192. Do you regret it?

"It seems that you don't want to know much about Princess Xingran." With a wave of his hand, he put his arm around my shoulder and closed his eyes, as if he was really ready to sleep.

I thought for a moment, then finally put my arms up and slowly lowered my head and kissed him on the forehead.

This action caused him to open his eyes suddenly, so he was caught off guard, and Honshosuke saw a reddish self in his eyes.

He just looked at me, not moving, not even saying what he had promised.

I couldn't help frowning: "You didn't mean to trick me, did you?" ”

This sentence seemed to irritate him, and he suddenly grabbed my shoulder, rolled over and pressed me against the bed, countless strands of hair hanging down to my ears, and was confused when he saw some pain in his eyes.

"Envy, do you remember the last time, who was you willing to listen to this king for?"

This sentence made me stunned, and before I could think about it, I heard him say again: "For Donglizhi, for Wei Tian." Are you ......" He paused, raised his finger and rubbed the tail of my eye again, as if he had made a lot of determination, before he said the next sentence, "What kind of deal did you make with Xing Ran again?" Do you want to use hatred to help them complete some commission? ”

I immediately denied: "No." ”

"You're lying," he debunked me like that, "tell me, why did you promise her that she threatened you?" ”

"What does she have to threaten me?" I stiffened my neck and pulled at the obvious lie, "You know, I've always hated the Hate Cultivation Technique, and after the incident between Dongli Zhi and Wei Tian, I don't want to use this technique to hurt others again. ”

Wei Qi's brows were furrowed deeply, and he said the truth in a calm voice that made me afraid: "You are afraid that Ning Guo will enter the imperial capital, and you and Zhao Mengqing are expecting that the army of Dongqi Kingdom can come to protect my Dajin, so you promised her." ”

I turned my face away and looked at him again.

"Envy, I'm very uncomfortable."

"What are you uncomfortable with?"

"After the reunion of Nanguo Mansion, you never trusted me. You never listen to every piece of advice I give you. I know you hate me and want me dead. ”

“……”

He bowed his head and kissed my forehead, gently tugging my sideburns, and his tone became softer than ever: "I know that I have done many things wrong, and I have long not expected you to forgive." I'm going to die sooner or later, and I won't keep you waiting. I just hope you're alive and well when this is all over. Whether it is with Zhao Mengqing or with Chen Lanzhou you like, as long as you are happy in the future, it is what I expect. ”

Hold on to this day, to this moment.

Not dead yet.

A big reason is because I want to see His Royal Highness the King of Chong'an die before me.

He made me so resentful that I longed to cramp and skin him and crush him to ashes when I thought of what had happened.

In order to fulfill this wish, he gave up all the back roads, all the vitality, and even gave up the little boy of Lanzhou.

to implicate innocent people, cooperate with Cheng Yu, and plant his hatred on Tao Wanwan, thinking that this will allow him to experience the pain I have experienced and the despair I have experienced.

In this way, he is ridiculous and repeatedly stuck in the quagmire, crashing into a strange situation, and becoming more and more unable to get out.

The body is also painful, the hatred is devouring, and the heart, spleen and stomach are not uncomfortable. The only support in my heart is to see this person with my own eyes, and I can't die well.

But why, when I hear him say something like "I'm going to die sooner or later, I won't let you wait too long", but I still feel reluctant and sad? Why, the eyes still sore, and the heart still wrinkled.

I held his face, I wanted to say something cruel to scold him, but I don't know why tears fell uncontrollably: "Why do you say that." I guess it's one thing to see you not being able to live, and it's another thing for you to die on your own. What's the point of that? ”

Speaking of this, he suddenly felt internal and external troubles, and felt that he already knew and guessed too many things, so he also ignored it a little, "Ben Shoufu has spent so much thought, just to see you suffer, how can you be such a bastard and let me waste so much time and energy in vain." ”

He wiped away my tears with his fingers, and his tone began to be indecent again: "Do you regret it?" Don't want your husband to die so early? ”

"At least I should have died at my hands." I said firmly.

He began to laugh, and the light in his eyes flashed: "Okay." When this is done, I will come to you with a knife, and I must let you do it yourself. Envy, I want to leave this life to you. ”

I was stunned: "After what happened?" What are you doing. ”

His slightly rough thumb rubbed my face like this, and suddenly lowered his head and kissed me, as if he was afraid that I would be angry, so he hurriedly said: "Now that I am sleepy, do you want this king to take you to see what great things your husband is doing?" ”

Ben Shousuke immediately came to his senses: "I'm not sleepy, I'm not sleepy at all." ”

I never thought that Wei Qi would bring me to Xixi Realm.

The last time I came over, I still remember it vividly.

It was August in the imperial capital, and it was still raining lightly, and the sky was gloomy, but it was still no match for the gloomy and Wei face.

