When I returned to the house at night, the lights in the front hall were shining, and the guard period was supporting the corners of his forehead, as if he was a little sleepy because he had waited for me for too long, so he fell asleep with his eyes closed, but his heart didn't seem to be very stable, so his brows were furrowed.

I gave him a gentle nudge.

He sensed it sensitively, and instantly opened his eyes and came to his senses.

"Go back to your room and sleep, it's snowing again on this cold day, and it's not good to get a cold." I say.

Wei Qi looked me up and down like this, then lowered his eyelids, pulled my left arm and lifted his sleeve, and snorted coldly: "What are you going to do this time?" ”

I looked into his eyes, didn't pull out my arms, but sat on his lap, stretched out my right arm around his neck, retracted my whole body into his arms, and tried my best to hide the trembling in my heart: "Uncle Shi, don't scold me, can you?" ”

His body froze like this, and even through the thick hair, I could still feel the tense muscles in his body.

He didn't seem to be sure about something, so he heard his trance-like and hoarse voice sound: "Envy, you...... What did you just call me? ”

I wrapped him tighter, rubbing my chin against his hot shoulder socket, I don't know why, I suddenly wanted to cry: "Uncle." ”

He was silent again, but he also reached out his arms and hugged me tightly.

I don't know what he's thinking.

I don't know how many past struggles and entanglements have passed through our hearts in this short period of time.

It is the wind and snow and the blazing chest of the youth, the dazzling sky light piercing through the curtains, the red silk under the marriage tree, the wine under the moon and the poems falling on the paper.

It is also the golden ginkgo biloba scattered all over the ground, the warm tea room and the crispy sunflower seeds, the familiar mask that suddenly appears in the drunken haze, I want to marry you, and I die in the same hole, like the sun.

Uncle Shi, have you believed it?

I've always rejoiced in you, about it.

But how many days and nights were broken into seconds, not only endless slanderous words and quarrels, but the rare warmth turned into a waking up confusion, crying and shouting, and fighting, I struggled to put the dagger against my neck, and you also desperately watched the wrench glow on the hand of another son.

The water flows under the bridge shaded by green willows, and is silent in the lake where the boats are intertwined, and it has escaped from the dangerous situation so closely, trekking through mountains and rivers, and swimming in the lake to escape.

In the end, they are two small characters, even if they have witnessed glory and prosperity, but in the end they both fell into the quagmire, struggling and drowning for a long time. The clouds and cranes in the chest have become a camp of flies on the soles of their feet, suppressed and bullied, and they know that they can't save anyone, and it is difficult to even escape by themselves.

Countless times in the dream of the trance and fear, I hope that this is a dream, as soon as the morning dawns, I can see me back to the southern Xiyuan, my parents are by my side, you are in the near future.

Are you the same as me, I hope that this Jinguo is still the original Jinguo, the world is peaceful, the country is magnificent, the father loves the mother, the brothers and sisters are respectful, you may come to visit the southern country, I may go to the Jinguo to travel, see it very well, it is good not to see it.

We live in peace with each other, without meanness or evil.

In the same time, Cheng Yu continued to be the princess who was not too strong but carefree, Xu Guangguang inherited his father's business and became a general, or married Cheng Yu and became a concubine, Lu Shu no longer worked hard for anyone to find a bamboo garden to spend his old age quietly, Gao Shu and Li Jingtang remembered the oath they made when they first became officials, and Chen Lanting's legs were good even if he really opened a bookstore, chatting with Miss Gongzi who bought books, and chatting about the past and the present.

Wei Tian let go of his obsession, let Lu Youyou stay in a remote village, don't look for it, when you go to Nanguo Mansion, listen to the sound of Donglizhi's piano, what worries can't be resolved, so her freedom is good, take her back to the palace, there is no grudge, maybe the child can cry around the knee.

Zhao Mengqing is willing to stay in the mansion and not go to the court, so he will copy Ouyang Xun's calligraphy on a whim, or simply lie on a rattan chair and sleep in the sun; The little boy of Lanzhou is serious about reading and writing, and he is full of food, and he may be able to grow taller, and he will be able to enter the scientific examination in the future, and he will also be able to teach on a tour, he is so gentle and kind, and he should also be surrounded by warmth and kindness.

If there is no kind of hatred.

