088, but the person I like is you
Zhao Mengqing glanced at me, then raised his head and smiled briskly: "Your Highness, I don't want to stand on the same line with you. β
I didn't expect him to disagree, so I was speechless when I heard him answer like this: "You ......"
He took off the lampshade and dialed the wick of the candle, and by the sudden brightening candle flame, he looked up at me seriously and said: "Your Highness, I have never been on the same line as you, you must not regard me as an ally, otherwise one day something happens to you, or one day I fall off the horse, and the two of us are involved in each other and finally are wiped out, then my future will be worrying." β
I suddenly understood what he meant.
"Your Highness, there is more than one righteous path in this world, you do your thing, I will do my thing, and I can do what I can to assist, but Your Highness must understand in your heart that you and I have never formed an alliance. Even if one day the two of us stand in the court to confront each other, when you and I should accuse each other, shirk each other, or even frame each other, please be decisive and decisive, and be sure not to be soft. β
This sentence made the king's heart sour.
The thought of the day when the two of us had to face such a scene made me feel even more responsible.
I exhaled a long breath: "Actually, when I came to your mansion tonight, I carefully planned along the way, in case the next volume of that book was too dangerous to Qin Buxian, how should I protect her." But planning and planning, this king found that even if the worst happened, he didn't want to send her away, not because he wanted to do what he wanted to do with the help of her hatred technique, but because I really liked her, and when I thought of not seeing her in the future, and not seeing her either indifferent or angry or happy, I felt that a large piece of flesh had been stripped of my heart, and it hurt very much. β
"Hmm."
The corners of my lips overflowed with a wry smile, I lowered my head and squeezed the book tightly, and said: "But what I saw tonight is far worse than the worst I thought of, so the thoughts along the way instantly collapsed, turning into a puff of smoke and a shadow, this king can no longer care about his own selfishness, only wants to care about her safety, so I can't wait to send her away tomorrow, and never let her stay in the imperial capital for another day." β
There was a rustling sound outside, and it was the rain of early autumn that suddenly arrived and fell to the ground unexpectedly.
Zhao Mengqing raised his hand and pushed the window open, revealing a crack, allowing some fresh air outside to enter, but this fresh air did not dilute the sadness on his face, he sighed and said, "But Your Highness, you probably don't know how much you like you." I tried to persuade her to leave the imperial capital many times, but in the end she didn't leave. There are even a few times when she arrives at the dock, but in the end she still doesn't leave because of all kinds of unexpected things, which is actually no coincidence, and maybe you don't see how much she wants to stay with you. β
This king really didn't see it, and even felt a little incredible: "How could she want to stay with me...... In all fairness, I wasn't good to her...... Even, very bad. β
"Your Highness actually knows that she treats her badly," Zhao Mengqing sneered, leaning back in his chair and looking at me mockingly, "From this point of view, you are more self-aware than ordinary scumbags." β
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"I thought that the reason why she wanted to stay with you was the same as the reason why you wanted her to leave, it was because she was afraid that the other party would die without a body. After all, you won't live long without Lao Cong, she is regarded as an immortal and a living dead, and you two are very worthy. β
"Don't say this useless anymore, this king asked you to help think about how to send her out of the imperial capital."
Zhao Mengqing frowned, hooked his fingers and knocked on the table, and said solemnly: "Your Highness still doesn't understand, it's not that we can send it away if we want to." She likes you so much, worries about you, hates to give you her immortality, you let her go now, how can she be willing to go? I can make a bet with Your Highness now, that the more you tell her about the urgency of this matter, the less she will leave; Even if she is gone now, she will be able to come back in a year and a half or even three or five months. Although she looked indifferent and indifferent to everything, she was very enthusiastic in her bones, especially to Your Highness. β
The king was silent for a while, and finally looked up and said, "This king has a way to make her never come back." Now, I need you to help Ben Wang make a game. β
This method is to make her disheartened with this king, and completely cut off the idea of staying with me.
So, this king took her to Xixi Realm, and in front of that piece of tomb, turned over the new and old accounts of Lu Shu, Xu Guangguang, and Cheng Yu one by one, and counted them on her head, so that she was wronged to the extreme but did not give her half of the trust.
This game is that on the sixth day of the ninth month, Zhao Mengqing's birthday banquet was used to force her to grow hatred and break through her last psychological defense.
