Chapter 330: Yesterday's Shengxiao
Woohoo.
The red soft pillow embroidered with Biyue Jinlan was torn, leaving a hideous gap.
Taking advantage of the other party's momentary distraction, Yan Liwu broke free from the vicious clutches that tried to suffocate himself to death, turned over and sat up, holding the soft pillow of Jinlan full of Bixiao's blessings in his arms, and his heart was torn apart.
Opened the window and jumped into the room, Mu Jiuge lowered his hand and walked into the trembling night raider step by step, for a moment he seemed to want to raise his arm to tear off the man's black veil, but finally sighed and gave up.
"Bi Sheng, that's enough."
Names that shouldn't appear, people who shouldn't appear, all kinds of contradictions have become clear because of this name, and because of this name, everyone's expression is no longer relaxed.
After being silent for a long time, and when he left in panic, the man finally pulled off his veil, raised his chin slightly, and faced the painful Mu Jiu Song between his eyebrows.
"Senior brother." Dumb called.
The beautiful face in the exquisite moonlight is the same as in the past, the eyebrows are like distant mountains, the eyes are like sparks, and the corners of the smiling mouth seem to be blown up by the spring breeze.
Bi Xiao would never smile like that.
No matter how many hardships and ups and downs she goes through, Bi Xiao always faces life calmly, even if God always sends grief again and again, she will not despair, give up, and show this distressing expression.
Suddenly, he let out a long breath, Bi Sheng's clenched fist slowly loosened, and there was no longer any color in his eyes: "When did you find out?" ”
"It's been a while, and at first it wasn't sure, and it's been a trial all this time." Mu Jiuge glanced at the silent Yan Liwu, and took out a folded letter from his waist, "This is the news that Moqing sent someone to transfer to me, the reason why I changed my itinerary and returned to Dingyuan County is to protect Miss Yan and prevent you from secretly poisoning you." ”
Bi Sheng was in a trance, lower than the approximate whisper: "Senior brother?" Did he find out that I wasn't Bi Xiao? ”
"It's not Moqing, he hasn't seen you for a long time." Holding the torn soft pillow, Yan Liwu finally spoke, his tone low and slow, "Bi Sheng, you and Bi Xiao are twin sisters, if you deliberately imitate her, few people can tell who is real and who is fake." But you forget, there is still someone in this world who has been watching her, waiting for her, and caring about her, and only that person will never mistake you and Bi Xiao. ”
There is indeed such a person in the world, and he is the only one.
"Brother-in-law?" Bi Sheng smiled dumbly and staggered back two steps.
Mu Jiuge took a few steps forward, protected Yan Li's worries behind him, and when he looked at the little junior sister who made a mistake, his eyes were still full of softness: "Bi Sheng, no matter how much you hate Miss Yan, this immature hatred will always be unraveled one day, now you have to let go, you can't make mistakes again and again." Obedient, little girl, it's too late to let go, no one will blame you. ”
"Why don't you blame me? Isn't it because I'm not wrong? With a panicked expression, Bi Sheng's hateful gaze struck Yan Liwu, gritting his teeth and saying word by word, "If it weren't for her, my senior brother would love me for the rest of my life; If it weren't for her, how could something happen to my sister? At this point, no one blames her, but she pretends to be kind and says that she won't blame me...... Senior Brother Mu, didn't you think that all this was because of her?! ”
"Then why don't you want to think about who caused all this? Who repeatedly made things difficult, who gave Jiu'er to the enemy, and who caused the big girl to fall off the cliff? Bisheng, it's time to open your eyes and see clearly, the person who caused these tragedies is not Miss Yan, but you! ”
Mu Jiuge always smiled gently, like a warm brother to give care and care to each junior brother and sister, so excited and angry, it was the first time in Bisheng's memory.
Looking beyond Mu Jiuge to Yan Liyu, who was sitting in a daze, Bi Sheng showed a sad smile.
"What's the use of talking about it now? I've done it, and I don't regret it, and if God gave me a second chance, I would still do it. But I still don't understand, how did my brother-in-law find out? He can't say or watch, how can he tell his senior brother that I'm not a sister? ”
"If you like someone, you can't help but want to know everything about them." Yan Liwu said softly, "After the eldest brother found out about the difference between you and Bi Xiao, he wrote a short but extremely difficult letter, and Toshobo sent it to Moqing. The letter didn't say much, but I guess it must be because your words and deeds are slightly different from Bi Xiao's that big brother will find out. Because of this, the eldest brother will often go to see the Bi Xiao that everyone treats as you, looking for clues from it and trying to solve the doubts. ”
I can't remember that from that day on, Wen Mohong no longer nested in the bedroom, but frequently appeared in Bi Xiao's sleeping room, looking at her like that, touching her with his stiff arms and palms.
Bi Sheng didn't know what Wen Mohong's actions represented, and in order to cover it up, she told others that it was Wen Mohong helping her take care of her sister, and it was a sign of feeling sorry for her and being considerate of her. In fact, Bi Sheng has always been obsessed with this, but there is no way to stop it - if it is stopped, it may make Wen Mohong even more suspicious, right?
It's a pity that no matter how she hides it, every word and deed, every action and a light sigh, after all, it can't be exactly the same as Bi Xiao, and the truth is finally exposed.
"Hidden for so long, your purpose is to hurt Miss Yan, right?"
Regarding Bisheng's true purpose, Mu Jiuge still couldn't bear to say it too bluntly, and only replaced it with the word "harm", but he couldn't hide the helplessness between his eyebrows.
