Chapter Eighty-Four: True Life
"What are you doing with me?" Dafang frowned at Wang Chen, who followed him to his office, and asked.
"No, you are my guiding light, and only by accepting your brilliance can I find my way forward." Wang Chen's face was serious.
"Less nonsense." Dafang reprimanded.
"Hehehe, I have always had a question in my heart, after listening to this class, I can't help it anymore, so I want to ask you." The great-grandson hurriedly smiled.
He didn't dare to sell Guan Zi, and said directly: "It's Zhang Nian's father Zhang Qingshan, I have always had something I can't figure out about him, because personal images will be automatically triggered when my emotions fluctuate greatly, such as fear and sadness, but why is Zhang Qingshan's personal image not triggered?" Lin Mengzhi's personal image was taken down by herself, but Zhang Qingshan's was not out of her body, why did he not passively trigger his personal image after knowing the inevitable result of his wife? ”
Dafang was silent for a moment, then looked at Wang Chen and said, "You can think of this contradiction, which means that it is indeed progressing, which can actually be explained." ”
Wang Chen was surprised to hear the tone of the word explanation generously spoken, and there was an inexplicable feeling.
Dafang glanced at the ceiling and sighed, "Moreover, your question actually contains the answer." ”
Wang Chen began to recall what he said, slowly thoughtful, and then the boss with his eyes open, looked at Dafang in disbelief and said, "You mean, Zhang Qingshan, he held back??? It's unimaginable! ”
The incoherent wording is expressing the shock in Wang Chen's heart, like Zhang Qingshan, a man who loves his family deeply, this kind of performance is unimaginable.
Dafang was silent for two seconds and then said slowly: "This is not something that one person can do, this is destined to be a common choice between the husband and wife, Lin Mengzhi and Zhang Qingshan must have prepared many times before November 26th, facing the arrival of death." ”
"In the face of death, this is not a process that can be easily described in words, and as for the feeling of it, ordinary people cannot do it."
"Again and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again, and again,
Dafang uses a calm, slow, but extremely clear tone to describe the unbelievable facts.
He continued: "Only in this way can the husband and wife restrain themselves when they face the demise of themselves and their beloved wife after Zhang Nian fell asleep at 10 p.m. on November 26...... No, it should be endured, so that Zhang Qingshan's personal image will not be passively triggered due to psychological and physiological factors. ”
"This is Zhang Qingshan and Lin Mengzhi. Human beings, human nature, parents, in this couple, the truth of life is fully revealed at this time. ”
"There is nothing more than this."
Dafang said here and suddenly paused, and then said in a slightly sighing tone: "However, I can't tell Zhang Nian about this feeling at that time, because at that time, her heart would definitely not be able to bear this fact." But I know that sooner or later, this clever little girl will be able to think of this for herself. ”
"When that moment comes, this memory, which is destined to be a burden and shackles in life, may no longer become a deadly killer that strangles her fragile heart, but will become the most valuable wealth and motivation, that is, the weight of life in her heart."
"It's the same reason that I didn't use the easiest way to prove the existence of disappearance syndrome in her."
After speaking, there was a little smile on his face, as if he was extremely optimistic about Zhang Nian's future.
Wang Chen was already shocked and speechless, and as for the "easiest way", he didn't listen to it at all.
Even if he heard Dafang's affirmation, it was still difficult for him to feel the thoughts of these two people, and even before Wang Chen, there was actually another conjecture, a conjecture that Zhang Qingshan may have been cowardly when he faced the choice of life for the first time, so that he had always felt guilty about Lin Mengzhi's sacrifice, but he didn't tell it, because he knew this question now, and he would never get an answer here in Dafang, Wang Chen slowly sat on the sofa, his eyes were distracted.
Dafangly glanced at Wang Chen, who was in a trance, and then pointed out: "All human societies are composed of two equal parts. Half is a man, and the other half is a woman. ”
"In any great moment, the word 'man' means that there is no end, because life itself is like that."
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Li Qingfang and Zhang Nian walked side by side hand with each other, the two who had experienced this class had very relaxed faces and comfortable smiles, after all, Bobo's picture can indeed bring a little warmth.
"After school, shall we go see Bobo?" Li Qingfang proposed.
"Hmm," Zhang Nian smiled and nodded.
"Hmph, annoying Wang Chen, I actually met Bobo before me, I heard that he has been rich again recently, I think I should make up for it, Xiao Nian, you said I asked him how much is good?" Li Qingfang looked at Zhang Nian and asked seriously.
