(Girls' Literature)

"It's not like this, Xiaoyu, you listen to me, I didn't show my superiority at all, and I didn't have any intention of laughing at you at all, so don't you target me like this anymore, okay, why can't we go back to before? Why can't we do it all over again? Could it be that we really have to go from being such a good pair of sisters to strange enemies? It's not what I want to see, it's really not what I want to see, I just hope you're okay! I couldn't go on anymore, and slowly my voice began to choke, and I squatted on the ground and began to cry.

I lowered my head and squatted on the ground so helplessly, I didn't look up at Xiaoyu, I just squatted on the ground like that, I felt that Su Xiaoyu must only have hatred in his eyes, "Xiaoyu, I'm really not what you think, I'm really not, please don't treat me like this, okay?" Do you remember? Do you remember what you said to me before you left school? You said I was your best friend in college, you said thank you for doing so much for you at that time, thank you for helping you so much at that time, and our relationship in college was so good, have you forgotten all this? But these words, the time is not so long, why don't you remember it? Xiaoyu, do you really remember? Look at me, look at me...... "I'm almost speechless, really, I'm really about to be speechless, how could Su Xiaoyu be like this."

It's just that Su Xiaoyu is not moved at all because of my current pain, she is still standing there so upright, I looked up and saw her face, still so indifferent and unmoved, it seems that she has really forgotten these things, hey, yes, in her heart, she still defines me as an enemy-like character, so even if I did something good for her before, she will definitely not count me in! I think I've been classified as a bad guy by her now, and all the things I did before must have been cleared, but Su Xiaoyu, do we have to make it like this?

If there is anything we can't say, can't we all make it clear? Now the two of us are like two enemies, and the state is really unbearable! This is a real problem, Su Xiaoyu, and it is also a problem that both of us are facing! It's just that I think your heart is a closed door, and you always close yourself so tightly, if you sit here and take it for granted, do you think things will change? Can all of these things really get better? Do you think it's all going to be the way you think?

"Xiaoyu, I think you ......" Before I finished speaking, there was another loud slap, which really landed on my face, and this slap was a crisp vector! I feel that at this time, I have been stunned by this crisp slap, and Su Xiaoyu's strength is quite large, I was stunned when I was beaten by her, I was stunned at the moment, is this sick? Where the is sick, where is the problem, being fanned by her like this, there is no way out, my tears suddenly slipped down, I don't know if this is because my face was really hurt by her fan or because I was sad by him, so at this time, I will cry, in short, I think Su Xiaoyu's slap is all the love between us.

"Don't say it again, have you heard it, I ask you to stop saying it again, what are you like, my own heart is clearly ruthless, you don't have to tell me so clearly, say so clearly! Ai Xiaoya, don't you think it's tiring for you to pretend to be a bitter love scene every day? Really tired, you know? ”

Su Xiaoyu roared angrily while tearing her hair violently, and in an instant, the hair on her head was torn by her like a messy chicken nest, oh my God, what's going on! How do you say that if you go crazy, you go crazy? I really don't know Su Xiaoyu's current mental condition, or is there a sentence to summarize it, is it a fucking normal state of life? It's a fucking lunatic, look at this position, that's enough. I saw Su Xiaoyu's departing figure, I don't have the strength to call out her name, I think I have also done my best, about the sisterhood between us, I also feel that I have done a lot of things to retain, to work hard, but it still caused such a situation, I can only say, I feel that I am quite a failure, and I also feel that my fate with Su Xiaoyu has really come to an end, maybe that's it, sometimes, something you value very much, You care about someone very much, but when you feel that you have no way to change this state, it can only mean that your fate with this person has really come to a deep end.

So when Su Xiaoyu left again, I didn't chase it, and I really didn't want to do some so-called efforts anymore, I was really tired and tired at this time, and I felt that I was already sad to the extreme, really, Su Xiaoyu, maybe at this time, I really came to a time when I was going to say goodbye to you, and as for me, now at this time, there is no longer anyone who owes anyone, who needs to help whom, and who wants to pay for whom. Since the love has been worn away in the years when we hurt each other, then please leave me with all the hatred for me, all of them, in this way, I have no regrets, and you have no regrets.

"Oh, why are you beating a girl!" Wu Min's big belly, I don't know when she came to me and Su Xiaoyu's side, she stretched out her hand and wanted to fight Su Xiaoyu but was stopped by me all of a sudden, "Sister, don't look like this!" "I'm worried about the baby in Wu Min's belly, I'm afraid that if Wu Min makes any big moves, it will definitely have an impact on the baby in his belly at this time, and now Su Xiaoyu has a virus on her body after all, and the resistance of pregnant women at this time is relatively low, so if you think about it from this point of view, I don't want Wu Min to be angry about this matter. Obviously this is my business, I don't want to involve too many people because of my own affairs, in this case, it really can't be done, after all, the child in Wu Min's belly is the most important thing now.