"From the very beginning, you have planned for the ultimate goal, and several times the design has made people in the house think that it is an outsider who wants to hurt Miss Yan, but in fact it is all a play played by you alone. This explains why you have said many times that you heard someone sneaking in, but the eldest prince did not hear any sound, and why an outsider knows the palace so well, and everything is taken from the palace; If you think about it, you have been alone for a period of time before every accident, and you are out of everyone's sight when the accident happens. ”
tacitly, Yan Liwu glanced at Mu Jiuge, who happened to turn back.
His eyes swept over Bi Sheng's wrist, and his tone was almost a sigh: "Mo Qing once told me that Bi Xiao once cut his wrist in order to persuade his eldest brother, so he has a scar on his wrist; When I saw that you also had a scar on your wrist, I naturally believed your words, and I didn't even think about the fact that you had already made up your mind to swap identities with Bi Xiao when you fell off the cliff. On the way back, Mu Daxia wrote to ask Wang Yuanwai, and learned that the medicine farmer didn't pay attention to the nuances of your clothes when he rescued you and Bi Xiao, and he couldn't rule out the possibility that he would be exchanged by you before returning to Wang Yuanwai's mansion. I don't know how much you hate me, but to be able to do this, you can really say that you are deliberate and uncompromising. ”
"Yes, that's right, when I learned from the medicine farmer that my sister might never wake up, I made up my mind to live as a sister and wait for an opportunity to take revenge on you."
Bi Sheng stretched out his hand and rolled up his sleeves, and the scars at night were dazzling.
"In order to be more like my sister, I did not hesitate to add a scar to myself, but unfortunately, the scar on my sister's wrist could not be removed, so I didn't let anyone get close to her, so as not to be discovered by you. I keep these pains, these forced helplessness in my heart, and every time I feel pain, I will tell myself that this is all because of you, all because of your words! ”
The room fell silent for a long time.
"At the end of the day, what did you get?" After the sigh, it was Mu Jiuge who murmured.
Favorite people, cherished relatives, status, fame...... What else is there now besides resentment and pain?
Maybe at the end of this life, all that's left is hate.
It's too late to change, and Bisheng can give herself the only remaining peace, the calmness that sees through everything and lets go of everything, or rather, despair.
"Why didn't you expose me earlier? Have you been watching my jokes for so long? Is it in your eyes, it's fun to see me play the role of my sister every day but think I'm seamless? Oh, yes...... I'll always be a joke, and I don't deserve anyone's cherishing at all......"
With a dumb smile, Bi Sheng sat on the ground with her back against the wall.
Yan Liwu sighed slightly.
"Whether it's Mu Daxia or Mo Qing, no one wants to believe that this is the truth. You think I'm making fun of you these days? You're wrong, I'm just looking for evidence, racking my brains to prove that you're Bi Sheng and not Bi Xiao. Bi Sheng, I wish you had just made a mistake on the spur of the moment, so that I could convince myself to forgive you, but now ......"
"What now?" Bi Sheng was stunned, and the smile on the corner of his mouth concealed mockery.
Grabbing the soft pillow, the fingers of the soft pillow moved lightly, and a trace of annoyance welled up in Yan Li's heart, but it was suppressed by a deeper sadness.
"When you are blindfolded by hatred, and you don't even hesitate to make a sorry move, you are hopeless."
That sentence was like a magic spell, and it made Bisheng's face as white as paper in an instant.
A lot of things happened in the Dingyuan Palace, which was shrouded in heavy snow, some of which were visible to everyone on the surface, and some of which were carried out quietly, such as things that only Yan Liwu and Mu Jiuge knew.
And these facts portrayed are too chilling.
"Remember when I got that book from my room? Actually, it's a blank book, and to show you those few lines, I just compiled it. ”
Taking a deep breath, after several hesitations, he decided to completely spread out the most cruel truth.
"In fact, there is no miracle medicine that can wake Bi Xiao, and the two packets of medicine I brought back have nothing to do with her condition. The two packets of the medicine, one of which is sunflower powder and the other of which are Tianxingsan, are both materials used to make rouge, and they do not react when applied to the skin alone - however, the two herbs have conflicting medicinal properties, and if applied at the same time, they can trigger allergic symptoms, causing many red spots on the skin. ”
The topic suddenly changed from inexplicable grievances and entanglements to pharmacology, and ordinary people must have been confused when they heard it, but in Bi Sheng's ears, this was ironclad evidence that proved her most despicable crime.
I have explained that it is important to use the two drugs together, otherwise no matter how much you use it, it will have no effect.
Therefore, Bisheng can use one of them less.
So of course, Bi Xiao's skin will not show any symptoms, and the combined effect of the two drugs will never be shown on Bi Xiao's body again.
"I gave you so many days to prove that you still have a shred of conscience, but unfortunately to this day Bi Xiao still has no reaction that should be done - in order to prevent Bi Xiao from waking up and ruining your plans, you only used one medicine, right?" Quietly looked at Bi Sheng with a miserable smile, and Yan Li's heart was cold, "Bi Sheng, Bi Xiao is your sister, everything she does is to make your life better." But what about you? In order to take revenge on me, you actually gave up the opportunity to wake up Bi Xiao! Are you still insisting that you're not wrong?! ”
The stern questioning was palpitating, and Bi Sheng shrank back and buried her head deep in the crook of her arm.
I don't want to see, I don't want to listen, I don't want to face the reality that there is no way out, I don't want to see myself who has been swallowed up by hatred and lost my heart.
chose revenge and gave up the opportunity to wake up her sister, and at that moment, she could no longer live as a person.