Forty-five, stepping into the rain alone

A serious illness that nearly killed him.

I don't know how many times she got a diagnosis, she laughed self-deprecatingly, just like a modern critical illness notice, how many times did she receive a notice?

The important thing is that people are not dead.

His prayer slip was torn apart and thrown by the bedside, not looking.

He didn't look at her through the window like he used to, and she wasn't lost, it didn't matter.

At this time, she raised her hand and touched her forehead, the high fever had not subsided, and she was a little stunned.

How many times did her titular father come to see during this period, but he just sighed?

Mengfu's prayers came and went, and she carefully collected and flattened them, spread them on the table, and fell into dust.

The room was bleak and cool, and it was raining lightly outside the window—

She put on her robe and sat on the edge of the bed, and from her vantage point she could just see the carriages coming and going outside the house. There's a lilac mandala dark striped carriage passing by?

Do not make a stay.

She smiled and said nothing.

Where the autumn is cool and where is bleak, it is born from the heart, and there is no complaint.

"Master Dust, what does it mean to let go? How to put it down? ”

The monk clasped his hands together and shouted a Buddha name, and his voice was ethereal-

"To leave is to let go."

She sneered and left, it's easy to say, there can be many kinds-

And she?

It seems to be the closest to the least approachable kind.

This car is coming out of the gods, but behind him, there is an exclamation? In the past, it sounded very noisy, but now, it has become the only bright touch in the silence.

"Miss, why are you up again?"

Li'er put down the basin, hurriedly walked over and pulled her to the bed and sat down, and said with a slight sigh -

"You need to rest more, why did you suddenly get sick again? Wasn't it all good before? I really don't understand. ”

She smiled lightly, looked at the layers of gauze wrapped in her right hand again, soaked in a faint smell of medicine, she frowned, smelled uncomfortable, lay down, and let Li'er tuck the quilt for her.

Li'er squatted down and wrung up the towel, muttering -

"His Royal Highness King Luo is really, they are all engaged, why don't you come and see it?"

She shuddered and spoke lowly, her tone almost weak, but she seemed unwilling to face it.

"Don't mention him."

When Li'er heard it, she looked up in confusion, her expression was a little aggrieved, and she was speechless and entangled?

"My young lady, aren't you arguing again?"

Again...... Is it?

She chuckled, didn't she? The days they spent together seemed to be really quarreling and making awkward troubles.

Seeing that she was silent, Li'er didn't say anything more, put a towel on her forehead, and quietly withdrew from the door so as not to disturb her rest.

And Dongfang Yan lay on the bed and closed his eyes-

In the past few days, her mind has been dizzy, but her thoughts seem to be clearer and clearer, like schizophrenia, and she feels extremely strange......

At this time, she fell asleep in a daze, but she always felt that someone held her in her arms and sighed softly, who was that?

Like him.

When I opened my eyes, everything was the same, and the incense in the room was only half a cut, just a few minutes—

Not him.

She gasped slightly, her breath was hot and hot, but her whole body was as cold as if it had been soaked in winter snow—sad.

She closed her eyes, didn't see, didn't hear—

Someone sighed softly, and his eyes were pitiful.

……

When does the picture turn, the fog is misty, and it seems that it is impossible to distinguish the fault line of time?

The heavy rain does not stop, there is a faint autumn fog rising from the ground, and the ground is thickened, it seems to be Penglai Wonderland, but it is just Pintong Street.

On the street –

Dongfang Yan is alone, his steps are heavy, his demeanor is relaxed, and he is all ridiculed?

In recent days, I have been upset and in a trance, and I haven't paid attention to who has been yin.

She scoffed.

In the middle of the night, I was hurriedly called to the main hall, regardless of whether this person was a sick person? went out, but he was still a meteor with great strides.

The main hall is a battle for the triage of the three divisions, and it is a great honor.

She stood in the middle of the hall, the prisoner awaiting trial.

