(Girls' Literature)

I looked at Zou Jialiang, Zou Jialiang also looked at me like this, the autumn wind around me was still blowing non-stop, and the yellowed leaves slowly fell from the trees, just scattered between us, one after another was like a boat with leaves falling, "If you are really too tired, come back, don't hold ......on" My violently beating heart immediately stopped at this time, I seemed to have been avoiding this sentence, but to some extent, It was as if I was waiting for this sentence again.

"No, where, I didn't brace at all, finding a suitable job was originally a process of searching!" Hell, I used all my strength to say these words myself, and I laughed. He waved at him, "I'm leaving, you should go back early and rest early, thank you for dinner today!" ”

Zou Jialiang in the autumn night is still so tall and handsome, he still looks very charming, but he still smiled simply, "Okay, go, rest early!" "Such an autumn night, such an autumn wind, such a we, just like this, exist at this time, there are only such words, and they are only the only words we say. It's words that I'm afraid to hear and understand that I can definitely hear.

I walked back home step by step, but the steps under my feet were heavier and heavier, I felt as if my legs were filled with lead, the heavy ones were almost impossible to lift, my head was almost impossible to lift, at the gate, I saw the landlady who was holding Li Xiaoshuai and humming a lullaby softly. "Baby, sleep......" Aunt sang softly in her mouth, "Auntie......" I shouted weakly, and slowly walked forward, "You rest, I'll come!" As I spoke, I wanted to reach out and take Li Xiaoshuai from her hand, but my aunt waved her hand. I know what she means, I don't want to make trouble with Li Xiaoshuai.

"Don't, don't, he just fell asleep, I'm afraid he'll wake up again, this kid, I've been running for such a day today, and now I'm sleepy and can't open my eyes, or I'll hug it, thank you in advance, there's food left for you on the table!" My aunt snorted me in the room, sat at the dining table, I saw the food on the table that was still steaming, my heart was really very sour, I don't know how to describe my current mood, I seemed to be a lonely ghost wandering around for a day, but in the end I found nothing, "You eat!" "My aunt sat next to me with Li Xiaoshuai in her arms, and I saw Li Xiaoshuai smashing her mouth in her arms! Baby, I don't have the ability to just look at you in your sleep, but how can I provide for you.

"Is it not going well to find a job today?" My aunt asked me with concern, I just nodded, and I didn't make eye contact with my aunt, I was really afraid that I would accidentally cry out like this. "It's okay, isn't it just that I haven't found a suitable one for the time being? Don't forget to go inside, wait a little longer, you will definitely find a better one! "Okay, I looked at my aunt, "I didn't expect things to be so difficult, I really didn't expect it, how can it be so ......"

I knew that I was definitely not allowed to cry at this time, but at this time I still couldn't help but fall like this, I sobbed, and wiped my tears like this. "Look at you kid, it's not a big deal, it's normal to not find a job, come, eat first, have the strength, have the body, and then you can continue to look for it!" I looked at my aunt and was infinitely grateful in my heart, this may be my only relative in the provincial capital, and it is also my relative who is not related by blood in the true sense. So in the face of my aunt, I felt very kind.

"Hey, Xiaoya......" The aunt patted Li Xiaoshuai slowly, and said to me with some seriousness. I looked up, "What's wrong?" Aunt sighed, "There are some words, I don't know when to say it, I know, child, you and Yun Xiang have a deep relationship, Yun Xiang's death has too much impact on you, I also know that sometimes this relationship can not be completely sorted out in one or two sentences, you need time, but, you are a woman after all, if a woman insists on fully shouldering the responsibility of a man, it will be very tiring, why didn't you do the job of a tutor before?" Her words really poked me in the sore spot.

