Chapter 18: Shall I Do It?
I was a little embarrassed, according to Lu Xiaoman's deeds before, she was indeed a talented woman, proficient in foreign languages, and once worked part-time as a diplomatic translator for Gu Weijun, the chief foreign minister of Beiyang **, when she was only seventeen years old, and civilized the entire social circle in Beijing.
But this is still very insignificant compared to Xu Zhimo's name.
"Is this humble? But if you want to learn knowledge, it's understandable, the eldest lady is only twenty years old now, and the study room is endless! ”
Xu Zhimo's expression is very rich, and I feel very comfortable when I chat with him, and there is no pressure, so that you don't feel that you are talking to a great poet at all, but in fact he is a great poet.
Wang Geng saw that we quickly chatted very harmoniously, and he was also happy in his heart, but when he got to the back, the whole chat conversation became a two-person turn between me and Xu Zhimo, but Wang Geng didn't have anything to do with him.
"Should I do it?"
In the evening, I sent Xu Zhimo to the room, because Wang Geng was already drunk and unconscious. While supporting Xu Zhimo, I was thinking about it in my heart.
"If I kill Xu Zhimo now, I can immediately take out his heart and give it to Fusu, and then Fusu will reincarnate in his womb, and I will leave reincarnation and return to my world."
"No, I can't kill Xu Zhimo now, at least not here. If he dies here, then Wang Geng will have to be charged for me, even if I escape, I return to my world, but what if I leave Wang Geng? ”
"Xu Zhimo is a great contemporary poet, he died in Wang Geng, Wang Geng will be better? I can't do that! I can't implicate Wang Geng, let's find a good opportunity to start again! ”
I asked myself in my heart, helped Xu Zhimo to the bed, looked at Xu Zhimo who had fallen asleep, and looked at his handsome face, I dispelled the idea of starting here.
"Don't go, Xiaomei, I miss you so much!"
Just as I turned around and was about to leave, Xu Zhimo suddenly reached out and took my hand and shouted. The title Xiaomei is another name for Lu Xiaoman, not many people know it, how did Xu Zhimo know?
Feeling a little blushing, I shook off Xu Zhimo's hand and hurriedly escaped from the room. When I came out, I happened to meet Liu's mother carrying water to the room to rub Xu Zhi's face.
Secretly startled, I let out a long breath. It's so dangerous, fortunately I didn't do it just now, otherwise I would have been hit by Liu's mother herself.
Fortunately, I shook off Xu Zhimo's hand and walked out of the room, if this scene was seen by Liu's mother, how should I see Wang Geng? Then I don't want to live in Beijing and the Republic of China in the future.
Task, don't even think about completing it, because I am wearing Lu Xiaoman's skin, and wherever I go, I will be scolded by thousands of people for this kind of thing.
When he returned to the room, Wang Geng had already started to snore, Wang Geng had never snored before, and it was very strange to go today. Maybe it's because he drank too much. I didn't think much of it, went to take a shower, and lay down in bed.
But in my mind, I always think of the words that Xu Zhimo said to me in the room just now, he has been thinking about me? Has he always secretly liked me?
This night, I don't know if it was because Wang Geng's snoring made me unable to sleep, so I was always cranky, or because Xu Zhimo's words moved my heart.
It wasn't until dawn that I gradually lost my mind.
When I woke up the next day, Wang Geng and Xu Zhimo were not at home, and I asked Liu's mother to find out that Wang Geng went to work, and as for Xu Zhimo, he said that he went to Peking University to give a lecture.
But Xu Zhimo asked someone to give me a note, and when I opened the note, there were a few words on it: I hope to be fated.
After reading the note, I was startled, and immediately burned the note, if these five words were seen by Wang Geng, would it be okay?
This Xu Zhimo is really a little abusive, this is the first sentence that pops up after I see these four words. But in retrospect, he is the only one who dares to do this kind of thing, although he is a little unkind, but he has the courage and dares to act.
As for daring to be this assessment, I don't know if it's appropriate for him now. But I have a note in my heart, that is, if I don't reject Xu Zhimo, I also have to show that I have a good impression of him.
That's how I can get close to him, and then marry him, and look for an opportunity to kill him and pull out his heart. Ba Qing's life is destined to die in my hands, so that I can go back.
But I have come to understand that it is not something that can be done overnight, and it will take at least several years from the time the plan starts to the time things progress slowly and finally succeeds. And I can't just plan to do one thing in the past few years.
