156. Distressed in the past
When Shen Xinjing woke up, he rubbed his head, and he didn't know how to dream of Xiao Lanmo again, and Ou Qian next to him was still asleep.
In the dream, Xiao Lanmo was criticizing herself, saying that she was reckless and sloppy! Maybe it was yesterday's fight, Shen Xinjing thought that if Xiao Lanmo was there, he would definitely blame himself.
Shen Xinjing didn't get up, for fear of disturbing Ou Qianyi, so he lay on the bed and didn't move. Following the dream, I remembered my instructor, Feng Yaoming.
In Shen Xinjing's impression, Instructor Feng has always been a warm and humble person, and Xiao Lanmo's partner is really a good match, the two of them are red and white, strict and kind, and all the work led by the squadron is very smooth, and every soldier is trained to be like a little wolf!
On the morning of the second day of punishment, Shen Xinjing was on the training ground, and Instructor Feng called Shen Xinjing down.
"Shen Xinjing, how is your training status lately?" The instructor smiled and talked to Shen Xinjing, without a little distance.
"Report to the instructor, the training is in good shape! Missions can be completed! Shen Xinjing is full of spirit.
"Come here, I have something to say to you! Yesterday the captain punished you, don't take it to heart.
The captain's pursuit of the ultimate awareness of actual combat is not without reason, he has experienced the smoke of war, and he has a personal experience of the cruelty of the real battlefield.
Team Xiao had participated in peacekeeping missions to protect our embassy, and he was only 19 years old that year!
It was there that he first experienced what it means to be in turmoil, terror, and stray bullets......
There were bullet holes everywhere, and there had been heavy fighting everywhere it was hit.
Peace really doesn't come easily! Shen Xinjing! Terrorists are more arrogant than imagined, they are unscrupulous and inhumane.
There, every day is nervous and panicked, the head is carried in the hand, and you can't let your guard down when you eat.
19 years old, Shen Xinjing, what are you doing at 19 years old?
In order to ensure the absolute safety of Chinese diplomats, our fighters must constantly adjust their positions, always block the ambassador with their bodies, and be ready to block bullets at any time.
Isolated in that dangerous environment, waiting for each next second to come.
In the face of interrogation again and again, Xiao Lanmo and his comrades-in-arms loaded all their guns, kept their fingers on the trigger for a moment, and passed by the terrorists several times, facing each other.
If the other party wants to attack, the Xiao team can only fight back face-to-face, and there will be a lot of sacrifices.
Use firefighting to give ambassadors and diplomats a head start off the battlefield, and as long as they are safe, the mission is complete. Instructor Feng raised his head and looked at Shen Xinjing, knowing that Shen Xinjing had received a huge shock in his heart.
Feng Yaoming paused and said, "A soldier is born on the battlefield, and he would rather have blood stained with his guns, and he will never abandon the citizens of his own country, and he will never retreat a single part of his country's territory!"
In order to make their presence felt, terrorist organizations also want to create international influence, deliberately provoke all kinds of incidents, and indiscriminate attacks make Xiao Lanmo and his comrades-in-arms in a tense atmosphere all the time.
You don't know, Shen Xinjing, when he heard the sound of the night training gun on the training ground in his sleep, Xiao Lanmo would wake up instantly.
In that year, Xiao Lanmo spent almost every day in a tense, cruel, and bloody environment, and he became extremely cautious when he faced the brutal battlefield.
This is also why, in daily training, Xiao Lanmo has almost harsh requirements for "battlefield thinking". Shen Xinjing, I hope you understand, Team Xiao is doing this for your good and for everyone! Looking at Instructor Feng's sincere eyes, Shen Xinjing nodded solemnly.
"I don't blame the captain, instructor, thank you for telling me this, let me know more about the captain's past!" Shen Xinjing understood what the instructor meant, and returned to the training ground with the gun.
Shen Xinjing was lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling, Instructor Feng should know about his relationship with Xiao Lanmo, and those words were deliberately said to himself, don't affect the relationship between the two people because of training.
Shen Xinjing never knew these things, remembering that she was a 19-year-old sunny female college student, met Xiao Lanmo, had the best girlfriend, enjoyed love, and wandered in the ocean of knowledge.
I have always lived in love, and I feel wronged even when I am criticized, how did Xiao Lanmo survive on the edge of life and death?
Shen Xinjing tossed and turned, not knowing what kind of life Xiao Lanmo was living now, He Sen's words were still ringing in Shen Xinjing's ears. Shen Xinjing had a voice in his heart, go find Xiao Lanmo!
At this time, Ou Qian next to him also woke up, and came over and hugged Shen Xinjing, "Ah Jing, I'm hungry." Shen Xinjing turned to look at Ou Qianyi, and was surprised that Ou Qian was able to call out his name.
"Qianyi, are you okay?" Shen Xinjing looked at Ou Qianyi, looked left and right, and was really happy in her heart, "Are you hungry?" Let's go for breakfast! ”
When Shen Xinjing came to the kitchen, she saw that Ou's mother had already made breakfast, although it was simple, but Shen Xinjing was already very satisfied.
Ou Qian also came in at this time, "Mom, you are also here, I am so hungry, you will make something to eat!" "Happily sat down and ate porridge.
Ou Ma and Shen Xinjing looked at each other and smiled, and when they saw Ou Qian like this, they both felt happy in their hearts, and the two of them also sat down happily to have breakfast.
"Mom, where's my dad? Traveling? Ou Qian also raised her head and asked while eating porridge, her eyes innocent and flawless like a child.
Ou Ma stopped what she was doing, and the tears in her eyes came up all of a sudden, "Qianyi, what's wrong with you?" Have you forgotten everything? ”
Shen Xinjing looked at Ou Qianyi and decided that he must go to the hospital for an examination today and could not delay any longer. took out his mobile phone to call Ye Yinli, and Ye Yinli said that he would drive over immediately.
When Ye Yinli came over, Shen Xinjing and Ou Ma had already packed up their things, coaxed Ou Qian and said that they were going to see Ou Ma, and Ou Qian came out obediently.
Before getting into the car, Ye Yinli whispered to Shen Xinjing that in this case, he had to go to the psychiatric hospital to find an expert to take a look, and Shen Xinjing also agreed. Ye Yinli has already asked the family to contact the doctor over there, and they can go directly.
Ye Yinli drove to the city's famous No. 2 Psychiatric Hospital. Ou Qian didn't know that it was her own problem, and she was still worried about whether Ou Ma was uncomfortable along the way.
"Hello, Director Zhang! I'm Ye Yinli. Ye Yinli took the initiative to stretch out his hand, and Director Zhang shook hands with Ye Yinli kindly.
"Hello, Xiao Ye, I've heard what Mr. Ye said, don't worry, I'll show your friends a good look." Director Zhang looked erudite and kind, and Shen Xinjing felt very relieved. Top