So, this king was unreasonable and forced her to do it. But in fact, even if Qin Buxian at that time did not stop Zhao Mengqing from drinking the glass of wine mixed with hatred, Zhao Mengqing would "accidentally" drop the wine glass because he was drunk and his fingers were not good.
No matter how thoughtful the plan is, it becomes vulnerable in the face of sudden changes.
After the birthday banquet, the guests are scattered, looking at the tall building, the moon is in the sky.
Zhao Mengqing chatted with me privately for a few words, and I listened carefully, although my face was pretending to be calm, but my heart was already terrifying.
"In the past few days, the emperor has complained about disenvy, and there is not much truth in this accusation, I guess it was when she deceived Lu Youyou and Gao Li before, and the hatred she drank played a role. And today, Chen Changfeng, the secretary of the Ministry of War, also wants to borrow the next volume of "Seven Kingdoms Gods and Warriors" with me, I forgot where to put it under the pretext that he has an upright personality, in case he runs to the emperor and I lose the book in the library, I will be punished for a small matter, and the emperor will see that the next volume is a big matter. Your Highness, no matter where you have reached now, you'd better take her away as soon as possible, she can't continue to stay in the imperial capital. β
I was in a panic, and on the way back to the palace with Qin Buxian, I didn't even say a few words to herβI kept thinking about how I could do the last step in a down-to-earth way so that she could completely despair of me.
The moment the gate of the palace was closed, it was the most desolate moment in the king's heart. I had a lot of reluctance in my heart, but I had to turn every next sentence into a knife, and then stab it firmly into her heart.
So, I painted in the wind, and every ink that fell was like blood from my heart.
"This one is the bottom of your southern moat, the scene when I saw Ah Yu. She was so cold that she couldn't breathe. You may not have seen it, after all, your father is a traitor who opened the door to meet the enemy, and he should have planned for you in advance, so when Ah Yu's life and death are uncertain, you are afraid that you are at ease in a certain gold mountain and silver cave. β
"You said that Cheng Yu's life and death at the bottom of the river have nothing to do with you, so what about him, the bright and handsome Xu Guangguang? If you show this king carefully, is it not related to you that he is now on death row? β
even moved out of her father-
"Qin Buxian, Qin Buxian, you were at least arranged a way out by your father who was a traitor and thief, you have entanglements on this retreat, you have a mother, and these changes that happened later are just the retribution that God can't get used to seeing what your father did to you, compared to Ah Yu, who jumped into the river without a way out, what do you have to cry about?"
"How can a thief who is not a rebellious minister take the initiative to give up resistance and open the city gate, how can he go out to meet the enemy when other courtiers commit suicide and martyrdom, how can he kneel on the spot and call us grandpa as grandchildren?"
In the end, Qin Buxian was pressed by me on the stone table, his neck was attached to the rice paper, his hair was torn messily by the wind, his tight fingers pressed the rice paper, and finally the fingertips were embedded in the paper, and blood stains gradually appeared in the friction.
The king's heart is filled with great sorrow.
That night she asked me, "I have never blamed you for destroying my southern kingdom, why do you mock me and ridicule me, and oppose me everywhere, and you must force me to argue with you hoarsely about a right or wrong?"
Because, only these things can pull you down from the indifferent and alienated immortal realm, stimulate you to be hoarse and decadent like an earthly mortal, quarrel with this king, and finally completely cool my heart, never want to see me again, and never return to the imperial capital.
Envy, I want you to live well, hate me seriously, never know my original thoughts, and stay away from this catastrophe.
But Qin Buxian at the beginning actually memorized the paragraph of "Zuo Chuan" for ten years. I was shocked because I knew that Rick in the history books was reading at the end, "Desire to add sin, what is it?" When the minister heard the order, "he killed himself."
I was afraid that Qin Buxian would die, and I was so afraid that I trembled all over, and finally covered her mouth with my hand, afraid that after she read that sentence again, she would resolutely cut herself off.
But she finished reading it after all.
The wind blew and the court roared.
The candlesticks toppled over, the lanterns tumbled, and finally they were extinguished in the flames. The rice paper flying across the courtyard squirmed, like the money that flew in the air when my mother passed away.
Her red eyes and pale face were imprinted in my mind, I thought she was a demon who wanted to collect debts, but this demon cried unscrupulously, making me give birth to a large piece of softness, and even, wanting to ignore the future road, I took her in my arms and told her: "Envy, these are all done to trick you into leaving, I really like you, don't be so sad." β
But I didn't take her into my arms, and I couldn't say that to her.