Otherwise, not only will it be boring, but I'll probably get schizophrenia or something. There's no internet or anything here, so I'm going to go study.
Here, I will be portrayed as a talented girl, portrayed as a thousand-year-old demon-level character, who knows everything, more than Baidu knows, and when I am born again, I am bound to be a blockbuster and soar into the sky.
"Mother Liu, call someone to be cared, I want to go to Peking University to have a look!"
Peking University, I haven't been to see it during the Republic of China. Since Xu Zhimo is there, I might as well go and see what he is giving and listen to the lessons of this great poet, which will at least make a leap forward for me in the future.
Think about it, the people of our time, not to mention that they haven't even heard Xu Zhimo's voice, let alone listen to his class. What's more, the group is not all Republic of China style.
Wang Geng is a person in the army, although this Beiyang ** is not good, but Wang Geng's conditions here are still very good, at least there is a special car in the house at any time.
The driver's driving skills are average, and it took an hour to get from here to Peking University. You must know that there is no concept of traffic jams in this era.
And the section of the road in Beijing is not bad, the driver drove for an hour, but it is a little uncomplimentary, but it is better than nothing. It's better to take a car than to walk.
At this time, the Republic of China was still prosperous all over the country, and compared with the toiling people, I was happy.
I'm glad that I fell into reincarnation in Lu Xiaoman's body, if it was an ordinary peasant girl, I would be defeated by a life problem, what else would I talk about looking for Ba Qing and killing her?
When you arrive at the school of Peking University, this place will be called the old campus. At this time, Peking University was not as grand and luxurious as the Beida I had been to, at least the campus was small.
But the style here is our era of Peking University can never be compared, there is an old-fashioned unaltered grand library, the corridor on both sides of the chat cover, although this late autumn season willow leaves have long fallen, but still can not change the atmosphere of the book business here, or even stronger.
There are many students who study in school, and there are people who play basketball, but instead of sportswear and basketball shoes, they wear white and black tunics.
You can even see people who are in love, but it's not like the people of our time, a young couple hugging and hugging, and kissing or something. The two are just sitting like that, chatting, talking about the ideal future, looking forward to the sweet life of love in the future, and they are happy to do it.
I was very touched by such a scene, is this a university in the Republic of China? This is Peking University? This is the most innocent campus.
The universities here are much more innocent than our high schools, and we were already dirty when we were only in high school, and all kinds of jokes were constantly wandering back and forth between you and me, and there were also those who played tricks and thought carefully. Those who are out of the key classes are almost impossible to see the students in the ordinary class studying hard, and the top ones are out.
If you see other students studying hard, especially those with poor grades, many people will scoff at them, or even scold them, just pretend, continue to do it, and see how you die!
I looked at the university of the Republic of China, and even yearned for it. I'm a little fascinated by life here. The style, humanity and innocence here are what I yearn for.
I even asked myself why I kept trying to get back into my world. Isn't it nice here?
How beautiful is it to be a carefree college student, and to be a worldly master who has no quarrel with the world in the future, and is also a woman?
"Are you shaken?"
Suddenly, a voice sounded and pulled my thoughts back, and when I came back to my senses, it was Fusu who was standing beside me. He looked at me in surprise, even a little angry.
"I didn't waver!"
With a vague answer, I walked quickly forward, avoiding Fusu's gaze. I don't know why, I didn't dare to look at him, I was afraid that he would see that I was lying.
"You are shaken to prove that you are still there, but you must remember not to be nostalgic for life here, all this is fake, if you shake, you will never go back."
Fusu followed closely behind me, constantly instructing me, for fear that if I had a wrong idea, I would fall into a situation from which I could never recover.
"I know, I have a way to deal with Ba Qing, oh, that is, Xu Zhimo. Where have you been during this time? Why didn't I see you? ”
There was no one around us, so I dared to speak boldly, otherwise my actions would have frightened the students here.
People are talents of the country, maybe one of the people here is a big man who has already achieved fame in our time.
"How are you going to deal with Ba Qing? I went to find something! ”
Fusu didn't expect that I would have a way to deal with Ba Qing, and he was a little surprised that there was a doubt in his eyes.
"Yes, he and my husband are very good brothers and often walk around my house. I can use this opportunity to get rid of him and dig out his heart! ”
"What's the plan? You have to make sure that you can get out of the way, otherwise if you are found and killed here, you will disappear from this world forever, and your soul will be scattered! ”