Gu Qingzhou's old calendar year, I'm afraid it's not going to be good.

She asked the maid to buy a lot of New Year's goods. There are all kinds of food, as well as narcissus, firecrackers, and couplets, and everywhere is full of joy.

In any case, the year is to be passed.

Cheng Yu urged her to go.

"I'm fine, don't be pretentious." Cheng Yu said, "We are so young, and the days to come will be long, and your old father needs to be filial as soon as possible." ”

Gu Qingzhou said: "Every word in your words, I can take it out and throw you in the face!" ”

Cheng Yu's kindness was treated as a donkey's liver and lungs, and he really didn't want to quarrel, so he lay down and ignored her.

Regarding miscarriage, there is still not half a word.

When Gu Qingzhou arrived at Taiyuan Mansion, he sent someone to send a telegram to Si Xingpei, and Si Xingpei also returned.

"Wait for me, the fifth day of the new year." He said.

Gu Qingzhou also sent a telegram to Nanjing, only saying that her friend was seriously ill and she needed to stay and take care of her, and she could not go back to accompany Si Dujun for the New Year.

Later, when she has free time, she will visit again.

She was originally the first divine doctor, and her words were vague, but Si Dujun and Si Qiongzhi were able to follow the train of thought and make up the details of the divine doctor's hanging pot to help the world.

"My child doctor is benevolent, rescues the suffering, and has a stable family, so there is no need to remember." This is a call back from the Overseer.

Gu Qingzhou put the telegram in front of his eyes and read it several times before carefully putting it away.

Ye Yu also knew that Gu Qingzhou had returned, and she was overjoyed.

Ye Dujun also said: "You came to my side for the New Year, just to accompany Auntie." ”

Gu Qingzhou said: "Miss Cheng is sick, I have to take care of her." Otherwise, I wouldn't have come back at this time. ”

Ye Dujun didn't know about Cheng Yu's pregnancy and miscarriage, so he only asked, "What's wrong with Miss Cheng?" ”

"A little stubborn illness, recently attacked." Gu Qingzhou said.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, Gu Qingzhou arranged for a maid to sweep the dust early in the morning.

She went to Cheng Yu's side.

Gu Qingzhou saw that Cheng Yu was reading the telegram, and his expression was stunned.

The telegram was quite long, and it seemed to be some kind of secret letter.

"What's wrong?" Gu Qingzhou asked.

Cheng Yu raised his eyes, glanced at her quietly, and then handed her the telegram.

Gu Qingzhou glanced at it a few times, and his heart gradually cooled down.

The telegram was sent by the Cheng family in Yunnan, in the name of Cheng Supervisor, saying that the marriage between Cheng and Zhuo had been temporarily terminated, and asked Cheng Yu when he would return home.

Gu Qingzhou's fingers stiffened slightly.

"Zhuo Mozhi's heart is really ruthless." Gu Qingzhou thought.

Or maybe he wasn't happy from the start. Cheng Yu's mind was not on him, he brewed a fire in his belly, which was ignited with Cheng Yu's miscarriage.

He didn't believe that Cheng Yu was an accident.

When the Cheng family received the news, they knew that it was Cheng Yu's child who had an accident.

The Cheng family didn't dare to ask Cheng Yu in the telegram, for fear that Cheng Yu would be sad, so they only asked her when she would go home.

Cheng Yu was pregnant, and she originally wanted to avoid people's eyes and ears, so she would not return to Yunnan.

Gu Qingzhou asked, "Do you need my help?" ”

Cheng Yu shook his head as if he had come back to his senses: "No need." So be it, everything is back on the right track, and everyone is happy. ”

Gu Qingzhou wanted to persuade a few words.

But Cheng Yu didn't want to mention it.

"Cheng Yu" Gu Qingzhou's tongue was also a thousand pounds for a while.

Cheng Yu understood her complexion, and this time he didn't perfunctory her, but nodded at her and patted the position on the side of his bed: "Come up, it's cold on the ground." ”

Gu Qingzhou really took off his shoes and got into Cheng Yu's bed.

