"It's the kind of marriage that ties you to another woman for the sake of the company. I also like my girlfriend very much, but now she is not my girlfriend anymore and my mother broke us up, but I like her very much and I still want to chase her back. ”

Chang Zhongye rarely said so many things at once, and he never tried to talk to someone he had never met. There are few people who can let go of their full defenses like now, maybe the atmosphere is just right, or it may be that the words of the driver's eldest brother touched Chang Zhongye, Chang Zhongye only felt that the more he talked, the more he couldn't stop.

Hearing Chang Zhongye's words, the driver's eldest brother couldn't help but feel a little emotional, he couldn't imagine that his experience was so similar to the experience of the young man in the back seat, and he couldn't help but feel a little sorry in his heart.

After all, the driver's eldest brother, as a person who has come over, also understands how sad this kind of thing is for the person concerned, after all, not anyone dares to do such a thing as revealing a scar, and the pain in it is not something that ordinary people can bear.

Seeing that Chang Ziye seemed to be caught in his own thoughts at the moment, with a look on his face that looked like he was forced by his mother at the time, he was very distressed and painful, the driver's eldest brother wanted to comfort Chang Ziye, but he didn't know how to comfort him, some things, although everyone understood it in their hearts, but they really wanted to say why, but they felt extremely difficult to say.

At this moment, the driver's eldest brother feels like this, and the feeling of being forced by two people who are very important to him is really uncomfortable, although the driver's eldest brother is a person who has come over, in this matter, the driver's eldest brother doesn't know what to say to make Chang Zhongye's mood improve.

I could only continue to sigh and continue to talk about my own affairs, hoping to divert Chang Zhongye's attention and make him feel better, "Later, I married the woman I met on a blind date and gave birth to two children, but I had no feelings in the end, and it didn't take long for me to divorce, and now the two children are taken by my mother, and the woman also said that she didn't want children, and she chose to remarry." ”

After all, at the time of the divorce, was that woman still young, and who wouldn't plan for their future? The driver's eldest brother also understood the woman's decision, after all, it was not her who was wrong, but he couldn't let go of one person in his heart, so he married someone else in a daze. Speaking of which, the driver's eldest brother only felt that he had failed the woman in this matter.

Chang Ziye heard the words of the driver's eldest brother and understood that the driver's eldest brother said this just to divert his attention, probably because he was frightened by his current expression, Chang Ziye understood the driver's brother's kindness, and couldn't help but be a little moved.

"Later, I heard from her. I was really happy to know where she was, and then I suddenly understood that I might really have to be her in this life. After all, after so many years, I thought I had forgotten it, but as a result, as long as I heard her name, I would feel that there was no reason at all, and I probably only met that one person in my life. ”

The driver's eldest brother only thinks that people have such a long life, and they can make themselves think about a person for three or five years. In his time, feelings were very pure, like is like, dislike is dislike.

"But you know, when I went to look for her in her place, I searched for a long, long time, but I didn't find her. Later, I asked people in the neighborhood, holding her pictures one by one, and asked them if they had ever seen the woman in the photo. No one said they had seen it, but when they were about to despair, an old man said......"

Speaking of this, the driver's eldest brother finally couldn't help choking up, as if he was back to that day, back to the mood of that day, only to feel that the whole person was like a thunderbolt from the sky, and he couldn't accept what the old man said at all.

"The old man said she was dead. In her second year in the city, she died, sick and dead. There was no one around, so he left quietly. Her body was only found after a few days when the neighbors felt a little wrong. ”

The more she talked about the driver, the more sad she felt, it was all because of herself, if it weren't for herself, would she leave her hometown alone? If it weren't for herself, she would still be a lively and cheerful little sun who often makes others feel warm.

Thinking of everything he brought her, the driver's eldest brother couldn't help but feel sad. Because of this incident, the driver's eldest brother was depressed for a long time.

At that time, the driver's eldest brother's mother also knew about it, but at that time, the driver's eldest brother's mother no longer had a dislike for her in the past, probably because she was older, and she no longer cared about those things, or it could be that it had been a long time, and her son had already experienced a failed marriage, and she also understood that there were some things that could not be forced.

So no matter how depraved the driver's eldest brother was at that time, he kept drinking bottles of wine at home, didn't go out for several months, and didn't take a shower for a long time, and the whole person looked extremely unkempt.

No matter how depressed the driver's eldest brother was at that time, the driver's eldest brother's mother only spoke earnestly so many times, and when she saw that her son couldn't listen, she didn't say anything more. As if she had atoned for her sins, she worked hard outside and returned home to take good care of her son.

