out her hand to stop him from wiping away tears, and asked mechanically, "What did you just call me?" ”
The small sound made Gu Jifeng's originally chaotic head wake up like a dream, the alcohol quickly subsided, his body flipped over, and he left the sofa, freeing the person trapped on the sofa.
Yan Xin slowly got up, straightened out the messy clothes, and couldn't help but smile bitterly in her heart, seeing his embarrassing appearance, she felt like a trash, disgusted by him to the point of uselessness!
Gu Jifeng secretly scolded his dizziness, turned around and didn't look at her disheveled appearance, and said in a little panic: "I'm sorry!" With his head down, the man in his thirties suddenly looked like a shy child, and the roots of his ears turned red.
Yan Xin also sat up from the sofa, caged the clothes that were about to be torn by him, and said in a lamented voice: "She is the reason why you broke up with me, right?" ”
That year, he said, "We can't go back to the past, I'm not the Gu Jifeng I used to be, I don't want to delay you!" ”
She saw the struggle in his eyes, knew the reason in her heart, but didn't want to admit it, stubbornly no, wanted to admit it, thinking that then she could return to his side. Yan Ke left, she stayed by his side, she thought that one day his eyes would return to her, she firmly believed!
But, after so many years, he would rather be alone than let her accompany him! He didn't think she had given enough time, so she kept waiting! But until he went to Jincheng, she panicked and chased after her, fortunately they hadn't met, or if they did, Yan Ke refused to come back with him!
Oh, yes! Yan Ke is so stubborn and arrogant, how can he be small? She took advantage of this and found Yan Ke and deliberately misled her and asked her not to return to Yunchuan!
It's just that people are not as good as heaven, my mother is sick, Ji Ziqi is back, and Yan Ke will naturally come back! She saw that his eyes as he looked at Yan Ke became burning and painful, and her heart was also painful, but what could she do? Who calls this itself a dead knot that cannot be untied?
She was in pain, so she asked them to stay with her!
The living room was so silent that the breathing of the two could be heard, Gu Jifeng did not answer, and only an embarrassing silence was in response to her. Seeing that he didn't answer, Yan Xin asked affirmatively: "You fell in love with her six years ago, didn't you?" ”
Still don't answer!
Yan Xin smiled, smiled with tears, raised his head and forced the tears back: "It's so good!" The person I have been thinking about for many years was snatched away by another woman in just three months! This is the protection you keep saying? ”
Yan Xin was aggressive, her face was less gentle than before, and her voice was hoarse and miserable, "My good sister!" My good sister! After snatching almost everything, I snatched you! ”
"I'm sorry!"
finally spoke, but Yan Xin didn't intend to let go, "I'm sorry? She smiled, chewed on these three words carefully, and said, "I'm sorry for her?" Or for yourself? ”
Returning to silence, Yan Xin waited for a while, but there was no answer, and she smiled again, the defeat in her heart made her almost unable to say anything else, "Since you love her?" Why did you let her go in the first place? Why don't you go to the trouble of finding her back? ”
Her voice grew louder and louder, a little hissed, "If you really like it, you should go and grab it back, what's the point of buying drunk by yourself?" When did you Gu Jifeng become a wreck! ”
Her words pierced Gu Jifeng's aching heart, the corners of her lips tightened, and her fists clenched with a gurgling sound, "You go to the guest room to rest!" I'll go in first! I'll send you back tomorrow morning! ”
Yan Xin looked at the back of Qingjun who entered the bedroom without looking back, laughed miserably, and felt a clear pain in her heart, when did she Yan Xin become someone else's stand-in? Is he so persistent? Don't even want to look at her?
This apartment was the place where she returned to China many years ago, and he settled her to live, at that time, she thought that this would be her safe haven, but she didn't expect that what was waiting for her was his neat and neat word "breakup"!
The beautiful dreams of childhood turned into youthful love in adolescence, and the sweet dreams of later years were shattered. ET's long road seems to have gone through a lot of hardships, after a century, but in the end, what it turned into is still not to rekindle the fire of love, but to ashes!
What is the reason for all this?
The summer night is unbearably hot, and the air conditioner in the house keeps turning far away all night, but no one can sleep, I don't know if it's dry heart or body.
Gu Jifeng leaned against the balcony, the cigarette butt was lit and extinguished, the light and shadow of light and darkness revealed some ghostly colors in the silent night, his brows wrinkled and loosened, loosened and wrinkled, and countless silk threads were difficult to sort out in his mind.
I was upset, but I didn't know that I had given him a "surprise" the next day!
**
In a repair shop in Jincheng, Li Xiaodong handed Guoguo a newly bought Barbie doll and instructed: "Guoguo can't run around!" Dad went to fix the uncle's car, and when he was done, he would take Guoguo to the amusement park, okay? ”
Li Xiaodong was urged by phone to come to the repair shop early in the morning, Yangyang wanted to take martial arts classes, Lingling wanted to open a shop, Guoguo had nowhere to go, so he had to take her to the repair shop.