Wu Min was stopped by me, she looked at me in surprise, I understood that she must not understand, obviously she wanted to stand out for me, but at this time, I still want to stop her? Su Xiaoyu turned her head suddenly, glared at me and Wu Min deadly, opened her mouth and scolded, "Nerves, it's all sick!" Wu Min also widened her eyes If it had been placed before, Wu Min would definitely not accept this tone, but at this time, I also grabbed Wu Min to death, so she just glared at Su Xiaoyu, and did not say anything else, when Su Xiaoyu was getting farther and farther away from me, I sat on the flower bed, like a puddle of mud that had been roasted by the flames, my God, I was really tired.

"Yaya, Yaya, you're okay, what's wrong with you, don't scare me!" Wu Min said and bent over and gently stopped my shoulder, I lowered my head, Wu Min's tone began to become a little anxious, "Yaya, Yaya, what's wrong with you, don't scare me, okay, good, say something!" "I understand that I am not in a very good state as a person now, but I also understand what my own heart looks like, and my own heart is now like a wooden board full of holes, and the fortresses I have built for myself to protect myself are about to collapse at this moment. What's wrong with this world, why can't I understand this world more and more? Am I feeling as if I have been abandoned by the whole world? I was surrounded by Su Xiaoyu and the boss's faces, as if they were all laughing around me, looking very terrifying.

"Sister Min, do you think I always do something wrong?" I looked at Wu Min and asked blankly, Wu Min sat next to me, reached out and put my head on her shoulder, "Yaya, don't you think so, okay?" You must not think so, you are a very good girl, you are a very good girl, you know? You have such a kind heart, how can you always do wrong things? Don't judge yourself like this...... "Wu Min said, the words suddenly changed, "Then again, Yaya, who was that girl just now, why does it seem to hate you so much, have you done something?" Wu Min looked at me, and from her eyes, I saw myself, and if I could, I would be happy to tell Wu Min about my current situation.

"Her name is Su Xiaoyu is my college classmate, and she is also my good friend before, I had a special relationship before, and our previous relationship was almost the best among our classmates, but Li Yunxiang was her boyfriend before, but in the end, after I broke up, Li Yunxiang came to chase me again, and then she now blames me for the reason why she has reached this point, I feel that I am also quite sad, I feel that I don't know what to do now? Sister Wu Min, do you know? My friends have left me now, and I feel like I'm standing on an island......"

"I'm almost in a situation where I'm isolated now, but Sister Wu Min, you tell me, you tell me, you tell me, what is wrong with me? What was wrong with me? Sister Wu Min, Sister Wu Min, I really don't know, I really don't know, what's wrong with me, what's wrong with the world? Have I abandoned the world, or has the world forsaken me? Who is abandoning whom? And who is sorry for whom? ”

I leaned on Wu Min's shoulder and said weakly, but Wu Min still patted me on the shoulder, "Yaya, don't look like this, you look like this, I really feel very distressed, you know?" In my impression, you are really a very happy girl! "Wu Min looked at me, am I fast? That's it, I'm happy, I'm wool! The inside of the small garden exudes a breeze and a sea of flowers, I think this moment is really good, as this early summer season, you are in the sea of China, feeling the breeze and Huichang, but just when I was in this small garden, I felt an unprecedented disappointment and despair, it turned out that Su Xiaoyu and I still came to this point uncontrollably, to the point of almost turning against each other, who is right and who is wrong in these things? Is it all my fault, or is it all hers? If not, if we are not to blame, then who is to blame?

I forgot how I got to Happy New Village, I felt that when I sat on the bus, my body was like a completely hollowed out mouse hole, I felt that my internal organs seemed to be nothing, I also felt that my step-by-step insistence and compromises again and again seemed to have become very complicated, I felt that sometimes I was really mixed in my heart, I was like an empty balloon, when following the bus to go out, I was also bobbing back and forth with the shaking of the car, and I also felt that I was really tired at this time, and I thought I had reached a limit. I closed my eyes and slowly leaned my head against the car window, but when I closed my eyes, I was still Su Xiaoyu in my mind, she still existed in my mind as always, I could still look at her very clearly, watching her being beaten to the ground, watching her scolded by the "panda", watching her being kicked by Boss Tao, all of which I remembered in my mind...... It's just that when I look back on it now, I still don't know what kind of mood I have!

I lay groggy in bed all day, without eating, drinking, going to the toilet, and certainly not going to bed. But I really didn't fall asleep, I could clearly perceive the food around me, the sunlight shining in from the window in the morning, the slight hot wind blowing from the window, the fine dust floating from the tip of my nose in the sea, I could clearly feel it, but I just didn't have the strength to open my eyes again, or I didn't have the courage to open my eyes to see the world again, there was a sentence scrolling back and forth in my heart, It's like a sentence playing back and forth on an LED screen, "You ruined everything about me, you ruined everything!" "It turns out that I am a great sinner, my sin is comparable to an atomic bomb that can destroy an island, am I really such a bad person? I can destroy other people's seasons with my own hands, I can crush other people's happiness with my own hands, if that's really the case, then I'm really a heinous person, Hai, Su Xiaoyu, is your life really buried in my hands as you said?