Dongfang Bai looked pained, looking at her, his eyes seemed to linger and seemed to be sad?

Just like sixteen years ago, the day she was born—

No matter how sad that look was, it couldn't be exchanged for an expensive pity.

The corners of her lips lifted slightly, and she looked at the whole hall gathered, and the eyes that looked at her were sympathetic or reluctant or wanted to speak, but someone was looking forward to it and proud?

That's Dongfang Fei.

On the high seat, someone spoke in a deep voice, and a word shattered the silence.

"Yan'er, from today onwards, you go out."

"Okay."

She turned around and left, not asking the reason, just because she dreamed of it, dared to think about it or not, and was afraid that the person who died early would be chilled - now it is just right, and it is bright.

Just a step up?

"Stop!"

She didn't look back, just sneered, sneered, and immediately changed her name-

"What else does the Eastern General command?"

Dongfang Bai looked strange, seemed to be still hesitating, frowned, and whispered-

"You don't ask why?"

She felt ridiculous, wanted to drive her away, and asked her to ask the reason?

To ask or not to ask, does it work? Isn't it a contradiction?

She sneered.

"The generals of the East never need a reason to act, just like sixteen years ago, it is all sophistry."

Dongfang Bai's face turned pale, and he couldn't help but drink low-

"You!"

She smiled faintly, and her bearing was sassy-

"Do you suspect that I am not the flesh and blood of the Oriental family? This matter is not from now, and now it seems to me that someone has blown the pillow wind on you again, and it is clear at a glance, so why bother asking? ”

The words were not named, but someone sat down and slapped the table, still the pale-

"Dongfang Yan, you!"

She turned around and smiled lightly, a pale face, but unquestionably calm.

"Why should the third aunt be angry? Me, did you say it was you? ”

Her face was extremely pale, but her complexion was very calm, and she was not embarrassed, as if she was still the eldest lady of this family.

Dongfang Fei's face turned red-

"Yan'er, since you are out of this door, the marriage between the Dongfang family and the Sima family has nothing to do with you!"

She smiled faintly, didn't refute, only asked-

"So—has something to do with you?"

Dongfang Feiqiao's face turned red, facing her calmly and calmly, it seemed that she was quibbling no matter what? Why, why is she still so calm at such a time?

She was unwilling.

Dongfang Yan had already stepped out of the door, step by step, firm and calm.

Someone deliberately made it difficult, and said coldly behind him-

"Miss Dongfang goes out, please pay off all the expenses in Dongfang Mansion over the years."

Dongfang Bai wanted to speak and stopped, but he didn't have time to speak, but he saw that she had already made a move, and couldn't help but be stunned?

At this moment, it was so noisy, and no one paid attention to it, the fourth aunt Ning Lanqin sat in the corner without saying a word, as if she was treated as air, and a silk handkerchief in her hand was tightly twisted.

On the side, Dongfang Han was also reluctant to entangle, and was gently comforted by Dongfang Jing, but he also frowned and looked at her? At the bottom of my heart, there seems to be sorrow.

And Dongfang Yan had no time to take care of it, and he had long expected that in the novel, there was this saying before being expelled from the house-

Did you really reach out and touch the cuff?

She calmly took out a piece of broken gold from the cuff and threw it casually-

'Kara-'

With a crisp sound, it fell to the ground.

"For sixteen years, twenty copper plates a month, counting the time I was not at home, it has only been a year—

She began to settle the scores, and seemed to remember them all clearly.

In a year, I went out for half a year to make an envoy to the south, and I counted them together, and I counted them all together, two hundred Wen, and a piece of broken gold was almost a thousand Wen, and the gold was exchanged for a free body, which was cost-effective! ”

She was so calculating, and some people turned white.

Dongfang Bai looked at the third aunt, and his expression was not good-

Whose daughter-in-law has 20 silver a month? Not the following???

