A Thousand Thousand Knots: Volume 5 A Thousand Thousand Knots: Chapter 34: Long Thoughts
The sun shadow is westward, and the clouds are gorgeous.
Xiao Duxue opened her eyes and didn't see Yao Mubai reading in front of the window, so shocked that the residual sleepiness disappeared, and she walked out of the door with a shallow foot. "Brother, brother...... Where are you? ”
"Why are you up? Go back to the house and lie down. Yao Mubai came over with the freshly washed clothes and reached out to wipe the sweat from her forehead, "You haven't had sticky teeth for a day and a night, I'll get you something to eat." ”
"Just drink some porridge. I don't want to eat anything else. Xiao Duxue lay back on the bed, thinking about the unfinished business: there are recreational activities in the class today, and there will be a party at school tomorrow, so tossed! Can I be allowed to sleep for a day off? The eyelids sank again...... Can't sleep anymore. She got out of bed and washed her face, feeling a lot refreshed.
Fu Xuefeng poked his head out of the door, but disappeared again.
Xiao Duxue slowly combed her hair: "Xuefeng, come here." ”
Fu Xuefeng immediately appeared: "It's gone." ”
"I'm sorry I left in a hurry and didn't have time to tell you."
Fu Xuefeng rubbed the grass juice on his clothes and kept silent.
Xiao Duxue asked softly, "Where did you go to play?" ”
Fu Xuefeng looked at the mountain against which the school was leaning.
"You're not afraid? It's a cemetery. ”
"Beauty."
"It's beautiful. It's just that the grass on the mountain is deep and dense, and there are many forks, so it's easy to get lost. You don't want to go alone, I'll accompany you if you want to go. Xiao Duxue let out a long breath, and her body was not so uncomfortable. I'll bring you sweets in the evening. ”
Fu Xuefeng was happy: "I like it." ”
"You have a sweet tooth. Go play, don't run too far, it's getting late. ”
Fu Xuefeng babbled and went, and Xiao Duxue looked at his figure with a confused look.
"What do you think?" Yao Mubai blew the porridge unhurriedly, "I stewed the soup you like, and I'll come back to drink it in the evening." ”
"Cranky." Xiao Duxue said while tying her hair, "You really don't want to join in the fun and see the scene?" ”
"Not interested." Yao Mubai untied her hair, "You can't make snacks on yourself?" Look at the other girls, which one is not showy? It's just you, it's still hairy with a ponytail. ”
"Disgusted with me?" Xiao Duxue suddenly came to her senses, and said with a smile, "Then give you a pleasing sister?" ”
Yao Mubai rarely rewarded her with a ruthless shock: "Change you for a big-headed ghost!" ”
"Brother! You're beating me! ”
"Who told you to talk nonsense! I think you want to change me! ”
"Just kidding, take it seriously! Stingy! Am I wrong? Hit it so hard! It hurts to death! ”
"If you know it hurts, don't talk nonsense! Drink porridge, it's already cold. Yao Mubai looked at Xiao Duxue's red forehead, and secretly annoyed that he was too heavy. What's wrong with me? Was it because of the old man's words, or because of the impending parting?
Xiao Duxue drank the porridge from the bottom of the bowl: "It's delicious!" Thank you, brother. I went to school. ”
"You don't change your clothes?"
"I'm not the main character. I'm only responsible for watching performances, eating, drinking, and having fun, and that's all I need to do. ”
"Yes. If you're dressed up too pretty, it's time to steal the limelight from others. ”
Yao Mengya's shouts came from outside the window. Xiao Duxue agreed, threw the bowl and ran away. When I met my classmates on the way, I walked together.
It's also this time of year that the whole school holds a party. Lanterns, streamers, balloons, window grilles and locally sourced flowers are placed everywhere in the name of beauty to decorate the classroom. The desks were pulled apart, leaving only the two columns and the last row on the left and right against the wall, and the rest moved to the hallway. Melon seeds, candies, fried peanuts and a handful of fruits are piled up on the desk, and whoever wants to eat them eats them. The glass lantern on the ceiling, which only appears on such a grand day, rotates into a colorful light, which is colorful and colorful. The host is wearing beautiful clothes, lightly sweeping Emei and applying powder, which is a beautiful face that he has never seen before.
Yao Mengya was the focus of attention at the party. She has a graceful figure, a beautiful face, and a sweet voice, and she only needs to stand in the middle of the classroom to attract everyone's attention.