Me, what else do I have to say...... Maybe you're right, even if I don't mean to harm others, but sometimes, some things are caused by me, if I really rejected Li Yunxiang at that time, what would the relationship between Su Xiaoyu and me be? It's just that I felt that I was also in love with Li Yunxiang at the time, and I felt that Li Yunxiang also loved me very much, but what was the result? Where have we come now? I feel like we've come to a point where we're at the end of the road, and then the price I've paid is that I've lost my friend, and in a way, I've pushed her life into an abyss from which I can't recover. But is that really what it is? And who can tell me who is right and who is wrong.

When Tang Mimi took Kang Hui to the house, I still lay on the bed and fell asleep, I suddenly felt that I was really strange at this time, in the scorching noon, I still lay on the bed, with a towel covered to sleep with my head. "Look, I'll just say, she's sleeping here, and she's living like a pig now......"

I haven't opened my eyes before I heard Tang Mimi's voice, the sea has Kang Hui's laughter, before I opened my eyes, Tang Mimi's slap slapped on my face again and again, "pop pop ......" again and again, my eyes were hit by her hand and couldn't open them, my eyes couldn't open anymore, this time and again, it made me very irritable, "Yaya, get up, look at what time it is, Sister Kang Hui is here, you open your eyes and see, what's wrong with you, You can't be lying here......" Although I didn't want to open my eyes, I still had to open my eyes, so when I opened my eyes, I saw Tang Mimi's face and Kang Hui's surprised face, and the two of them looked at me with their heads down, looking very surprised.

"Huh, you're okay, you're okay, it's so good, you're okay, I thought you were ......" Tang Mimi pointed at me, I understood that after the next second, there would definitely not be many good words, and spit out from her mouth, but Kang Hui bumped her arm, "Hehehe, what do you want to say?" Don Mimi finally didn't say the nasty words that I thought she would say.

"Tang Mimi, I said when you asked me to get up, can you be gentle, why do you still call me like that? I'm not dead, I'm still alive, don't I want money with this face? You still want to be beaten like this......" I pointed to my face and attacked Tang Mimi. Tang Mimi smiled, "Don't kill me anymore, I know you're in a bad mood, Sister Kang Hui came to see you, and I want to tell you a good news, that is, Sister Kang Hui wants to invite us out to play, you get up quickly, clean up, you don't want to stop here anymore, let's hurry up and plan it, okay?" ”

Tang Mimi lifted my quilt as she spoke, and I was immediately exposed in front of them. "You're going to die, what are you doing, you're such a crazy woman!" I said and pulled down my pajamas, don't expose it, don't expose it! Damn, why does this dead girl still do this without talking about the consequences? Look at her virtue, look at her like that, it's really annoying, it's really infuriating, this Tang Mimi, have you made a mistake, you, you girl, there is no bottom line!

"Hahaha...... It turns out that you are still wearing pink Miffy panties......" This Tang Mimi, her second stupid mistake is really committed again, I glared at her fiercely, "You are sick, you, shut up!" "Seeing that I was a little angry at this time, Tang Mimi could only close her mouth, and I glanced at her." Okay, okay, it's not too early now, you don't have to lie in bed anymore, you get up quickly, let's sit together and talk about things! I went to the toilet and solved my physiological problems, and I went to wash my face with cold water, so I felt that my brain was a little better. At least it's not as chaotic as when I first woke up, and now I feel pretty good.

"I came to you for something ......" Kang Hui said and paused, took the water handed over by Tang Mimi, and took a big sip, "Isn't it the weekend the day after tomorrow?" This look, I want to find you to climb the mountain the day after tomorrow, damn, I'm always in a bad mood these days, I feel that I have a lot of bad luck in my body, and I think the two of you have been in a bad mood recently, so let's go there together for a while, throw away all the bad luck on your body, and I'll drive you two to ha! Kang Hui said and patted my face, I didn't react, go climb the mountain, I feel that I don't know my physical condition at this time, I don't know if I can go to the top of the mountain.

"I'll go!" Tang Mimi's hand was raised high, and then when she saw that I didn't react, she immediately twisted my arm, "What's the matter with you, why don't you take a stand, what are you doing?" I glanced at her, and then I turned my gaze to Kang Hui's body, "Sister, I've not been in good health recently......" Kang Hui didn't react yet, Tang Mimi first stretched out a "pause" gesture, "Are you energetic?" Do you have energy? Do you think you can do it? Do you think you're okay? You're doing this kind of moth all day long, aren't you too much? "Oh my God, I haven't spoken yet, but she keeps talking.

"You're sick?" I glared at Tang Mimi, and saw that Tang Mimi wanted to fight back against me again, but Wu Min gestured to her, "Go, Yaya, let's go together, go well, do you say it's good, Hai, we are all good young people, why do you want to be so aggrieved by yourself?" ”