After the first seven, Su Wanyan's eyes were out of sight. Xiao Duxue took her pulse and found that her body was fine, knowing that she was crying every night and hurting her nerves, and her heart was even more sad.

Su Wanyan fumbled and put her hand on her face: "Xue'er, don't worry about your mother." I still have you, you are my eyes. ”

"I know. You first take some medicine to stabilize the condition, and then slowly recuperate. It's not a serious illness, it's going to get better. ”

"Don't bother. I don't take medicine. ”

Xiao Duxue stepped up to the attic, and when she came down, she was holding a pill: "Eat this." This is left by grandpa, don't let him down. ”

Su Wanyan's face froze, and she bit the pill and swallowed it.

A child with pigtails shouted at the gate: "Sister Xue, grandpa told you to answer the phone, someone is looking for you." ”

Xiao Duxue ran out with her.

The neighbor's grandfather was waiting for the newly planted flowers and plants, and when he saw Xiao Duxue, he pointed to the house where the phone was placed.

The phone lies on its back on the coffee table. Xiao Duxue grabbed the microphone and reported her name.

"I'm Zhang Yuhan. Your score is down. ”

Xiao Duxue's heart was beating wildly: "Can you get your first choice?" ”

"Yes or no."

"What do you mean by that?"

"Don't worry, listen to me. In fact, the scores have been out for several days, but Teacher Chu and I didn't believe that you only took that point, so we checked the test papers. Sure enough, the person who counted the scores reversed your and Yao Mengya's scores! Your score on the first choice is more than enough, Yao Mengya's score is far from enough. Her English performance is abnormal, and it is only a passing grade. ”

"You mean, my score is actually Dream Bud's, and Dream Bud's score should be mine?"

"That's it. I have discussed it with Teacher Chu and am going to report this matter to the Education Committee so that they can handle it. ”

"Then Mengya can't be on the first choice?"

"Of course. She is either a second choice or a tutor. ”

Xiao Duxue held the microphone and was speechless for a long time.

"Twilight? Are you still there? ”

"I'm here. Teacher, this matter is at that, there is no need to change it. ”

"What?! You're not confused, are you? The college entrance examination is fair competition, how can you be so nonsense! ”

"Fair? How can there be so many fair things? "Twilight's face is like frost." I will definitely be able to get into a good school after a year of tutoring, but it's hard to say about Mengya. Her psychological quality is poor, her performance on the spot is unstable, and English is her dead end, and she may not be able to do well in another year of tutoring, and she will not be able to get this year's scores. ”

"That's right. Many candidates who did well in the first year of the exam, after a year of tutoring, because of the psychological pressure, they are not as good as the first year. ”

"So, let Mengya go, I'll start all over again."

"From scratch? You say it lightly! This is not a child's play, and it can't be done by your temperament. You wait for my message, and I will get back to you as soon as possible. It's yours, and I won't let anyone else go! ”

"I've always been in charge of my own business." Xiao Duxue's eyes drooped, staring at her toes, "It's not a simple matter to change the score, if you don't talk about a bunch of people, there is a chance that you may not be able to get your wish, so it's better not to move the people." ”

"No matter how hard it is, I'm going to do it. Just kidding, you can't be ruined by those bastards! ”

"It's not necessarily a bad thing to start all over again. Teacher, I know you are my heart. However, I am also sincere for Dream Bud. She is my best friend, and I hope that she will have a good future and get rid of the difficult life of her father's life. Trust me, I'm fine. ”

"I know you're okay. Not to mention that tutoring wastes your youth, the cost of this year is not a small amount for your family. Lingyun Middle School's cram school is expensive, have you ever thought about this problem? ”

"I know all of this. Still, I stuck to my mind because I didn't do anything wrong. ”

"You decided to change your fate so hastily, and you said you were right?!"

"What's the matter?" Xiao Duxue said in a cheerful voice, "When I am admitted to a good university next year, I will invite you to drink, and I will never pay the bill." ”

"Why are you so tough!"

"Because it's worth it! That's the end of this matter, please don't mention it to Mengya. Please! ”

"If you do good deeds without leaving a name, I don't see that you still have the potential to be Lei Feng. Since you have said that you are in charge of your own affairs, then I can only respect your decision, and I will also convey your words to Teacher Chu. No matter how unwilling we are, we want to give you what you deserve, but you have to appreciate it, don't you? ”

"Thank you for your trouble!"

"You're kind to me. How are your parents? ”

"They...... They're all good. My dad ...... My mom also said she'll visit you when she's free. ”

"Then I'll sweep the couch and wait!" Zhang Yuhan was very happy, "I am fortunate to know your parents in my third life!" ”

They say the same. Teacher, I'm going back, I have a guest at home today, and I want to help my mother do things. Hello to my wife for me. ”

"Okay, you go get busy. Get in touch again. Zhang Yuhan closed the line after speaking.

The neighbor's grandfather passed by the door lightly, for fear of disturbing the people in the house. This girl he watched grow up with is well-behaved and sensible, smart and studious, but she always encounters misfortune. God is strict and never lets anyone have a perfect life.