The wind blew and swept away her tears, a few of which hit me in the face.
She was so beautiful and so tranquil, and told me: "Fortunately, one day, on my way back to the palace, I saw a yellow moon plant on the side of the road, and the flowering period was just at the end, and it was just a breeze passing by, but the petals were not controlled by the flower stems. Occasionally, when I thought of my time in Ningguo, the ginkgo tree that grew to the end and fell its leaves wildly, I suddenly felt comfortable and happy in my heart, so I had been haunted for a long time and there was no answer, and a new solution appeared. β
The ginkgo tree, the leaves that fall quickly, come to an end, and the next year will be verdant.
Sometimes I think, what is fear?
Is it death? No, it's just seeing the death of someone who is worried about it.
I was afraid that I would go to great lengths to protect her, and I would accidentally push her to the brink of extinction.
But she didn't know what I thought, so she still smiled lightly and told me the words of life and death-
"Wei period, when I die, you will take my immortal cong, how you can use the life in it, do what you want to do, protect the people you want to protect, like the people you want to like, I only ask you to bury me, I can't help myself in this life, but I have never had a moment of waste."
I know.
But the person I like is you.
The dagger was revealed, and for a moment, blood fell down the fingertips of the knife.
I was glad and scared, and asked myself uncontrollably:
What if I don't stop it?
What if this blade didn't sink into my palm, but Qin Buxian's neck.
If Qin Buxian is really dead, then this king ...... And what to do.
I didn't come up with an answer.
In the early morning of the next day, he left the imperial capital and went south to Yuzhou City by boat, fleeing for his life along the way, hoping to make the ship faster, faster.
Xiyuan was very well chosen, and by mistake it was the old house that her father built for her mother.
Seeing her talking about her parents' happy face, this king actually felt very sad: Could it be that Qin Lu only loves his wife and not his children? Why did the immortal people put the hatred of thousands of years on her, and why did they leave such a big threat to her future path?
When he was upset, he couldn't help but sarcastically mock Qin Lu again, which made Qin Buxian unhappy.
went to the Ruyi gambling house and saw Wu, Song, Yun, and Liang, four old friends, and her deliberate uncooperative appearance because of her anger made the king feel unconcealedly happy.
It's just that the four old friends were dumbfounded and worried when they saw such a fairy-like girl.
I introduced: "Her name is Wei Xinyue, the Wei of 'Wei Du picks up Yan Zhao, and the beauty praises Hibiscus'." "I'm complimenting her.
But she deliberately sang the opposite tune and chose a miserable poem: "Yes, my name is Wei Xinyue, Wei of 'desolate Shu prostitute, come to dance in front of the Wei Palace'." β
Seeing this, Song Junqian reminded me: "Wang Gongzi, I think that the things we are going to discuss today are somewhat important, and if Miss Wei is present, I am afraid it is not very appropriate." β
This king held Qin Buxian's hand and emphasized the name "Wei Xinyue" again: "You don't have to worry, Wei Xinyue is not an outsider. Even if something goes wrong in the future, this king has a way to deal with her. β
Yun Jiyue finally understood, and helped me repeat the name twice: "Miss Wei Xinyue was born so beautiful but not coquettish, her body is free and easy to be like a fairy, beauty is easy to get, and immortals are rare to meet, I think she is a good girl to give birth to such a fairy." You don't have to mind too much, I am sure that Miss Wei Xinyue will not have those roundabout and tactful thoughts. β
The other three finally came to their senses.
The content of this meeting and discussion is indeed important, but it is not the idea that I brought Qin Buxian over.
Many years ago, I told these four old friends: "I am worth all my worth, and one day, if I die in battle, please leave your part of this king to a girl." β
"Dare to ask Wang Gongzi, what is the name of this girl?"
I pondered for a moment and wrote three words on the paper - "Wei Xinyue".
Qin Buxian, they all saw you that day, and when this king dies, they will send this treasure to you on behalf of this king.
You see, this king is not stingy, but many times it is too late.
As for why he chose the name Wei Xinyue, this king wants you to know, and I hope you will never know.
Qin Buxian, Wei Qi, Wei Xinyue, Wei Xinyue.
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Envy, this king pleases you, for a long time.