Chapter 47: Desperate!

Meng Tian's uneasiness and refusal to let go Xiao Ling didn't feel it, and the promise she gave was quite attractive to her who still loved him, but she heard too many oaths, and it was these oaths that weaved an invisible net that trapped her here.

Now she is really tired, more than a year of loneliness and hardship is already her limit, now he has erected a thick layer of diaphragm in his heart to Meng Tian, it is not easy to pierce them, if they don't pierce them, they have to continue to live for more than a year, she is tired of it, escaping is the only solution she thinks of, how can she give up easily?

But now that she has to face such a Meng Tian, if Xiao Ling wants to say the words of ruthlessness, she said it again, so she had to use silence to show her determination, Meng Tian saw that Xiao Ling didn't speak, thinking that her words had moved, so she continued: "Girl, I once said that my heart is all with you, without you, it is equivalent to having no heart, and without a heart, I can live so much?" So without you, I will die too, don't you leave me, okay? ”

Meng Tian's words seemed to bring Xiao Ling back to that innocent self, at that time he was carefree and spoiled almost lawlessly, but it has only been more than a year! How do you feel like you've been decades?

Xiao Ling was suddenly frightened by the passage of time, and a series of doubts suddenly appeared in his heart, how did he become such a resentful woman in a year?

This thought made some things that had always existed but she deliberately ignored them, such as inexplicable misunderstandings, inexplicable slaps, such as the ambiguity between Meng Tian and Bo Yun, as well as those hurtful words, and the children they lost forever before they had a chance to meet......

Thinking of this, Xiao Ling's composure disappeared in an instant, and he suddenly wanted to break free of his hand from Meng Tian's big palm, Meng Tian naturally wouldn't let go easily, but Xiao Ling didn't care about anything else, and didn't care if his hand would be injured, nor would he care if it would affect his back, he just wanted to be freed.

Meng Tian didn't want to let go of Xiao Ling, he always had a feeling that it would be difficult to hold it if he let go, but when he saw that Xiao Ling's hand had been pinched and a little red, he didn't dare to stalemate with her anymore, and let go of her in accordance with Xiao Ling's wishes.

"What's wrong with you? Are there any injuries? Meng Tian let go of Xiao Ling, but was worried that Xiao Ling's struggle just now would hurt herself, so she anxiously wanted to pull her hand over again to see if her hand was good, but Xiao Ling didn't give him a chance to touch his face this time, and dodged his hand in time!

Meng Tian didn't expect Xiao Ling to suddenly resist himself like this, his hand was in mid-air, and he didn't know whether to take it back or continue to pursue, but Xiao Ling ignored Meng Tian's embarrassment, and said to Meng Tian as if warning: "Don't touch me!" ”

This is what Meng Tian never thought that Xiao Ling would say to himself, he was a little stunned for a while, and after being stunned, he found that Xiao Ling seemed to be a little excited now, and he didn't dare to act rashly: "Okay, okay, I won't touch you, I won't touch you, as long as you don't say you want to leave, I will listen to you!" ”

Xiao Ling didn't seem to appreciate Meng Tian's good discussion: "I don't want you to listen to me for everything, I just need to leave, I don't want to stay here anymore!" ”

Xiao Ling's repeated words about leaving also made Meng Tian, who didn't have much patience, a little angry, his eyes became a little red because of anger, and he suddenly forcibly grabbed one of Xiao Ling's wrists and asked, "What do you want?" Why are you just thinking about leaving me? Am I bad for you? I've given you everything, what else do you want from me? ”

Xiao Ling shook off Meng Tian's hand that was holding him fiercely, and he didn't care if it would hurt him, and he also glared at him with red eyes: "What do I want?" I also want to know how I want? Do you know how I've been doing this year? What have you given me over the past year? ”

Xiao Ling's words made Meng Tian speechless, it is true that he has been avoiding her because of guilt for the past year, and if he wants to see her, he will only sneak a few glances at night when she is asleep. ＥＴ

Xiao Ling saw that Meng Tian didn't speak, so he continued: "All you give me is retreat and avoidance, do you know how sad and self-blamed I am for losing my child?" Do you know how much I wish you could be by my side, even if it's just to give me a little comfort? No, nothing, you just hide by yourself, sometimes you come out and rub salt on my wounds again and again, trampling on me again and again! ”

Hearing Xiao Ling's accusation, Meng Tian's heart couldn't help but tremble, he wanted to refute but couldn't say anything, what else could he say? Isn't what Xiao Ling is talking about exactly what he has done in the past year or so? He never knew he was really doing such a thing!