Xiao Duxue didn't mention this matter to Su Wanyan, but only said that a friend called and asked if she wanted to go out to play.

Ten days later, the admission letter was sent to Xiao's house, which was a spare tire school that poor students at the end of the crane did not want to consider. With just a bag of cigarettes, the news of Xiao Duxue's failure in the college entrance examination spread all over the mountain village. Such an excellent child was not even admitted to a second-rate school, and it cannot but be said that it was a trick by God.

Su Wanyan sat in the sunshine and fumbled to peel green beans: "What are your plans?" ”

"College, of course."

"Have you thought about it?"

"Hmm. I thought about it and never regretted it. ”

Su Wanyan pondered for a moment: "If you think about it, do it, you have the right to choose your life." ”

"Thank you, Mom!" Xiao Duxue knelt on the ground and hugged Su Wanyan with open arms, "You don't have to worry about me, I will arrange my life." You also have to take medicine well and cooperate with the treatment. If you are healthy and safe, I will have no worries. ”

"I'm sorry! Let you work so hard! ”

"It's not hard. With my mother by my side, I don't feel hard at all! ”

Su Wanyan's eyes were red, and tears were wet in her heart.

In the following days, Xiao Duxue began to arrange the major affairs of the family. She rented out all the fields, leaving only the cemetery and the land under the roof for herself. She arranged a banquet again, invited Aunt Qi to her home, entrusted Su Wanyan to her, and said that she would send back enough money for the living expenses of two people every month to ensure that they had no worries about food and clothing. Aunt Qi only needs to take care of Su Wanyan's food, clothing, housing and transportation, and grow some vegetables and fruits that are enough to eat, and she doesn't have to take care of heavy farming.

Aunt Qi is naturally grateful to Dade and repeatedly promised to abide by the agreement.

Xiao Duxue took out the family's money and went to the post office to open two folds: one was given to Su Wanyan, on which three months' living expenses were deposited. The rest of the money is put into another fold and kept for yourself.

When she has time, she dumps all the things that are useless or will not be used anymore and sends them to the place where the waste is put at the entrance of the village, and whoever asks for it will take it. The layout of the study remains the same, but it has been painted white and renovated; All of Xiao Lanshu's utensils and his books were still in their original positions; The place where the flute is hung is hung with the best photos of the two heads of the family during their lifetimes...... After cleaning up, the room was completely new. She secretly breathed a sigh of relief: I hope my mother doesn't look at things and think about people. The thing reminds one of its owner...... You have to be able to see it. She flipped through the book that Xiao Lanshu often read, and a yellowed photo fell out: Xiao Lanshu in the photo was holding a flute, smiling, and his eyes were clear. A strange woman in a white dress with long flowing hair snuggled up to him, a happy smile on her face.

What a delicate person! What a strange face! Who is she? What is her relationship with her dad? Xiao Twilight looked at the photo again and again, and only put it back in the book when she had imprinted the woman's appearance in her mind. She lifted the stool and squeezed the book into the top floor of the bookcase. If it's a secret that can't be told, then let it be dusted with these books!

After tidying up everything, Xiao Duxue went to the back mountain alone, and it was already dark when she came back. Su Wanyan asked her what she was doing, and she said lightly: Go and say goodbye to her past self and her past.

Su Wanyan's unsparked eyes looked in the direction where the words floated over, and the beans in her hand were scattered on the ground.

The black magpie flies south, and the tired bird returns to the nest. The thick clouds are rolling, the sky is mysterious in light and shadow, and the remnant sun is like blood!

Xiao Duxue set off with Fu Xuefeng and Marshmallow before school started, and when Su Wanyan found out, the brother and sister were already hundreds of miles away.

Su Wanyan cried and fell to the ground, on the one hand, she felt sorry for her daughter, and on the other hand, she hated herself for not being angry.

A week later, Ms. Xiao called to report her safety, saying that she had settled down and was ready to start her college life. Su Wanyan was very comforted to hear that she was not lying.

Aunt Qi put the freshly boiled medicine on the stone bench, which Xiao Duxue grasped before leaving.

Su Wanyan did not resist and drank the medicine cleanly. She doesn't want to be a burden to her daughter, she wants to see her lovely smiling face again, she wants to live with her, so that she is no longer so lonely.

Aunt Qi pointed to a cluster of chrysanthemums and said, "Twilight's favorite flowers are all blooming."

Su Wanyan burst into tears.

There was rain falling. This hot and unbearable autumn tiger is coming to an end.

A kitten as black as splashed ink came out of the bushes, ran to Su Wanyan's feet with brisk steps, and after meowing a few times, he fell asleep at her feet.

The courtyard is silent, and the smoke curls from the cooking.

Life, or go on.

PS: Xiao Lanshu is dead, this is probably the saddest thing! What will happen to Xiao Duxue's life? Will she and Ye Hanchuan still intersect? How will Yao Mengya's fate change? No matter how things change, the living always have to move forward. Because only by living can we see hope!