Life has to be a little fun, a little surprise.

It's like going for a ride and you meet a girl in a red dress on the way, you can joke with her, but don't have sex, just when she has trust in you, you stab her to death, remember, you have to look at her expression, that's the most wonderful moment.

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Today, I woke up late again, and when I woke up, it was already half past seven.

Last night, I discussed the plot of the novel with Xiao Xin until late at night.

She asked me a lot of questions, for example, why the male protagonist always picks the woman in the red dress as a killer.

I didn't answer.

She found an answer for herself: Maybe because the male protagonist was a child, his mother left him, and she was also wearing a red dress that day, and the woman in the red dress was very delicate, like a rose, undoubtedly beautiful, but this beauty does not belong to him, since he can't get it, then destroy it.

Xiao Xin is smart and imaginative, which is a must-have for a writer.

She clearly saw that the male protagonist of this book was based on me.

She also put forward some suggestions, saying that it is just such a killing, the character image is too thin, and something should be added to the victims, such as their private life disorderliness, hooking up with each other, just like the male protagonist's mother, he is both happy and hated for this kind of woman, an extreme contradiction, which makes him want to stop.

Xiao Xin poked me in the heart.

But one thing, she didn't know, I really killed people, and for every person I killed, I would write a chapter.

Until now, I've written the third chapter.

I just want to surprise life a little so I can feel alive.

It's like driving a car and meeting a woman in a red dress on the way, I can joke with her, but not sex, just when she has trust in me, I stab her to death, I will look at her expression, and that is the most wonderful moment.

This situation is no different from me eavesdropping on her and her boyfriend in the corner, like adding a piece of brown sugar to boiled water.

It's just that the moment was too short, so short that I didn't have time to reminisce before it ended, so every time I killed someone, I recorded it, and in the dead of night, I slowly tasted it alone.

My novels, originally only I was the reader, now, have more of her.

And Xiao Xin wants to be the heroine of the novel.

She always has a lot of wonderful ideas, which makes me very excited, and I have to say that there are many things that can be hidden in a girl's heart.

She said that if she is the heroine, she doesn't want to be stabbed to death for no reason, she wants to die on the grass, preferably the grass is covered with cherry blossoms, and her blood flows in the petals, which is both romantic and poignant.

She also said that she could wear a red dress, but not so brightly colored, and it was better to wear a wreath on her head, not a real flower, but woven from the leaves of a willow tree.

I had an idea, stabbed her to death, it was too fair to her, I shouldn't use a knife, it was too fast, I wanted to change to a flat-edged screwdriver, it would not be easy to seal it down, I would watch her blood drain slowly.

Oh my God, I haven't experienced this yet, it must be wonderful.

Xiao Xin finally left and returned to her room.

I wonder if she didn't have anything on her body when she slept. I should go buy her a red dressing gown.

If you don't want to, let's go to work first!

Changing into work clothes, I walked to the living room, glanced at Xiao Xin's door, and went downstairs leisurely.

I work in the eastern suburbs, a new metal pipe manufacturing plant this year, and I am responsible for driving, weighing and reporting.

Ride over and you'll be there in 10 minutes. But thinking of the fat boss, I shuddered, sped up, and rushed to the factory gate in five minutes.

Walking into the workshop, I couldn't help but smile.

Today's work is 20 round iron pipe, although it is an assembly line, but this kind of pipe, the production is very slow, twenty or thirty minutes to make a piece, not as fast as 45 pipes, three or two minutes is good, in order to prevent rust, you have to spray paint at the two end incisions, it is very troublesome.

This is not? The two packing aunts are holding pliers to cut burrs at both ends, and none of the goods have been completed until now, and our team leader is bored playing with his mobile phone, as if he didn't see me coming.

I drove the car to the packing area, put down the scales, sat down leisurely, took out the report from the desk drawer, recorded the date and specifications, and then lay down on the table and fell asleep.

"Knock knock!"

Not long after, someone knocked on the table and woke me up from my sleep.

When I looked up, I realized that a pair of big watery eyes were looking at me repeatedly.

"Brother Dabao, you haven't eaten breakfast again, this is hot yogurt, this is glutinous rice, this is your favorite cigarette, frosted yellow fruit tree ......"

"Uh...... That, Xiaoxuan......"

"Eat quickly, when it's cold, don't sleep, the boss will come over and talk to you again, I'll go back to the sales department first...... Brother Bao, remember, you promised to accompany me to the movies this afternoon, and I will wait for you at the door after work! ”

"What's this called?" I took the hot sticky rice and watched her bounce away and couldn't help but smile bitterly.