"I was depressed and used to speak coldly to my mother. My mother worked hard and took care of me when I had nothing to do. Maybe it was too hard, but finally one day my mother fell ill, and then I suddenly understood that I couldn't go on like this, I had been depressed long enough, I had lost a very important person, and I couldn't lose a second one. ”

Since then, the driver's eldest brother has regained his strength, probably depressed for too long, and he also understands that he can't go on like this, what he lost will not come back, no matter how much he regrets it, but what he still has, he can't forget.

Listening to the words of the driver's eldest brother, Chang Ziye only felt very depressed in his heart, such a person with such a similar experience to himself had such a result, Chang Ziye couldn't help but think that he and Cen Canglan would also part ways in the end.

Even if I just think about it, Chang Zhongye feels extremely unacceptable. After all, it's the person he likes so much, Chang Zhongye really can't imagine how sad he will be if he really loses Cen Canglan, and what will become of him.

In fact, in Chang Ziye's heart, he admired the driver's eldest brother a little. He thought that if he was the driver's eldest brother, he might really be hit by that kind of news and never cheer up again, and maybe, he would be depressed all the time.

The driver's eldest brother suddenly found that he had just fallen into a thought, the car was quiet for a long time, and when he came back to his senses and looked through the rearview mirror, he couldn't help but be a little shocked when he saw Chang Ziye's sad look on his face at this moment.

It may be that he has just reopened his scars, or that his feelings have not calmed down, but at this moment, the driver's eldest brother actually feels that looking at Chang Zhongye's expression is like looking in a mirror, as if he was once extremely embarrassed.

Thinking of what Chang Zhongye said just now, thinking of the young man in the back seat suffering the same pain as himself, and thinking of the current relationship between him and his girlfriend, the driver's eldest brother couldn't help but sigh.

At that time, when the driver's eldest brother was very depressed, he sighed countless times how unfair God was, obviously his beloved her was so good and kind, but God gave her such an ending.

At that time, the driver's eldest brother only felt that the world was full of malice, and he only felt that good people had good rewards, and lovers would eventually become dependents, all of which were lies. At that time, due to the depression of the mood, the driver's eldest brother even felt that he was suffering from a phobia of people, as long as he saw strangers, he was very scared, thinking that they would harm themselves, and they would look down on themselves.

It's just that in the end, all this has passed, so at this moment, although the driver's brother thinks about it, although he will still feel very uncomfortable, but it is not as painful as it was at that time, after all, time cannot remove the scars, but it can make your wounds slowly scab.

As long as the driver's eldest brother thinks of how painful he was at that time, as long as he thinks that there is such a person in this world who has such a similar experience to himself is suffering the same pain, he can't help but feel a little trance, he doesn't want Chang Zhongye and his girlfriend to experience the same as himself, he hopes that Chang Zhongye can overcome the obstacles of the outside world.

Looking at Chang Ziye's tangled appearance at the moment, it is not difficult for the driver's eldest brother to guess Chang Ziye's feelings at this moment, probably hearing that a person who has such a similar experience to himself has such an ending, he can't help but deny himself in his heart.

Thinking of this, the driver's eldest brother couldn't help but feel a little empathetic, sighed, and said again, "But what I regret the most at that time, when I heard the news of her death, I didn't hate my mother, I just regretted that I didn't stick to it, because my mother's ancestor stopped me from hesitating, you know, girls are actually very sensitive and fragile." ”

Chang Ziye couldn't help but be stunned when he heard the words of the driver's eldest brother, he just fell into contemplation and couldn't extricate himself, and he came back to his senses at this moment. Chang Zhongye heard the words of the driver's eldest brother and understood that the driver's eldest brother probably saw that he was so sad and wanted to make his mood feel a little better.

Chang Ziye quietly listened to the words of the driver's eldest brother, and looked at the driver's eldest brother's face full of vicissitudes because he talked about his beloved, and there was a little tenderness, but it was indeed more of a loss.

"What's more, it's a girl who likes you so much, you are so hesitant, so embarrassed, she can feel it all, it is precisely because she can feel it, she will think, she loves you so much, how can she be willing to embarrass you, probably at this time she will take the initiative to push you away. If I had persevered at that time, I wouldn't have regretted it even though we couldn't be together in the end. ”

The driver's eldest brother has said to himself countless times that if God gives him another chance, he will never hesitate and will definitely catch his love.