The third aunt was a little weak-hearted, but she didn't expect this woman to be difficult to deal with, and she had to dig a trap before leaving, and now she barely puffed out her cheeks, just like the strong fighting, like the like, like the scene sixteen years ago, how ridiculous?

"Hmph, it's just a wild species, what ??? arrogant?"

Dongfang Bai's face turned pale, and he slapped the table and drank low-

"Tang Zhizhi, you're enough!"

The third aunt's legs were weak and she sat back.

Dongfang Yan didn't care at all, and smiled stupidly-

"Now that I want to leave, I can appreciate the third aunt's embarrassment, it is really an unexpected joy, Yan'er is relieved, relieved."

"Enchantress! You don't leave the house! Where did you get so much money? ”

Someone is aggressive.

She was not embarrassed, she smiled sassyly, calmly and calmly-

"I have a good mother's family, do you have one?"

Someone's face turned pale, it was Dongfang Fei.

She stepped up and kicked the broken gold, and with a slight stroke, it turned into a handful of gold dust, and kicked as she raised her foot? Fell all over the ground—

Full of gold and jade, scenery!

She shook her sleeves, like an explanation, more like a show-off—

"I bought this dress myself, I won't keep it, presumably Miss Fei'er can't look down on it, so, after the sixteen-year blood friendship is explained, I will say goodbye."

She strode out of the room, her steps firm and brisk, like a flying goose?

If you are very light, you have to go away.

The rain outside the house couldn't stop her pace, and the main hall could be seen from a distance, and the thin figure had reached the main entrance.

In the hall, someone couldn't hold back their tears and chased out-

"Sister!"

The sound was very sad in the rain.

She doesn't look back, she doesn't want to be concerned, she doesn't want to see the bond, she shouldn't be linked.

There are guards who can't bear it, and they have a little gratitude for this young lady who has not spent much time together, and someone sent a paper umbrella and whispered earnestly -

"Miss, take care!"

The lowered eyes are facing the water, I don't know if it's rain or fog?

She thought about it, why can't she get along with herself?

Raised her hand to take the paper umbrella, and didn't thank you - she was facing Yao Ge, and the paper umbrella waved? That majestic momentum, like the tip of a sword, who is domineering and so determined?

"Mother, your innocence, I will prove it!"

The rain seems to be heavier—

The night breeze was wrapped in the night wind, and it was extremely cold.

Her expression was determined, and the crisp sound of raindrops shattering on the glazed tiles? It's like a response.

Someone cried but didn't hear in the rain, it was an old man who had followed Meng Wanrou for many years, looking at Dongfang Yan at the moment? His expression was extremely desolate.

She seemed to suddenly have a pride that swirled violently from her chest, and she grabbed the paper umbrella and waved her hand?!

There was a sound of porcelain splintering in the distance, a scream was terrible, she smiled proudly but bloodthirsty, and a bright smile appeared on her pale face, like a hell Shura? In the rain, clearly heard, her solemn declaration? Full of arrogance -

"It's mine, no one can take it away! Hahaha! ”

There was a paper umbrella into the wood, nailed into the thick hall wall, the cracks spread and cracked, and some people sat under the umbrella, looking sluggish and paralyzed.

At the last moment, it was Dongfang Bai who pushed it away, otherwise the umbrella -

You can't kill anyone.

She calculated carefully, even if she didn't hide, she would only nail her hosta at most, life? But it is.

She is an oriental goose and disdains to shoot at the weak.

Who laughed at this sudden change? In the hustle and bustle of the rain, I heard her looking up and laughing-

"Let's go, the east of the river goes into the sea current, love, a dream dissipates in the fog."

She shouted mockingly, the rain was exceptionally bright and crisp, with poignancy and chic?

Step by step, I stepped over the bluestone steps that I had never passed often, and the embroidered shoes fell on the bluestone slab bricks full of puddles, stepping on a pool of skylight, and the reflection was chaotic and confused?

Until her figure gradually blurred, in the thick cold night at this moment-

Disappear.