Her name is Wu Zixuan, I heard that she is from Longtan Village, she just graduated from college, she recommended herself to this factory, and applied for the sales manager, unexpectedly, the fat woman actually agreed, what is shocking is that Zixuan has been the sales manager for more than a year, and the sales have increased tenfold, and the fat woman values her more, in order to tie her up, she gave up 15% of the shares and transferred them to Zixuan.

I have to say that although this fat woman is usually nagging, her vision is unique, which is very admirable.

There is no doubt that Zixuan has become the most dazzling pearl in the factory, she is not only young and beautiful, gentle and lovely, but more importantly, she is rich now.

It is said that those who pursue her can line up from the east to the west of the city.

She likes me, I've always known it, the whole factory knows it, but for me, she's like a fairy in the sky, out of reach, we're not people of the same world, we can't walk together.

Wherever she goes, she is the focal point.

And I, who like to be quiet, alone, find a prey at night to have an appetizer, write a book, we are destined to be inappropriate.

But the more this happened, the more cold she was to her, and the more persistent she was to me, buying me cigarettes and sending breakfast every day.

I was moved, but the more beautiful things were, the more unreal I felt.

I was scared, afraid that after I got it, I would suddenly lose it, just like that autumn, when the red dress faded away in the dead leaves.

"Brother, be content, some people, if you miss it, it will be a lifetime!"

The team leader came over, patted me on the shoulder, opened the pack of frosted cigarettes that Zixuan had bought, took out one, and smoked it on his own.

He and I, of course, don't have to see each other.

I heard that he is from Yucheng and has a beautiful wife, who is also smart.

He has very good skills, and he is hard-working, and he takes the lead in any failure of the whole line, especially when changing abrasives, he never lets me touch it.

He said, this is dirty work, I just use the pen, I don't have to do it; He also said that I came to work in this factory only temporarily, I am a college student, as long as I am willing to work hard, I will be able to soar in the future.

Every time he said that, he had more confidence in myself than I did.

I am grateful to him because he has good thoughts for me, but I don't think much of what he says.

He didn't know, I didn't want to soar at all, nor did I want to get rich, I had money, enough for me to eat all my life, I came to work, but I didn't want to live a lifeless life, although the atmosphere in this factory was not much better.

"I'm not right for her!" After a long silence, I said casually, "Didn't you see that?" Ever since she came to the workshop to find me on the first day, everyone else has looked at me like a murderer! ”

"What's inappropriate, it's a man who has to be responsible, what do you care about those people, that's jealousy of you! I think you're a talented woman! The team leader talked eloquently, "You see, you are all college students, and you are all natives of Anseong, and besides, that fat woman attaches great importance to you, and there are ......."

"Come on!" I interrupted him, "Don't mention the boss, I'm scared to look at her!" ”

"Haha!" The team leader laughed, "Don't worry, your little toothpick is not in her eyes, she likes your talent, not your looks!" ”

"I've got a talent for fart!"

I snorted coldly, saw that a piece of goods was packed, took the remote control, slowly lifted it, weighed it at will, and drove the car to put the goods away.

"Hey, brother, if you don't eat this glutinous rice, I'll eat it!" The team leader shouted.

I shrugged my shoulders and didn't care, "You can eat it, just keep the yogurt for me!" ”

"Forget it!" The team leader said, "This is the intention of the girl, I can't move!" ”

I stopped answering, sat aside, and lit a cigarette.

It's not a way to go on like this, but what should I say to Zixuan?

Suffered, go to the movie with her at night, what about my novel? What about Xiao Xin?

I like to watch movies, but I'm afraid to face Zixuan's expectant eyes.

Compared to Zixuan, I prefer to stay with Xiao Xin, even if it's just in their own rooms, it feels good, like two small worlds, not interfering with each other, but relying on each other, guessing what is going on in each other's world.

I know that Xiao Xin works at night clubs, and her name is customer service manager, but she is actually soliciting customers to go in to consume, accompany guests to drink, and even let guests rub oil indiscriminately.

She always went back late and was always drunk.

That's what makes me feel real, that's how I feel at ease.

So, she said she wanted to be my heroine, and I agreed without thinking about it.

This time, unlike the previous three times, the feeling will definitely be different and will be more exciting.

Xiao Xin is right, she can't always let the heroine die inexplicably, she should have a certain thought, at least, let her know who killed her.

I've never done that, but my gut tells me that when I kill her, her expression will be wonderful.

I don't guess, the only thing I can do now is wait, wait for that moment to come.

It's just that her thoughts may be in vain, it's already autumn, and there are no cherry blossoms she wants.

But I promise that the blood will be just as red! The same delicate!

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