Chapter 30: The Pain of Heartbreak!
After a few days of constant suspicion, Xiao Ling finally couldn't help it, and knew from Ah Jing and Wei Da that Meng Tian had been living in the East Courtyard these days, and had a rough understanding of his daily habits for a few days, and finally made up his mind after making some achievements in his heart. ET
It's just that what she and Meng Tian didn't expect was that this meeting would cause the first and biggest regret between the two of them in this life, and it didn't make them easily relieved for a long time in the future.
Xiao Ling finally made up her mind to make sure that Meng Tian was still in the east courtyard and came to the room belonging to Meng Tian alone, but she never thought that she knocked on the door and what appeared from inside was Bo Yun.
The moment he saw Bo Yun appear in Meng Tian's room, Xiao Ling was immediately stunned, and it took a long time to react and accept the reality in front of him, looking at Bo Yun and asking puzzledly, "Sister Bo, why are you in Meng Tian's room?" What about the Mengtian people? ”
Bo Yun was also stunned for a moment when he saw Xiao Ling appear at the door, but he quickly recovered and became a little flustered after just a moment, and subconsciously looked at his body, as if he was prompting Xiao Ling something.
Bo Yun's hint successfully attracted Xiao Ling's attention to the place she wanted her to pay attention to, and Xiao Ling finally found that Bo Yun's clothes were a little messy, as if she had just gotten up on bed and casually draped a piece of clothing on her body, and it was also a man's shirt that did not belong to her.
With this guess, Xiao Ling couldn't help but stumble, but fortunately stabilized the center of gravity of her body in time, and barely stabilized her body, but she still didn't believe what she saw in front of her and her guess, hoping to break her conjecture.
"Who's out there?" In Xiao Ling's astonishment, Meng Tian's slightly hoarse voice came from the room.
Xiao Ling tried hard to muster up the courage to cross Bo Yun and walk into the house, when she entered, she was still praying in her heart that what she saw must not be the picture she imagined, but in the end, she was still disappointed, the room was messy and even there were clothes belonging to Bo Yun lying on the ground.
The heart in her heart immediately cooled, but on the surface, she still maintained her calmness, the more moments like this, the less she let herself show the slightest emotion, she was already sad enough, but she couldn't let the only dignity she could protect be swept away.
Meng Tian was a little annoyed by being woken up early in the morning, and finally got up reluctantly to see Xiao Ling appear in front of him, counting that he hadn't seen her for several days, and this was the first time he hadn't seen her for so long since he came back from the war!
The moment I saw Xiao Ling, I began to gush out of my heart, but after a while, I resurfaced what I saw that day, and I kept appearing in my mind scenes that made me uneasy.
Thinking of this, the brilliance on Meng Tian's face that originally appeared because of Xiao Ling immediately disappeared without a trace, forcing himself to take his eyes off Xiao Ling's body, looking at other places and saying expressionlessly: "Why are you here?" Is there something wrong? ”
,, how did you get here? Is there something wrong?
This was the only sentence that Xiao Ling had thought of that he would say to himself after seeing Meng Tian that she hadn't thought of, and she said it in such an extremely flat and emotionless tone, as if she and he were just people who met for the first time, and they were dispensable strangers in the other party's mind.
Xiao Ling forcibly suppressed the position of his heart and the pain that kept overflowing, and he also learned from Meng Tian's expressionless face, and replied in a flat tone: "After so many days, don't you have anything to say to me?" ”
"What words? What do you want me to say? Meng Tian looked at Xiao Ling puzzled, his brain that was not yet awake really didn't know what Xiao Ling wanted him to say, Meng Tian got up and stood up, only to find that the clothes on his body had been taken off, he was very puzzled, obviously he was still dressed well when he was drunk yesterday!
Xiao Ling had also imagined many kinds of answers to this question in her heart, but the answers she imagined were once again completely contrary to what Meng Tian gave her, she smiled and nodded, but the bitterness in her heart kept overflowing outward.
In fact, she also wanted to know what she wanted Meng Tian to say to her? Is it the explanation for the inexplicable slap that almost broke his heart that day? Or is it a statement that you can believe in everything you see today? ......
But no matter what it is, it's not so important now, because Meng Tian's words have made her die, she doesn't want to be a woman who doesn't let go of her face, and it is impossible for her to put down her self-esteem and beg others to care about her, so she chooses not to care, at least in front of Meng Tian.
"Nothing!" Xiao Ling showed Meng Tian a sweet smile, just said these three words and turned around to leave without waiting for Meng Tian's answer, she had endured a lot of hard work and was about to reach the limit, she was afraid that if she looked at Meng Tian more, she would burst out, which she didn't want to see.