How nice it should be.

"Uncle Shi, I asked Wan Qishu to take out the hate. In recent years, it has never been so easy. After saying this, I still couldn't hold back, and tears rolled down my cheeks and into his shoulder sockets.

He patted me on the back, as if he had first spotted me in the snowstorm, and his voice was cautious: "Envy, I'm sorry, I made you like this." If you don't know this, you can be much easier, even if you can't live a hundred years, you can still live a carefree and happy life. ”

I wiped a handful of tears, but I couldn't erase the sourness that welled up in my throat: "I don't blame you. ”

When I was born in the middle of nowhere, my fate changed. Whether it is my father or my aunt's intention to fall into this way, I have no way of knowing, but it has nothing to do with you, you are just an introduction.

He didn't speak again.

With my hand on the back of my neck, I followed his strength to step back a little, and the next second, a slightly warm kiss slowly fell on my lips, like summer rain, like candle tears in a greenhouse.

I bit the corner of his lip in response, and the action seemed to irritate him, and he pressed me into his arms again, the rain and candle tears chasing my lips, and my neck, from slow to urgent, gradually hasty, and then out of control.

I pulled out the last shred of reason, pinched his placket, and when I spoke, the wheezing voice startled me, and I trembled before I said the words: "Uncle...... Go to the bedroom. It's a little cold here. ”

He kissed my eyelashes, and the touch was like a soft feather sweeping, and I couldn't help blinking.

The man didn't care, he approached again, and laughed in a low voice: "Envy, you bite me again." ”

"Huh?"

"Let me know it's not a dream."

“……”

"I've liked you a long, long time ago. Except for the days when I lost my memory, this mind never changed. ”

I shallowly answered, and as he asked, I bit his lower lip again.

In this way, it is out of control.

The clothes fell from the front hall, and I lost my armor all the way, drank the wind and snow, and when I arrived in the bedroom, I only looked at each other, and I suddenly panicked.

We are not like an ordinary husband and wife, entangled for many years, but we have experienced more than two or three times, and we are blinded by hatred, and we are not happy with each other, let alone every time we wake up, the pain in our bodies is still strong, and we have to experience his sarcastic attacks again.

What Spring Festival is worth a thousand gold, every time I read this sentence, I can't wait to throw out a thousand gold, so that the person who said this can experience it in the Wei period.

But tonight's Guardian is different.

He had to "discuss" with me before doing anything, and even for fear that I wouldn't understand, he had to explain a thing or two to me, and the words were so much that my mind was turbulent, and my scalp was numb with a smile.

I can't help but think, if a man likes you and does this kind of thing with you, is it like this?

In the end, I couldn't even think about it, my mind and body were so confused that I was not able to speak, and I reminded him to stop and tell him that I was uncomfortable.

But the side of the scoundrel was all revealed at this time, and he asked me with a smile, "Where is it uncomfortable," and his fingers were not idle for a moment, doing nonsense, fanning the flames, and even deliberately wandering around in some places, asking me in a dumb voice, "Is this it......?" Or is it here? ”

Outside, the wind was howling and the snow was falling, but inside it was so hot that people were short of breath, and sweat and tears filled their eyes.

"Uncle Shi......"

"Why are you crying, still uncomfortable?"

"I'm in so much pain."

"I'm sorry."

"I'm sorry, is that the end of it...... You'll let me go......"

"I don't."

“……”

All I knew was that I was crying tired and falling asleep. I don't know when he stopped, when he bathed me, and when he put me in a clean coat.

It was a ridiculous night. Ups and downs, as if there is no end.

Although there is no hatred, there is no hatred for him, but in the dream, he still kicked him several times and scolded him, how can he be so unrestrained.

In the dream, he was the same as outside the dream, with a hippie smile and no serious appearance, pinching my waist, the corners of his lips were close to the side of my ear, and the hot and damp breath fell behind my ear, and he smiled like a goblin sucking human blood: "Where does it hurt, Uncle Shi will blow it on you?" ”

I was so scared that I woke up straight from my dream.

The sky was bright.

The sideburns were picked up and wrapped around someone's fingers.

I was in a trance, thinking about yesterday's calendar, and I didn't know what time it was.

Until a strong arm scooped me into his arms and asked me in a hoarse voice, "Don't sleep again?" ”