Fang Yumo's gaze never left her left and right, as if as long as he blinked, the person in front of him would disappear.
Xiao Duxue slipped to his side and poked him on the shoulder: "This officer, your eyeballs have already fallen to the ground, if you don't pick it up, I'll step on it." ”
"Feel free to step on it, I have a spare." Fang Yumo didn't look back, his eyes were still on Yao Mengya: "It took so long to show up, which handsome guy did you go on a date?" ”
Xiao Duxue sat against the wall: "Who do you think it will be?" Song God or Brother? ”
"It's definitely not Hanchuan. He's going crazy looking for you. ”
"What are you looking for me? I said I had something. ”
"Nothing must be said to anyone. If you don't tell us, it means it's a secret. Since it's a secret, you naturally won't tell me about it, and I don't need to ask more. ”
"You love analysis so much, it's a pity not to be a police officer."
"Don't worry about it, I'll be a cop sooner or later."
"I'll see. Hey, did you get a mountain pass? ”
"Mountains and my hearts are connected, and I don't have to be entangled in form." Fang Yumo still looks like a Sven person, "Sooner or later, one day, I will lie in the arms of the mountains, look at the moon and count the stars." ”
Xiao Duxue vomited: "Where did you learn this word, it's so sour that I want to vomit!" ”
Fang Yumo finally reluctantly turned around: "Naturally, I learned from Han Chuan." He said that on a bright moon and a picturesque summer night, he met the woman he loved most in his life. He hoped that in this life and this life, we could count the stars and see the moon together. ”
"Hanchuan? Does he have a heart? Rare! Why haven't you heard about it? ”
Fang Yumo peeled a piece of candy and put it in his mouth: "How could he tell you this?" I'm different, I'm an iron buddy with him, and I have nothing to talk about. ”
Xiao Duxue pursed her lips: "Okay, please tell me, who is that girl?" Which class? ”
"I can't say that. I will not do anything to betray my brother. ”
"Cut! I think you're afraid of being repaired. I wasn't interested in his private life, but I just asked casually. ”
Fang Yumo scratched his head and said, "Why do I always think you don't like him?" Is my feeling wrong? ”
"By liking, do you mean the relationship between men and women, or the friendship? If it was the former, I'm sorry, this girl would have already belonged; If it's the latter, then you're mistaking me. I don't hate him, I just don't like him to get into trouble everywhere. ”
"That's what you think?"
"Anyway, you're my best friend, and I won't lie to my own people. However, since you and he are good brothers, you should also persuade him to settle down, and don't always put yourself on the cusp. ”
"Speaking of which, you still care about him!"
"What the hell are you trying to say? What do you know? ”
"All I know is that he's a good guy. Of course, my family Twilight is also a good person. ”
Xiao Duxue pointed at Yao Mengya and said, "That is your family." I, Xiao Duxue, am not from your family. ”
"Yes. Who's Twilight in your house? Ye Hanchuan appeared behind Fang Yumo silently, and put a hand on his shoulder, "How did she become your family?" Let's talk about it. ”
Fang Yumo hurriedly protected his neck: "My stiff neck is just right, don't touch me." ”
Xiao Duxue threw the book over: "If you want to make trouble, I want to sleep." ”
Ye Hanchuan stared at her with wide eyes: "It's only been a few days, why are you emaciated like this?" ”
Xiao Duxue hid her face: "I'm sleepy." I'll have to talk about it when I'm free. ”
Ye Hanchuan stared at her for a moment, sighed silently, and slowly walked out of the classroom. Fang Yumo looked at the figure he left alone, and sighed silently.
The party began. Solo, chorus, dance, cross talk, sketches, poetry recitations, and instrumental performances take turns on the stage, so lively!
The people were noisy, the music was loud, and it was impossible to sleep. Xiao Duxue fought hard, changing her posture back and forth, but her eyelids became heavier and heavier, and finally she completely gave up. She slipped out the back door of the classroom and against the wall all the way to the central garden. At this time, the moon is as bright as a mirror, and the moonlight is like washing. The shadows of the trees in the garden are swaying, and the autumn chrysanthemums in the garden are luxuriant, swaying. Bean-sized buds have emerged and are ready to bloom.
It's so quiet!