Meng Tian didn't see anything wrong from Xiao Ling's facial expressions, but the moment Xiao Ling turned around, he suddenly felt an irrepressible heartache, as if something was about to leave him, to a place where he couldn't reach anything.
But before Meng Tian could speak, Bo Yun broke in at the right time, and washed away those uneasiness, it took a long time to assemble, but by the time they reunited, everything had been missed, and it was too late to make up for it.
"Childe, you are up, the slave and maid are waiting for you to change your clothes!" Xiao Ling paused when Bo Yun ignored herself and walked straight past her to Meng Tian, she turned her back to Meng Tian and didn't see Meng Tian's frown tightly as Bo Yun walked towards her.
Xiao Ling's originally suppressed anger began to disappear after Bo Yun broke in, and it had already disappeared before she heard Meng Tian's refusal behind her, and at this moment, even her brain couldn't control Xiao Ling's behavior, she immediately turned around and stared at Bo Yun's hand that was about to touch Meng Tian's body.
Because he was too focused, Xiao Ling didn't see that Meng Tian originally wanted to avoid Bo Yun's hand, but only after finding that Xiao Ling turned around, he rarely paused, he wanted to see Xiao Ling's reaction, it should be because his heart was also uneasy now, and he wanted to seek some factors that could calm him down.
It's just that he didn't expect that Xiao Ling's reaction would be so big, and when Bo Yun's hand didn't touch Meng Tian, he suddenly walked up and pushed Bo Yun away, blocking the middle of the two, Bo Yun didn't expect Xiao Ling to come over suddenly, plus Xiao Ling didn't show any mercy to his subordinates, and was pushed to the ground fiercely.
Bo Yun did hurt from the fall, but it was not to the point that the pain was unbearable, but she was a woman who would take advantage of her position, and immediately looked at Xiao Ling with watery eyes and said innocently: "Madam, what did the slave do wrong?" Do this to your slave and maid? ”
All the actions just now were Xiao Ling's subconscious, even she didn't know that she would make such an action, but now that she reacted, she realized that she had indeed gone too far, so Xiao Ling stretched out his hand to help Bo Yun on the ground up.
But as soon as Xiao Ling's hand was stretched out, Bo Yun immediately curled up his body, trembling and said: "Madam, don't be angry, the slave will never dare to make you angry in the future, the slave will definitely be obedient and obedient, and will never do anything that makes you unhappy!" ”
Xiao Ling was inexplicably puzzled by Bo Yun's actions and her words, Meng Tian was secretly happy to see Xiao Ling pushing Bo Yun away just now, but after hearing Bo Yun's words, he began to get irritable, and also thought that Xiao Ling was taking revenge for favoritism because Bo Yun had done something that made Xiao Ling unhappy.
As for this "matter", he naturally knew it, so he immediately grabbed Xiao Ling's outstretched arm and threw it aside, and said impatiently: "You ran over early in the morning to make trouble, is it over?" ”
Xiao Ling didn't answer Meng Tian's question, and she didn't have this opportunity to answer, because Meng Tian's pull was not small, Xiao Ling didn't stabilize his center of gravity in time, and was dragged by Meng Tian like this, and immediately fell to the short table on the side, and his stomach hit him hard.
Hurt! Heart-rending pain!
Xiao Ling had never felt such pain, a chill broke out all over her body, but dense beads of sweat appeared on her forehead, and what puzzled her the most was that her lower abdomen was swollen, as if something was going to be stripped from her body, and she felt an inexplicable uneasiness in her heart.
Even at such an unbearable moment of pain, Xiao Ling still wanted to keep her pitiful dignity, she didn't turn around to look at Meng Tian or Bo Yun, she didn't want to see Meng Tian's ruthlessness or Bo Yun's schadenfreude, she just needed to go back to her own place and lick her wounds alone.
Xiao Ling took an extreme period of time to get used to the pain, both physically and mentally, and then she stood up strongly, the expression on her face returning to normal, but the beads of sweat that couldn't be concealed flashed with crystal light, but it couldn't hide her paleness.
Xiao Ling didn't leave any words for Meng Tian and turned away silently, Meng Tian looked at Xiao Ling's back and closed his fingers several times, but he didn't have the courage to reach out and intercept the back that looked so fragile and slender at this moment.
So far, he hasn't reacted to what he did to her. Didn't you always say that you loved her very much? How did you get her hurt? Self-blame and guilt made Meng Tian suddenly unable to reach out, even though he was very worried about Xiao Ling and didn't know if she hit her seriously.
(PS: It's a mess today!) But the ending will still be good!! )