Chapter 194: The Heart Is Like a Rock
After a month, my phone was never turned on, and I spent the rest of my time practicing with Master except for two or three hours of sleep every day.
For my changes, Master and Aunt Qing are in their eyes, but no one has broken it, in fact, what can I do if it is broken? I'm like an emotionless animal now, doing nothing more than acting on instinct.
There have been a few times when Aunt Qing told me that my friends from outside had come to me a few times because they couldn't contact me, and asked me to say hello to them, but I didn't think it made sense, so I refused.
Even when my father came to look for me, I just went to the door and met him and said that I was fine, just busy with my practice.
As time passed, Aunt Qing became more and more uneasy, he knew that if this continued, it would break many people's hearts, so he always looked for opportunities to enlighten me, but I avoided them all.
Am I becoming apathetic? I don't think that Lin Yue, Shen Qin, and Qian Enhao are all imprinted in my mind, I just think that everyone should live their own lives, and there is no need to contact them frequently.
On this day, I was still meditating and practicing, and Aunt Qing hurriedly walked in and said, "Su Che is here, do you want to see him?" ”
I was a little unhappy, so I stopped practicing and asked her, "Who is Su Che?" ”
Aunt Qing opened her mouth wide, then shook her head and smiled bitterly, saying Ginger tea, I know that you have a deep wound in your heart, but there is no need to even touch me, right?
I knew that she had misunderstood, so I said with a serious face: "Aunt Qing, don't think about it, I really don't know who Su Che is, is he my former friend?" ”
Aunt Qing looked surprised and said Jiang Cha, have you really forgotten him? Can't you?
I was also puzzled, and couldn't help but stand up, look at her and ask, "Who is Su Che?" Why should I remember him? ”
Aunt Qing smiled bitterly and said Ginger tea, have you forgotten why you dug out your heart?
I said of course I won't forget it, it's because it's late.
Aunt Qing was stunned and said Since you remember Yun Wan, but you don't remember Su Che, then let me ask you, what did Yun Wan do to you, and you did that?
After thinking about it carefully, I found that I really don't remember why I hurt myself in the first place, what happened to me?
Aunt Qing then asked me, and, don't you remember it? Didn't you know each other through Su Che?
Fish? Aunt Qing talked about him, and his image immediately came to my mind, but I don't remember how I knew him at all, what is going on?
Seeing that I was thinking blankly, Aunt Qing believed that I really didn't remember Su Che, and sighed and said, "That's fine, lest those memories keep tormenting you, forget it, I'll let him leave." ”
I wasn't interested in meeting someone I didn't know and didn't have memories of, so I nodded and watched her turn and go out.
And I fell silent at this time, what the hell happened, why does it seem that I am indeed missing a part of my memory, it is about that Su Che, who is he?
No one can answer me.
Another day passed, Aunt Qing came up again, hesitated for a moment and said to me, "Jiang Cha, your master called you." ”
Normally, when I am practicing, Master hardly bother, why did he suddenly come looking for me today?
After I was stunned for a while, I still got up and followed him downstairs, and saw that the master was still sitting and drinking tea unchanged for ten thousand years, and when he saw me coming, he smiled and said, "Jiang Cha, you have been practicing wholeheartedly for a while, and you have gained a lot, right?" ”
I nodded and said thank you Master for your guidance, the apprentice has indeed made great progress this time.
Master nodded, and the conversation changed: "However, if you go on like this, it will be too easy to go crazy, so I decided to give you a few days off and go out for a walk, right?" ”
I shook my head and refused, saying that I didn't need to relax, I just wanted to practice with Master.
Master and Aunt Qing glanced at each other, frowned, and aggravated their tone, saying Jiang Cha I am not discussing with you, but informing you, do you want to go against Master's will?
When he said this, I didn't dare to say anything more, so I had to nod my head in agreement.
When Aunt Qing saw that I agreed, she immediately smiled and went upstairs to help me clean up, and I had to follow her upstairs in order to prevent her from working.
When there were only the two of us, Aunt Qing asked me with a smile, "Jiang Cha, what do you want to do when you go out?" ”
I shook my head and said I don't know, maybe I should go home to spend time with my parents, I don't have any plans at all.
Aunt Qing was stunned for a moment, then chuckled, and said Jiang Cha, you have changed too much these days, can you listen to Auntie's advice?
I looked at her, nodded, and said, "You say." ”
"Talk to your friends more, they miss you very much, they all know what happened to the Cloud Gate headquarters, and they also know your current state, everyone is worried about you." Aunt Qing said.
"Oh." I nodded and said lightly.
Aunt Qing had no choice but to sigh and go back to help me pack my things.