Looking at the bright moon and smelling the fragrance of flowers and plants, Xiao Duxue's brain was not so chaotic. Seeing that there was no one around, she lay down on a stone bench beside the flowers. The stone bench was cold, her clothes were thin, she curled up sideways, her heart was a little more melancholy, and she couldn't help sighing: "This night is not good in this life, where will the bright moon look next year." ”
It's so quiet! Except for sighs, only the murmur of leaves in the distant mountains remains. Before Xiao Duxue could think of the reason for her melancholy, she was swallowed up by a thick sleepiness.
Two people walked out from behind the magnolia tree not far away. The male is Chu Xinghe, and the female is wearing a red shirt and an unfamiliar face, called Chu Xingyue.
Chu Xinghe walked slowly to Xiao Duxue's side, saw that she slept soundly, smiled silently, and looked at her with gentle and complicated eyes.
"You're just getting her belt wider?" Chu Xingyue looked at Xiao Duxue, "This girl is elegant, but whether she is really as true as you say remains to be verified." ”
Chu Xinghe stood a little far away from Xiao Duxue before saying, "If you get along with her, you will know that what I said is true." ”
"For so many years, I have never heard you praise anyone, and I have never cared about anyone. Although this child is young, he is very elegant, and he must have grown up in the fragrance of books. In time, there will be deeds, and there will not be a minority of those who will pursue her in the future. You are introverted and not good at expression, and because of such an identity, you will inevitably have to suffer. ”
Chu Xinghe was silent.
"My Fair Lady, good gentleman. You like her, although there will be criticism in the world, but it is all a trivial matter, and it is not worth talking about at all. It's just that you have to think clearly, she may not like you, can you afford the price of unrequited love? ”
"I didn't think about it that much. I just want to grow up with her, that's all. ”
"Growing up with her? It's not a matter of words. Chu Xingyue looked at the night sky and sat down on the bench with a graceful posture, "While it's still too late, it's best for you to withdraw early." I have a bad premonition that you and this kid may be a good thing. Why do you have to work so hard? ”
"As long as I can see her smiling face every day, no matter how hard it is, I am willing to do it."
"I'm afraid that if you are willing, others are still unwilling." Chu Xingyue stroked the broken hair in her ear and said, "We don't see much about the things that are deep and shallow?" Unexpectedly, you are still so persistent, you really fell for her poison. ”
"I don't know what to do, I go deep; I don't know where it ends, and I go to death. No matter who she chooses in the end, I have no regrets. ”
"Since ancient times, the most bitter thing is infatuation. I hope you don't let down your talent and ambition because of her. ”
"If I really waste my life for her, I will admit it!"
"You don't regret it?"
"I regret it! I regret that I was born too early and met her too late! ”
Chu Xingyue stared at Chu Xinghe, weighing and weighing his words. She came to Xiao Duxue, her eyes moving from her head to her feet and back again, like a tricky mother-in-law examining her daughter-in-law who was meeting for the first time.
The sleeping Xiao Duxue smiled at the corners of her mouth, and her eyebrows stretched like a baby. She rolled over slowly, halfway to the outside of the stone bench. Chu Xinghe took a step forward and put his hands on the edge of the stool, and half of his body was between his arms. "I'm not afraid to fall on myself." He whispered lovingly, and his eyes were full of tenderness.
Xu felt his temperature, Xiao Duxue seemed to be uneasy, moved her body, and moved half of her body back to the stone bench.
Chu Xingyue looked straight and shook her head: "Are you going to look at her silently like this?" You're worried about her day and night these days, why don't you tell her? ”
Chu Xinghe smiled bitterly: "How can I tell her?" Do I have trouble sleeping for her, or do I think about her, or do I have a deep love for her? Either way, it was enough to scare her away. ”
"And what are you going to do? Just like that? You don't even have the courage to tell her, do you? What are you afraid of? ”
"I'm afraid I'm going to age too fast, and she's still young; I'm afraid to see her smile not bloom for me; I'm afraid to hear her call me teacher instead of my first and last name......" Chu Xinghe saw Xiao Duxue's eyelashes trembling, as if he was about to wake up, and hurriedly stopped talking.
Chu Xingyue took in his most subtle expression, and sighed in a low voice: It is said that intercession is the most poisonous medicine, sure enough!
