Chapter 90: Let's Socialize
"Actually, I don't want to let you know so early, you're still too young." I don't know when, Song Mian has already walked out, he pulled out a chair and sat opposite Yun Xiangxiang, "I'm also afraid that you will misunderstand me." ”
"Misunderstanding?" Cloud think about doubts.
Thinking about the clouds in his eyes, Song Mian said, "You are still underage." ”
"Poof." Yun Xiangxiang smiled, I didn't expect Song Mian to still care about this, how many students are in love in junior high school now, she is already in college, and she is seventeen years old.
"I'm serious." Song Mian explained.
How many of those students who fall in love in junior high school, high school or even college know what responsibility is, what is seriousness, and what is responsibility? How many people even know what it means to truly love someone?
Instead of a momentary hormonal secretion caused by the illusion? Or is it tempted by a beautiful appearance for a short time, or even just a momentary touch brought by the other party, just for the pursuit of momentary joy?
"I know." Yun Xiangxiang was also upright, her fingertips holding the water cup were sliding, and after thinking for a while, Yun Xiangxiang spoke, "Song Mian, I want to tell you very seriously, I don't have a love for you anymore, it's not that you are bad, it's not that you don't want me, but I have planned to be alone for the rest of my life from the beginning, and your appearance has messed up my life plan." ”
"Listen to me." Preventing Song Mian from speaking, Yun Mian thought about it and continued, "Do you know Song Mian, because the person who fell in love with me is you, and I am not even qualified to refuse." ”
"I'm sure you won't force me, and I know you'll do your best not to let others bother me. But it is difficult to hide that you like a person to care about a person, and there are many people around you who have noticed it. ”
For example, Song Qian, such as Song Yao.
"Unless you turn around and get married and have children, I may never have peace, because too many people want to please you, and they will do whatever it takes to please you, even if it is gambling with their lives. After all, life is a game, and if you win, you will benefit immensely, and if you lose, you will have nothing. ”
Song Mian's eyes were deep, and his eyebrows were slightly converging.
If he is as strong as he can't say anything, he can't guarantee that this won't happen, he's not an omnipotent god, and Baimi will have a gap.
"I'm sorry for the trouble I've caused you." Song Mian's hand gradually retracted, and he seemed to have made a lot of determination, "If there is no other choice, I will." ”
Yun thought about it, and his brain went blank in an instant.
What does he mean is that if his love really causes her trouble, in order to give her back a peaceful life, he will choose to marry responsibly and never bother her again?
His eyes were sour, tears came out of his eyes, and Yun Xiangxiang immediately tilted his head, trying to force the tears back.
Song Mian strode to her side, handed her the tissue, and pursed her lips: "I'm sorry, I don't want you to be sad......"
Before the words were finished, Yun Xiangxiang suddenly circled his tight waist, hugged him tightly, buried his face in his waist and abdomen, and tears rolled out irrepressibly.
No one has ever been so good to her, she grew up wandering alone in her previous life, and she has never experienced anyone so wholeheartedly for her.
For her to be sacrificed to such an extent, if it weren't for the group, even the current parents wouldn't be able to do it, because they have two other children.
Only Song Mian can sacrifice everything he has in order to give her everything she wants.
"You don't have to be moved, if my feelings for you cause you trouble, it's only natural for me to solve it. Besides, I also have my own responsibilities, I can not get married but I can't have children, just like I came into this world. Probably knowing why Yun wanted to cry, Song Mian's low voice relieved her.
"Song Mian, you are a perfect man who can't be surpassed."
These words did not make Yun Xiangxiang feel relieved, but made Yun Xiangxiang feel that Song Mian was even more valuable.
The kind of person who is desperate for the sake of liking a person who can't ask for it, forgets his responsibilities, forgets his parents and relatives, as if the whole world has abandoned him, is ashamed of him, and should not regret, sad, and sad for his love.
"Song Mian." Gently pushing him away, Yun Xiangxiang looked up, his brown pupils were smudged with wetness and became more crystal clear, "Actually, just now, I thought a lot alone. I can feel that you really like me, and it is because I feel that I am sincere, so I tell myself that even if I covet the tenderness you give, I can't let myself fall, this is an insult to your sincerity, and it is unfair to you. ”
She doesn't want the tragedy of her previous life to be repeated, and in her previous life, she was not greedy for the cleanliness of the group, so that she was entangled with each other and tired. Now that I think about it, she and Ruo Feiqun may not really love each other, because they are unwilling to compromise for each other and give in to each other.
Song Mian squatted down, looked at her calmly, and did not speak.
"But now I'm telling you, I know very well that I haven't been emotionally attached to you, at least not that I can willingly abandon everything for you, but I feel at ease with you, and I'm greedy for your good to me."
"I'll give you the choice, and if you can accept me as I am at this stage, let's try to date. If you can't accept it, we can wait a little longer. ”
Yun Xiangxiang felt that she couldn't think that she was unfair to Song Mian, Song Mian was a mature and rational person, and he had the right to choose.
Song Mian looked at Yun quietly and thought about it for a while, his slender and sturdy hand held her Su Yi: "In addition to being with me, is there a little reluctance and unbearable?" ”
Yun Xiangxiang shook her head, with Song Mian, she felt very relaxed and free.
But there is no such feeling of heartbeat.
"If you have never met the love you think you are in your life, you must choose a marriage partner, will you be the first to choose me?" Song Mian then asked.
After thinking about it seriously, Yun Xiang nodded cautiously.
The corners of Song Mian's lips slowly stretched, and the bright smile permeated into the bottom of his eyes, making his black and purple eyes exude a magnificent and charming light.
Yun Xiangxiang looked at him blankly, feeling that her breathing was close, she instinctively wanted to escape, and Song Mian's hand went to clasp the back of her head.
The soft touch came as scheduled, Song Mian first touched her gently, and gradually began to suck her lips, and the movements were always gentle and delicate.
The brain crashed instantly, and as the kiss deepened, Song Mian didn't know when she had let go of her, but Yun Xiangxiang didn't realize it, and she couldn't help but start to respond awkwardly.
Song Mian left her lips at this time, laughed lowly, and met her embarrassed face: "Will it be uncomfortable to be intimate with me?" ”
Although embarrassed, Yun Xiang still shook his head, not feeling uncomfortable, and even almost bewitched.
"Let's get along."