"Xiaoya, what is that Jialiang, you can see that he has feelings for you, and he still has deep feelings, it's just that you don't take his stubble, but you also have to think about it, consider it from all aspects, and sometimes you can't block your way all at once!" Li Xiaoshuai twisted his body in the arms of the aunt, and the aunt quickly stretched out her hand and patted him on the back to comfort him. I let out a long sigh, "I can't forget Li Yunxiang, I can never forget it in my heart, I'd rather be tired, I'd rather I could take on my father's position in Xiaoshuai's heart, but let me accept other people, I can't do it!" I looked at my aunt and patted her on the shoulder, maybe she and Mimi were the only ones worried about me in this city. We are not related by blood, but there is a kind of family relationship that exceeds blood relationship, which is very rare.

"Auntie, don't worry, if you persist for a while, everything will be fine, and when the time comes, I will make money, and I will support you and Xiaoshuai, okay? Don't worry about me, okay? I stretched out my hand and grabbed my aunt's hand so tightly, and my aunt looked at me and reached out and scratched my nose with a worried face.

"You girl, everything is good is stubborn, hey, but I don't blame you, when I was young, I had almost the same idea as you, and it was easy to persuade people at any time, but it was definitely unacceptable to put it on the body of the word, but, I really feel sorry for you, hey, don't worry, your aunt and I can charge an extra two years of rent, this little guy, we can still afford it!" The aunt said and gently patted Li Xiaoshuai's cheek, lowered her head, and kissed Li Xiaoshuai's face gently, "Stinky boy!" ”

For a few days in a row, there was almost no progress in my job search, as if I was a constipation patient with intestinal diseases in my eyes, oh, no, it should be a patient with intestinal obstruction, so everything was stagnant here, without any improvement, these days I sold newspapers every day, but I became a frequent visitor to the newsstand, so that the boss saw me every day as if I was a good young man, "Hey, girl, come to buy newspapers again, you care so much about national affairs now......" I only smile bitterly in my heart, I can't even handle my own affairs, where is it so lofty?

"I did my best, I really tried my best...... "In my room, I had just gotten off work, and I was holding a bottle of red wine, which I had already drained most of the bottle." Die, you, look at how much you've drunk, don't drink, don't you have to go out tomorrow? Mimi said and snatched the bottle from my hand, "Oops, I'm not feeling well, you let me drink some more!" I pursed my lips and Mimi shook her head.

"No, Ai Xiaoya, to be honest, this is the first time I've seen you like this, you can't be so depraved, you know? Li Xiaoshuai is still waiting for you, everyone is still waiting for you! I scratched my hair, "I know, but I really tried my best, but God really doesn't leave me with any way to live, so many days?" Mimi sighed, "Our pharmacy is full, and there is no way to find you a job now......"

I nodded, "I know this really has nothing to do with you, it's just that I'm too bad myself, hehe, no company thinks I'm suitable." Am I just a pile of garbage? Mimi shook her head, "How can you say that about yourself?" How can you be garbage? Don't think about it too much, it's just that people's luck is sometimes not something they can control, we can't control our luck, but I don't understand, Yaya, you did a good job on Mr. Zou's side, and suddenly you stopped doing it, what happened? ”

Mimi asked with concern, "Is your resignation from there related to Zou Jialiang!" "I nodded, and to tell you the truth, I didn't want to deny anything, or hide anything, because I knew it couldn't be hidden." Is it because of Li Yunxiang? Mimi's eyes were full of tears, and she picked up the red wine bottle and took a sip, but I still nodded. Mimi also understands the reason, so I don't need to explain it so clearly and so straightforwardly.

Mimi wiped her mouth, "Ai Xiaoya, you are really a good girl, I admire you, let's sleep, okay, don't drink anymore, slowly look for a job, with our group of friends, are you afraid that you and Li Xiaoshuai will not have anything to eat or how to drop......" Mimi said and winked at me, "Come don't drink, let's rest, we can do whatever we should be busy with tomorrow......." Just as Mimi was cleaning up the piles of things on the table, the knock on the door sounded like this, "Tuk tuk!" Mimi turned, "Who?" "I'm also very strange, it's really a little late now, who's coming back at this point?" It's me! "It's a woman's voice. To be honest, it was still a familiar woman's voice, and I tried hard to find it in my head.

Mimi walked to the door and opened the door, and there was Sister Wang Guihua standing outside, carrying a plastic bag in her hand.