Zhang Nian laughed again.
"Xiao Nian, I think you are different from before, and you have become more cheerful." Li Qingfang was a little surprised.
"Well, because today the professor saved me again, and this time I was very happy, I really want to live well, study hard, and then finish what my mother didn't do." Zhang Nian said softly.
"Xiaofang, I will definitely defeat the disappearance! I believe that now. Zhang Nian looked at Li Qingfang, his eyes full of confidence.
Li Qingfang stared at Zhang Nian with wide eyes, she didn't see it at all before this moment, Zhang Nian still had the will to die in her heart. In fact, a few days ago, when Zhang Nian began to take the initiative to contact some medical knowledge, as well as today's topic of competition and generosity, Zhang Nian was still speaking to comfort herself, she felt that Zhang Nian had begun to come out of the shadows.
Thinking of this, Li Qingfang suddenly woke up, yes, she was still smiling and comforting herself, how does this look like her mother Lin Mengzhi's approach.......
Li Qingfang couldn't help but be afraid for a while, but then began to rejoice: Fortunately, there is generosity.
Immediately, her face bloomed with joy without reservation, and said, "Well, Xiao Nian is the smartest, you must be able to!" ”
"By the way, Xiao Nian, there is something I have always wanted to ask Dafang, but I don't dare to ask. It's just Dafang, why don't you go to the central hospital for testing? Although no one can cure the disappearance, it can still be found out if it is not a case or whether there are sequelae. Do you know why? Seeing that her friend finally came out of the shadows, Li Qingfang finally said this question that had been suppressed in her heart.
Zhang Nian nodded and said, "Well, I know, I also thought of it a few days ago, in fact, this problem may only be clear to a few of us young people, and I also figured it out after experiencing one thing." ”
"I went to the central hospital once a month ago, that is, the time I met Yang Yu, that day I saw a person, it seemed to be a person with some kind of terminal illness, but maybe it was passively infected, he was not sure whether he had been infected, so he went to the central hospital for testing."
"The reason I was able to notice him was because he was shaking and pale, and when I went in to get the medicine, I passed by him and listened to him muttering 'why, can't do this, I don't press it, don't do it'. A few minutes after I entered the pharmacy, there was an exclamation from outside, and when I went to look, I saw him crawling out of the hospital. Now that I think about it, I think it should be that he can't stop the pressure, so he doesn't dare to wait for the inspection report to come out, and he doesn't dare to confirm the facts. ”
"That's why I thought that if the professor asked me to go to the hospital and wait for the test report, or even just put the report in front of me, I would definitely be like that person, and I would have collapsed on the spot, because I couldn't bear the pressure at that time, and then I would only have two choices, one is to go to a dead end, and the other is to use one excuse after another, to deceive myself and others, in order to get rid of the guilt, and this kind of stubbornness and stealing my life."
After listening to Zhang Nian's answer, Li Qingfang finally nodded, after all, Dafang still thinks more than others, and the most important thing is that Zhang Nian at this moment can already analyze himself from an objective point of view, this is definitely a good start, Li Qingfang couldn't help but laugh happily.
These two smart girls, especially Zhang Nian, have really untied their knots and shackles, but the other two girls are still trapped in the cinema.
"Professor, the movie is over, let's go out~~~ Let me see Bobo, okay?"
Shirley's voice rang in Dafang's ears, and then he didn't make any movements, and Cecy and Shirley instantly came back to their senses in the lecture hall.
And the next moment, Cecy suddenly appeared in Dafang's office, and the startled Wang Chen almost didn't jump up from the sofa.
The murderous Secy stood opposite Dafang's desk, her willow eyebrows were cold as ice, her eyes were fierce, staring at Dafang, the sword in her hand was suddenly unsheathed, and the tip of the sword was aimed at Dafang's forehead.
Dafang raised his eyebrows and glanced at Ceci, and said casually: "What?" I was not satisfied with wanting to draw a sword to destroy the classroom teaching, but now I am starting to threaten ordinary people again? ”
"Sister!" Shirley also appeared, looking anxiously at Cecy and Dafang.
Before Shirley could speak, suddenly a righteous scolding came from the door.
"This classmate, why are you wearing a costume? Ay! How can you point your weapon at the teacher! What is your name? Whose students are they??? ”
Everyone looked over, and a middle-aged man with a decent face appeared at the door, frowning at Secy.