175. The day of the breakup
After Lin Lu's farewell ceremony, Pei Rou was ready to take Lin Shupage and her parents back to the house where she lived with Lin Lu before, and her grandfather had been taking care of the pages for the past few days, and the excitement in her heart took over.
Dad Pei often chatted with Ye Yinli intentionally or unintentionally, and Ye Yinli told Dad Pei everything he knew about Lin Lu. Several times, Pei's father listened silently in the end, and finally walked to the crib of the page and looked at the small page in distraction.
Pei Rou has been doing the ideological work of Lin's father and Lin's mother for several days, hoping that they can stay and live with Pei Rou, support Lin Lu for his parents, and let them accompany Lin Lu on the side of the page.
Lin's father and Lin's mother are timid and submissive, they dare not accept such kindness, and they appreciate Pei Rou's kindness, and finally decided to go back to their hometown and not trouble Pei Rou, but they agreed that they would come over to see their grandson every once in a while.
Shen Xinjing and Ye Yin sent Pei Rou back to Pei Rou's house for confinement, Pei's father and Pei's mother had already arranged the affairs of their hometown and concentrated on staying in Beijing to take care of Pei Rou and the pages.
Pei's father and Pei's mother decided that they couldn't trouble the Ye family anymore and had to go home, but Shen Xinjing couldn't help it, so he could only agree in the end.
Shen Xinjing returned to his house again, and it became an empty person again, Shen Xinjing felt as if he didn't have the kind of group life that he couldn't adapt to when he first returned to school, but felt that he was too lonely alone.
Ye Yinli would come over to get Lin Lu's previous spare materials, Shen Xinjing had already taken them out, sat in the study and watched, and finally turned to the day that Lin Lu said about Xiao Lanmo.
What was printed on the paper was the picture taken from the surveillance video that day, Xiao Lanmo's resolute and cold face appeared in front of Shen Xinjing so clearly for the first time, looking at the date, it was not long after Xiao Lanmo and Shen Xinjing proposed to break up.
Shen Xinjing still clearly remembered the scene that day, everyone told Shen Xinjing that it didn't matter, and Shen Xinjing also took the initiative to go to Instructor Xu and ask about the last mission.
Although the final task was successfully completed, Shen Xinjing knew in his heart that he did not follow the command to retreat on the mission field at that time, but according to his own ideas...... Instructor Xu told Shen Xinjing with a smile that his superiors were very satisfied with the task and there was no problem.
On the empty training ground, Shen Xinjing was sorting out the last equipment, and Xiao Lanmo stood in front of him, "Ah Jing, I've been thinking about it for a long time during this time, I don't think we're suitable, let's break up." ”
"Why?" Shen Xinjing heard Xiao Lanmo say this, and felt inexplicable, "Have you been discovered?" ”
"Hmm...... No! Xiao Lanmo lowered her head and said, not looking at Shen Xinjing.
"Why is that? Lan Lan? You name a decent reason, and I'll agree. Shen Xinjing didn't understand, but she didn't cry like she did in college two years ago when she said she broke up.
"There's no why, it's just that I feel that you're always around, it distracts me, my attention is always on you, I'm worried about your safety, I'm thinking about you, so I can't think it through; When you were injured in the hospital room, I felt like I was really going to die!
I blame myself, I feel guilty, I hate everyone who hurts you. You can't even hurt you a little bit, you know? I don't have a way to make the next judgment. Xiao Lanmo's raised voice decibels made Shen Xinjing nervous and scared in her heart.
"So I don't want you to tie me anymore, I'm not here to fall in love, Shen Xinjing, each of us has our own mission after birth, I ...... I don't want to involve too much energy in other things! Xiao Lanmo said these words angrily.
Shen Xinjing believed that only the mission would make Xiao Lanmo so ruthless and ruthless, and would make Xiao Lanmo pay so much attention, only the people of the motherland were worthy of Xiao Lanmo's sacrifice of their lives to protect, but these did not include Shen Xinjing.
I thought it would become a special one, Shen Xinjing thought, I always thought that I would be the most special person in Xiao Lan's strange life, but no.
"Lan Lan, I'm like this in your heart, isn't it as important as those cold things? What exactly do you want? Shen Xinjing turned her back to Xiao Lanmo, shed tears but covered herself.
"I'm sorry, A-Jing." The voice behind him was calm and indifferent, chilling Shen Xinjing's heart.
"The person who should say I'm sorry is me, Lan Lan, I shouldn't have come to you and forced my way into your life, I used to think that the hardest days were the hardest training when I first joined the special combat team, which was less than one ten-thousandth of what I am now.
The closer I get to you, the more I find myself loving you. Love your gentleness, love your thoughtfulness, even love your dictatorship, love your indifference.
The encounter in Taicheng, your rescue in times of despair. In order to stop the long-distance relationship, I gave up my studies. I came to the special combat team, I was criticized by you, and I trained hard. Are you telling me this now just to tell me that all this is wishful thinking on my part?
Lan Lan, you told me, your expression when you rescued me on the bridge, the night companionship in the hospital, these things, you love me, right? When Shen Xinjing turned around and asked with teary eyes, he found that Xiao Lanmo had already left.
Since then, Shen Xinjing has never seen Xiao Lanmo again, the team has changed the captain, and the previous mission has not affected Shen Xinjing.
Shen Xinjing can participate in the promotion as usual, so Shen Xinjing devoted himself to the tense preparation for the exam, and stayed up all night with Lin Motian to study and train.
When Ye Yinli came over, Shen Xinjing had already taken out the photo and was not going to hand it over to the police. Ye Yinli brought the big money over, afraid that Shen Xinjing would not be suitable for herself.
Shen Xinjing looked at Ye Yinli like this, and always did things to his heart, which was rare and moving.
"Shen Xinjing, you will leave the matter to me this time, I will arrange it on the police's side, with these materials, I guarantee that Liu Ye's side will not trouble Senior Sister Pei and you again, and you can't act alone anymore." Ye Yinli was afraid that Shen Xinjing would hurt herself again.
Shen Xinjing smiled and said, "Look, I'm like this, how can I find someone to theorize." During this time, I was busy with the company and the thesis first, and when I got better, I was going to check on Xiao Lanmo's affairs.
I guess we all want an answer, right? And you, huh? Ye Yinli? Ye Yinli didn't want to answer Shen Xinjing's question, not because this question was related to Xiao Lanmo, but because he already knew the answer.
"I just want you to take care of yourself, Shen Xinjing." Ye Yinli stared at Shen Xinjing's eyes and said, "Is there anything you have to discuss with me in the future?" ”
Shen Xinjing nodded seriously and said, "Okay!" I promise you. ”