As if the prosperity of this world has nothing to do with me, walking out of the alley and walking on the street, I feel that I am isolated from the world, they are them, and I am me.
I saw people laughing and crying, some being idle and some busy, and I was just a bystander.
In fact, this process only lasted a few seconds, because when I stood at the mouth of the alley, I was soon surrounded by a group of people, they were Lin Yue, Senior Brother Dashan, Qian Enhao, Yang Ning, Shen Qin, Lin Ruowei.
Lin Yue jumped up and hugged me, her embrace was a little warm, but I couldn't help frowning.
Everyone was chattering, but I didn't listen, just faintly, smiling, and saying that I made you worry, I'm sorry.
The atmosphere fell to freezing point all at once.
Or is Shen Qin sleek, smiled at everyone, and said that ginger tea has been separated from us for too long, and it is a little uncomfortable, let's get in the car first, right?
In fact, I could see the strange expressions on everyone's faces, and I knew that they were surprised by the change in me, but they didn't care, and stepped into Brother Dashan's car.
No one spoke along the way, and everyone went to my parents' house in silence.
People were very happy because I came back, and the only one who was out of place was me, but because of my coldness and calmness, their happiness finally disappeared, and then everyone said goodbye and went home, and only my parents and Brother Oyama were left at home.
I didn't become a fool after a serious illness, and I could see the disappointment, apprehension, distress, and so on in the eyes of everyone when they left, but my heart was like a pool of stagnant water, without the slightest wave.
In the evening, my father called me out of their room, asked me to sit down, and asked seriously, "Jiang Cha, do you really not remember Su Che?" ”
I wondered why he was asking, could it be that Su Che was important to them? Why do you have to ask me this question?
I said I didn't know who Su Che was.
Dad's eyes dimmed for a moment, and then he shook his head helplessly, and said Okay, you rest early, and I'll take you out for a break tomorrow.
Back in my bedroom, I sat cross-legged on the bed and began to practice, and soon entered the state of self-forgetfulness.
Suddenly, a person appeared in the room and appeared in front of me out of thin air, and at this time I was not completely closed to my body senses, so at the same time as he appeared, a light flashed in my hand, and a stream of spiritual power shot out from the index finger of my right hand, directly hitting the person's chest.
He snorted, took a few steps back, and looked at me with blazing eyes.
This person wore a very ugly looking mask, and his blue and black face looked very strange, but I knew that this was just this person's disguise, and under his mask, he was just a person.
The man still couldn't hold back, coughing violently a few times, and with a few traces of blood, obviously already suffering internal injuries.
I snorted, looked at the man and asked, "Who are you?" ”
The other party didn't speak, he looked at me stunned, and after a while he took off his mask, revealing a delicate face, and his clear eyes looked deeply at me without speaking.
My heart trembled, but I felt very strange that a young man appeared in my room rashly, this person is definitely not a good person!
So I immediately raised my hand to attack again, but he suddenly spoke: "Jiang Cha, I'm not your opponent now, do you really want me to die?" ”
I was puzzled, and there was sadness in his tone, and I couldn't help but ask, "Who are you?" ”
The man smiled bitterly and said I'm Su Che, you really don't remember me?
It turned out that this person was Su Che, I looked him up and down, and said that you came just in time, why do people always ask me about you, but I don't remember, what happened?
Su Che took a step forward, I immediately raised my hand, he quickly stopped, and said I don't know if you are too sad, or you can avoid that memory, I came this time to get your forgiveness.
I was stunned, forgive? What have you done to me to ask me to forgive you?
Su Che said that it was a very complicated matter, and if you want to know, I can tell you it from beginning to end.
A feeling of resistance rose in my heart, and I shook my head and said no, I was not interested in what I had done before, and it had nothing to do with me anymore.
Su Che was silent, raised his head after a while, bit his lip and said, "Do you remember the ancestral hall?" ”
The place sounded familiar, but I couldn't think of any clues about the ancestral shrine, and shook my head blankly.
Su Che then asked, "Do you remember who the night watchman is?" ”
I subconsciously replied to him, every year on July 15, the ghost gate is closed, and I am the night watchman in the ancestral shrine, bless the life of the whole village.
Su Che was immediately overjoyed, and said that you still remember ginger tea, which means that you just deliberately blocked me in your mind, if you believe me, I will take you back to your old memories, okay?
I looked at him and asked faintly, "Is there any point?" ”
Su Che was stunned for a moment, and said Of course, I regret what I did in the past, so I want to compensate you, and everyone doesn't want you to be like this all the time, they want to see the lively and cheerful ginger tea in the past.
They? Is it Lin Yue and others? What's my business with them?