He almost took me captive to the Xixi Realm, and the horse ran so fast that it seemed to be untamed, and he could almost kill me half my life without running a single step. I thought about escaping, but the hand on my waist was like an iron lock, clamping me alive and making me unable to move.

On that day, the drizzle was like weaving, the fog was pale, and the tombstones were patchy, not like the mortal world.

And today, the sun is scorching, the snow has not disappeared, and the tombstones are green, as if they are in a different world.

He once smiled, but there was a yin owl in his eyes, and while pointing out Lu Shu's tomb to me, he dug the soil with his bare hands, telling me that this one was prepared for Xu Guangguang.

At that time, he counted the changes of everyone around him on my head, and I was so angry that my teeth were itching, but because of my hatred for him, I was so angry that my heart was tumbling and blood was surging, but I still couldn't hate him.

In the end, he slapped him in such a rage that he pressed me into the damp mud, and no matter how much I struggled, he would not let me go, and finally his white robe was so dirty and messy with rain and mud that he could not wash it off when he went back to wash it.

These are completely two people from the gentle uncle who took me into his arms and comforted me back then. Cowering next to the tomb, the slightly prickly weeds stuck to my face, my heart was full of holes, but because of the disparity in strength, I couldn't beat him, so I could only let him be humiliated and there was nothing I could do.

So Xixijing is really not a good place for me.

Fortunately, the person who brought me here today did not press me to the ground and bully me, but grabbed my wrist tightly, as if he was afraid that I would think of the past, and slapped him with his backhand.

"Why did you bring me here today?" I pressed my emotions and asked him.

"I'm sorry," Wei Qi apologized first, thinking that what he did before was very bad, and then said, "The reason why I chose this place is because Cheng Yu also hates this, and he won't come here, so what this king wants to do will not be noticed by her." ”

"Why does Cheng Yu hate here?"

Wei Qi looked at a tombstone in the distance, his fingers tightened a little, and his Adam's apple moved, but he didn't speak.

A moment later, he pulled me to the tombstone and leaned over to brush off the snow that had fallen on it.

The ink on the tombstone had fallen a little, only the nicks were still deep.

The words "Love will shine on the tomb of Xu Guang" burned my eyes a little painfully. I don't want to care about Xu Guangguang's original position and the impact he had on me, but I am a little embarrassed, this is a person who Wei Qi desperately protected at the beginning, but he was finally buried here. There is no more lieutenant general in his prime in this world, and there is one less young man who swears allegiance to the south.

Wei Qi spoke lightly, and there was also a hint of enmity and hatred between his words: "Cheng Yu is such a contradiction. When Xu Guangguang was alive, he liked her wholeheartedly, and he thought about her in everything he did, and would rather betray this king than betray her. But she never cherished this heart. On the contrary, it was only after the death of the person that she thought of the past, and then regretted her mistakes. Xu Guangguang has become a wound in her heart that cannot be healed, let alone look at this tombstone, this tomb, even the mention of the name 'Xu Guangguang', she can be at a loss for several days. ”

I heard myself laughing: "Is there only Cheng Yu in this world who is contradictory?" Not necessarily. ”

Take Ben Shoufu himself as an example, the contradictions I have experienced in the past half a year are like random arrows, overwhelming.

He laughed, "Don't mention it." Today I'm not here to talk about Xu Guangguang and Cheng Yu. ”

As he spoke, he led me to continue walking into the depths of the West Creek Realm.

The depths of Xixi Realm are low mountains on three sides, and the trees inside are towering, mist-shrouded, and the atmosphere is gloomy, which is not at all the bright appearance of the sun shining outside.

If it weren't for the fact that Honshosuke had a heart-to-heart with him in the morning, he was afraid that he would quietly solve me in this place, and I wouldn't even have a chance to fight back.

After walking for a while, the trees gradually became thick and straight, and most of the big trees as far as the eye could see needed three people to encircle them. He turned several times, stopped in front of one of the trees, grasped a nodule in his hand, and pushed it in secretly, until the trunk suddenly moved, and the bark shrank inward along several lines, and a moment later a boxy door appeared before us.

I was shocked: "How can there be a mechanism here?" ”

He picked the corner of his lips, walked in before me, and then turned around and stretched out his hand to me: "Come here, my husband will show you the big scene." ”

I was in a trance for a moment, quickly put my hand on it, lifted my robe and walked in with him.

Under the cover of the trees, there is a tunnel that extends downward, and the steps are made of tombstones on this side, which are uneven, but very solemn. He took the fire fold and took care of me all the way, walking down the steps, about a dozen feet away, before he faintly heard some sounds.

It is the shouts that can only be found in the battlefield, the sound of fist and foot fighting, and the sound of weapons colliding.

I couldn't help but clench his fingers.

He looked back at me, and the firelight reflected his face, "Don't be afraid. He said.