Xiao Duxue opened her eyes and saw two people standing in front of her, so she turned over and stood up in fright: "Teacher Chu? Why are you here? ”
"Then why are you here?" Chu Xinghe smiled, "I happened to be passing by. What about you? ”
"I ...... I was so sleepy and noisy in the classroom, so I slipped out to clean up. Xiao Duxue bent slightly to Chu Xingyue and said with a smile, "Hello! I am Teacher Chu's student, Xiao Duxue. ”
"Hello, I'm his...... Friend, Acchu. ”
"I haven't seen you in the past few days, and you haven't participated in the sports meeting. Why did you go? Chu Xinghe adjusted the height of his voice to prevent his voice from betraying his emotions, "You left school without asking me for leave, and you are not afraid of being punished?" ”
Xiao Duxue was so nervous that her tongue was numb: "I really have something urgent!" Teacher Chu, please, will you raise your noble hand? If you let the four-eyed field chicken ...... No, if I let the dean know, I'd be miserable. Teacher Chu, you won't die without help, right? ”
"Then I can't help you lie."
"Please, help me! I do have something to do! Xiao Duxue said with a sad face, "If I am punished, I will be scolded to death by my father and teacher." For the sake of my obedience, you have lenient me this time. I promise, never dare again! ”
Chu Xinghe couldn't help himself, and reached out to brush away the sorrow on her face.
Chu Xingyue's eyes were quick, and he cut his hand in mid-air: "Hey, you have also learned to tease people?" She smiled and said, "Don't listen to him, he scares you." ”
"I'm not scaring her, she knows the rules better than anyone else. I can opt out, but you have to promise me one thing. ”
"Don't say one, I'll promise ten. You are a teacher, I am a student, you should not be too difficult for me. Tell me, what's the matter? ”
"I haven't remembered it yet, I'll talk about it when I do."
"Don't learn from Zhao Min, I don't want to be Zhang Wuji."
Chu Xingyue was happy: "Where does he have Zhao Min's guts, at best, he is a Xiao Zhao." ”
Xiao Duxue sneered, and then showed a serious face: "Teacher Chu, then we have an appointment." She pointed to the moon, blinked her bright eyes, and said, "Take a walk, don't let down the beautiful moonlight." ”
"You're going back?" Chu Xinghe was reluctant, "The party isn't over yet, is it?" ”
"It's almost there. I had to help clean the classroom. Xiao Duxue rubbed her eyes and said, "Teacher Chu, can I take a leave of absence for tomorrow night's activities?" I don't show anyway. I really want to sleep. ”
"You tell me what you've been up to these days, and I'll grant you leave." Chu Xinghe joked, "At least let me know that you haven't done anything bad." ”
"You won't believe me when I say it, so why do you have to say it." Xiao Duxue's tone was full of the coquettishness and dissatisfaction of her daughter's family, "You adults are the best at bullying children." Once there is something to ask for, there are many requirements. Hum! ”
Chu Xinghe gritted his teeth before he came to his heart: "Are you angry with me when you do something wrong?" The school has school rules, how can you treat them specially? ”
Xiao Duxue pouted: "If you don't allow, you won't allow." Then I'll go back and see you tomorrow. Goodbye, Sister Chu. ”
Waiting for her figure to disappear between the flowers and trees, Chu Xingyue sat down on the bench again, looking happy: "No wonder you like her so much." This girl's temper towards me: smart, funny, not pretentious, and the most rare thing is to be measured and sensible. As for talent, even you Chu Da is full of praise, naturally there is some depth. ”
"Then you promised to help me?"
"Naturally. With my acting skills, Oscar owes me a little golden man. ”
Chu Xinghe looked up at the bright moon and was infinitely sad: If there is no fate in the previous life, wait to be reunited and wish in the next life!
Chu Xingyue lightly opened her teeth and whispered: "Sauvignon Blanc, heart-wrenching...... Roll up the curtains and sigh at the moon sky, the beauty is like a flower across the clouds; Acacia yellow leaves fall, white dew wet moss...... This song is deliberately passed on by no one, and the memory of the monarch is far away from the blue sky. ”
There is a river in Chu Xinghe's heart, and the river is all his lovesick tears. At this moment, the river overflowed the embankment and gradually exploded, drowning all his beliefs and pursuits.
The bright moon is in the sky, but the brightness of the moonlight still can't dissipate the sadness of people's hearts.
Between the flowers and shadows, the song and dance field of the night ended like this.
PS: Today's word count is a bit much, please read slowly...... Take care to rest your eyes.