The bedding is soft and warm.

Gu Qingzhou and Cheng Yu were half-sitting on the bed, and Cheng Yu chatted with her.

Cheng Yu told Gu Qingzhou why she had a miscarriage.

"I thought about it for a long time, especially after the quarrel with Zhuo Mozhi. This child is not in the right place, and his identity and future in the future are indescribable. Cheng Yu said.

Gu Qingzhou didn't refute, didn't interrupt her, just hummed softly, waiting for her next step.

"I figured it out when I had a fight that day, I couldn't ask for it." Cheng Yu said, "I went to find a small Chinese medicine shop and wanted to get some fetal medicine. ”

Gu Qingzhou's heart shrank suddenly.

She clenched her fingers slightly, as if nothing happened: "And then?" ”

"The doctor gave me a pulse, saying that it was only two months old, and I don't know the quality of the child, so I don't want it now, it's a pity." Cheng Yu sighed.

She sat in the pharmacy for a long time.

"I felt so sad and uncomfortable that I wanted to turn away. But after making up my mind, it's not good to always waver, so I said to the doctor, I don't want it.

The doctor wrote the prescription, and the young man fetched it for me. I was standing on the counter and saw someone next to me taking a tocolytic pill, and I"

Cheng Yu paused when he said this.

Her heart was so sour.

She wanted to cry.

In that moment, she finally understood her heart: she wanted this child!

Even if Zhuo Mozhi is a madman, she wants this child.

The truth came to mind at the last moment.

"I took the medicine, gave the money, and threw it away when I went out." Cheng Yu said, "Since that day, I have thought about it, I want to live well with Zhuo Mozhi in this life."

It used to be muddy, but that day the dark clouds suddenly cleared. Zhuo Mozhi is just sick, I should save him; Even if the child has no name, I love it. ”

Gu Qingzhou looked at Cheng Yu in astonishment.

Cheng Yu sighed deeply.

At that time, she swept away the confusion of her previous years.

She seized on the bright future.

"I wasn't doing well before, I didn't know what I wanted, but I knew it then." Cheng Yu said, "I went out again the next day because I wanted to go to the hospital and buy some medicine for fetal protection."

On the way, I suddenly had sour water in my mouth, and I smelled the aroma of mutton, and I really wanted to eat. ”

So, she stopped to eat.

When she went out in those days, she took a rickshaw and was not the driver of the house.

Because she went to have a fetus before, she didn't want Gu Qingzhou to know, so she was sneaky, and then she got used to it.

"I came out full of food and saw Takahashi Xun on the street. I subconsciously wanted to avoid him, so I hid on the street next to me, but I didn't expect to encounter a group of small ruffians fighting. Cheng Yu said.

Gu Qingzhou's face froze.

"They didn't hit me, don't worry." Cheng Yu said, "But they pushed me and pushed me." After I fell to the ground, someone stepped on me."

Gu Qingzhou only felt that his breath froze.

The exhalation between her mouth and nose was like frost, which froze her.

Cheng Yu's voice choked at this moment: "My stomach hurts, I got up and went to the hospital." I frightened Gu Qingzhou, I had never been so scared in my life.

I was pulling the doctor and begging him to save me no matter what, and I thought that if you were with me, it would be fine.

The doctor tried his best, and the child fell on its own, and it was not formed. If it's not as big as a plum, it's gone. ”

The air in the room was as cold as ice.

Gu Qingzhou's body trembled slightly.

The tip of her tongue seemed to be sealed, and she couldn't speak for a long time.

"It's my fault. If I wasn't gluttonous, I wouldn't go out on the streets; If I don't provoke Takahashi Xun, I won't walk well and avoid him. If I hadn't scolded my child every day for being a wild seed, it wouldn't have been so angry, so angry that it wouldn't want me to be a mother and reincarnate. When Cheng Yu said this, he finally couldn't cry.