102 I'm sorry, I don't love you
Before I could speak, the door had been pushed open.
Xiao Xue's white face did not have a trace of blood, her eyes were full of tears, and the hand that had just hit someone was still trembling, as if she could no longer control herself.
In the end, he is still young, or the shadow of mental illness has not disappeared.
It's all my fault, if I hadn't insisted on hiding, Xiaoxue's illness wouldn't have been...
I always thought that her belief was Ling'er, after all, she also knew that Ling'er and I were related by blood.
But I never thought that the girl would fall deeper and deeper, and finally let this trust deteriorate.
The four eyes met, and no one spoke first.
There was bitterness in my mouth, and my eyelids were shaking.
Looking at the increasingly pale face, I stood up and took the initiative to walk in front of Xiaoxue.
Looking out through the crack in the door, Ling'er was sitting on the sofa with a mysterious smile on her face.
"Come in and talk about it."
I took a deep look at Ling'er, things have come to this point, it's useless to blame him.
Xiaoxue bit her lip, glanced back at Ling'er very expectantly, and reluctantly followed me into the room.
"Mother..."
"I..."
"Do you drink milk tea? Your favorite when you were a kid. I whispered, fumbling around the bar.
Ling'er knew that I loved to eat supper, so she prepared a refrigerator and cupboard for me in this master bedroom.
"Yes."
Xiaoxue answered, sat on the sofa, her slender limbs curled together, and the absence of May Day exposed her flustered heart at the moment.
I sighed, secretly organizing my language.
I just don't know where to start.
Am I going to say directly, daughter, please don't like your brother? Won't it end well between you?
Or, Qin Xue, are you sick, is this wrong?
Yes, maybe she was wrong.
But the people who caused all this in the first place were Qin Luo and me.
Qin Luo's dismissal back then made her feel that no one wanted her.
I was far away from the mortal world back then, and Ling'er was asleep, although Xiaoxue never said it in her heart, but in this heart, I still hate it.
After all, Ling'er drove the Yin-Yang Book to put herself to sleep.
The kettle automatically turned off when the temperature was boiled, and the heat rising faintly made this room a little more human.
I temporarily suppressed the depression in my heart, mixed it according to the proportion of Xiaoxue's favorite milk tea, and poured it into two cups after a while.
"Here, be careful of the burn."
I whispered and handed the cup over, and the girl took the cup, whispered thank you, and said no more.
I don't know if time healed her, or if the milk tea aroused the softness in her heart.
The pale face finally had a touch of blood, and it was no longer so scary.
"Does your hand hurt?"
Watching her settle down, I whispered.
"Mom..."
"I..."
"Don't be nervous, I don't blame you. Isn't it uncomfortable to just see your hands shaking all the time? ”
I didn't mention the poor male classmate, so I had to find a chance for Xuanwu to find a way to make amends. After all, the speech environment here is very open, and it is not nice to say something.
A local student's words are always more convincing than those from outside.
Xiaoxue's psychological problems are not so thorough, if there is something else...
The consequences of those so-called hurtful truths are simply unimaginable.
"I just... Just hit someone. ”
The little girl's face was wrinkled and twisted together, and her little face was flushed, and it was a long time before she stammered and squeezed out a sentence.
"Huh?"
I raised an eyebrow and looked at her quietly.
I didn't plan to take the initiative to ask, for fear that it would irritate her.
To my surprise, Xiaoxue suddenly started crying.
"What's wrong? Did he bully you? ”
I hurriedly took the paper, carefully wiped her tears, and comforted her in a gentle tone, and suddenly felt that being a mother is a very hard thing.
This day is a day.
Not only should I pay attention to my speech, but now I also light up my acting skills.
"No... It's not..."
"Hmm, why is that?"
"He said my brother and I..."
"Ling'er?"
My heart skipped a beat and I kept starting to hypnotize myself.
However, after thinking about it for a long time, I felt that I couldn't find a way to cut in.
As if I was enchanted, there was always a voice telling me to let this girl die quickly, or something would happen!
"Yes..."
"Is that my brother bullying you?"
"Nope! My brother is so good at bullying Xiaoxue, my brother is the best person in the world to Xiaoxue! ”
The little girl suddenly became excited, and her voice rose in vain.
I watched her silently, not knowing what to say.
"What about my mother?"
I resisted the urge to brainwash her and asked in a low voice.
The little girl looked at me in a panic, as if she remembered something. Suddenly he grabbed my hand.
"Mother's parents are naturally also important, and there is, can mothers promise Xiaoxue one thing!"
A ray of red crept up her eyes, making the iceberg-like face coquettish.
If it weren't for the fact that my consciousness had been firmly locked on her, and I was so sure that she wasn't possessed, I would have almost suspected that she was fake.
But what's even more terrifying...
She fell to her knees.
I looked at my teenage daughter in disbelief, and the uneasiness in my heart became stronger and stronger.
"Mother, please fulfill me and Ling'er!"
Suddenly, the tense Hyun in my mind exploded in an instant.
I'm really afraid of something.
The words that were originally prepared to lead to them have become nonsense at the moment.
It's not so much that I can't bear it, it's that the problem I've always wanted to dodge has now reached the point where it will explode if it is not solved.