But the smell of the repair shop was unpleasant, and he was afraid that Guoguo would not be used to it, but he really had no choice, so he had to place her in a position a little far away from his position, but he could see her at any time. I also bought a new gift to give her peace of mind.
Guoguo followed his hand, glanced at the two anxious uncles over there, and nodded sensibly. Li Xiaodong touched her head and praised: "That's good!" After a few words of uneasy advice, he walked to the broken down car and began to concentrate on repairing the car.
"Assistant Li, what can I do about this?"
That's right, it was Xiao Li and another employee of the company who were waiting here, Xiao Huang.
Three days ago, he went from Yunchuan to Jincheng to run errands, and today is the day to go back, and he has an important document in his hand that he needs for the afternoon meeting. I wanted to rush back early in the morning, but the car broke down halfway through, and I was looking for someone to pick it up, but it was too late, so I could only hope that the car would be repaired soon.
What if it can't be fixed?
Xiao Li also showed a hint of concern, and asked Li Xiaodong, who was fiddling with the car, "Master, is this car a big problem?" How long will it take to fix it? ”
Li Xiaodong wiped his sweat and took the time to reply: "It's okay, it's just that there is something wrong with the engine, I will debug it, and it should be about the same!" ”
"Thank you so much!" When Xiao Huang heard this, he immediately smiled, "Assistant Li, now we are saved!" We should be able to get to Yunchuan before the meeting tomorrow morning. ”
Yunchuan?
When Guoguo, who was holding Barbie, his eyes lit up, he raised his head, looked straight at Xiao Li and Xiao Huang, and there was a sly smile on the corner of his lips.
"That's it! Give it a try! ”
When Xiao Huang heard this, he immediately jumped into the car and twisted the key, and sure enough, the fire caught fire. Quickly took out the money and thanked Li Xiaodong. But no one noticed a small figure and climbed into the back seat.
Li Xiaodong took the money and watched the two leave. The weather was too hot, and the sweat mixed with the heavy smell of gasoline was really not suitable for holding the child, so after thinking about it, he instructed the staff on the side, and said: "Xiao Zhang, you help me take a look at Guoguo first, I'll take a shower, and I'll be back soon!" ”
The man took time out of his mind and replied, "Okay! Brother Li, you can go with confidence! ”
"Assistant Li, that young man's repair skills are really good, he got it all at once, if it was in Yunchuan, I guess he would have opened a chain repair shop a long time ago!"
"Yes, in this small place, it's really a bit of a lack of talent!"
Xiao Li's words are also full of praise for Li Xiaodong, the fee is not high, and the person with good skills is probably really difficult to find now, he is young, if he is willing, it is estimated that the future is limitless!
A low voice of conversation came from the front end, and Guoguo, who was lying at the bottom of the back seat, couldn't help but flip her little body, hugged the big Barbie in her hand, stared at the carport with big eyes, and frowned.
The air conditioner was turned on in the car, but for Guoguo, who was not used to air conditioning, it was a little stuffy, and the strange smell wafted into her little nose, and she couldn't help muttering: "It smells so bad, or Guoguo's small bed is the most comfortable!" Fragrant and soft! ”
Guoguo was lying under the seat, her small body curled up, and the person in front of her didn't pay attention to it, so she couldn't see it at all! In addition, the color of the glass is too dark, and people outside naturally can't see the inside, but the inside can clearly see the outside.
Guoguo lay down, glancing at the scenery flying outside from time to time, and his eyes began to fog. The speed of the car was fast and steady, and she was afraid that Li Xiaodong would be worried, but when she thought that she would be able to see her mother soon, she couldn't help but be sweet in her heart!
I miss Mommy so much! Mommy will miss Guoguo too! If Guoguo goes to Yunchuan and surprises Mommy, will Mommy cry happily?
Don't, Guoguo doesn't want Mommy to cry! Mommy is so ugly when she cries! Well, it's so fierce!
Oh! That's right! And grandma, Mommy said that she wanted Guoguo to accompany her grandmother!
What does grandma look like? Will she like Guoguo? Or like Grandma Wolf, will she eat the fruit?
No! Guoguo don't want to eat Guoguo's wolf grandmother!
.......
The little head thought a lot, frowned for a while, smiled sweetly for a while, and wrote all the little thoughts on his face, dizzy, sleepy and sleepy, and fell asleep like this......
Gu Jifeng thought about it all night, and when Yan Ke said those words on the roof that day, his resolute appearance constantly disturbed his nerves! He wanted to let go, but he really couldn't let go in his heart!
She had already disturbed his heart, invaded his heart before he knew it, and entered his internal organs! It's just that he has been stubbornly refusing to admit it!
Now, how could it be possible for him to uproot her? No matter what she Yan Ke thought, he had to find a way to keep her by his side. In the past 30 years, he may not know how to love people, but in the next 30 years, 60 years, 90 years, he hopes that she will not leave her life.