"Is there one? Do I look happy? Nope! ”

Shen Xianhe looked at him suspiciously.

"Didn't you? I can see the corners of your mouth going up, what? Think it's ridiculous that I like your men? ”

After hearing her words, Su Nianjun quickly stopped laughing and turned positive.

"How is it possible, I just confirmed an answer, and I couldn't stop being happy in my heart, you misunderstood what I meant."

"Is that so? You asked me such a question, did you come to help Eleven ask? ”

Shen Xianhe lowered her eyes and didn't look at him, but her hands curled up involuntarily, she still couldn't face everything about him.

Feeling her low mood, Su Nianjun swept away her previous happy mood and said in an extremely heavy voice.

"Didn't I ask you just now, do you want to see my true face? I have a very important thing to tell you today, I have thought about it for a long time, and I have thought about it for a long time, and I feel that I should not continue to hide it from you like this, and I don't want to deceive my heart anymore, I don't know, what will happen after you know these truths? But I still want to tell you that I really have too many unspeakable secrets, and too many involuntary bodies, I hope you can forgive me, and I really want to guard by your side, just because I have too much burden, I don't want to waste time, and I don't want to secretly go to see you in secret, I want to stay by your side in the light, protect you, take care of you, and don't let you suffer any harm. ”

Hearing Su Nianjun's words, the feeling of uneasiness in Shen Xianhe's heart became stronger and stronger, and some details that she had never noticed faintly appeared in her mind, and the two of them turned around in her mind from time to time, and finally overlapped together, but she still couldn't believe it, and she couldn't believe her conjecture.

Slowly looked up at Su Nianjun in front of him, there was too much shock in his heart, but he didn't want to believe it, and with a negative tone, he was expecting him to tell him that it was not the answer she guessed.

"What do you want to tell me? Is it something else? And not as I guessed? You......? ”

It's a pity that before the words were finished, Su Nianjun stood up and walked to her step by step, with the courage in his eyes, he looked at her with difficulty and slowly spoke.

"Xianhe, you are so smart, you should have guessed it, but I still want to tell you all this in person, who am I? The reason why I deceived you like this, I hope you can calm down and listen to me quietly, okay? ”

After hearing this, her hands couldn't help but tremble, her face turned gray in an instant, her mouth squirmed for a long time, but she couldn't say a word, the whole person stiffened there, I don't know what to do?

Seeing her like this, Su Nianjun's heart also throbbed, and there was too much unbearability in his eyes, but at this point, he couldn't turn back, and he never thought about turning back, he was never indecisive, once he made up his mind to do something, he would do it without looking back, and he would never regret it.

What's more, after sorting out his own feelings, he couldn't look back, seeing that she had been hurt so much, but he couldn't be by her side openly, protect her, give her warmth, he could only watch her get hurt, but he could only hide in a corner where no one was, secretly appear beside her, care for her with a cooperative relationship, and taste her healing, he didn't want to go on like this.

So after hearing her sincere confession just now, he was even more determined to tell her the truth of all this.

"Xianhe, no matter what kind of facts you see next, you must calm down, okay?"

Shen Xianhe couldn't say anything, so he could only sit there and look at her blankly, his eyes full of disbelief.

Su Nianjun slowly raised his hand and slowly approached the mask on his face, his eyes were full of complicated looks, but despite this, his eyes kept looking at her, and he didn't dare to move away for a moment.

Shen Xianhe watched his movements, his heart involuntarily constricted together, he even stopped breathing, his eyes widened, he looked at Su Nianjun for a moment, his heart was beating wildly, his palms were so nervous that a lot of cold sweat broke out, and he couldn't hear anything in his ears, only heard the "thump" sound in his chest, which was louder than the other.

Finally, after Su Nianjun slowly took off the mask that covered his face, after the familiar face appeared in her sight, she trembled, as if the dust had settled, although she couldn't believe it in her heart and didn't want to admit it, but the truth was still in front of her, shattering all her unwillingness, the whole person was like falling into an ice cave, and the strength of her body seemed to be taken away, leaning there decadently.

His eyes were still locked on that face, tears gradually welled up in his sockets, and his eyes began to turn red.

"Xianhe, I know this will make it difficult for you to accept it for a while, but you believe me, I really have a hard time, and I have too many lives that I can't help myself."

Hearing this, Shen Xianhe closed his eyes in pain, tears slid down, his face was full of pain, and he shouted to him with an extremely painful tone.

