Chapter 333: The Only Heartbeat

Some things are probably predestined.

The northern rebellion, Jiang Muyuan and Han Lei hurried to the north, and when they reached the Baiyun Temple, the horses were exhausted, and they had to stay for the time being.

Before the first snow melted, fine snow suddenly drifted in the air, Jiang Muyuan climbed the stairs and saw Gu Yunjin walking slowly out of the main hall.

Ten years have passed, but Gu Yunjin in front of her is no longer what she looks like in her memory, she has changed a lot.

Even so, Jiang Muyuan recognized her at a glance.

When I met by chance in another country, what first appeared in my heart was not charming, but emotion.

Jiang Muyuan didn't know what Gu Yunjin had experienced over the years, and he didn't know why she appeared in Lingbei, but he could see that Gu Yunjin's physical condition was extremely bad.

The umbrella that Han Lei sent out ten years ago, this time, he personally supported Gu Yunjin.

Gu Yunjin told him a lot, the guilt of his stepmother, brother and sister-in-law, the remorse for not knowing people, and the stories that his mother had told her when he was a child......

Every word fell on Jiang Muyuan's heart, like sparks, igniting the emotions of his youth little by little, burning his heart, liver and lungs.

For a moment, Jiang Muyuan wanted to take Gu Yunjin with him, he went to Guanzhong to find things in her mother's story, and when he came back, Gu Yunjin was already gone.

Jiang Muyuan wondered if Gu Yunjin had noticed his thoughts and didn't want to make trouble with him, so he left, so as not to hurt people with his words.

Therefore, he did not look for it again until the horses were finished and were back on the road.

It wasn't until the second year that Jiang Muyuan recognized Gu Yunqi that he knew that a few days after he left, Gu Yunjin died of illness in that small village.

That night, he was very drunk, and regret and regret enveloped him.

It was clear that she was seriously ill that day, so why did she leave?

There is no good doctor in Xiao Zhuangzi, if he takes her into the big city in those days, there is no shortage of precious medicinal materials, can there be a doctor hanging her life?

She might be able to survive until the imperial doctor arrives, instead of waiting quietly in the Zhuangzi to die.

What reputations and rules should be considered? Does he still need to take care of the Yang family?

His wife is just the eyeliner that the saint sent to the Ningguo Mansion, and he and Liu Yuan are not only inseparable, they are not at all on guard against each other, and they are no different from the enemy.

He endured the longing in his heart, he took Gu Yunjin to seek medical treatment, he could save her life, and finally send her to his brother, what could he not do?

But at the time, it was too late to say anything.

Gu Yunqi said that it was not his fault, Jiang Muyuan himself understood this, but after all, he couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart.

This is an obsession, in the years when he was good friends with Gu Yunqi, Jiang Muyuan heard a lot of Gu Yunjin's old things from the other party, including the liveliness of her childhood, and the depression after she got married.

Those grievances who were brought by Gu Yunjin in Baiyun Temple, and Gu Yunqi, who was sad after being drunk, said it little by little, and the hearts of those who said it were like knives, and those who listened were equally heartbroken.

Gu Yunqi's remorse is no less than his, after many years of fighting, Gu Yunqi cares too little about his sister, and Gu Yunjin is a person who does not report worries, so that the family only has a general impression of her situation.

It wasn't until Mama Shen was gone that the Wu family realized that something was wrong, but at that time, Xu's health was too poor, and without the manpower of Mama Shen, the Wu family couldn't take a hand to take care of Yunjin at all.

Soon, Gu Yunjin left the capital and left a message for them, to the effect that "out of sight is clean", and if she is not with the Yang family, her life is more comfortable.

Gu Yunqi regretted believing her words.

In those days, Gu Yunqi found a lot of people from the Yang family and Lingbei Zhuangzi, and pieced together Gu Yunjin's ten years of experience little by little, and big and small things made up the ten years in which she withered step by step.

How could Jiang Muyuan let go of the Yang family? As he replied to Huang Yin, the knife was more ruthless, and no one was left.

The bureau he laid out, Gu Yunqi's knife, with the power of the Ningguo Mansion, cut off Yang Xiyu's official career and also cut off the foundation of the Yang family for several generations.

On the day the Yang family raided the house, Gu Yunqi was so drunk that he couldn't stop crying, reciting over and over again, "Why didn't you marry Yunjin?"

Jiang Muyuan drank with him, and he also wanted to get drunk to relieve his sorrows, but he was so sober that he was deadly.

The answer that Gu Yunqi wanted, he also wanted to know.

Why didn't Baiyun Guan explain his words to Gu Yunjin?

Why let her go and not look for her?

Why did you give in when you knew she was engaged?

is obviously a noble relative of the emperor, why did he put it down when he could rob it......

There was no answer, no matter how many times he asked himself, there was no answer, even if he was trapped in a dilapidated city with scorched earth, and was forced to commit suicide by his own uncle, the last question he thought of was this question.

The fingertips were still rubbing the thin piece of letter, and my heart was as heavy as a thousand pounds of heavy stones.

Last time, Gu Yunjin felt guilty for not calling Ruan Xin and causing the other party to be taken away by Shi Ying, Jiang Muyuan told her that it was not her fault, many things were just momentary hesitation, and finally turned into regret and regret, he wanted to relieve Gu Yunjin, but he was halfway through the words and did not say any more.

And where did he stand to forgive her?

The person who regretted it because of a moment of hesitation and finally became obsessed was actually him.

Why did you let Aunt Jia move into Beisan Hutong? It was he who couldn't bear to see her let down by others.

He woke up in Yecheng in the cold wind in February last year, and after wooing the fifth master, he hurried back to the capital, found a way to contact Yang Xiyu, and saw Gu Yunjin fall into the water with his own eyes.

That was the beginning of Gu Yunjin and Yang Xiyu's marriage, Jiang Muyuan made up his mind, if this marriage was still completed, then even if it was a kiss, he would snatch her back.

The girl he had been holding in his heart for so many years, just because he was a young man at that time, he didn't know love and hate, even if he fell in love at first sight, he still let go, but more than ten years later, Jiang Muyuan really understood that that glance was also the only heartbeat in his life.

Even if it's not Yang Xiyu, no matter who it is, how can he hold it with his own hands and protect it, and he won't let her taste a little bitterness.

Such a bright face should only be dragged down by illness because of old age.

It's just that Jiang Muyuan arranged Aunt Jia, but what happened after that was beyond his expectations, Gu Yunjin's choice was completely different from his previous life.

She was disgusted with Yang Xiyu and didn't want to live in the Shilang Mansion, Jiang Muyuan followed her wishes and paved the way for her, even if the little girl didn't understand his heart, she still followed his line and walked to him little by little.

It's not just Gu Yunjin who has changed, many things have changed since the beginning of the year.

The fires in the North 1st and North 2nd Hutongs, the fallen Qinglong Yanyue Knife, Jiang Muyuan suspected that someone was responsible for it, so he asked Wu Ye to rush to the two lakes to visit in advance, and sure enough, this time the disaster was far more serious than he remembered.