159: It's worth it
Ma Hao answered "yes", but in fact, it is not at all.
She came to this world because of the mission, and she was able to stay in this world for a short time, but it was obviously easier to explain "sick" than telling the truth.
Moreover, the disease and the task, the results of both are the same. In the end, she couldn't stay by Mo Yuheng's side for a long time, and she would leave him soon.
What difference does it make if you are sick or on a task?
Ma Hao's voice fell, and it was Mo Yuheng's turn to fall into a state of speechlessness.
He sat down on the edge of the bed tiredly, covered his eyes with his hands, and after a long time, asked in a hoarse voice, "If there is no matter today, when are you going to tell me?" ”
"Isn't it until you leave that I'll be kept in the dark?"
Mo Yuheng removed his palm from his face and said self-deprecatingly, "Since you know your physical condition, why do you want to audition?" The doctor said that every day of filming is a burden for you. Tang Tang, are you kidding with your life......"
Ma Hao Hao can't say that Mo Yuheng is not right.
Tang Tang's body is a candle that is about to burn out, flickering with the last faint fire, it should be well protected in the palm of his hand, not placed in the storm and facing the danger of being extinguished at any time.
Coming to audition for "Chasing the Light" is a task, and it is also Mahao's willfulness.
As long as you are willing to think about it, there are countless ways to accomplish the task. All roads lead to Rome, but Ma Hao chose the most convenient and adventurous one.
It was she who didn't take Tang Tang's body seriously, and it was she who put the filming of "Chasing the Light" into a huge risk.
When she participated in the audition, she only cared about her own interests, but she did not consider throwing herself into the shooting with such a body...... It's a kind of irresponsibility to other people.
"I'm sorry......," Ma said, "I didn't think that much about it when I auditioned. I promise that I won't cause any more trouble for the crew. ”
Mo Yuheng took a deep breath and calmed his chest that was heaving because of anger: "You know that what I want to say is not this!" ”
"I don't want your apology. The person you're sorry for is not me, not the rest of the crew, but yourself. What could be more important than your health? Can you take care of your own physical condition? "Chasing the Light" is not worth your hard work! Mo Yuheng wanted to be patient and advise Ma Haohao, but the tone of his voice became heavier and heavier.
He couldn't restrain the anger in his heart, and he couldn't bear Tang Tang's use of his life as child's play.
What is she trying to do?
Don't tell him anything, and when the filming of "Chasing the Light" is over, he will silently leave this world, fade out of his life, and say goodbye to this world together?
Did she think that time would heal all the pain, and maybe it wouldn't be long before he would be able to forget this passer-by who had passed by in a hurry in his life?
Mo Yuheng smiled bitterly, he was angry that Tang Tang was irresponsible for life, and he was even more angry with himself.
Tang Tang's movie that burned the last of his life was not worth it to her at all, which was what made Mo Yuheng the most uncomfortable.
"Chasing the Light" is just a story from his dream, a whim to test the waters, and this crew has been facing all kinds of problems since its inception.
The investment is not in place, the staff is not professional enough, the director is a layman, and the film is at the mercy of investors and producers from start to finish, and even allows others to turn the crew into a miasma.
Whether it is "Chasing the Light" or him, it is not worth Tang Tang's contribution.
"It's worth it." Ma Hao interrupted Mo Yuheng's tirade of self-denial, "Even if "Chasing the Light" is not worth it, you are also worth it." ”
Tasks aside, being able to experience such a period of time with Mo Yuheng is a more important thing than wasting "the few lives left".
She originally came here because of Mo Yuheng and Tang Mei, for her, from the beginning, Mo Yuheng was her purpose, and he was more important than anything else.
Besides, being able to participate in a movie at the end of his life should be a regret for Tang Tang's life. With a good understanding of Tang Tang, this girl who bravely walked out of the hospital and chose to go to school will definitely agree with her decision.
Mo Yuheng's lips squirmed a few times, and he wanted to say something more.
Ma Haohao had already reached out to cover his mouth, and Zhengse said: "It's my fault that I bear the rest, but I don't agree with this point." ”
"As I said, I'm sure you're going to be the best director. Even if it's not now, in my eyes, it's already the most powerful. So...... Can you not drive me away, I really want to finish "Chasing the Light". ”
Mo Yuheng was covered by Ma Hao, looked at her fixedly, and was moved by her words.
He had to admit that it was really nice to have someone who was willing to trust and support him unconditionally when he was confused and hesitant.
Just like the story he filmed, the person who groped in the dark was inadvertently illuminated by a beam of light, so he was reluctant to let go.
For Mingyu, that light is the little county lord.
For him, it was Tang Tang.
The palm of Ma Haohao's hand is cold, and the surface of the skin is covered with blue-purple blood vessels, showing a sickly paleness. Mo Yuheng seemed to be able to glimpse the passage of life from the temperature of her palm.
Mo Yuheng thought that his light was not warm, it was weak and pale, and it would even disappear in an instant, but it was unique to him.
It is enough to have such a light.
Mo Yuheng took Ma Hao's hand away from his face, but did not let go, but held her hand in his palm: "Okay, I promise you." Together, we finished "Chasing the Light" and made it the most popular movie. ”
How could he drive her away, he was afraid that she would be disappointed.
Ma laughed well, and his eyes smiled like crooked crescents. Although he knew that "Chasing the Light" was destined to be a work on the street, at this time, Ma Hao didn't want to spoil Mo Yuheng's interest: "Great, I know that you are the best!" ”
Before she finished filming, Mo Yuheng also laughed, and after laughing, she spit out two words: "But-"
…… But?
Ma Haohao's expression was cold, she thought it was done, how could there be a turning point? Usually this is the case, but it is followed by the most important thing that overrides all the preambles.
There won't be any more difficult problems waiting for you, right?
Ma waited worriedly for Mo Yuheng to speak.
Mo Yuheng clenched Mahao's cold hand and said, "The problem of the movie is solved, is it time for the emotional problem?" ”
"Since you want to finish "Chasing the Light", can I think that you don't want to leave regrets in the coming days? So why can't we make regrets a little less? We're in this together, isn't it? ”