Xiao Ling pointed to the place of his heart and looked at Meng Tian and continued: "Weida has been torn apart again and again and then stitched up, my heart is already scarred, I am only eighteen years old, I don't want to continue such a day, you let me go!" ”

Until this moment, Xiao Ling still didn't understand why she still wanted to return to Mengfu when she went out, obviously she went to the suburbs to see Wang Su, she could go wherever she wanted, and she didn't have to be bound by here anymore, but she still came back, did she just want her to come back and enjoy this heartbreaking moment?

Although she was very distressed about what Xiao Ling said, if it were someone else's words, Meng Tian would definitely nod her head without hesitation and agree to such a request at this time, but now that this object has become Xiao Ling's words, it will be different, no matter what she says, Meng Tian's answer is the same: "No, I don't want you to leave!" No matter how painful or happy I am, I won't let you go! ”

This is Meng Tian's selfishness, but if he wasn't so selfish, he would probably lose her forever in this life! He also knew that his stubbornness would only make the two of them unhappy, but as long as he could see Xiao Ling in front of his eyes, he could bear it no matter what the result was!

Xiao Ling didn't expect that Meng Tian would have such a decisive time, but she was also quite determined, when a person made up his mind to do something, he often had an indomitable determination, so since Xiao Ling had the determination to go, what Meng Tian said could not easily stop her.

Xiao Ling knew that Meng Tian was a stubborn person like herself, and it would be difficult to turn back on what she had decided, she suddenly lowered her body and took out a dagger from Meng Tian's boots, which she gave to her at the beginning, and she didn't ask for a dagger when Meng Tian gave her the jade pendant and dagger again, so Meng Tian always held it.

Xiao Ling's behavior made Meng Tian very stunned, and when he came back to his senses, Xiao Ling had already put the dagger on his neck, and she had no other way, she only hoped to use this method to force Meng Tian to agree to her request.

Meng Tian didn't expect Xiao Ling to make such a move suddenly, and he was frightened when he saw that the dagger was only an inch away from Xiao Ling's flesh, but he didn't dare to stretch out his hand and act rashly: "Girl, what are you doing?" Hurry up and put the dagger down, you are in danger like this! ”

It didn't have any effect on Meng Tian's anxious frightening Xiao Ling, she still put the sharp place of the dagger mouth on her neck: "I just want to leave, if you insist on refusing, then I will commit suicide, maybe then I can go back to the place where I originally belonged!" ”

Originally, Meng Tian had scruples about Xiao Ling putting the dagger around his neck, but after hearing Xiao Ling's words, his scruples turned into fear, and he was afraid that after Xiao Ling left him, he would go to a place that he couldn't reach, and he would never be able to find her.

This kind of fear transcended everything, so Meng Tian did not hesitate to stretch out his right hand and hold the dagger in Xiao Ling's hand, and the bright red blood immediately flowed out along the tip of the knife like a stream, and in a while, a fiery red peony was smeared on Xiao Ling's clothes and quilt.

Xiao Ling was frightened by Meng Tian's disregard for his own safety, and subconsciously let go of the hand holding the handle of the knife, Meng Tian's hand also let go of the dagger at this time and immediately slid to the ground, Xiao Ling also forgot about his stalemate just now, and immediately grabbed Meng Tian's flesh and blood blurred palm.

The wound in the palm of the palm was very deep, but seeing the white and turned flesh in the palm, the blood was still bubbling out without being stopped, Xiao Ling was a little at a loss but did not dare to act rashly, after all, she didn't know how to do medical skills and didn't know what happened to Meng Tian's injury, if it hurt the vital point, what should he do after being a general!

"Ah Jing, Ah Jing ......" Xiao Ling quickly regained his reason and shouted loudly outside the house at the moment of panic.

Ah Jing had been waiting outside the house, and when he heard Xiao Ling's anxious voice, he didn't care about anything, and immediately pushed open the door, and when he saw the big pool of blood in the house and the dagger that rolled to the ground, Ah Jing was also frightened, and he was stunned at the door of the room for a long time without reacting.

"Ah Jing, go find the doctor, Childe's hand is injured!" Xiao Ling saw that Ah Jing came and went without any other reaction, so he anxiously began to command, but after he finished speaking, Ah Jing did not react from his stunnedness, Xiao Ling called anxiously again: "Ah Jing, what's wrong with you, go quickly!" ”

"Oh...... Be...... Yes, slave and maid will go, slave and maid will go! Ah Jing came back to his senses and immediately turned around and left in a hurry.

Xiao Ling's panic Meng Tian saw in his eyes, although the wound on his hand was very serious, but he didn't feel the pain at all, he only felt sweet in his heart, as long as Xiao Ling was still willing to accept him, as long as she stopped saying that she wanted to leave, this pain was nothing to him!