"Xiaoxue... You..."
I shook my hands and tried to suppress the "power of the wilderness" in my body.
"Ask my mother to fulfill me and my brother, anyway, we are not mortals, or live in seclusion, Xiaoxue doesn't care about anything!"
The girl's waist is worth it, and the stubbornness on her face almost burns me.
I don't know what it was that made the little girl have this thought in her heart.
But a woman's intuition tells me that this matter is indispensable to Ling'er.
"Xiaoxue... Do you know what you're talking about? ”
I was so angry that my liver hurt, but this is my daughter.
Xu is my eyes are too sharp, and there is a hint of dodging in the girl's eyes, but soon, the flush caused by excitement has occupied her big eyes.
"Mother, I know what I'm talking about."
"You may think I'm still young, but I know very well that I can't live without Brother Ling'er."
"But Xiaoxue, even if you don't stay with Brother Ling'er, he is also your brother, and you won't lose him, right?"
I spoke, my voice no longer suppressing my anger and began to tremble.
"No, that's the case. Brother Ling'er will marry another woman, and I will call another woman's sister-in-law, and he will not be mine. ”
The girl was very determined, her hands clenched tightly, and a sickly red covered her body.
I shook my hand and gently put it on her shoulder.
While comforting, he quietly channeled spiritual power into her body.
"Xiaoxue, you know. Although you and Ling'er are not the same father, they are the same mother. You guys are messing with LUNs, you know? ”
"But if my mother doesn't say it, who knows? Besides, we don't want children. ”
"Isn't my mother always very open-minded, saying that Xiaoxue will take the initiative to pursue someone she likes. And said that you will never interfere with my freedom and make me happy, how long has it been, and my mother has forgotten? ”
Bear child!
Didn't I notice that my daughter, who had always been well-behaved, had grown into a bear child!
I just had a liver ache in my chest, but now I just feel like my alveoli are about to explode.
"I haven't forgotten, but Ling'er can't, he's your brother!"
"What's wrong with my brother? I've said it all, don't have children! Besides, this mother doesn't have to worry about you being left alone! We won't quarrel either, and the family will still be well together! ”
I!!!
What the hell is this logic that he meows.
Is this still the words of a fourteen-year-old girl?
After watching so many crazy novels and TV series, I never thought that today I would all repay myself.
Is...
I feel like I'm beating someone!
I'm making it, is this my own!
How could the old lady have such a bear child!!
"Is my mother's heart weak if she doesn't speak?"
"Weak heart?"
I couldn't believe my ears.
Trembling and pointing out the door.
"Qin Xue, are you crazy! I don't care what you have these horrible thoughts! I'm very responsible to tell you, don't even think about it! There is absolutely no possibility for you and Ling'er to be together! ”
"Oh yes, don't you want to go to school here! Then we will return home tomorrow! If you want to live in seclusion, you can! But let me tell you, I'll arrange a partner for Ling'er! You give me this heart to die before it's too late! ”
I couldn't help but burst into a foul language, and I didn't want to hit her after all.
In the end, the flesh on her body is still so similar to her father's facial features...
"You're pedantic! It's foolishness! ”
I thought I was angry, my anger.
It will make the little girl a little scared, or a little restrained in her emotions.
However, the reality gave me another slap in the face.
She got up straight from the ground, looked at me sitting on the bed condescendingly, pointed her fingers at me viciously, and said that I was selfish.
I suddenly felt very tired.
I don't even want to be angry anymore.
If there's a way to make people lose their memories without pain, I'll use it for Xiaoxue right away, even if it's to make her live again.
I don't want to see her like this crazy again.
I think some people will say that it's just a little girl's paranoia, which means that it would be good if you have more people when you grow up.
But I knew she wouldn't.
Although her facial features are not like mine, she has my blood in her blood.
That kind of stubbornness... When you are crazy, you are even afraid of yourself.
"No matter what you say about me, I don't agree!"
"And love is never a person's thing, it is to be happy with each other, you say so much, have you ever asked Ling'er?"
"You don't care so much about his feelings, why don't you let him come and talk to me?"
"I..."
I didn't look at her, and I didn't get angry again.
It's just very calm to tell the whole thing.
The girl's teeth and claws suddenly softened a lot.
She looked at me blankly and whispered as if she had just woken up from a dream: "I think that Brother Ling'er is the same as I think, and he said that he will always be by my side." ”
"Huh?"
What an unusually warm remark.
If it is normal for two brothers and sisters to say, maybe everyone will only think that this is a manifestation of family affection.
But it was Ling'er who said this.
I really don't want to speculate on his purpose, I can't, it's a big game of chess he played back then.
"Xiaoxue, you're still young, I don't want to discuss this matter with you anymore, like this. Go and call your brother, I have something to ask him. ”
I rubbed my temples, which had begun to swell, and whispered to the girl.
The bedroom door suddenly opened, and a young man with an unfathomable face stood outside.
He walked in from the outside so calmly and walked towards Qin Xue in my gaze.
took out a white handkerchief from his arms, and carefully wiped the girl's tears.
But what I said made me feel the urge to kill for the first time.
"Xiaoxue, I'm sorry, I don't love you..."