"You go, I don't want to listen to your explanation, you go, I don't want to see you anymore, you go, ......!"

Hearing her words, Su Nianjun didn't move for a while, his face was full of defeat, and after a long time, he slowly stretched out his hand and gently stroked her neck.

After feeling his movements, Shen Xianhe opened his eyes, his eyelashes blinked, and he looked at Su Nianjun stubbornly and stubbornly.

Su Nianjun's hand slid to the back of her neck, and with a slight force, Shen Xianhe was taken into his arms.

The lip was bitten painfully, Shen Xianhe felt the smell of blood, and struggled in Su Nianjun's arms for a long time, but still couldn't break free from his shackles, she looked at him angrily, and said to him with hatred.

"Let go of me!"

Su Nianjun not only did not let go, but hugged her harder, and said firmly in her ear.

"I won't let go, whether it's in this life or the next, I won't let go when I die."

Shen Xianhe took advantage of the fact that he was not paying attention, pushed him away, stretched out his hand and slapped him.

Su Nianjun tilted his head and didn't make any other moves, but laughed out loud like crazy.

"As long as it can relieve your anger, let alone a slap, even if you stab me a few times, I won't resist."

"Get out, I want you to get out, never appear in front of me!"

Shen Xianhe really couldn't stand his brazenness, and looked at him angrily and shouted, but unfortunately, even if she was like this, Su Nianjun still had no idea of leaving.

He smiled bitterly a few times and spoke in an endlessly sad tone.

"You calm down and listen to my explanation first, and when I finish explaining, no matter what you want me to do, even if it is to kill me, I will promise you."

"I don't listen...... I don't listen...... You liar, I won't believe anything you say anymore...... You go...... You go quickly...... I don't want to see you anymore...... Let's go......! ”

Shen Xianhe collapsed emotionally and squatted down with his head in his arms, and the whole person cried.

Seeing this, Su Nianjun hurriedly stepped forward and hugged her, and before the words of comfort could be spoken, Shen Xianhe raised his head, pushed her away, and said to him in a heart-rending voice.

"Don't touch me...... You make me sick ....... ”

As soon as she said this, Su Nianjun's face immediately became ugly, he sat on the ground in a daze, looked at Shen Xianhe who was constantly crying, and saw that her eyes were getting redder and redder, and gradually began to be bloodshot, he was so distressed that he didn't dare to get close to her anymore, stayed where he was, and looked at her in pain and said.

"Xianhe, I know that you won't forgive me for anything now, but I still hope that you won't be so sad after hearing my explanation, it's not right for me to lie to you, but I can't help myself, if I don't have true feelings for you, I think, unless you can find out the truth yourself, otherwise, I shouldn't tell you personally."

Shen Xianhe raised his head to look at him with tears streaming down his face.

"Really? Then do I still have to be glad that you finally moved my true feelings? If you hadn't had true feelings for me, wouldn't you feel happy if you were pretending to be by my side and watching all the stupid things I did, like looking at a fool? Isn't it ridiculous that even this fool is sincere to you? ”

"No, I didn't, I never thought like this, you misunderstood, I admit, at the beginning lurking by your side, I did go with other purposes, and then, slowly, the longer I get along with you, the more I understand you, I know that I can't go on like this, many times, I have restrained myself from going to see you, but I just can't help it, I can't see you, I feel bad, it's like being infected with poison, and you are my antidote, I know that if I continue like this, not only for you but also for myself, Nothing good will come of it, so I made up my mind one last time to leave you and never show up again, even if it was painful, but in the meantime, I found that you had a strange affection for me. ”

"I thought it was my delusion, I couldn't believe it, but with such expectations, I thought, test whether you have the same feelings for me as I do for you, but you seem to have discovered something, defensively against me, and with estrangement, I think, since this is the case, it's good to end like this, so, after making up my mind, I came to say goodbye to you, but I couldn't hold back, when I kissed you, you didn't push me away, I thought you were the same for me, but I haven't been happy for long, you push me away, I said those hurtful words, so I left in discouragement. ”

"Later, I appeared by your side as Su Nianjun and tested your feelings for Eleven many times, at this time, I found out that you were the same to me, but things have developed to the present, I don't know how to face you, I came to confess to you today, and I also made up my mind, I can't go on like this, no matter what your reaction is, I have to let you know the truth, even if you don't forgive me for the rest of your life, it doesn't matter, I am also ready to ask for your forgiveness for the rest of my life, Xianhe, can you forgive me?"